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lottiembae · 4 months

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𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒍; shauna shipman x fem!reader

Summary: in which y/n and shauna make a plan to make jackie and lottie jealous.

Warnings: modern!era, fluff, angst. all characters are 18.

Note: English is not my first language.

"So, you agree?" Y/N asked Shauna, a hint of hope in her tone.

Shauna moves nervously on her chair. She looks briefly to where Jackie is talking with Mari, wearing her usual kind smile. The brown eyed girl sighed, looking back at Y/N.

"If they don't like us? Then what?" Shauna whispered, fear approaching on her eyes.

Y/N put a hand on hers and brushed her thumb on her palm, reassuring her. "Then we need to move on." She said, trying to hide her own fear. "It's our last year here, Shau. We need to make a move."

"It is a big move." Shauna ironically whispered, gaining a protest from her friend. "Alright, I'm in. But how are we going to do it? We need a solid history, say the same dates, how it started..." The brunette shut up when Y/N shushed her gently.

"Don't worry about it. We can plan it this week and next one, we can officially be out." Y/N says convinced.

"Okay." Shauna agrees, not sure about it but decides to take the risk and stay with the doubt.

The next few days, Y/N and Shauna plan all in the library. Since Shauna is in the football team and Y/N does not, it makes it a little difficult because the brunette felt bad later to do it. She calls Y/N and tries to persuade her, in vain because her friend wanted to do it. After all, it is Shauna's fault for introducing Lottie at her. Since that happened, Y/N felt immediately attracted to the tall and charming brunette and if like destiny wanted to make it worse for her, they are in the same theatre club. Y/N knew Lottie was taking extracurricular activities for her notes to count.

Just like they agree, they put on the plan on Monday. Shauna and Y/N entered high school hand by hand, maybe it is not a big deal, friends do that after all. But there are times when you know it more than a friendship way. And it happens with Y/N and Shauna.

All eyes were on them to every step they got inside. Shauna bit her lower lip, nervous and avoiding their gazes, she focused her grip on her sweaty hand on Y/N's.

"What the fuck!?" A voice makes them stop on their tracks. Shauna swallowed, recognising who it is. The new couple turned to look at a shocked Jackie, her arms open and her eyes almost popping out from their orbits.

Shauna looks at Y/N, searching for some help. Y/N squeezes her hand and takes a breath, smiling kindly to the hazel eyed girl.

"Hi, Jackie! Why do you look so surprised?" Y/N asks casually, receiving a squeeze from Shauna in a signal for her to be careful with Jackie, she advised about not to fool with her.

Jackie opened her mouth and closed it a few times, her eyes narrowed. Her eyes fixed on their intertwined hands. A whistle breaks the moment, Nat and Van coming with teasing smirk plastered on their faces.

"I'm not gonna lie, I didn't see it coming." Van commented, approaching them throwing their arms around the couple.

Natalie looked carefully at her captain, holding a laugh. "You good?" Jackie blinked a few times and looked at her, changing her surprise expression for a mad one.

"Amazingly." She muttered, slapping with her shoulder on Nat's and going away from there. The dyed blonde snort, making a loud sarcastic comment.

"I think I miss something." Lottie murmured behind Natalie, just like Jackie her eyes fixed on their intertwined hands.

Before Y/N could say something, the bell indicates the start of the classes. Lottie excused herself and went to her first period. Natalie smirked at them and followed Lottie. Van kissed their cheeks and ran to their class.

"I think it went well." Y/N said.

Shauna looks at her with a raised eyebrow.

•••

The next few days, the tension was palpable. Y/N and Shauna were inseparable to accord with their plan. Jackie at first gave them a weird look and went away, then she proceeded to do snark comments at Shauna. However Lottie is affected by their relationship, she didn't show it. She even protects them from Jackie, who can't believe her for not supporting her.

A day after they finished the training, Taissa, Nat, Van and Shauna were the last ones in the changing room. The brunette was taking a short shower before she went to Y/N's house, Taissa was looking at her while she brushed her hair, a skeptical expression plastered on her face.

