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sabinemorans · 4 years

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I’m sorry, I’m not trying to attack anyone for being sexual. It’s valid and you shouldn’t be ashamed. I’m frustrated that my entire dashboard is a wall of thirst 24/7 right now and that’s not your fault, your most recent post with the new character in it was just the straw that broke the camels back, so to speak. I haven’t seen anyone discussing literally anything BUT what kinks they think he might have or “please Cobb break my back and rearrange my insides and step on me 👅👅💦💦💦” so it just looks. Very one-dimensional from my perspective. It’s nothing personal to you and I promise I’m not trying to shame you for any reason, so I’m sorry that I ended up taking it out on you. I love your blog a lot in spite of how that ask sounded. (I followed over from following the kylo blog you interact with and loved how protective you were of them 🖤)

I honestly do understand, I do, but please don’t take this from us. If you’re frustrated with something maybe take a step back before you send something like that again. I see stuff all the time I don’t like and if I don’t wanna unfollow, I deal with it. Sending hate is never the answer and that wasn’t exactly hate but it came across that way instead of someone simply a little frustrated.

A lot of are also very sexually frustrated right now given the state of things so we may be kind overzealous so please try to be understanding. I know it can get frustrating when this is a place to relax but we’re all human and sometimes the horniness just can’t be shaken. Cobb is more than sex, every single character out there is really, but we’re not devaluing him. At least I’m not, I know people out there might but I’m really not and a lot of us in the SW fandom wouldn’t. We just want to attribute things of our own to characters. I’m very kinky, so I tend to see what kinks I can see characters being into.

I’m sure maybe in a few day’s it’ll die down we’re all over excited atm is all and more in depth analyzations will take place. It’s only been like 24 hours-sometimes horny comes first!

Thank you so much for saying that about this blog though it’s so weird over here but if you’re having a good time that’s what matters ^~^ and I love Jams! Neither of us deserve the shitty asks we get sent and we’ve kinda bonded over it lmao she’s ride or die and frankly it’s the best.

Also him and Sab’s relationship is so interesting! I knew it would be cool but like theres just so much too it. I love them.

#ooc

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caterinaprimrose · 7 years

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The way you write it, it sounds as if you are romanticizing an abusive relationship.

Oh no, of course not. That’s awful. Lmao. Abuse is a serious fucking thing, in any manner. Physical, emotional, mental, substance, violence in general is just an entirely scary thing that no one should be subjected to.

However, this is fiction. 100% disassociation of character and writers. I’ve never written a story like this before, and it’s honestly one of my favorites. Here is why, the dynamic is fabulous.

I actually got an anon I haven’t answered yet that asks, “Can you give us an ooc analysis of Braxton and Caterina?” So I should tie these two things into one!

This subject has come up several times, and I feel that my readers here on tumblr have an unfair advantage considering I only post major events in the character’s lives. Anyone that roleplays with us actively sees the cpmplexity that Caterina and Braxton have.

First, to understand the relationship you have to understand the characters.

There is no doubt that the relationship is abusive in mental and physical levels. Mostly mental, however. He’s only actually physically harmed her once and it was because she fucked up in the company, so he would of beaten whoever did that. (Not saying it’s okay, just clarifying he wasn’t beating his woman to beat his woman.)

Caterina and Braxton are almost the same person in all realness. That’s why Braxton doesn’t trust her, because he wouldn’t trust himself. People don’t see that, however, because she’s always got this public image set up, as does he.

Braxton and his company do less-than-legal work, much like a mob (no secret OOC). Braxton is ambitious, greedy, manipulative, insincere, detached, intelligent, prideful, and vindictive. Every single one of these traits applies to Caterina, too.

However - publically, Braxton is kind, generous, charming, harmless, rich, and has the city’s best interest in heart.

Publically, Caterina is bubbly, stupid, exceedingly vain, spoiled, arrogant, girly, prim/proper, playful, submissive, flirtatious, kind, etc. Everything a stereotypical rich, snobby woman would be.

Caterina, real Caterina, has this mentality that society is way behind its time. She hates that everyone blindly follows these morals and laws made up by people who don’t follow them themselves. She sees the structure of society as an idea, some type of leash to control the people. Just because some guy who one day declared himself a leader said so. She thinks that she is enlightened, so she doesn’t have this moral system restricting her, that’s one thing.

That’s why she’s okay with putting herself into these really terrible situations with bad people. She does something to get something.

Now, to back up even further and explain where that mentality came from - she has never been independent. Her mother died at a young age (Like fifteen) and so she was taken in by this man whom she fell in love with and emotionally (and even a little physically) harmed her. She ended up killing him (so she thinks) and running in the end. But she didn’t know how to take care of herself without doing dirty work. So she has spent her life from man to man, each more rich and influential than the last.

