#i have a fucking mood rn
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Cyanobacteria my beloved 🖤
#who needs mood stablizers when u have access to a microscope and like 200 vials of goo#im only a lil kidding. i used to go transfer cultures when i was feeling really fucked up bc its like ok i have to focus#and i have to breathe for the 4hrs im sitting here. and i would go in at fucked up hours when i couldnt sleep#and i havent transfered anything for weeks and now im like oh right. my babies#i especially love when cyanobacteria r all chubby. rn its probably a sign that their nutrient levels r fucked up#bc theyve been in one tube too long but idk im delighted by fat filamentous cyanos. the colors make me happy#also true branching cyanos r so fucking beautiful. f1sherella my beloved 🖤🖤🖤#listen. in my biased opinion nostocales r just thr fucking best. i dont want fucking cocci i want annoying filamentous who can differentiate#their cells. fucking wild. multicellular bacteria#cyanobacteria
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Actually you know what. I'm in an oc-loving mood and want to hear about other people's Young Wolves rn and how they intersect with what we get in canon. Do y'all have reasons why your guardians are so quiet in canon/why they prefer to be called by their title rather than their name, or is that something you disreguard entirely as a blank space Bungie left for you to fill in? How do they mesh with canon in that reguard?
(My Young Wolf is named Aeris, and the reason why he prefers to go either by 'guardian' or 'young wolf' is because it sounds so similar to Eris's name. That they're both quiet Hunters with thousand-yard stares and a penchent for researching aliens/creeping people out in the process doen't help the matter, either. Aeris decided to let Eris be the one with 'name rights' mostly because she's his senior, but also partially because he gets a little freaked out by people he doesn't know using his first name simply bc that's a good metric for them being someone he should remember, and if he doesn't know them then oops he fucked up there)
#i probs asked this already but fuck it im in the mood again#many people have spicy yws so im curious!#destiny 2#reblog bls I wanna be able to rb them all again to see#gotta go study rn
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I swear to god when writing lately i jus violently shift between feeling 'im a god of words' and 'everything i write is disgusting' so rapidly. Like idk what it is but i feel like its shit sometimes then i do a good line n im like so back
#currently in a 'this is absolute shit' mood#i feel like i drag out the fic too much yknow. like. i shouls jus focus on gepard and sampo#but i have so much other stuff rn this ch is chunky already n sampo hasnt made an appearance#like im in a weird 'ppl want sampo and gep content not all this trash' type mindset#its irrational n i wont let it make me change dtuff but fuck it makes it hard to write
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trying to conceptualize asc protag designs with picrew.
#not in the mood or position to draw cats so picrew#these are like. kinda razorverse i guess? idk? halfway? made it with them in mind but idek if these guys will make it into razorverse#uhhh frostpaw has the seal point gene from the bluestar family. shes got a fucked up family.#i was thinkingggg she and splashtail were siblings but now im considering that theyre first cousins through curlfeather and havenpelt#so its more similar to canon but theyre like. diegetically considered family#nightheart is following the ''hes the newest cinderpelt reincarnation'' change so no more firestar angst#but while i did wanna give him some orange i didnt wanna give him too much for the sake of recognition#so hes got a little bit aaand fucked up blue eyes that he loses when he breaks the cycle#sunbeam..... has nothing. i just kinda followed canon. i have no idea what to do with her. she doesnt interest me rn#maybe when i eventually get to asc in my challenge ill change my mind and suddenly she'll be my blorbo but rn i dont care abt her#besides making jokes that she should fuck nighthearts mom. or sister idk idc either one of them
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K I've been thinking about this for like a week now. Ignoring any immortal headcanons if you have them. Knuckles knows he's not going to be able to guard the Master Emerald forever and that probably troubles him, but, if he was dying do you think he'd ask Sonic to guard it? He's the person with a unique connection to Chaos and the Chaos Emeralds and he's basically chosen one the most specialest guy, and one of the few people Knuckles could trust with that duty.