"Are you and her in a relationship?" Taissa question. Van came quickly scolding at their girlfriend. "C'mon Van, it's weird that they start dating. We would come see it, and Shauna giving Jackie's heart eyes didn't help. So...?" Taissa inquired, crossing her arms.

Shauna flinched, her cheeks turning red. Not for feeling ashamed or almost she will be caught. It's for Taissa questioning and making assumptions that she didn't need to remark.

"I'm sorry, Shauna. Don't pay attention to her." Van tried to apologise for Taissa. Shauna appreciates it, but she knows Taissa doesn't.

From a distance Natalie saw how Shauna is restraining from snap at their friend. The brunette isn't a conflicted person, but there are times where if the person she cares about is being targeted, Shauna will defend them to whoever tried to do it in her presence.

"The only thing I see is them together, all the time holding hands. They are doing great, but then...," Taissa explains, making her point. "They never kissed in front of us!"

Van spoke loudly to shut up her but it was late, Shauna let her brush down and directed towards the brown eyed girl. "Are you saying this stupid thing only because we didn't kiss in front of you?" She licked her lips, letting out a dry laugh. "Let me tell you that we didn't prove to you all anything. If I kiss my girlfriend in front of you or not it's about our concern, not you Taissa! So the next time you have a better explanation, don't talk to me." Shauna grabs her backpack and storms out from there.

Natalie and Van looked at Taissa, seeing immediately the regret painted on her features. "You deserve that." Nat muttered, grabbing her backpack and going out.

Taissa looks at Van. "Are you mad too?" She asks in a weak voice.

"I tried to stop you. Of course you didn't hear and then it blew on your face, like always." Van said disappointed, copying her friend's steps and going from there.

Taissa cursed, she needed to apologise with Shauna. With luck maybe this time Jackie isn't mad at her for damaging the dynamic team.

***

Shauna turned off the car, stepping out and closing the door with a loud slam. She walks fast towards the front door, knocking a few times. She hides her mood when Y/N's mom opens the door, a warm smile on her lips.

"Welcome back, Shauna! Y/N is upstairs." Shauna thanked her. She quit her shoes and went to the bedroom, opening it a little with force startling the person inside.

"What happened?" Y/N asks when saw Shauna, her pronouns frown delate her. Shauna went to her bed, laying down. The other was there doing her homework. "Shauna! Take it easy." She reprimands her gently.

"Taissa doesn't believe our relationship." The brunette lowly said, losing the expression Y/N made. "And I have a discussion with her." She sighed, turning aside and watching you.

"What did you say?" Y/N asked, scared.

"She accused us of not kissing in front of them. I just pointed out that we didn't need to do it for them to believe us." Y/N gives her a sweet smile, caressing her palm.

"For a moment I thought you would screw it up." Shauna rolled her eyes, Y/N giggling for her behaviour. "But you surprised me, Shauna Shipman."

"It's one of my many charms." Shauna teases her.

•••

When Jackie finds out about the fight, she controls her temper and in a kind voice makes Taissa to apologise with Shauna.

"Did she really do that?" Y/N asked astonish, used to Jackie's reaction with them.

Shauna nods, rolling her eyes in a knowing manner. "I know someone talked with her before. She was warned beforehand."

Y/N nods thinking about it. "Maybe. After all she is the captain of the team." She brings a hand to Shauna's shoulder, squeezing it affectionately. "Everything okay?"

The brown eyed girl looked around the pitch, and a sigh escaped from her lips. "Yes. I'm just tired." Shauna murmurs, hiding a yawn. She just finished the practice and is sitting on the bench with Y/N, telling her about what happened.

"We can go. You need to finish that project and I need to babysit my brother." Y/N said, standing up. A confused thought crossed her mind, making her turn to look at Shauna. "Wait, Jackie always went with you..."

"I think Lottie is taking my place now..." Shauna lowly said, standing up too and putting a hand on her jacket pocket.

Y/N hummed, seeing the tired expression on her face. "How lucky she is." Shauna rolled her eyes at the comment, but a small smile approached her mouth.

