#i dont jnow i dnt do this shit on purpose i dont want to be a bad friend
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#this is sarcastic but i just LOVE getting on peoples nerves and coming off as an asshole awesome! cool! GNARLY DUDE#wait that last one didnt make sense. whatev#at first i was genuinely just trying to make up for probaboy being selfish and was trying to apologize#but then i think i just started blaming more and more shit on myself#and now they’re annoyed lmao#further evidence that i should literally never be allowed to interact with another human for longer than a fw seconds#actually this sucks i hate that im like this. i dont even bother goig out of my way to make new friends#though i crave interactiob SO BADLY im suffering for interaction but im just Bad. just generally#im not. a bad person i like to think. im just stupid and selfish and i make mistakes all the damn time#i dont jnow i dnt do this shit on purpose i dont want to be a bad friend#no wonder ppl i date cant handle me and neither can some of my friends and others *wiggles*#i dont talk in servers bc ive literally experienced over and over again with people getting tired of my shit! bahahah!#i was about to say ‘i wish i was lovable’ but i think thats a stretch#im .... probaboy overthinking myself but i think i can tell when im getting on someones nerves#their tone changes even in text....#idk but this is why icaht have super personal friendships with people#me venting and shit? this aint personal. this is me needing to get shit out#i think if i actually had personal friendships w some of yall#where we talk casually outside of interests or just talk at all#id get on yalls nerves :’)) its just my affect i guess idk#now im just. i almost started crying bc i just kniw its probaboy not easy to care for me or#i dont knso what im trying to say#i feel like im just a Problem or somethng#whatever
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