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spiderversegf · 2 years
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ok sorry i have something to say about nope. i have seen a lot of ppl talking ab oj avoiding eye contact w everybody 99% of the time & a lot of ppl have been reading this as his character being autism coded. which is great! as a Black autistic person i’m like fuck yeah! turn that shit up!
but there are layers here. oj’s Blackness plays an evident role. so many of the characters that he is actively Not Looking At are….. white. (i saw another user talking ab this and i’ll tag them if i can find their post again). there is a very real cultural significance of Black people not looking white people in the eye to avoid “causing problems” or literally being beat and/or murdered for it. this is central to the movie. oj is SMART. he is calculated and analytical, and he’s worked in the film business for a very long time. and this poses the question: in a movie about a spectacle, what does it mean to be invisible?
additionally, oj’s avoiding eye contact makes sense for his character even if he wasn’t autism-coded. if the whole point of the movie is that you are saved by not viewing the spectacle, it makes perfect sense that oj is avoiding everyone’s eyes. if you are saved by not seeing, what is it that would make you look? what would make you give up everything if you knew what you would lose?
there’s only one thing, of course. only one thing oj would give everything up for. and that’s his sister.
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thedaycourts · 7 years
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(completed) acowar liveblog
ACOWAR LIVE BLOG (SPOILERS OBVIOUSLY)
spoilers will be ahead... you have been warned
feel free to message me to talk about the book!
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5/1/17 11:22pm- someone help me I've literally preordered the ebook and the hardcover (which hasn't even shipped yet ugh) and I'm so prepared 
5/1/17 11:31pm- I've read the first 8 sample chapters so. many. times... i'm ready for the real thing now pls thx bye
5/2/17 12:06am- IT TOOK TILL 12:06 FOR THE EBOOK TO RELEASE OMG MIDNIGHT RELEASE MY BUTT SMH
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chapters 1-8: i kinda like jurian actually (maybe ill regret saying that idk), lucien being protective of elain is making my heart warm, tamlin makes me wanna kill someone, feyre shouldve cut ianthe’s throat tbh, the twins give out such weird vibes, AND OMG rhys and feyre sending images of themselves sticking their tongues out is my moodboard i love it so much
chapter 9: “Blood rubies or no, you will always have one friend in the Summer Court.” My throat bobbed. “And you will always have one in mine,” I promised her. She knew which court I meant. And did not look afraid. I LOVE ALIS OK SHE IS ACCEPTING AND PROTECTIVE AND AMAZING
ianthe needs to get her filthy hands off of lucien before i strangle her
LUCIEN AND FEYRE GOING TO THE NIGHT COURT TOGETHER HECK TO THE YES 
chapter 12: @luciens brothers can you go die pls ok thx bye
chapter 13: CASSIAN IS OK AND SO IS AZ ADHEIOFHJKFAJ MY LIFE IS SLOWLY PIECING ITSELF BACK TOGETHER
“i am the high lady of the night court” hECK YES YOU ARE
the tender cassian and feyre hug made me sob even more and then the mor hug hauidfghuajkshcdfa the feels
chapter 14: I AM SOBBING I AM S O B B I N G AT THIS FEYSAND REUNION HELP MY POOR BROKEN SOUL
also omg just imagine lucien watching this reunion bc i think his expression would be absolutely priceless
chapter 15: “I was in love with Feyre,” Rhys said quietly, “long before she ever returned the feeling.” whats that noise??? oh yeah its just the sound of my heart breaking no big deal
“I revealed the mating bond months later—and she gave me hell for it, don’t worry.” hA 
LUCIEN CALLING AMREN A CRANKY OLD AUNT OMG
chapter 16: poor nesta and elain omg no 
i really need to know whats going on between nesta and cassian bc theres def something there hehe
chapter 17: MOR AND CASSIAN AND STICKING THEIR TONGUES OUT TO EACH OTHER TOO NOW OMG FIRST FEYRE AND RHYS AND NOW THEM WHAT IS HAPPENING
chapter 18: “defending the female he loved”  PLS JUST GET TOGETHER ALREADY @MOR @AZRIEL 
“our family” MY HEART IS MELTING HELP I JUST WANT MY BABIES TO BE HAPPY
“It was the first time you had looked … peaceful. Like you were indeed awake, alive again. I was so relieved I thought I’d puke right onto the table.” GUYS RHYS CARES SO MUCH ABOUT FEYRE LIKE PLS REALIZE HE WAS SO ECSTATIC THAT SHE LOOKED ALIVE AGAIN HE WANTED TO PUKE BC HE CARES ABOUT HER SO. FREAKING. MUCH.
