Wait what happened? why did toofless deactivate!

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there's a homeless woman i see at the train station quite frequently. i've never really talked to her (tried once, asked if she needed anything and she was pretty clearly not interested) but she was a consistent presence yknow?

last time i went by the train station her usual spot was empty. there was just a bunch of wet cardboard covering a blanket. a person could have feasibly been in there but it didn't seem likely.

idk why i'm posting this. i wish there was smth i could do to find out if she's okay. if she shows up again i'm gonna try and offer help or money or smth again.

yelim you are SUCH a beautiful skater, SUCH a skilled skater, there will be better competitions

I'm annoyed with T and also worried. :(

She said last week that she'd get back to me about today's session time, but she hasn't. I just asked about it and no reply yet... and Thursday I'd asked for a phone call and I haven't had any response to that either.

Makes me feel sad.

Steph head injury :(

Another one??!

Has anyone seen the janitor around? I can hear her music but I haven't seen her around.

i was hanging out with my friend the other day she's trans we were talking about the bathroom issues of fear and harassment stoked by conservatives and t-rfs u know

and this conversation reminded me of the absolutely most fucked up thing i ever saw in a locker room shower and obviously it was not a trans person

it was a locker room outfitted with shower curtains so i shouldn't have seen this at all but this woman didn't close her shower curtain she was showing us all

she was showering (normal) and washing her hair (normal) while eating a banana (understandable in a gym locker room) but she had not leaned her head back to rinse the shampoo, she just stood there in such a way that the shampoo rinse dripped onto her banana constantly and she just kept eating it with the new shampoo flavoring and soap all over this banana

this fucking haunts me. i think about it all the time. how bad was your workout that you're eating shampoo on your banana? why didn't you close the curtain? was this an elaborate call for help? girl, what happened?

I am scared of my friends' parents. They are very abusive, that what I think. Like mine friend is sick for a month and sometimes she was coughing up blood, and here parents are like you're faking it you're not sick. BTW, HOW DO YOU FAKE THAT. I don't understand why she is not going to the hospital. Here, parents are transfobic and stuff. What is not nice as a transgender boy. I am worried about here. Like that shit is not normaal.

Ohhh nooo. Gabel 😥

Marin’s Instagram Post Translation

https://www.instagram.com/p/Cmne3rfJD8N/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y%3D It's going to be 20 years soon since I encountered skating at age 2. No matter what moment I look back on, there's always skating in my memories. When I think I want to practice as soon as possible, when I'm too excited about a competition, on days that practice have been tough, on days I was scared of competing, when I'm happy about the results I've got, when I got hurt by the words I suddenly ended up hearing, people who came to far places to support me, sending me messages every day, fans who have walked me back to the station after competitions, times when they've called out to me in the street, my dear friends, the family of my friends and my teachers as well.   I think it's a miracle that I've encountered all of this in this skating path I've chosen.  

In family life, sports, studying, working, relationships... There might be things that won't go well, things that may end up hurting you, or things where you end up hating everything.  You might think that time is the rock bottom but think even just a little positively and imagine a happy future, and make sure to protect your heart which no one can take away. I think there are a lot of things that you can overcome, by whether you think of the same thing positively or negatively.  I also wonder what the heck I'm talking about when I always shared only emojis up until now. Lol.

Somehow after thinking about various things, I wanted to share a story that resonated with me in the past.

I'm really thankful to my family who introduced me to skating. I'll be done in a short while later.  I hope I can finish with an unforgettable performance with a heart-felt skating like Yuhana-chan or Taichiro-kun did at this Nationals. Next year, I will cherish every moment from the times I can skate in front of everyone to the days I practiced with struggles.

I want this to be a post for people who found it to read. I'm sure I'll be embarrassed about it after some time. I'm sorry if a few hours pass and it turns into an emoji. Lol

Noo I just got the email that the release date on Silverborn had changed for the place I brought mine from too 😭

Holding out hope until Jess makes an announcement herself

did anpuff deactivate ☹️

Their dynamic was just vicious. It's been a while since she had heard from him, and there. Diana should just tell him to leave cause she knows how this will end, be the one to get out of this tiring loop, but how could she when he looked so dreamy? "I heard that you've been out and about with some other girl," The blonde told him, trying to hide how she truly felt about the rumor. Her mind was conflicted that he was there to see her again after apparently being with someone else, they were going back, and it could end in burning flames or paradise. It was a risk she was willing to take. Again. They never go out of style. @lostxones

I'm... not sure Iyo was supposed to land on her face like that.

I'm alive lol

Because of my mental problems, I literally slept for 2 weeks. I didn't have the strength to get up from the damn bed. But a couple of days ago, I had to force myself to do it and pick up a tablet, to somehow distract myself from gloomy thoughts.

P.S. Also my psychotherapist said that my case was the most difficult in her career, aaaaaaand day later I found out that she quit her job. PFFFFFFT! Welp... Now I need to find a new psychotherapist (눈_눈)

Some of my works what i did in the past.