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just-spacetrash · 2 years

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they should invent falling alseep that doesnt take 3 hours

#i am. strugling #my post #hAvE yOu TrIeD pUtTiNg YoUr pHoNe DoWn YES you dumb piece of shit. you stupid asshole obviously ive tried that #but it didnt work for 3 hrs so now im bacj here #sorry its just every time i ask falling alseep tips its that. like jfc man #like eeeeeeverybody thinks theyre so smart and smug and shit when they say it i just wanna sleeeepppp goddddd

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chiptrillino · 8 months

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Chip, sorry for asking, but aren't you from Europe? Tumblr says you posted some minutes ago, isn't it awfully late there? Are you okay??

you see... as i write my reply its 15:00 pm. but i am scheduling this post for 17:00 pm because i am a coward :') i rarely instantly do post something at the moment. all my post are sceduled. and for some reason i seteled on scheduling most my works in the middle of the night when i know i am asleep. (hopefully) or after work hours because idk honestly...

thank you for your concern anon! vary sweet of you

#chip!ask #honestly thank goodness for the schedule option othervise youw ould never see me post anything...#this is my strugle with bluesky... and instagram too but i don't like instagram anyway #and ko-fi now has scheduling sooooo -eyes that-#idk i get this... vary nervous feel when i have to post something. also... i would just forget to post something too...#also 2 am in the morning my beloved time to be blisfull unaware of the world

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gummy-wyrmonastring · 5 months

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WOOOO FIRST OFFICIAL TUMBLR POST!!!

Also, let art be upon ye

My first ever AHIT AU!!! :D

its called STARBORN AU, il post more onece i accually write down the lore, but basicly,

Tim ceo of time + bug star godess oc = a bunch of star infused bug children,

Il probly flesh it out more when i have the time and i accually write it down, but thats basicly the gist of the whole au,

1rst image is my first attempt

2nd image is gon be the final sketch, still need to add the iconic hat & their other eye. But yeah,

I will also draw it on digital when i can, :p

#a hat in time #ahit #hat kid #ahit hat kid #ahit au #🎩⏳#my art #first post #also the 2nd image doesnt do the drawing justice:/#it looks pixelated n stuff #but anyway i will draw bow kid when i feal like it #also ignore the legs on the 2nd pic i am strugling. =)

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nothingbizzare · 1 year

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height head cannons for the jojo’s?

i love your tall jolyne and short giorno, but I am wondering what exactly their heights are. Them as well as anyone else you’ve thought about.

I am happy u like the way I draw them !!!

I like to think Gio is like 173-175 cm (He has grown a few cm after VA events )

And Jolyne to be straight up 180 or 187 or more (being a fiew inches taller than Jotaro and Johnatan ),I do like some tall strong women my self soo I make her the tallest jojo and muscular and Gio being the shortest having 173-175 ,I need short man representation out here (I am short gay trans and italian and I put this into Giorno )

#HEAR ME OUT ABOUT TRANSGENDER STUFF #I LOTERALY LOOKED AT SOME FANFIC WITH GIORNO AND DISCOVERED WHATS T #the word transgender and fi what means and i finaly could find a word what determined what i felt #sooo thanks that random fanfic writer who made an full fanfic about Gio being trans and strugling with this especially with family #ANYWAYS I AM SHORT AND I LIKE GIORNO BEING SHORT #its making uim 10000%more silly htdhtdfhdhfd #jjba #bizzare answer #bizzare'talks #I LOVE ART

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gh0str3c0rd3r · 8 months

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GIVE ME THE SOUR CREAM AND ONION PRINGLES

#daily stuff i guess #augh #i am so weak i strugle to get the paper lid of a can of prinles..#im so fucking amazing holy shit

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luciality · 1 year

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yall love to talk about arthur as a teen dad but you arent ready for teen mom alice.

#shut up luci #i on the other hand am ready #i am constantly bouncing between 16 and pregnant looking #immaculate conception lel or else she just decides to adopt this baby she found which yes is more canon but also not as funny #as immaculate conception of nations NO SHE DID NOT FUCK ANYONE ITS JUST LIKE THE VIRGIN MARY AND PROOF OF HER BEING DIVINE #hm anyway i think amelia has a human father. jk amelia doesnt have a father bc alice is a virgin just like mary thats how nations work wink #she strugles ok but i love her for trying. she tries so hard she wants her bbygrl to be comfortable #she inflicts all the motherly wounds imaginable but its ok i forgive her and amelia can get over it #anyway she drinks while preggy and thats why amelia is like that.#ok i have a lot more to say but im shutting up now

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ghosthan · 1 year

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girl help, i’m trying to understand my recent, unexplained, troubling weight loss and eating issue, and i get an add for a weight loss program dkfjhbdjfhbfd THAT IS NOT WHAT I NEED

#han speaks #Weight mention #weight loss mention #i am pretty sure its just stress but also its so bad and so fast and i have strugled with ed stuff in the past #even if im not Now #so i have body dysmorphia bad enough that i didn't really notice until someone pointed out the change to me #and i realized thats why all my clothes are falling off of me #im goinog through it with body stuff right now but im probably the Healthiest in my immediate circle #hence why im stressed lol

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takenforpomegranate · 1 year

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Its...It's.... not bad or hateful to say my Aro ace identity is broken or fractured. That I'm not fully content with how I experience attraction and that I may never be able to breach the level of comfortability ppl have woth others.