"Do you think that if I come with you, your parents would be mad at me?" Shauna shyly asked, looking at the path.

"I don't think so. Actually they love you. They think you are a very good influence." Y/N said, a hint of smugness in the last comment. Shauna looks at her with raised eyebrows. "It's true, Shipman. So if you want to come you are welcome." She said now with a sincere smile, approaching her car.

Shauna nods, biting her lower lip. "I follow you then." She said smiling. "Also you are cooking, right?"

Y/N rolled her eyes playful. "Yeah, wife." A tiny smile approached when Shauna beamed a little at her answer, something unusual on the reserved girl. When she stationed her car outside her house, she waited for Shauna, who looked a little distressed when she came out but understood it when saw her walking with her phone on her ear.

"Fine! I need to go," Shauna muttered, a thin line on her lips. "Yeah, I'm with her. It's my girlfriend if you don't remember. I know, but when you were with Jeff didn't matter, right? You know what? See you tomorrow." She hung up and let out a piss sound, cursing under her breath.

"Let's go inside." Y/N said, not asking who it was even if she has a vague idea. She misses when Shauna softens her gaze while a calm involves her senses, forgetting about the call.

The brunette follows her, going inside when Y/N puts aside to let her in. Shauna felt a little embarrassed and the feeling that she is trespassing their parents' truths. It dissipates a little when Hugh, Y/N's little brother runs towards her and not Y/N.

"Alright! I changed my mind, Shipman. Get out." She faked being offended by Hugh's preferences.

Shauna snort. "Hey, little man! I think I'm going to babysit you and your sister tonight." She played along, this time Y/N threw her a cushion making her let out a loud snort while she grabbed it easily with a hand. "You missed."

"Yeah, I will say the same thing when you are hungry." Y/N hummed back, walking to the kitchen to grab a water bottle. Shauna pouted, oblivious to it. She guides Hugh to where her sister went and grab the bottle she is tending at her, thanking. "Give me your backpack, it will let it in my room."

After their parents exclaimed happy greetings to Shauna, they went to enjoy their date night. Y/N keep an eye on Hugh while both girls do their respective projects. The brown eyed girl let her pen on top of the table and let out a satisfying sigh, she finishes it. Shauna stretches her arms out and looks at Hugh, who is entertained by an animated film. Then, her eyes wondered towards Y/N, on her concentrated face, and how she kept biting her bottom lip while writing. Shauna put aside her head, watching her carefully. She is sitting on the floor to let Y/N have the couch for herself while all her homework is scattered around.

Her dream state came to a stop when her belly made a loud sound, making her blush. "I'm guessing that is my cue to do the dinner." Y/N murmurs, chuckling lowly while letting her pencil and catch the embarrassment look Shauna is giving.

Shauna helped Y/N do the dinner, watching Hugh when the other is busy cooking or cutting a vegetable. After they finished, Shauna insisted on cleaning up the dirty dishes while Y/N took Hugh to the bathroom to brush his teeth and go to his bed. Then, when they did their job, they decided to put on a film while Y/N's parents came back, Shauna doesn't like the idea of letting them two alone, so she waited even if Y/N offered her to go.

At some point, Shauna felt her eyes were heavy and let her head fall on Y/N's shoulder. She wrapped more of the blanket they are using to her body. Y/N kept her laugh and watched Shauna silently, her eyes fully closed while her feet were on the table, soft snores were slipping from her mouth. Y/N grabs her phone and takes some photos of her, smiling to herself.

And when Y/N's parents came back, they glared at them sleeping on the couch with the TV off. The same thing Y/N did with Shauna, now her mother is taking a photo of them sleeping together, Y/N's head on top of Shauna.

•••

Today is the first match of October and the first one since Y/N and Shauna got in a 'relationship'. Shauna's eyes travelled unconsciously towards the bleachers where Y/N is sitting, showing support towards the team and especially at her. Her brown eyes softened when they met hers, she raised a hand briefly to her and kept warming up, a silly smile on her lips.

