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REALLY IMPORTANT UPDATE PLEASE READ
Hey y’all, so this blog is probably gonna be on a VERY SHORT hiatus. Just like. Literally less than a week.
The short long of it all is that my parents are coming in tonight for the holidays and unfortunately as much as I tired I didn’t have time to queue up enough stuff for that period of time.
The ask box is STAYING OPEN during this period of time! So you CAN keep sending stuff in there just won’t be any polls for a hot second! Holidays are just kinda hectic, you know? Lol
But thanks again for everyone’s support and I’ll see y’all after I’m done showing my beach parents around the mountains haha
Also! In case anyone is interested! Cartoon Network is on YouTube streaming Holiday Special reruns of their cartoons for FREE for this month! Here’s the link! Happy Holidays and go watch cartoons!!
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Fanfic Writers Appreciation Day!
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I looove reading fanfics. There are soo many talented people out there and I am sure I am forgetting some but this is my way of trying to remind y’all how amazing you are and how much I appriciate all the hard work that goes into every single fic!
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One Shots
Unsteady (Dean x Reader) by @torn-and-frayed 
This one shot is so amazing it made me cry and that rarely happens. Especially with one shot. Steph is one of the best Dean writers out there and this is just perfection!
Free  (Dean x Reader) by @torn-and-frayed​
I hate you for making me love this!!!
In My Veins  (Dean x Reader) by @torn-and-frayed​ 
Again heartbreakingly beautiful. Angst is an amazing skill and Steph master it to perfection!  
For Fucks Sake, Jared (Jensen x Reader) by @jayankles 
LMAO interrupting Jared is one of my fav Jareds :D
Father’s Day Surprises (Misha x Reader) by @the-awkward-writer
I love Misha. And daddy!Misha... kill me now. Misha is an amazing parent and I love seeing fics that celebrate that.
Babe, where’s my razor? (Dean x Reader) by @thevioletthourr
Who wouldn’t hide Dean’s razor if they had the chance too?!
Sixty Seconds (Dean x Reader) by @thevioletthourr
This fic is written in a way you know something is coming as soon as you start reading. Doesn’t hurt any freaking less when you are hit with it!
Forever Young (Dean x Reader) by @thevioletthourr
Not gonna lie! This one will freaking hurt but it is so beautifully written.
I’m Yours (Dean x Reader) by @deanssweetheart23
This is probably my all time fav one shot. I have read it 5 times and everytime it makes me feel better!
Something Stupid (Like I Love You) (Dean x Reader) by @deanssweetheart23
Jealous Dean but in the possible way. Such an underrated writer. Go check her out!
Austin (Jared x Reader) by @impalaimagining
Based on one of my fav songs and the story did not dissappoint me one bit :D
You’re My Home (Jared x Reader) by @impalaimagining
Probably my favorite Jared one shot!
The Way You Look Tonight (Jensen x Reader) by @impalaimagining
Gah it is just sooooo cute!
You Promised Me Forever (Dean x Reader) by @like-a-bag-of-potatoes
This can be summed up in whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?!
Flowers on Your Grave (Dean x Reader) by @like-a-bag-of-potatoes
QUIT BEING MEAN TO DEAN AND MAKE ME LOVE IT!
Suck it, Cupid (Sam x Reader) by @winchesterprincessbride
Hands down my fav Sam writer and this is just soooo cute!
Martha Stewart Has Left the Bunker (Sam x Reader) by @winchesterprincessbride
Probably the only writer that can make me wanna smack Dean and kiss Sam :P
Broken (Dean x Reader) by @percywinchester27
OUCH!! But it is so real and as so amazing. Read the warnings before you read though!
Dee (Dean x Reader) by @percywinchester27 
Sooo many brother and Dean feels!!!
Constellation (Dean x Reader) by @percywinchester27
Everytime I feel bad I read this and I feel better right away!
Against All Odds (Destiel) by @impala-dreamer
Ouch! It hurts so good!
You Should Join Me (Dean x Reader) by @impala-dreamer
YAS PLEASE!! You read my mind on this Beka!
She Waits (Chuck x Reader) by  @mysupernaturalfics
I rarely read Chuck but this is sooo damn beautiful and I adore this song!
Amazing Grace (How Sweet The Sound) (Cas x Reader) by @mysupernaturalfics
Ignore the dorky ass title! This one is hot af!
Whiskey and the Road (Dean x Reader) by @ellen-reincarnated1967
Andi wrote this for one of my challenges. It always stuck with me. It is so damn beautiful
Homeless (Destiel) by @deansleather
Don’t even get me started on this one. I want a series of this one. It is just sooo good. 