Of course I think Sonic would say no. I think he'd never be able to do that and he wouldn't want to.
#lmao i think even if Knuckles was on his fucking deathbed Sonic would say no#like sure he's got a sense of duty but guarding the me would be absolute hell for him#and he's never really acknowledged if he even gets just how important Knuckles' job is#sure he gets some of it but he doesn't really care that much beyond knuckles cares deeply for SOME reason#and im not saying that as something negative i actually think good for him you know#bad for knux cause he'd be fucking tormented by that#it also makes me think about the conflict people like to write between them in forces fanfics#where knuckles didn't take care of tails enough and sonic gets pissed at him i think this is a great parallel#like i know a kid and a big magic rock aren't objectively the same thing but if you think about how it much it matters to knuckles#especially that it matters to him more than that too because it's literally his entire life#not giving the ME and knuckles' duty the acknowledgement it deserves is like saying he's wasted his life for nothing#ouough okay#sorry im in such knuckles angst mood rn pl if you have thoughts respond idk if im imagining all of this correctly gnjhgcsddgu#gimme some fuckin drama
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#'hey boss u wanna know the real genuine reason why i stopped submitting images. i got fixated on trolls. for the fourth time since 2016#u look at troye sivan troll and try to comprehend where i am emotionally rn. good golly gosh he is so the fucking small#do u know how many friends and family have bought me trolls merch unironically#boss i have a bag for life with them on. the people at aldi do not take me seriously they wish for my trip and downfall'#IDK why but the image of a person in aldi with a trolls bag is a very funny one#reaction image#reaction meme#daily reaction images#image mood: called out#submission#now with added caption
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baberoe priest kink- hello yes please i need this!!!!
(thank you for taggin me <3)
Willow Boughs and Wanting
(mildly nsfw under the cut)
He’s pushed back into the pew, and he goes without much fight. From his position now, Babe is half looming over him. The light through the windows makes his hair even more red, like a halo of fire consuming him. Babe doesn’t leave him to think for too long, slowly straddling himself over his lap until his knees are on either side of Eugene’s legs. He’s still taller like that, looking down at Eugene’s face when he tips his head back.
“I gotta tell you, Father, you’ve made it a helluva time sitting in on your services,” Babe says, and there’s a hint of a smile there that’s swallowed in something more serious. Babe leans down so close that their lips almost touch. He plays it like a waiting game and Eugene is the one to blink first. He doesn’t know who closes the gap first, but they’re kissing and Babe’s hands are on his shoulders.
If there had been a halo of fire around Babe, it’s going to cover him next, spread its fire like a curious flame licking up around dry wood. It dries the muggy air out of him and brings him closer to something real and solid. They kiss until they’re spending more time pulling away to breathe a shared exhale of the same air.
“It just ain’t right keeping you squirreled away in here all by your lonesome,” Babe murmurs, and Gene doesn’t have time to think about what he means before Babe lets himself settle further down in his lap. Only by sheer will does he keep his hands from grabbing him, either to push him away or drag him down he doesn’t know. Babe looks him in the eye, slow and deliberate in his gaze and grinds down onto his lap.
Eugene can’t bite back the noise he makes, something choked off and high that escapes his throat.
“Edward, you can't be doing that,” he means it to sound more of a warning than it does. Instead it comes more like a hurried question.
“What's it gonna take to kill that? Need to know me a little more biblically before you call me the right name?” Babe asks, and the smile from earlier is back. He grinds his hips against Eugene, dropping his head to his shoulder for a moment. He nudges Eugene’s head back, kissing right above his white collar where his throat dips with each swallow.
“Want me to stop calling you by your first name, maybe? You prefer Father Roe if we're being formal like?” He rocks into him again, pulling back to kiss along his jaw. He can feel the blood in his cheeks, hot and thruming underneath his skin. Babe winds his arms around his neck, his eyes falling closed when he leans his head to the side and hips still moving.