"Keep focused on the match, do you? We need you." Natalie said behind her in a teasing manner.

Shauna snorted. "Like always." She retorted, kicking the ball to the goalkeeper, winking at her blonde friend when she scored and jogged to the other side.

When she spots her next drill, Lottie is there. She saw how the tall brunette stole a few glances towards the bleachers and then smiled at Shauna. "Hey, I hope you are in the mood. Someone needs it." She greeted her softly.

Shauna chuckles quietly, it's been a whole month since they announced their relationship and where the ambiance in the changing room changes too. She knew that Lottie had feelings for Y/N, she said to her a lot of times, but Y/N didn't believe her. Then, her fake girlfriend said the same thing about Jackie, neither Shauna believed her, that's why they are using their brilliant plan.

"How is she?" Shauna questioned softly, looking where their captain is.

Lottie let out a sigh. "She is getting better. She needs time." The brunette murmured, squeezing her arm. Shauna nods. It's getting on her nerves that Jackie acted like she was the victim when Shauna or Y/N didn't do anything. But she is grateful that Lottie is helping her, when well, Jackie is one of the stubborn people she knows. A few minutes later they returned to the changing room to put on their kits, their coach gave them a motivational speech, his eyes longing in Shauna, Taissa and Jackie, passing the word to the captain.

Jackie cleared her throat and gathered them together. "I don't care if some of us don't stand the other, right now it will change. We need to be a team now, someone you know what to do without doubt if your teammate would fail at you," her eyes linger on Shauna, licking her lips. "we are going to destroy them and scale to the finals!" She put her hand in the centre, a firm look on her eyes. Jackie knew it wasn't the best words, but mentally she felt a little exhausted. Lottie swallowed and put hers on top of Jackie palm, soon the rest followed her.

Maybe the words Jackie's used on them are working or not, but they are playing very well compared with other previous matches. Taissa scored the first goal in the 10th minute, it brings a new aura between them. Also the cheers coming from the bleachers gave them hope. They have a lot of opportunities, the ball resisting goes into the goal.

In the 42nd minute, Natalie stole the ball quickly from the rival and raised her head to see what she could do. She passed the ball at Taissa and then sprinted up, Taissa feint to midfielder approaching her and passed the ball to Lottie. The tall brunette covers it and gives a quick pass to Jackie, who feint a defender and thinking faster she has two options: kick the ball and with luck it goes through the goalkeeper's fingers and scores or passes the ball to Shauna, who is alone and can score it cleanly.

Jackie lets her proud aside, and passes the ball at Shauna before the defenders detect her. The brown eyed girl replied immediately and kicked the ball, holding her breath until the ball went into the net. The people on the bleachers stood up, cheering. Shauna breathes again when someone from behind jumps on her back, she lets out a chuckle, muffled by her teammates. Jackie hugged briefly at her, turning on heels quickly and going to her position. Shauna's eyes let Jackie's figure and wonder towards the bleachers, spotting Y/N cheering loudly, clapping and a big grin on her face, a smile that matches the sun.

Shit, the only thing Shauna is thinking right now is go there and smash her lips on hers. Resigned from to can't go there, she gifted her with a smile.

•••

"You shined out there." Y/N giggled when Shauna walked towards her. She wraps her arms around her neck and kisses her cheek gently.

Shauna instinctively wraps her arms around her waist, both hands resting there. She felt how Y/N caressed her nape, it was an easy access since she has hair in a messy bun. "It's luck. We all played well." She murmurs, used to Y/N's affection.

Y/N separated a little to glare at her with a knowing look. "For one, you need to take the compliment."

"Lovebirds! This evening there is a party, I count with you two." Natalie came, not caring to overstep on their bubble and wrap both arms around them.

"I'm not sure, Nat. Maybe they want to celebrate it in an intimate way." Van smugly said behind them.

Shauna saw Y/N's flustered cheeks and how she hides her head on her neck, feeling the warmth from her cheek press there. "Shut up! We are going there, after all I give us the win." Even if she is blushing too, her comment made Nat and Van whistle.

