#i just RGHH hate being this way.... the autism........
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i love being low empathy AND low compassion and i definitely do not hate how this affects every single interaction i have with people
#like man. im trying. im trying really hard to be a human being with human emotions like everyone else but i am just a little freak#i crawled out of the woods when i was a little baby and now i look normal but when you blink i transform into a wolf monster thing#with big sharp teeth and big sharp claws and big pointy ears black fur up my arms and legs.#if you manage to catch a glimpse of it before you shut your eyes you will know who i am.#and i try to speak to people with my flat werewolf tongue but the words do not sound right and i hunt down mice and rabbits and drop#them at the doorstep of everyone who i ever adored and maybe you'll regard them with some sort of endearment but still#i cannot be touched or brushed or pet because i am too scared#and my werewolf brain doesn't understand that people are just being nice to be nice without an ulterior motive#my werewolf brain does not understand why people are sad nor does it care despite knowing that i should and wanting to care#my werewolf brain does not understand humans but it doesn't understand wolves either and i am alone#to laugh and play and run by myself in the woods trying to forget that i am not human and will probably never be.#i just RGHH hate being this way.... the autism........#a lot of people feel differently but i really hate it and i spend a lot of time trying to be normal. sorry.
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