“I will fight with everything I have, too, Rhys. Everything.” why do i have the feeling this is foreshadowing something that i am not going to like at all
chapter 19: “Why should I be scared of an oversized bat who likes to throw temper tantrums?” this is how true love starts out 400% you go nesta 
chapter 21: oh dang it here goes the nightmares starting up again
chapter 22: feyre sees the bone carver as their son omg what can this please happen
chapter 23: “Nothing about Nesta could frighten me.” *cue me audibly going awwwwww*
chapter 24: “She was the most beautiful female he’d ever seen.” This seems to be a common way of thinking when people look at their mates hehe throwback to acotar
az is such a bean like who else is awesome enough to wait 500 years for the girl he loves 
chapter 26: AZRIEL PUTTNG HIS HAND ON TOP OR MOR’S DURING THE MEETING WITH KIER OMG WHY MUST SHE REJECT HIS TENDER HAND TOUCH
chapter 27: mor being depressed bc of what she witnessed at the meeting makes me wanna cry
omg the inner court arguing what is this
chapter 29: tbh az reminds me of myself so much and i think we have the same MBTI personality type((:
chapter 30: the heck is hybern’s little minions doing in velaris nonunion go home you aren't allowed here
chapter 32: NESTA IS A SEER WHAT DOES THIS MEAN
chapter 33: “He did not glance back at Elain. Did not see the half step she took toward the stairs—as if she’d speak to him. Stop him.” elucien for rulers of the autumn court pls
chapter 34: varian warning amren??? they're friends?? so they keep in touch?? hmmmmmmm sounds suspicious(((;
chapter 36: KING OF HYBERN VS RHYS OMG WHAT AM I ABOUT TO WITNESS
oh jk he wasn't really there oops
chapter 38: I think tarquin should forgive them especially since they came to his rescue but hey thats just me
chapter 39: “And it was precisely because of it that I said, “I love you.” His head lifted, eyes churning. “There was a time when I dreamed of hearing that,” he murmured. “When I never thought I’d hear it from you.” 
nesta being worried ab cassian ahhhhhh
chapter 42: nesta being named emissary omg i love it
“And to my eternal shock, a smile tugged at Nesta’s mouth.” ahaha
GAMBLING ON THE FIGHTS AT THE MEETING AHAHA WHY AM I NOT SURPRISED AT ALL
chapter 43: this viviane girl seems cool.. i hope she doesn't end up stabbing my babies in the back:)))
ew no i was perfectly fine with having tamlin absent for the remainder of the book
same @feyre who is 500% done with tamlin and his crap 
chapter 45: NESTA STANDING UP FOR CASSIAN AND SASSING OUT BERON IS THE REASON IM STILL ALIVE 
chapter 47: I'm beginning to really like helion
chapter 48: too bad i already saw spoilers so i knew helion was luciens dad smhhhhhhh
ok but like if nesta thinks something is wrong, shouldn't you have learned by now that something is usually wrong???????