She was patronized for it, but coaxed into believing that this is okay by those men. She’s built on manipulation and lies. She was told that she’s going a lot further than most because she has no bounds holding her back.

So she spends her life watching out for herself, always keeping herself secure and when one started to falter she had a plan B. Sick, I know.

Fast-forward, we get to Braxton.

Braxton’s history isn’t fully known - not even to his writer. It’s been slowly revealing itself and piecing together for the writer and readers on this roleplaying journey.

From what we’ve gathered (mind you, it might not be true but this is what Braxton the character has said ICly), Braxton didn’t like his mother - at all. She always pressed for him to be a businessman. He never played with the other children, he stayed inside and studied. He never learned to share. So he’s almost like this overgrown child with a lot of power which makes him incredibly volatile.

Caterina and Braxton mixing together makes perfect sense.

They’re both overgrown children. Not in a dumb way, but in an emotionally unstable way. Not to say that Caterina is insane - she’s not. I hate that escape-goat to just label a woman as insane. No, this is how she is and I can justify it with the experiences the character has gone through and the complex psychological effects. She’s just not a good person. She’s a terrible person in a terrible situation but that’s the situation she thinks is best for her.

Caterina and Braxton work so well because they feed one another. She feeds into his vanity - he has a huge god-complex and she knows how to really blow that up. So she worships him in order to get the things that she wants. That is security, housing, food, extreme amounts of gold, additional fame (She loves attention. It’s hilarious.), and she hardly has to work for it.

He also gives her a challenge. There is a constant game between them

Caterina became infatuated with Braxton over materialistic items. She saw that he’s willing to do anything for his benefit, and she saw that as a sign of strength. She needed someone who had no boundaries, just like her. So when she attached herself to him, naturally he saw this opportunity and took it.

Her fearless adoration and pending love for him gives him this intense advantage over a very capable, intelligent woman. She, herself, believes that once she can gain Braxton’s full trust he’ll start to love her too and that’s the challenge she’s so obsessed with.

In a way, Caterina is almost like Braxton’s creation, he broke her of her self-serving attitude and remade her into his own image. If Caterina didn’t see Braxton has worth it, if she had little faith in him, she wouldn’t stay.

It’s like you’re putting one whirl pool next to another and making the maelstrom.

So he bends her to his will and delights in watching her strive to please him. When he’s bored, he can play games with Cat and she will always play back - willingly, and with pleasure. He can hurt her and then snatch her back up again with well chosen words and actions.

He prides in the fact that he’s taken this beautiful, successful, ambitious woman and turned all her plans and mentality towards benefiting him - which, to Caterina, indirectly benefits her.

She, in both her devotion and her adoration of him, is a mirror to Braxton’s ego. Highly narcissistic, she would provide proof to him of his own genius and brilliance - both in the very fact of her existence and because she fervently believes it herself. Cat is his, body and soul, and that must be immensely gratifying to someone as egotistical as Braxton, especially considering how easily he controls her.

That being said, I do think that Braxton cares for Caterina. Not in any grand, passionate, self-sacrificing or selfless way. Not in a way in which her well being and happiness are important to him. Not in any normal, healthy way. But in his way, and maybe soon, as much as he is capable of.

And eventually her uniqueness in response to him, I believe, will penetrate something very deep and buried within Braxton’s psyche and bring it back to life - a faint glimmer of tenderness consumed by layers of darkness and depravity.

And maybe Caterina is just very delusional in thinking that she can keep digging and breaking herself down, down, down and turning into what he wants so that one day he’ll feel as intensely about her as she is coming to feel about him - but that’s what she believes.

So when I write these things, these stories, I myself am not romanticizing their abusive relationship - I’m writing it in a manner at which Caterina feels. I’m writing as if she were a real person. The work shows how captivated she is by him because she is captivated by Braxton. She feels romance so to give off that air of romance I write it poetically.

It’s an artistic choice I make with all of my characters, to use words that give the readers feelings my characters feel - even if it betrays the actual situation.

So in a way, I would hope that the romanticized writing with an abusive situation would make you uncomfortable because that means I wrote it right and you’re very caring and human.

If it makes you sick and you don’t enjoy the story, by all means - unfollow. I’ll understand. Not everyone can disassociate their characters and themselves, and especially if you’ve been in a similar experience, if my writing surfaces some sort of bad memory or emotion in you - just unfollow Caterina’s blog. I don’t want anyone to suffer because of this character’s story.

I have much much more family friendly blogs like @quinn--nadine and @melodyofmercy :)

This was super long but I feel like I explained it well, I hope that helps!

@braxtonhudson

@thewildercard

@everythingisbetterwithpirates

@warlordofruination

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