has rejecting a girl that liked you affected your friendship with them a lot?

“If someone knows how to reject a girl and stay best friends or close as fuck after it goes down, tell ‘em to hit me up and share the insider info.” With a sharp inhale and a light shake of his head, he wets his lips. There’s a pause and a sigh, his cloudy gaze turned away and down at the floor as he thinks it over because there’s no way it’s possible to him. Once something like that is said, it’s not the same. He knew that when he made the choice to tell Jihyun how he feels and he knows that the girls who confessed to him in the past probably knew it too. He’s the same as them in that moment, he’s hoping the reward is worth the risk. 

Honestly, Rome’s gotta admit, “things haven’t been the same with me and Hyuna since then. I don’t think they are. There’s other circumstances around that too but it wasn’t the same before anything new came up. With Soojung... everything changed. I don’t even know where she is now and I wish I did. Hell, when I was going through... a phase after Jihyun rejected me,” he says the word with a grimace because it’s still painful even if they’re together now. “I thought that I should’ve accepted her. I should’a kissed her when she wanted me too because I’d been wanting to. If she hadn’t said she wanted all of me or none of me, I would’a done it. That’s kinda fucked up, right?” He shrugs like it doesn’t matter now, because it doesn’t. He’s where he is now and he’s happy about it. None of it matters when he has Jihyun. As a joke, he thinks that her rejecting him the first time was karma for all he’s done. The lying, the pretending, the flirting, when he wasn’t into a girl in that way. He doesn’t have to do that anymore. This time, he’s in it for real. 

his name is bokuto

inariseijoh chaos

it’s them