Sleeping Positions 101 (Destiel) by @deansleather
So darn cute! I love fluffy destiel :D
I’m In (Dean x Reader) by @deansleather
Dean is the bestest and Maddy is awesome. That’s all :D
The Walk (Misha x Reader) by @curliesallovertheplace
No one fluffs like this girl and I agree with your statement about that gif soo much
Let Me Count The Ways (Dean x Reader) by @bringmesomepie56
Arie always makes me need a Dean!
Concrete Angel (Dean x Reader) by @chaos-and-the-calm67
This will make you cry!
Rumor Has It (Cockles x Reader) by @manawhaat and @mrswhozeewhatsis
Fangirl dream come true right here!
Fools In Love (Jensen x Reader x Danneel) by @manawhaat
My forever favorite poly fic! It is just sooo goood!
Mesmerising things (Misha x Reader) by @adriellej
Miss I can’t write Misha and nails it! I love this fic!
No such thing as too short shorts (Dean x Reader) by @winchesterswoonathon
I couldn’t not add this!! So damn hot!!
Mad World (Misha x Reader) by @blacktithe7
First time she writes Misha and she makes me cry! I don’t know if I should hug her or kill her :P
Hallelujah (Jensen x Reader) by @blacktithe7
Angsty bitch!! OUCH!!!
Barcelona (Dean x Reader) by @pinknerdpanda
I love this. We all say things without thinking sometimes but not all are as good as making up for them as Dean. 
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Series
Send the Pain Below Series Masterlist (Jensen x Reader) by @torn-and-frayed
Will probably always be one of my fav Jensen series. It is sooo good and real. I wanted to hug everyone and slap most through this. And this reader is so amazing. So is Jensen but I am biast there :P
With All My Heart (Jensen x Reader) by @torn-and-frayed
I so regret the way I phrased this request! But I will never regret making it :D
First Degree Burns (Dean x Reader) by @jayankles
Firefighter Dean is a weakness of mine! And Dean with a kid does not help!
Daddy’s Nugget (Dean x Reader) by @jayankles
Again Daddy Dean is a huuuge weakness and Lizzie is adorable!
Across the Milenia (J2 AU sorta... Not sure what do call the pairing but it is awesome!) by @spncovenverse
J2 fic yes. But the wives are in it and are very much as amazing as in real life! It is a beaufiful story and it has this gorgeous blog dedicated to the story!
The Morning After (Jensen x Reader) by @the-awkward-writer
Sweet and endeering story about how a spur of the moment mariage turns into a real wedding. Love this story!
The Arrangement (Dean x Reader) by @ravengirl94
I devoured this series in one sitting and I was sooo sad when there wasn’t any more parts! But Emily is doing a sequel so YAS!
Hold On, I’m Coming (Dean x Reader) by @ravengirl94
Again firefighter Dean. But more than that... all the little puns to the series. It is just amazing. I love it sooo much! And Dean is perfect so there is that. And a gsd mix!
Unspoken (Jensen x Reader, Jared x Reader) by @wheresthekillswitch
I am routing for Jensen here. Not just cause Jensen but they are perfect together and has been best friends since they were little.
The Falcon and the Wolf Series (Dean x Reader) by @emilywritesaboutdean
LOOOOVE one of my fav movies and Emily’s take on it is soooo good!
With You By My Side (Jensen x Reader) by @like-a-bag-of-potatoes
*glares at Ida* I don’t wanna add this cause it cost me sooo much pain but I can’t not add it either!
The Package (Jensen x Reader) by @mrsjohnsmith
I can’t describe how much I am hoping for an update on this one. It is so sweet and good and real and gah
Tic Tac Toe (Sam x Reader) by @percywinchester27
My fav Sam series! I love it so so much I don’t even have words.
Stroke of luck (Dean x Reader) by @percywinchester27
I don’t think reading any series ever made me whine and complain so much. Sorry Ana but I promise you all the whinning means I love it dearly!
Sons of Lawrence (Dean x Reader) by @mrs-squirrel-chester
This series damn near killed me! In the best way possible! Urgh!
Against the Ropes (Dean x Reader) by @mrs-squirrel-chester
I didn’t know I needed a boxer Dean in my life before I read this series and now I want more and I already forced one time stamp out of her ... ;S
Simple Man (Dean x Reader) by @luci-in-trenchcoats
The reader and Dean are both such asses in this. But both has good reason. And I love it.