wow would ya look at that...something was wrong *scowls*
chapter 52: where the frick frackle jensen ackle did jurian come from 
chapter 53: ok but i totally called jurian being good
....tamlin still being a tool i see 
chapter 55: they keep mentioning their dad so i have a feeling he's in trouble/being held captive
chapter 56: nesta helping heal cass omg yes
YES MY GIRL SURI
chapter 58: I've never wanted ianthe dead more,,,,WHO DARES SHOOT MY GIRL SURI HREIAOFHJAKEF FIGHT ME
chapter 60: i literally bawled so much when suri died omg i sounded like a dying horse
chapter 61: this episode of honestly hour features feyre and mor going head-to-head about decisions and relationships... stay tuned for the next episode
chapter 62: amren and varian kissing hm how do i feel ab this
chapter 63: ELAIN IS AN ACTUAL SUNSHINE WHO DARES TAKE HER AWAY (of course its az my little bean who notices she's gone)
also I'm betting ten bucks lucien will find her and save her (prolly not gonna happen but it would be cute if he did)
chapter 64: EW SHE HAS TO BE IANTHE WOW THATS UNFORTUNATE
rhys and feyre’s goodbyes felt more like a pep talk than a sad goodbye but thats just me
ok thanks for saving feyre @tamlin but for the record i still hate you
chapter 65: omg nesta hugging feyre and all the sisters being all nice and cuddly makes me so happy
chapter 66: the moriel shipping part of me is very sad but yunno maybe this means i can keep az for myself (or elain can have him idk which direction sarah will take this) and mor can be eternally happy((:
sooooo does this mean elain x az is now gonna happen bc like az is gonna need someone to help heal the hole in his heart and elain is such a sweetie but what about lucien????
chapter 68: but are we ever gonna know what feyre saw in the mirror?
chapter 69: tender az and elain moment omg that was so cute i love my smol beans
“I would have waited five hundred more years for you. A thousand years. And if this was all the time we were allowed to have … The wait was worth it.” AWEEE
rhys and his lil speeches to everyone dang what is this
chapter 70: “And then Nesta began screaming. Not in pain. But a name. Over and over. “CASSIAN.” IM SUCH NESSIAN TRASH IDOFHAJDKFA
chapter 71: “This was it. The last moments … the last time I would see them all.” nothings even happened yet and I'm already crying
“He told me that he’s got three daughters who live here. And that he failed them for many years. But he would not fail them this time.” well shoot i have no words rn and tbh i kinda forgot their dad existed the past few chapters
chapter 72: “She wrapped her arms tightly around Cassian, those gray-blue eyes bright, then they were gone.” THEY GIVE ME LIFEEEE YESSSS
chapter 73: OK AMREN WHAT ARE YA DOIN???
chapter 74: ....welp... bye bye mr archeron thanks for saving my babies and also wHERE THE FRICK DID YOU COME FROM?? nesta and elain and feyre being sad is making me sad
OK WHY IS CASSIANS WINGS GETTING HURT AGAIN??? i feel like this is sarah starting a new thing like “hey! lets just end every book with cassian’s wings getting ripped to shreds!!”
“I have no regrets in my life, but this.” His voice shook with every word. “That we did not have time. That I did not have time with you, Nesta.” FRICK OMG THIS IS IT. THIS IS THE MOMENT I BECAME COMPLETE NESSIAN TRASH. AND THEN THE KISS. OH MY. I CANT. I JUST LOVE THEM SO MUCH.
and elain coming to the rescue omg heck to the yes
chapter 75: nesta stabbing the king is tHE BEST. i can't just feel the pure rage and emotion radiating out of her as she twists the blade in his neck. think of the people she's doing it for. her dad, her sisters, her new family, cassian. this scene gives me so many feels
amren saying she's glad she met feyre awe
chapter 76: AHHHH RHYS IM SOBBING NO FEYRE HDAUKHJD AHHHH WHY DID RHYS DIE ON PAGE 666
chapter 77: feyre screaming for rhys nononononono i feel my soul shattering
rhys was DEAD and he comes back making a JOKE....why is this not surprising
chapter 78: lucien is back ahhhh it feels like he was gone for the whole book tbh
yes drakon and miryam hauifheajkdfhajfha
chapter 81: RHYSAND’S POV YESSSS
talking about feyre’s “beautiful laugh” ahhhhhh they're sooooo cuteeee
chapter 82: i LOVE the fact the book ended with them all peaceful. they deserve it. i love everyone. i am happy. goodbye.
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1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now?
I’m confused as to why this is double spaced. i don’t want it to be double spaced, yet its double spaced. why? fuck off. 
2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone?
occassionally but not on a regular basis which is tragic 
3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care?
no. thats fun. 
4: Do you find it easy to trust others?
i trust too easily but i shouldn’t and it bothers me but like, when it matters i don’t trust that easily. i don’t think.