"That's my girl!" The blonde complimented her and squeezed her shoulder, doing the same with Y/N and marched away with Van.

"I guess I have plans now..." Y/N hummed, coming out from her hiding place.

Shauna grabs her hand and walks towards her car. "I follow your advice, I hope you notice it." She loves the sound escaping from Y/N's mouth and how her eyes are half closed for it.

Y/N stayed in her house to prepare herself while she went to her house with the promise to go for her to go together to the party. Shauna opted to put on a dress, even if she wanted to go with jeans, but she wanted to impress you and don't know why. She let her hair down, applied light make up and grabbed her denim jacket. She texted her to let know she is on her way.

When Shauna parked outside she stayed in her car, waiting for Y/N. Meantime she scrolled for Instagram, she used not to use it, but sometimes she entered the app. The first photo approaching was one from Jackie. They all gathered celebrating after they won the match that afternoon, she swapped and the second photo was only her, a mirror photo. Typically of her. She presses the heart and moves her thumb up, a silly smile when saw Y/N's post. It's a photo from last year, Shauna let her team jacket at her, an arm around her waist while Y/N had theirs wrapped on her neck, her cheek press on hers and a big grin on her face while Shauna has a lipped smile on.

When she liked the post, she pressed the people who liked it. She isn't surprised when saw Lottie's name or the rest of her friends, however she is surprised when saw jackietayloryj approaches from the users.

"Sorry! I was reassuring my dad that I will come to the accord hour." Y/N interrupted her stupor. She got into the passenger seat and put on the seatbelt.

Shauna blocked her phone and gazed at her. She felt how dry her mouth felt, her eyes scanning the outfit she is wearing. "You look beautiful." She whispers, red creeping on both cheeks.

Y/N turned to look at her and saw how Shauna was gazing at her, her mouth lightly open. She let out a soft chuckle. "Thank you very much, Shauna. You look beautiful too, that dress favours your eyes." This comment, the yellowjackets' player blush more, advertising her eyes from her and thanking Y/N, she started the engine and put direction to the woods, an old tradition where the parties celebrate.

There were a lot of people when Shauna parked the car. Loud music is heard, people chatting animatedly and when Shauna walks near them, they start to chant her name, making her feel a little uncomfortable but nodding with her head for their support. Y/N giggles by her side, holding her arm.

"I'm going for a beer, you want water, right?" Y/N asked, letting out her hand from Shauna's arm and when she nodded, the girl went to the barrel.

"How are you feeling about being a total winner today?" Van walked behind her, throwing an arm around her shoulder. Shauna rolled her eyes when saw a smirk playing on her lips. "By the way, Y/N looks beautiful." She said mindlessly, but when saw how Shauna raised an eyebrow, the redhead cleared her throat and rectified. "I mean, she always looks beautiful. But I don't know, today she is extra beautiful and sexy." She blushes, her freckles stand up from her red cheeks.

"You are worsening it." Shauna smugly said, for once glad to see Van like this.

They walk where Taissa and Mari are, after what happened with her and the Turner girl, Shauna was a little resentful for it, but Y/N convinced her to forgive Taissa.

"Hey." Tai greets her with a relaxed smile. Van wraps around her hip and pecks her cheek.

Shauna nodded with a smile too. She engaged in a conversation with the three until her eyes spotted Y/N and Lottie talking. She frowned, the hands turning into fists on her pockets and tightening. She felt the necessity to go there and kiss Y/N until they couldn't breathe. The kind smile directed towards Lottie was making her pissed, it didn't help that the brunette copied her and put a hand on Y/N's forearm.

Mari apologised and went with Akilah, the silence made Taissa see what Shauna was so interested in. She holds a snort, instead she nudges Van gently, pointing with her head in the direction when the redhead looks at her questioning. Her blue eyes rolled and gave Taissa a warning look, for her luck Y/N started to walk towards them, leaving the Matthews girl talking with a random guy behind, but Van could see how Lottie followed Y/N's path.