My label makes me feel answered and acknowledged and comfortable in the presence of my existence which is traumatizing and feels hopless.

I may never be able to experience something good for myself. I may end up struggling for years into my future. Who knows. Please don't take away my time to process where I'm at.

#blubbles #i think its weird when ppl talk so happily about things in a way that specifically disacknowloges the fact that... we strugle #like how dare u say queer ppl 😤 are struggling mentaly #i am strugglisng mentality #i am struggling societally #not my queerness isnt making me broken. i am broken as a person and my queerness acknowledges that part of me everyone wants to erase

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kefalion · 2 years

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Me: Keeps checking my word count in google docs as if new words will magically have appeared since last I checked without me writing anything

#writing #google docs #the strugle of writing #why am I like this?#Why do I focus on progress so much?#I kinda do the same in procreate since the program has a play back feature #Maybe if I watch myself draw the picture enough times it'll have progressed further #This is like when you look in the fridge #you know what's in there #With the fridge there's at least the point where you get hungry enough to go for what's in there

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f1newgems · 2 years

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I lowkey wanna re-watch every f1 race since 2000...to be honest I already watched live all of it but you know

#yes I procastinating #I need to write an experiment plan for a grant application #but I strugling with it #also had a shitty day #did an experiment from 7:30 am to 7:30 pm and it went wrong and has no usufull data #and it was an experiment on some tissue from a treatment experiment so you know dot have unlimited stuff to repeat #and it cost a couple hundred thousand everything so lmao #gonna be a nice talk with my boss tomorrow #love that for me

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n0ct0urn1quet · 2 years

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@raiden-metal-gear-rising awawbjlwbkjlablgkbakajkwklawkjawjkekwekjejejejwkafkjbggbbbdkdfhbfdsbhjsdfbhfsdbhjfsdbhlsdfhbkkkjjkjkbbblblblabababababa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (affectionate)

#alakjfglbklj!!!!!!!!!!!#haby stim!!!!!!!!!!! jkglflbgkfjlj!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#bro i think we shoul video chat more often methinks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! awawwaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sorey i kno i somtimes dont kno what 2 do with my face sometimes i jus have a very angry looking neutral face so i try 2 jus like #smile and Look Polite so somteiems my face does weird things when im idle so SBDKDNSKJLNKLJG #also i know !!!!! i kinda am not good at making eye contatt i was kinda looking off n not rly looking like Driectly At You whenever u woul #talk but bhjdnkl!!!!!!!!! stil!!!!!!!!!! i lov video chatting with u!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i kno i strugl showing my face sometimes but its jus like the few moments leading up to turning my cam on but nce its on i am goode #but bsdhknskkgl stil!!!!!! awawaw!!!!!!! i lobe u so much!!!!!!!!!!#also lmao as soon as i get off the call kitty rolls over and looks all cute n snugly lol SDBJKBDKJLNKJLG #also its ok that its hard 2 be nice to urself!!!!! its oke!!!!!! i get it!!!!!!#i just think u look very very pretty an cute huny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ur face is verey ebic an u ar not ugly u are SO shaped an cute!!!!!!!#chuby wifey!!!!!!! belobed scrungly!!!!!!!!!#also lol i hope u get good seepys i kno ur only geting a coupl hours but it is oke i wil b awake when u get up anyways so !!!!! jksDKJLKLJF #I DONT MEAN THAT IN A BAD WAY i don tmean 2 say im not gona be able to seep tonite i juts mean that i am hyper now and even tho i SHOULD #be going to bed earlier i do not want to rn bc i am !!!!!!!!!! habbie!!!!!!!! abkdjbflksbfgkjdfgnklKJL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ur jus so prebby omhmgbgkjnnhkjdhkhgknh awaawawaawaaaaa i lov u i lov u!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my wifeeeey!!!!!!!!!#i lobve u verey much get good seepy oke!!!!!!!!!! mwa mwa mwaah!!!!!!!!! kissys an smoochys i loubv u lotse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#:] :] :] :] !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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grasscore · 4 months

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STRUGGLING

#ugh strugling striggliughligg #struggling #struggling struggling #i am STRUGGLING

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angrygreengxrl · 4 months

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I'm watching Blue Eye Samurai again and Akemi is treated like an item, called a pig, discussed like an animal for sale when she is still in the same room. Woman has no right to travel alone, can't enter a city just bc there is no man with her. Mizu is beaten and told she is weak boy, but she knows she is in fact a weak girl, she looks in the mirror with disappointment and sadness bc she thinks her weakness comes from being a woman and mixed race. Women are a bargain and pleasure item only valued in brothel. They are expected to just accept everything and humbly take it. Mizu dresses up as a man to hold power and rights she cannot touch as a woman.