5: What were you doing at 11PM last night?
sitting in bed thinking i should sleep and then not sleeping for a couple hours bc I’m annoying as fuuuuuUUuuuuUuuck 
6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you?
molly and lex definitely lol
7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?
probably cry forever and die 
8: Are you close with your dad?
not really but its fine 
9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right?
i didn't 
10: What are you listening to?
jennifer talk like always when I’m doing these questions 
11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it?
probably just water so then i can add flavoring #hacks
12: Do you like hickeys?
yes they’re nice 
13: What time do you go to bed?
whenever the fuck i want I’m an adult, but usually not before midnight ever 
14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
nacho boy. this bitch. like u bought me nachos. then told me u wish u were buying me nachos. and then u tell me u wanna not talk bc ur talking to another girl. how many times can u fuckin say we’ll hang out then cancel on me then tell me i look hot then tell me ur busy for the rest of ur life then tell me u want me then ignore me and let our snap streak die. fuck YOU. 
15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both?
not as quickly but i can still do it 
16: Do you always answer your texts?
usually always yes. unless I’m ignoring u. but even then ill answer eventually.
17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for?
ummMmmMm idk who i fell hardest for tbh. but chances are yes bc i hate everyone  
18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
im one of those ppl who constantly has to talk to her friends so like…5 seconds ago lol 
19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
JOEY!!!! THE LOML!!!! he picked me up last time i saw him despite him being literally half my weight. i love him. he could never make me sad. he’s one of my safe spots. always happy in his arms. 
20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
ummmmm i was waiting for a boy to message me back so probably about him tbh 
21: Is anyone else in the room with you?
there is not………that i can see 
22: Do you believe what goes around comes around?
justin timberlake would say yes so i say yes 
23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now?
no. i am 75634728930% happier now than i was four months ago. i love college. but I’m still not happy. just happier. ya KNOW 
24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?
ye i don’t know if things are necessarily broken but they def need fixing but also I’m not gonna try if they’re not gonna try YA FEEL 
25: In the past week, have you cried?
yes. i cried over a dog. 
26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing?
white.
27: Do people ever call you by your last name?
my teachers used to but not really anymore
28: Is anyone ignoring you right now?
umm the love of my life on tinder is potentially ignoring me or is maybe just really busy i don’t know but i love him and want him to message me back. also, nacho boy like always but iM OVER IT. 
29: Do you have a best friend?
id say i have many 
30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?
no. lol 
31: Who was your last call/text message from?
mary was my last text and my mother my last call 
32: Are you mad at anyone?
everyone tbh. i hate people. I’m mad at everyone forever. 
33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
yes like…..4 hours ago 
34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday?
25
35: How many more days until your birthday?
ONE MONTH EXACTLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
36: Do you have any summer plans yet?
lmao tf no i don’t even have plans for tomorrow 
37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex?
yes joseph and peter r cool 
38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now?
i do not really think so, but who tf knows 
39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone?
i do not really think so?
40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
not that i recall. i mean like now looking back, yes, obviously. but at the time no.
41: Do you think age matters in relationships?
to an extent yes but also to an extent no 
42: Are you available?
not emotionally but physically 
43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended?
like………i don’t even know if my feelings are real. don’t fucking ask me this. bye. 
44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?
nips 
45: Do you believe exes can be friends?
i think so, if its the right kind of exes ya but shits never gonna work if there r still feelings 
46: Do you regret anything?
yes, being born 
47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?
how fuckin TIRED I AM I WANNA DIE 
48: Did you ever lose a best friend?
indeed i have, my dude 
49: Was your last kiss a mistake?
i wouldn’t say so 
50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like?
bc hes involved w Satan (the girl not the devil) and i cant deal w that right now 
51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?
no he has not 
52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed?
ummmm we haven’t talked since he dropped me off but he may text me tomorrow but I’m not about to text him first 
53: What was the last thing you ate?
restaurant style tortilla chips made w 7 seeds and grains 
54: Did you get any compliments today?
i think so. if the boy i had sex w didn’t compliment me i shouldn’t have had sex w him. I’m sure he said something 
55: Where are you going on your next vacation?
i don’t even know if I’m going on a next vacation 
56: Do you own anything from other countries?
i do not think so, which is tragic 
57: Are most of your friend guys or girls?
girls currently 
58: Where have you lived most of your life?
illinois all my life which is LAME 
59: When was the last time you took a long drive?
friday when my mom picked me up from school and drove me home 3 hours
60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?
yes in like 7th grade lol but not since i do not believe 
61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house?
i don’t think so? 