"Edward," he tries again, and his voice has found no more strength the longer he waits. Babe's eyes come open again at that, and just as suddenly as they'd ended up together he pulls back. Eugene feels something akin to fear flush through him, suddenly wanting to pull him back down.
He doesn't go far, Babe sinks to his knees in front of him, slower than should be possible with how fast everything else seems to be happening to him. Eugene can’t get a good enough grip on the pew under his hands him to steady himself. There’s a wicked look Babe gets now, and he runs his hands down the outside of Eugene's legs, catching halfway down his shin and holding.
“Awful hard, like I was saying. Supposed to be listening and you’re up there, looking like all a’this,” Babe’s hands move back up again to catch his hips, squeezing just a little. Eugene digs his nails into the pew, wishing the wood would splinter under his grip. He presses until it hurts, tilting his head up and screwing his eyes closed.
“Figured yous would be used to seeing somebody down on their knees like this,” Babe’s grip tightens. He pulls him forward a little, pushing Eugene to choose between letting go of his grip on the old wood or letting his hips be moved forward till his back is almost arched.
“No, I ain’t, it’s not- I never,” his voice comes out in more of a stutter than he had expected. Babe’s grin grows at that. Just as slowly as he’d sunk to his knees before, he leans forward till his lips hover about an inch away from the dark fabric. Despite the layers, Eugene feels a hot flush run down his neck knowing that if Babe looked he would probably be able to see him getting hard.
“You good and sure about that? Don’t wanna take my confession like this?” Babe asks, and there's not a prayer in the world that comes to him now.
#for the life of me cannot tell if the eugene pic is awful or my mona lisa rn it took longer than it should have to make#but there is SOMETHING idk what but something#either way we're going to pretend he's not in uniform okay just shhh close your eyes and imagine#band of brothers#izzy writes#baberoe#mixing religious imagery?? maybe a little- the real au is a cassock in a deep south church perhaps#babe heffron#edward heffron#doc roe#eugene roe#roe#babe#moodboard#mood board#i just realized the format might be fucked on desktop ugh
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*shaking* hey I made a playlist of songs that remind me of your Wheatley *runs away like a deer* https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5zfi4EFyXn8SVWDUuca70F?si=SJm2MO8VS3GDGiWgwFUslg&pi=u-SZOTSkTzQ6ed
OH MY GOOODDDNESS YOU ARE SO FUCKING SWEET 😭😭😭 will wood and tv girl are so fucking true, and theres a few on there i dont know so im excited to listen 👹👹 IM GLAD YOU LIKE HIM !!!!!!
#talkbox#for me#THANK YOUUUUUUUUU#IM SO HAPPY YOU HAVE NO IDEA#im running a fucking 100 fever at work rn 😭😭 and this really lightened up my mood#i appreciate you#:]]
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I've been having a real rough go of it lately tbh like entirely demotivated to work, mood is down. executive dysfunction at an all high. i can't write, i lose interest in reading. i feel emotionally at rock bottom and so exhausted.
#idk what's going on but ive been in such a low mood. its hard to get excited abt anything and my executive dysfunction is so fucking bad rn.#tbd#im so frustrated abt it too i want to cry but i don't even have the energy for that.
