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queersturbate · 2 years

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Chapter 8 - You Pray It All Away But It Continues To Grow

He led Light down a more darkened bit of the path. Sliding into a tight alleyway between two houses. When Light didn't hesitate to follow him in, Beyond turned around, halfway into it. And he had an awful smile.

“You're from the church,” Beyond stated in English.

#yep #fic time #death note #light yagami #lawlight #l lawliet #lawlight fanfic #lawlight fanfiction #i dont feel well smh

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ophernelia · 3 days

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@thatgirlyah: love me some him!

#i love them downnnnn #yall dont even know fr #if you think lou dont play about imogen PLEASE try will about indiyah #my most unproblematic couple celebrating two years together #i'm never breaking them up i cant do it #you cant even tell theyre in the backseat of a rolls royce smh i did all that work for nothing #*indiyah atwood #*william robinson #render #my characters #lykaia #i feel like its some tags missing....#maybe cause i didnt go on a long tangent down here like i usually do #well at first i didn't but now #ykw nevermind

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 9 months

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so i've had a lil fic idea floating in my head for a bit. it's fun to think about!

#i mutilate out of love i Swear! cuteness aggression or something like that #my favs always get the. uh. the. hm. violence? maiming? Trauma? all of the above...#im trying to muster up the energy to Write! its not going well!#im too out of practice smh #in the meantime im satiating myself with these two doodles #but yeah its too fluffy around here. i need to throw some blood in the water #well. stuffing. puppets dont have blood although i wish they did <3 that would be so cool <3 #scribble salad #welcome home #wallys fine i swear. or he will be. in my mind #he finally gets a nap! for One Day Only!#meanwhile everyone else gets Lifelong Trauma!#im feeling impatient so im gonna post this now #its like... 5 am....#no sleep for me tonight! yeehaw and hawyee and all that

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fiomeras · 3 months

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Maybe im not a true media liker but i could never truly be really into something unless i make something for it. Not fanart, But a whole reimagining or explorative extension of that media.... Truly it cannot get better than this. Its a great mind workout

#i talk #ive been putting off saying this bc i feel people would misinterpret it as me admitting i only participate in something to get attention for #-my ocs ← unbelievably delusional sounding on paper but ive heard people say this but i know that is not true #FOR ME ATLEAST..... once again.#in all honesty. its more of i like it so much that i wouldnt want to touch or tarnish it lest im wrong in my interpretation #so thats why i focus on expanding on whats there but never eleborated on. its just something i like to do always #despite all that though. i dont actually enjoy au content i was always on the fence trying to figure if what im doing IS categorized as such #bc well. none of the original guys are BARELY in it. i think its closer to a fan creation set in the same universe #but what do i know im just a guy. im not that particularly in on the works of what people do... smh #also something something if somebodys already doing it why should i interject. probably the reason why i gravitate to this way of creation

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energysoda · 6 months

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adhd and procrastinating on an essay got me scrambling to try to fix my ps2 that's been broken since 2019

#to be fair i didnt try to fix it then bc i was 14 and scared i would break it #now im a grown up and more confident in my qbility to follow youtube tutorials #i need a replacement laser tho smh #but have to take the old one out to look at the number and well i dont have tweezers rn so unable to do yhat rn #on the pro this feels very gender affirming strangely #but yeah i just wanna play katamari damaxy again please #but also it i do get it to work i can see about buying more games #bc now im old enough for the grown up games #wish silent hill wasnt so ungodly expensive tho i loved shattered memories on the wii and want to play other games but #theyre all like 200 dollars or more now #i hate that

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saenora · 8 months

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who is THIS YOSHIDAA DUDE IN CSM?!? I MITE JUST PICKUP THE MANGAA FOR HIMSJSJ

#i ramblesss #IDK WHERE HE POPPED FROM BUT I FEEL LIKE I KNEWWW HIM BEFORE AND E IS NOTTTT IN THEEE ANIME?!? RITE?!?#I DONT REMEBER THE ANIME SO WELL SMH

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thebeanwoman · 11 months

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The idea of Rahadin with dread locks has me in a choke hold rn

#I can't stop thinking of black people hairstyles for him😭#send help #of course i latch onto Rahadin the dark skinned character instead of Ludmilla #like smh she was RIGHT there #i just think Rahadin and dreads go well together 💕💕#tbh i have an obsession with the brides too i just dont feel like drawing them as much #im in denial of my murder elf obsession

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captainshyguy · 1 year

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i’ve been watching the great british bake of 2019 with my mum and it cracked my brain open like an egg so i will be insane for like a week probably heads up lol

#IM NOT MUCH OF A REAL PEOPLE TYPE PERSON.....#BUT ONE OF THE BAKERS IS JUST SO.#well im gonna be frank he is Exactly My Type both in 'AWOOOGA' nd in 'GENDER. GIVE MY YOUR GENDER'#so i need a few days to be insane about a real person like those people are about celebrities #before i go back to spinning fictional characters around at mach speed #so dont mind me if you see an uptick in british twinks in ties and out of context textposts i am Unwell <3 #something something its MY blog and I get to be deranged about the hot little baking twink #idk all the bakers seemed so close and happy with each other this season im ;-;#though my interest has dropped signifcantly now that henry is gone like who am i supposed to stare at anymore smh #luke rambles #(madly; deranged typing away in the middle of the night)#i feel so called out though like i've seen a few pople say he looks liek thomas brodie sangster and im liek you cant do this to me #then look at the fact that my crush when i was16 looked like thomas brodie sanger (well tbs in 2010) and im like #it always comes back to you doesnt it you little pixie man #something abt that facial structurr i guess sends my brain loopy