And yet some people are like nag this is about gender disphoria.

#whatever makes you feel better tho #if making women struggles about yourself help #whatever #sorry not sorry #but i am free to interpret this as i want it's just a show #yada yada #some readings are simply incorrect #cope with that #oh no but you are so pressed and mad at people having their hc #you felt the need to make a whole post about us #nah #not everything is about you #it's about women having to give up the spotlight yet again #omg you are transphobic nonbinary-phobic #or whatever #yeah sure #soooooo phobic #i am sooo afraid #my point is that you can have the greatest show about women fighting problesm and people will still find way to make it about somebody else #like the barbie movie but peopel still try to make it about ken and men strugling #i'm not even natibe english speker #if i made mistakes #from the bottom of my heart: my bad

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sick-as-a-dog · 6 months

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#who knew that listening to music would end up with me crying my eyes raw #its still not nearly as paonful as realizing that it was all lies every fucking thing that he saod to me was a fuckong lie #he acts like its a surprise that the fucmong dog that strugles to teust and connect to poeple doesnt really habe mich of a support system #but yeaj sure lets make that dog feel eorse forever by remindign him you CAN fucking connect and interact with people so fucmong easily #and 8ts sucj a fuckong shame hes not like you at all that he cant easly trist anyone ESPECIALLY after you FUCKONG LIED TO HIM ABPUT SO MUCH #yuo probably dont evem actualy care about me do you?im not stupod ive been noticong how distant youve been for while now im not TJAT stupid #duobt yuo wamt me at yuor dog do you? you dnot want to be mt msatwr anynoer do yuo?#wjats the point ofa dog livign wothput a masyer why dnot yuo put me doen pleade put me down before i juat kill myslef #i really shoulndt care about how yuoll react if i could ever fiannly stay dead i sholdve died why the fuvk do i care why cant i stop carong #why cnat i just be arpund people so easily like you do why am i so feral and beoken what dog cnat be arpind people why am i a bad dog why

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mrfoox · 2 years

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I am kinda considering staying awake all night to try to fix my sleeping schedule for next week.... I know it'll suck though so I'm hesitant

#miranda talking shit #Its after 12 and im not close to being sleepy and i know when im liek this i wont sleep until like 3am if not worse and then i will strugle #To wake up.....mmmm idk idk... Id like to bake tomorrow either way and i need to shower #I am an clown thats all thats certain

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charliewrites99 · 1 year

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I can't stop thinking how it would be like if Lestat had his interview with Daniel instead of Louis:

"He was the most beautiful man I've ever seen. He also hated himself, which always helps."

"And then he accused me of killing his brother. As if I didn't wait respectful three days after his death to ask Louis back to my bed."

"His mother was hateful. I could smell it. Great fashion sense though. Dark green was in season at the time."

"I turned him in a church. It was...Oh Daniel, the English language fails to capture the picture. Mainly because it's a garbage language."

"He was really freaking out about the baby, like they can't make a new one."

"And then he went into the woods with him. Like a common prostitute."

"So, Daniel, wanna fuck?"

"Naturally Claudia was an ungratefull little brat, who would be nothing without me. But she at least hunted people, which was more than what Louis was doing. Do you have any idea how humiliating it is to live with a vampire who hunts vermin? Like a glorified house cat. Which he also ate. I was disgusted and yet I never judged him for it."

"I record one duet and suddenly I am cheating. I mean I was and he did catch me in bed with her, but he was such an over-reacter Daniel I am telling you."

"She didn't want to finish THE GAME?!!! Who does that?!! What kind of self-absorbed, inffuriating- NO I WILL NOT CALM DOWN!!!! *French cursing*"

"So, I turned her into a vampire. In retrospect it was a waste of time and blood. She lasted like two months. And ugh, the attitude."

"Louis cried, he still loved me I could see it. I could feel it. Claudia just used me as an ink bottle. I had to respect the commitment. Follow through was something Louis always strugled with."

"No, but seriously Daniel, I think we should fuck."

"And he put me in a light oak coffin that opened from the inside. After I specifically requested Rosewood. I know it was Claudia's doing."

"In the end *dramatic pause* I ate the rats. When I was younger I thought I would rather have been dead than to stoop so low, but here we were."

"I miss him Daniel, he was the reason I wanted to survive. Claudia hopefully perished in Central Europe somewhere. With her mismatched skirts."

"I won't turn you, but I can give you a night you won't forget until the end of you pathetic little human existance. You can top I don't care."

#interview with the vampire #iwtv #lestat lioncourt #daniel molloy #louis du pointe du lac #loustat #claudia de pointe du lac #claudia

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