Crack Under Pressure (Jensen x Reader) by @mysupernaturalfics
This one is so sweet. I love the young love and playful relationship!
Counsel (Sam x Reader) by @mysupernaturalfics
This one will give you a few surprises. And it is soo good!
First Impressions and Second Chances (Misha x Reader) by @ruined-by-destiel
I can’t even begin to explain how much I love this series!
Strictly Professional (Misha x Reader) by @splendidcas 
There is a lack of great Misha series out there so when Shan wrote one I was sooo happy!
Summer Fling (Dean x Reader) by @supernatural-jackles
Pretty sure this is my fav on going series!
Perfect (Jensen x Reader) by @supernatural-jackles
This series has a fitting name. It truly is perfect. Even if Y/N and Jensen are a couple of dumbasses for not seeing how much they love each other sooner.
A Perfect Storm (Dean x Reader) by @nichelle-my-belle
I got no idea how this is what fell into Nichelle’s head after my request but fuck it is awesome and I will love it forever!
YouTube Sensation (Jensen x Reader) by @bringmesomepie56
Where is the rest of it Arie???!!
A Little Thing Called Love (Jensen x Reader) by @chaos-and-the-calm67
I repeat: Where is the rest of it Bev??
Friendly Neighbor (Dean x Reader) by @ilostmyshoe-79
One of the first fanfics I read! And I still adore it!
Singer’s Automotive (Dean x Reader) by @ilostmyshoe-79
As a Dean girl with a very soft spot for Cas you really put me through the ringer on this one!
Neighborhood Connections (Destiel) by @i-dont-know-how-to-write
I really hope this will continue at some point cause I need to know things :D
Hearts Wide Open (Jensen x Reader) by @d-s-winchester
An Amazing summer series. 
Just A Little Bit Longer (Jensen x Reader) by @jalove-wecallhimdean
My dream vacation right here!
Someone to Watch Over Me (Dean x Reader) by @deansdirtylittlesecretsblog
I was on the edge of my seat all the way through! So damn good!
An Unassuming Life (Dean x Reader) by @deansdirtylittlesecretsblog
I love domestic Dean and I love Mimi’s writing so this was a huge win!
Everything Dean and Donna (Deonna) by @deansdirtylittlesecretsblog
I blame Mimi for shipping these two beauties! I love these fics sooo much!
The Littlest Winchester (Dean x Reader - sorta) by @sophisticated-angel
I adore this collection! Dean is the best daddy ever and his kid is so darn awesome!
Forward (Jensen x Reader) by @blacktithe7
Such a rollercoaster and it give slow burn a new meaning! I love it!
Silk and Rough Velvet by @blacktithe7
My fav Jensen series forever and always! Rockstar!Jensen need I say more?
Prophet City (Dean x Reader) by @winchesterenthusiast
I am obsessed and so patiently waiting for more :D
Unexpectedly (Dean x Reader) by @winchesterenthusiast
Soooo cute. I love it and I want more :D
Daddy!Samverse (Sam x Reader) by @teamfreewill-imagine
Yaaaas that is as cute as it sounds and it has uncle cas and dean too!
Soft Hair and Single (Jensen x Reader) by @teamfreewill-imagine
I love this series. Danneel positivity and a cutie patotie JJ :D 
12 Dates of Christmas/True Fluff Series (Dean x Reader) by @iwantthedean
Fluffy perfection right here!
Out of the Park (Jensen x Reader) by @iwantthedean
Just imagine Jensen in that ball cap and all gruff! GAH I miss this series!
Behind the Story (Jensen x Reader) by @sleepywinchester
I am obsessed! Like really. Twitter updates gives me life!
Written on the Wrist (Dean x Reader) by @angelkurenai
This is so unique and wonderful. I don’t read soulmate AUs but I love this one so much!
Friends After All (Dean x Reader, Sam x Reader) by @angelkurenai
Again I don’t really like triangle but this one is beyond amazing. Will forever be one of my fav series!
The Future Series (Jensen x Reader) by @one-shots-supernatural
I love this series so much even if it made me cry recently! And I love Kayla worked in CM :D
A New Roommate (Dean x Reader) by @one-shots-supernatural
Dean is perfect! And I adore the readers angelic family :D
Love & War (Dean x Reader) by @winchester-writes
Gaaah I love Dean in historical pieces. This is just sooo good and sweet!
Waimea (Dean x Reader) by @manawhaat
This series is so beautifully written you feel as if you are on the beach with them
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NOT SPN FICS
The Pretzels  (Steve Rogers x Reader) by @jayankles
Sooo cute and hot. What a view to walk in on!