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wanna be put in a room with craft stuff for 10 years
#i cant focus on anything rn but the stuff i wanna make and its turning my brain into mush#the weird brainfucked fear that if i dont get these things started Soon ill forget it#my memory is so fucking borked man and my brain runs too fucking fast to hold on to anything#i make so much that i went and made my own hell lol#the two jobs thing i think is probably the crux rn cause ive got even less time than i used to and my time blindness gives me troubles#ill get adjusted to it#sometimes with all my fucked up processing issues makes me feel like im kind of stuck in a weird bubble#like i have no idea whats happening or whos around me or what people are saying and i just have to stumble through it yknow#shouldve been born as a tiktokers pet snail#not tryna be complainy or in a bad mood or nuffin im fine i literally just want to be making stuff rn#even though works like a big Thing its also been understimulating the past week because theres nothing to do i just gotta Be Here#i need to be put under pressure i need squeezed i need smushed and i aint getting that#if i ever make something for u plz hound me about it#so i can explain in excruciating detail what step im on and how im doing it and what still needs done and how ill do THAT#i should make tutorials#i feel like im way too stream of consciousness to make anything actually helpful#idk i want a toast chee
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sorry for how slow and sparse I've been getting around to everyone. I'm doing my best but genuinely rn I desperately need to take care of myself instead of always putting others first.
#I've been. not okay mentally or emotionally for a few weeks now.#and I'm eternally grateful for the. like. 2 people that know that and have been so kind and patient with me.#and I feel bad for not giving as much as I want to be to /everyone/ right now and how much I feel like I'm falling behind.#but I don't have the energy or the will rn and I need to be shaken and forced to rest.#I'm so depressed and stressed out and anxious over every little thing rn.#my sense of self-worth is fucking shot and I'm trying so hard to be brave and remind myself people really do care about me.#that I'm not nuisance that I'm not causing problems and ruining everything that it's not better for everyone if I just wasn't in the picture#idk this isn't like. I want to be swarmed with reassurances right now.#it's more of just. I'm sorry. I know my mood is fluctuating and I'm very slow lately.#I promise I'm not ignoring anyone.#I'm just in a not great spot and it's taking a bad toll on me especially when I know how I am trying to appease others.#while giving up my own well-being giving up my own heart.#I just need to rest and take it easy for a bit. I promise everything is fine.#rambling#maybe delete later
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I love how two of the best lines in all of AT (“Finn this is literally serious” and “see this is a good example of why I want to kill you”) are in the same episode
#adventure time#dentist#is that what the episode is called I can’t remember#princess bubblegum#Tiffany oiler#Finn the human#finn mertens#bonnibel bubblegum#jus talkin#I’m at work and I have to pee so fucking bad but this baby never stays asleep when. I put her down 😭😭😭😭#also my body is so mad at me rn so just like. sitting. nerve pain :( I can’t sit right in this chair when I’m holding her#I need to go back to PT but I don’t want ppl to touch me :///////#love you baby please wake up#but like in an ok enough mood that I can put you down once you adjust to being conscious#that tag before that one reads like my wife is in a coma lol#I hope I quoted those right#this was in my drafts#(I’m a nanny)#I have a terrible cavity rn I can’t stop thinking ‘this is literally serious’ at myself
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Hello everyone!!! It is aberration odium art dump time!!! Featuring!! wild tonal shifts! Cuz the first page of art I drew more recently.. but then I also had some tetack n somnix pics I hadn’t posted yet from when I was working on there playlists! So! I’m posting them all together! Even if it does cause emotional whiplash lmao
#aberration odium#homestuck#fantroll#fan troll#fantrolls#xylona#dessie#caiddo#tetack#somnix#Srry the first page is basically just dessie x caiddo. w 1 love xylona lol#they’re fun to draw!!!! give me comfort… lil in love blorbos..#I actually drew some solo caiddos too! cuz I’ve realized. I have not drawn very many nice pics of him on his own.#and I wanted to try and rectify that. but! those are all traditional. and I don’t feel like cleaning them up yet.. eventually!!#eventually I will. just not today#’hey pepper have u watched Fionna and cake yet?’ no I have not….. welcome to my twisted fucking mind… this is my curse#I hate… fucking watching anything lol. like I have to be in the right zone mood for it.. and I just haven’t felt like it yet lol#I WILL THO. I will eventually… just not rn lol#it’s funny. cuz at first I thought it was just a thing I did when other ppl wanted me to watch something#but no!!! IM THE ONE WHOS EXCITED ABOUT AND WANTS TO WATCH THIS SHOW. AND I STILL DONT FEEL LIKE IT.#like wtf is wrong w my brain ghghg. I’m procrastinating watching something that I WANT TO WATCH#I’ll get around to it eventually tho. probably soon. I’m gonna be cat sitting in a few days so I’ll have a lot of free time then#so I’ll def get around to it#until then tho!! pls enjoy this art of me and my friends homestuck ocs lol#doodles#*1 LONE xylona. not love lol… spelling is hard..#blood#death#character death#I rlly should have put those in a diff photoset they r SO TONALLY DIFFERENT. like it’s like ‘wooo chibi fun times!!’ then ‘u killed him..’