62: Who do you text the most?
ummm this is a great question. maybe mary or ola. 
63: What was the last movie you saw?
i watched zootopia yesterday. i think it was yesterday. idk but i think that was the last movie i saw. unless I’m going crazy. wait jk i watched the beginning of mr. woodcock tonight but didn’t finish it 
64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex?
i don’t have a current boyfriend/girlfriend 
65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2011?
zero 
66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you?
no he is not U ALREADY ASKED THIS 
67: Do you curse around your parents?
nope they’d kill me i think 
68: Are you happy with where you live?
i suppose. it could be better but it could also be much worse 
69: Picture of yourself?
imagine a pile of shit inside a trash can filled w trash….thats me 
70: Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships?
i like monogamy if its w a good person ya know.
71: Have you ever been dumped?
i do not believe so because i don’t recall ever being in a relationship 
72: What do you most like about making out?
when they stop making out w u and kiss ur neck  
73: Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with?
yes, thats what all my make out sessions r like. I’ve never seriously been involved w anyone ever 
74: When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other?
1000% other person bc I’m a PUSSY 
75: What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive?
smile but also like…abs. fuck me up 
76: Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?
either alex or sam 
77: Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour?
that has indeed happened lmao. 
78: Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name?
that has thankfully not happened.
79: What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face?
when boys call me baby :))))))) and flirts w me :))))))))) i love attention and boys being nice to me 
80: Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already?
ummm. depends what ‘involved with’ means. fuck? yes. date? no. 
81: Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you?
no bc nobody has ever had a crush on me lol 
82: Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush?
i tell my friends and i have a decent amount of friends. 
83: Do you miss your last sweetie?
my last sweetie does not exist, sweetie. jeez get off my fuckin case bro. 
84: Last time you slow danced with someone?
probs never. i don’t ever recall slow dancing w anyone 
85: Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met?
that was never a thing that happened. 
86: How can I win your heart?
PUPPIES and soft blankets and FOOOOD 
87: What is your astrological sign?
sagittarius 
88: What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
nothing much different from what i was doing at 11pm last night 
89: Do you cook?
i do not :( 
90: Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication?
no bc i have no old flame 
91: If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship?
kinda, ya. :( 
92: Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly?
ummm. i don’t wanna fall into a relationship too quick but also if i like someone i wanna date them ya know
93: What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest?
nice hair, nice smile, nice body 
94: Name four things that you wish you had!
1. a smoothie 
2. a boy to cuddle me to sleep rn 
3. medicine to cure my brain 
4. money 
95: Are you a player?
i wouldn’t consider myself to be 
96: Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day?
according to the definition of a day being 24 hours i believe yes but according to my definition of a day being from when you wake up to when you go to sleep no. 
97: Are you a tease?
I’ve been called a tease but i don’t think i permanently am. i just looked hot and had to get attention from a boy
98: Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr?
i don’t think so??? 
99: Have you ever been deeply in love with someone?
yes. justin timberlake 
100: Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with?
probs
101: Hugs or Kisses?
hugs 
102: Are you too shy to ask someone out?
yes 100% 
103: The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
smile 
104: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe?
YES 
105: If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it?
um id probs talk to them about it but tell them i wouldn’t if they were still in a relationship regardless ya know 
106: Do you flirt a lot?
i try but i fail a lot 
107: Your last kiss?
like 4 hours ago w a boy named colin 
108: Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012?
yes
109: Have you kissed anyone in the past month?
yes 
110: If you could kiss anyone who would it be?
justin timberlake or brandon saad 
111: Do you know who you’ll kiss next?
i have a solid idea 
112: Does someone like you currently?
i think so yes. possibly multiple guys yike 
113: Do you currently have feelings for anyone?
i do and it HURTS 
114: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
id like to be in a relationship but everyone i want to be in a relationship w makes it impossible to do so 
115: Ever made out with just a friend?
yes. i have, thank u v much 
116: Are you happier single or in a relationship?
ive never been in. a relationship so i don’t have anything to compare it to.
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