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sweater-equestrian · 1 year

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#not asking for medical advice here. as a disclaimer.#but my elderly dog is showing hallmark signs of joint pain / arthritis and it makes me so :(#we cant afford emergency vet and the normal vet is booked out for a bit so in the mean time hes just getting a comfy cozy day with mom #and be carried around everywhere gingerly #and some vet approved joint supplements and such to try to help him out until the vet can see him #having a bunch of little old men as pets is stressful ngl #i realized the other day too that my crested gecko is elderly too now #so 3/4 of my vertebrae having pets are old men #like :( i dont like having all of them be old #and two of them having sore joints :(#what if i wanted my boys to be young and spry and live forever smh #im kidding im ok with mortality its just. sad to think that these three may very well pass in a short time frame close to each other #the gecko might not though. hes ~11/12 which means he could have like. 2-10 more years in him #rome too for that matter. he could pass away today. he could pass away ten years from now. u just dont know!#unlikely that hes around in ten years tho #im guessing hes going to see his 30s though. or at least get close to it #anyways tldr im sad about my old men and want them to feel better

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nako-doodles · 2 years

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if you find out some new korean music, do you always go read the lyrics or you do it whenever? i randomly found a lovely song and i just love their voice but i didnt go look at the lyrics yet which is the opposite of what i do with bts. i think i do this with iu too cause she sounds lovely but im not in the mood to learn a new song if that makes sense lol

not to sound like a grandma stan, but i used to have to hunt down translations on popgasa (or some other wordpress page on google search pg 2) or wait a couple days for whatever iteration lovekpopsubs or platypizz or loen (1thek now) or other group specific channel to upload hard captions to see translations (and it would get flagged so you had to go on dailymotion/vimeo to watch it), so the fact that almost all kpop music now comes with cc english subs (they even managed to get sm on the cc train they used to only have those uncloseable ads that drove all of us crazy and only jyp had any eng trans) and english lyrics already on streaming services and genius pages with analysis already is a luxury i will never take for granted.

if its a comeback ive been waiting for, ill watch the video a couple times to read the subs and fully digest the mv. if its a new group/debut, i would double task and use the skills ive honed from watching some 2 decades of eng sub anime to both read translations and watch. but in general, if its a song i like, i will hunt down the translations, even if it takes me a while, simply bc i believe NOT looking them up is doing a disservice to the song you know? someone penned these lyrics to convey a message, and i want to know what it is!

#i dont believe in only have one way to consume media #music is a personal experience and you should consume it in a way that gives you maximum enjoyment #i do understand looking up lyrics is a fucking chore sometimes but its always worth it esp if its music i like so i always do it #i used to hunt down translations purely so i could figure out what strange english lyrics they would put in #im thinking specifically 'close your lips shut your tongue' 'don't deny our r²π' 'really wanna touch myself' 'u make me feel lik weak girl'#everyday i shock (SHOCK) roll like a buffalo! YOU ZOOM ZOOM MY HEART LIKE A ROCKET AHAHAHAHHAA #oh my god infinite just came up HOW COULD I FORGET 'WE GOT THE ORANGE JUICE WE INFINITIZE IT'#man i miss those bad english days now i can only rely on nct to give me absolute nonsense smh #i remember finally seeing the lyrics to k wills please dont go and nells the day before (thank you lovekpopsubs<3) and U G L Y CRIED #bc the cinematography and lyrics and music just came together so well? fucking fuck still one of the best music videos ever #this came out really lengthy im sorry TT #ans

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 9 months

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yk, its weird being Way Too Aware & In Control of yourself bc technically i believe im having a panic attack. but somehow i am Very Unbothered by this, bc i know whats happening and its illogical. my body's having an overreaction and i couldn't be fucked to join in

#im sitting here casually looking up symptoms to make sure this is a Panic attack and not a Heart attack #got those heart palpies got that chest pain got that sense of Derealization got that shortness of breath #i even feel a lil faint! ive even got a hot flash goin on! tightness in the throat! the whole enchilada #and yet! im somehow vibing...#my body's throwing a fit smh calm down bro its not that bad...#maybe you'll calm down if i drink some water and eat some fruit <3 #shoulda known this was coming... was lying awake at 4 am with really bad palpatations s. m. h.#honestly! this is very annoying!#my vision tried to tunnel exactly Once but i fought it off. idiot meatsuit....#breathing exercises and internal mantras babeyyyyyy i got this shit on Lock #oh! and look at that! my heart is finally chilling out #still gonna eat water and drink fruit #yall should do that too. at least the water part #go drink water! go! shoo!#hydrate or diedrate! always pick hydrate!#absolutely unprompted #alright well that was fun. only lasted for about *checks nonexistent watch* over an hour #i dont think ive had one that bad before! it really tried to Get Me!#had to fight off the deep sense of dread and rising panic with a mental broom!!#finishing my rebels rewatch helped but still. damn. these demons have hands #my brain: OH WE'RE DYING WE'RE DYING ITS A HEART ATTACK WE'RE GONNA DIE AND ROT FOR DAYS BEFORE OUR BODY IS FOUND OH GOD ITS HAPPENING #hard cut to me vibing with a martini.... wii music on blast... hawaiian shirt On and Unbuttoned...#anyway. drink some water. get some fruit. Thrive!

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thecherrygod · 4 months

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i miss him*

*guy from a game that in order to play it i need to download a 3ds emulator which could fuck up my computer since the last time ive heard about it, or that id need to spend 50 dollars to buy the game hes in

#my posts #ill keep missing him #i dont even want to play the entire game hes in i just want to play a specific part smh #or well i could play most of the game bc hes so... bit there are parts of it that make me feel bad i just miss my wife

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orcelito · 4 months

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JEALOUS streak

Who'd have thought