Stay Alive (Tom Hiddleston x Reader) by @pastapizzacheesedragon
Prepare to get your heart ripped out and stomped on!
Postcards (Bucky x Reader) by @sebbytrash
So sweet it will make your teeth fall out!
Drinking Games (Chris x Reader x Seb) by @emilyevanston
I blame Katie and this fic for my new obsession with poly!
The Boy Next Door (Chris x Reader) by @emilyevanston
Don’t act so surprised Katie! You knew this would be on here! :D
Sleeping Angel On The London Tube (Kit Harington x Reader) by @kitharingtonfanfiction
My cheeks still hurt from smiling :D
Your Wildest Dreams (Jensen x Reader x Chris) by @blacktithe7
Not sure where to put this one, but read it. It is a dream come true!
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My boyfriend pt 1
Wow, how do I want to start? I want to really get into it so I can have fresh vivid images and feelings and true thoughts and re-encounter how amazing it really was. Oh my gosh I can’t even fully describe what’s going on. I love this kid, I really do have love for him already. I’m going to do my best. Okay do I’ll come back in pt 2 with actual dates and stuff but I’ll jump right into the beginning. I had recently cut off this crazy ass guy that I met on Tinder and I’m like ok fuck it let’s try this again. I was getting so bored I swear tinder was soo ugly I couldn’t even hold conversations with half of those guys. And then I came across Charlie, ugh he was just so adorable. The obvious caught my eye, nice cars, nice eyes, nice hair, nice clothes. And WEED. And he was 21? How could I ask for more? And I had literally fallen for him by the time we matched, I think I waited maybe a day or less before I just shot my shot. I said “sheeeesh” with a few heart eye emojis and he said something like “Look at you”, and I just died. Was it too good to be true already? What was the catch? Fake acc??? Dude I don’t even know, but I was quick to gtfo of Tinder and asked for his snapchat, which went well. He sent me a selfie at one point when talking and all was fine, I really wanted to hang out with him because I suck at replying and I didn’t want to lose this chance and fuck it up by having out convo go dead. I had already told so many people about him too it was so crazy I was really getting my hope up for this guy. I mentioned him to my coworker Christiane, my siblings, Dora! And here I am, dating him??? He’s my man, my boyfriend, he’s mine. But it was a little challenging at first, I wanted to meet up on the weekend but he’s 21 so he was out doing 21 things w his friends of course. He went to ugly ass Darna and the MGM both places I can’t go to smh. Anyways, he’s definitely flirting with me as we’re talking, and I just kept mentioning that we should hang out. I asked him to come over and he actually said yes ?? oh bruh, he pulled up and was v cute. He was wearing a black shirt and jeans, I was wearing a long sleeve t shirt and shorts since we were just cooling it at my house I didn’t want to look like I was trying too hard. I was actually so shook like omg, I went and told my mom that I was having a friend over and then yeah ((((: She was iffy of course, and one of the first things he said was that my room was “comfy” and it’s funny just last night he mentioned that he was relieved that I didn’t smell like basic bitch. Which is basically like VS but I’m on the other boat of basic at Bath and Body works lmaooo, he’ll find out later though. It’s funny because I do want to get into nicer perfumes anyways, so it’s good timing. Continuing, we were drinking Patron as our first drink omg. Only a few shots and they were half shots because he was driving far back home and he had gone to a bar beforehand. It’s crazy because we totally vibed together and I knew we both felt it, like we were feeling each other but at the same time I we could’ve been cool ass friends. And I’m glad that we have a bff feeling relationship, like that’s my mf boyfriend but that my mf mans too. He literally gives me diarrhea of the mouth, and as someone that can never stop talking it’s crazy to think that I could talk anymore than I already do without not being able to breath between words. At the same time my mind gets jumbled up and I lose my train of thought and I don’t know what to say. Some things just jump out and others just take so long to formulate and I second guess it but even when I cross reference stories and get lost Charlie always reminds me what the whole point of the conversation was. Charlie. Charlie. Charlie. Good luck Charlie, Charlie and Lola? Charlie is literally so gorgeous, even though he might be wearing colored contacts lmfaoo. And it’s funny bc this other hoe ik wears them so I subtweeted and I wonder if he thinks it’s about him. I love him for appreciating my little butt and my little boobs. See how I keep getting distracted, I can’t even tell our story bc he’s so great and all his little details excite me a lot. Ok so we hung out and he didn’t even kiss me or try to do much but he did flirt with me I think? I couldn’t even tell if he was being friendly or not.  