with how much my brain is thinking of BOTH gl.a.d.0s And yag.orath, im scared my brain is going to "lose" glados if that makes sense. and she's super super SUPER important to me! she has helped me with. a LOT of things. and i dont wanna lose her! so yag.orth is specifically staying in the crush list. plus it's early we'll see how it goes but hnng she... both of them..... hfjsu4jkg

and i know that i can just switch things around sometimes or straight up do some polyselfship things but 1- i tried the polyselfship and that ended up not doing well (at least it helped me realize being polyam maybe isn't for me, which is nice to know!), and 2- gl.a.d.0s took over my brain so much that i never think about m.arx, he.llen, or om.ega at all anymore (they're probably gonna become platonic f/os tbh) and i really don't want yag.orath to take over like that. she probably won't but i'm just very worried hhgngn