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Me with who
I trusted, Let you in
Let you see through my broken skin
Let you tell me, People would love me
Not get sick of me, Get rid of me
I know you rarely open your Tumblr from your browser but if ever you do so, well, sana matamaan ka.
#siren screams#personal rant#relatable memes#in sound mind#Song#rant post#Friend#Im slowly distancing myself from an irl friend#I couldnt help but develop some trust issues but maybe im just overreacting#I dunno#I will just.... rant#I feel like she really hates me even if she would say it as a joke sometimes#Telling me im so annoying everytime we see each other#And we're even classmates for this school year!#But im slowly distancing myself#I cant bring myself up to a happy mood whenever I need to face her#Like not looking onto her face#Of course i know everyone in the class noticed it eveb if they wont say anything about us#Cuz they know that me and this irl friend are inseparable and always buy in the canteen during recess#But now im alone#all all alone#I have two moots here thatre my classmates irl rn#If any of you two read this. Dont tell anyone#I just... ranted#Thats all#Damn fuck i want some sleep but i cant since i need to prepare for exams next week#Its 1 pm here btw#I rlly want some sleep to replenish my whole being#Ah no lemme rephrase that--i want eternal sleep#A sleep where no one can ever wake me from.
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HEARTBREAKING: Person within your oppressed group acts as if they speak for every single other person in the group
#i'm inviting trouble with this one tbh but this is ok to rb. in a rare bitchy mood rn and idc. go for it <3 i'll mute the post if i have to#physically disabled people and our opinions are NOT a monolith i promise skjdksjd#nothing ever is#one person cannot speak for all of us. though this is less one thing and more a general pattern i see sometimes#usually i ignore online opinions I don't see eye to eye with but i had to have my petty moment for this pattern ngl#anyways. i explicitly disagree with other physically disabled people who act like other disabilities are of lower priority or for attention#or who act as if otherwise disabled people are constantly derailing disabled discussion by adding onto it#either explicitly outline a discussion as for fellow physically disabled people only from the get-go#or you can't get mad when wider ranges of disabled people weigh in!#like i GET IT it sucks to feel derailed or spoken over but it's on you to set those parameters if you want to#idk sometimes it's giving 'let the REAL disabled people talk' and i kind of fucking hate it tbh#okay that's my divisive opinion for the month o7 see yall later
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i have so many small cuts around my hands that i don't know where it came from and i bit my tongue so bad 5 days ago and now it's swollen. i also slept abhorrently because people like to wake me up every hour so now i also have chest pain thanks
#im so annoyed and frustrated of multiple things rn i just want this day to be done#and ijust got out of bed#i just want to catch a fucking break lmfao#actaully yknow one of the things that has really been a nnoying me is how my siblings would keep buying clutter#and its like its FINE if they wanna spend money on stuff like that BUT STOP DUMPING IT IN MY ROOM????#I ALREADY HAVE SO LITTLE SPACE TO BEGIN WITH#WHY ARE YOU PUNISHING ME FOR THINGS YOU BOUGHT FOR YOURSELF#IDK ITS SO FUCKING GRATING and im in such a bad fucking mood rn#im probably pmsing but what the fuck ever
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