The next time we hung out we drank again, and same thing. It was nice we cooled it but nothing big. As soon as he asked for my number though, I KNEW he was fucking w me. And then I think that it was the 3rd time I copped us coke, and it honestly sucks that my memory is so hazy. Especially with someone that I care about so much and such significant moments, I wish I could remember everything. I wish I could relive it and remember. That’s why this blog is so important to me, I need to remember the good because it seems that only bad and traumatic moments stick to me and cling to my mind. I remember being on my couch and just leaned over and he kissed me and I just exploded. I wish I could remember what I was wearing, what show was on the TV, what time and day it was. I’ll investigate but there’s only so much information I can gather. I don’t want him to know that my mind is burnt as much as it is, I don’t want Charlie to think that something’s wrong with me. And looking back at out 1 month of talking and me falling for him, all I do is talk and talk and I probably seem mildly crazy and self centered. This is not my world, and these people aren’t just living in it. I don’t even know much about him, he’s gonna come over today and I’m going to just ask him everything and stfu. I wish I wasn’t so me, me, me all the fucking time. It’s probably so noticeable and ugly. My fucking baby. I am SO happy he is mine like wow I want him to feel appreciated. I want him to feel good, and I want him to be so happy to be with me and say I’m his girlfriend too. UGH I just missed a good writing opportunity just now while Kukuwa went to lunch. I have a new motivation and yeah it’s to look good for myself but it’s also to look good for my boyfriend, I can only wear so much make up and jewelry. My true looks, frizzy hair, fat stomach, and flat ass will always peek out no matter how I dress it up. I need to work on it, I can’t be out with a cute ass guy like him and not look like a bad ass bitch. So far we’ve been to the movies together, and the fair. But those are separate stories, and this will literally go on forever and ever. I wanted to write every detail I could possibly remember, and I can’t wait to add things to our scrapbook, it’s going to be so lit. He’s motivated me to stay more financially stable so that I can sustain us both, so we can have fun and can continuously have a nice time. I want to go everywhere, I want to go on trips and go see the world and have real adventures with my love. Fall is coming up and we’re going to do the whole sha-bang, I want to go to the pumpkin patch, horror fest at Kings Dominion, I want to dress up as something doesn’t have to match or anything. I want to take corny ass photos, and I REALLY want to carve pumpkins. I want to be able to get naked and let you love me, to embrace me and to kiss me everywhere. I want to be able to feel good and confident in front of my boyfriend. I recently got some new products hopefully they can help with the new scars bumps and the old scars, I feel like it’s going to take forever but I hope it’ll go quick. I need to start taking my vitamins and just take care of myself in general. Going back to Charlie instead of going on and on about my pointless and selfish insecurities, as soon as we kissed I felt myself melt into my underwear. I Felt myself wanting more and more, wanting to just grab him and love him everywhere. Literally the night that I discovered the song “Sleepwalk” by Santo and Johnny was right after we just had our first kiss and the riff at the first 7 seconds of the song just climaxes the same slow and tender way that these feelings hug my insides and gently squeezes my heart with small pools and waves of care and affection. I’m sure there’s a better way to organize those thoughts and feelings but I want it to be true and raw. He is just so pretty, Charlie is soo pretty to me I don’t know what to do. We had an unspoken trust where we gave each other everything. Sometimes I want to rip his face off because hes just so mesmerizing to me. It would super duper suck if he has brown eyes he’d look fine of course but the bragging rights that I have a boo w hazel eyes is veryyy high for me. He told me that he’d be having a oc for a whole week and that I’m invited of course, we’ll see how that goes. I’m not going to lie but the fact that I haven’t met his mom makes me nervous and hurt. What if she doesn’t like me or doesn’t approve of me, and we’re already dating as boyfriend and girlfriend? I really do think that it matters and I almost jokingly met her last night but I didn’t like my outfit enough for a first impression and I honestly do think it matter so much dude. This is the first and last image she’ll see of me until the next time I’d see her and who knows how long that’ll be. Not only that im trying to get hit from the back soooo bad omg I miss back shots so bad but I feel like we can’t catch the same rhythm. It sucks because the one time we did it was the first time we had sex in his little side room in his basement. And DUDE I’m lowkey embarrassed I did this weak ass little roll on his dick. I think our sex is really good, but it could be better. I haven’t cheated on him and I can feel that my pussy is tight and I can tell that he feels it too.   
8/28/2019
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