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slashersgostabbystabstab · 5 months

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Hey guys sorry I've been AFK for a while

I've just overwhelmed myself with all these things I'm working on while also dealing with home chores and stressing about money

I promise this new year I will be more continuous with posting

Wanting to make 7k+ word fics isn't easy haha

I guess it's especially hard when there is little to no motivation because i feel like i shouldnt qaste my time writing such big things, though my likes and nice little comments tell me there are nice people who like my content 🙂 I appreciate yalls for actually staying here and providing me with such patience I honestly don't deserve

You'd think that having nothing going on in your life is relaxing but it's actually overwhelming 😅

Sorry for not posting in so long, months probably

I will try to make things up to yalls, might start clean with a one shot fic or two 🤔 Any short fic ideas for Singularity or Praetorian Xenomorph(and will make an exception for Blight) welcome

But if not, here's to hoping something comes out of my brain soon

#i just feel had and the guilt does not help with writing 😕#sorry guys #i told myself it didnt mayter cause i dont really have a big following so no one would notice

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mint-yooxgi · 1 year

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I didn't get to comment on the previous chapter so I'm gonna do both now

The one with Wyno was really needed. The venting and assurance were long overdue, and I loved seeing that. The same goes for Reina, I'm so happy she got to actually just talk about everything. She needed the catch up sessions because talking with the guys isn't everything she needs so it was really nice to see that. I love that Sudaem was brought back and that we finally get to see Reina use her magic and discover who she is which is just amazing 👏

I love how supportive the guys are but it's not like we expected otherwise they've always been great and I hope that never changes. OC has a great support system with the guys Wyno the babies Stella and Reina they're all amazing and OC deserves that.

The little gestures Mon makes towards OC are so cute I love him so much. I'm still wondering how she transported to such a height and so close to the nest like why'd she do that 😕 was it an unconscious decision or was there a deeper meaning to why she would make herself fall thousands of feet from the air I think I have to go reread that chapter to see

Overall it was so great I loved it and I have to say that the angst I was expecting was so toned down but I shouldn't be surprised you have a way of writing angst that makes it bearable and relatable (to a point and on occasion) but not overwhelming like other stuff I've seen or read that make me uncomfortable or anxious you do it so gracefully and poetically that it is art itself and not just angst so thank you so much for that because I was a bit worried about it

I hated seeing the guys break when Wyno told them OC was scared of them it was so sad poor Kings but they understood and OC can't just snap her fingers and magically feel no guilt at all she still feels at fault for a lot of things and it will take a lot of time to get over that and accept that she isn't to blame for other people's decisions it will take time to heal as well but talking to Wyno and Reina really helps that as well as the constant reassurance from everyone

🐥

It really was!!! Oc had been keeping so much inside, even unknowingly, that talking to Wyno really helped to let it all out! And especially Reina!!! Like, they're besties and that talk had been LONG overdue. And exactly, talking with the guys ISN'T everything, she DOES need some outside ears/advice, too.

I kid you not, the whole time I'm writing these chapters I've literally been the definition of this the whole time:

And OC really does have a great support system!! It truly IS what they deserve!!

Oc was just feeling a lot of guilt at the time, and she wanted to be "anywhere but here" and since she's still technically not used to teleporting, it just so happened to be that she transported herself so many thousands of feet in the air.

I'm glad to hear you enjoy the way I write angst! Thanks so much for reading!

#ask #🐥 anon

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