"Hey, guys! Sorry it took me so long. I was chatting with Lot." Y/N said with an innocent smile, tending the water cup to Shauna, who grabbed it with a thin line on her lips and quietly thanked her, sipping from the red cup. "That first goal was amazing!" She said at Taissa.

Taissa's eyes lit up and thanked her, a soft shadow of pink on her cheeks. Van smirked when she noticed it, but remained quiet. For sure later she could tease her girlfriend. Meanwhile Taissa mentally scolded herself for doubting their relationship, even if she still believes it's fake she has no right to criticise it.

When Van and Taissa started their usual bickering, Y/N turned to Shauna who stayed quiet the whole time, a hand in her denim jacket and the other holding her red cup, her eyes travelling for the place.

She wraps both arms around her neck, holding now her beer with her two hands from behind Shauna's head and carefully tries not to hit her with it. "Something happened?" She questioned her in ear.

Shauna bit her lip and shook her head, noticing how her breath hit her cheek, how her deep perfumes' smell hit her nostrils, how the few freckles showed on her uncovered shoulder. And how her lips caressed said cheek to affectionately deposit a kiss.

Unwrapping her arms from her neck, Y/N grabs the hand she saved in her pocket and kindly guides her to a clear where there are no people. Then, taking a sip from her beer her back leaned on a tree, scanning Shauna's face. Her brain stopped the moment a soft breeze moves in slow motion her hair, her red lipstick on her plum lips illuminating from an angle emphasising the colour, just like her eyes.

Before Y/N could question her again, Shauna threw her empty cup to the ground and smashed her mouth on hers, her right hand finding a place on her hip while her left on her cheek. It's a little messy and brief, panic raising in Shauna inside when she realised what she did and the stunned face of Y/N saying it all.

"Shit! I'm sorry, Y/N... I-I just don't know w-why I did it..." Shauna stammered, covering her mouth with her hands. She turned to go and ran away to hide from this moment. But a hold on her wrist made her plans change.

Slowly Y/N turned Shauna to face her again, the hold on her hand loosening and before the brown eyed could say anything, she grabs the collars of the jacket and presses her lips on hers, closing her eyes. Shauna's reaction came late, however her hands found a firm grip on her waist.

They separated for air, the deep gaze Shauna gave Y/N, admiring her features was enough for her to lean again and kiss her back. She softly pushed her back to the tree, her tongue sneaking in easily since Y/N had her mouth half open from before. It is deeper, desperate and longing, for Shauna it was a dream come true, she craved for it for a few weeks. Before they separated again for the same reason, Shauna bit her bottom lip, bringing it with herself.

"I guess you just keep winning, Shipman." Y/N said in a low voice, giggling.

Shauna laughs quietly too, pecking her lips a few times. "It's definitely my lucky day."

•••

After what happened that night, Shauna and Y/N couldn't stop kissing. They took every opportunity now to suck their faces, in public or not. At first it was shocking for their friends, not used to it even the involved ones were shocked too. And it did not help when Jackie spotted them kissing before Shauna's practice. The captain was giving them a hard time, mainly Lottie, who with a tired smile apologizes in Jackie's name.

They don't talk about what they are now, just enjoying this new and exciting experience.

Shauna separated from Y/N a little and opened her eyes, seeing how the girl chased her, she couldn't hold a chuckle. "Shauna!" Y/N whined softly.

"Sorry... You look adorable." Shauna murmurs, pecking her nose and positioning herself to a side on her bed, moving her own hair from her eyes.

Y/N rolls her eyes and copies her, helping to remove her hair out and later caressing her cheek while biting a smile. "I would probably look more adorable if I wore your flannel shirt." She teases her a little, moving her hand from her cheek to her collar, playing with it.

A new image about it entered Shauna's head, and she couldn't complain about it. Her hand flies to her waist and with her thumb caressed the exposed skin. She leaned again to capture her lips with hers, tasting her mouth for fifteenth time that day.

"You know," Y/N started to say when they broke the kiss, the brunette trailing kisses for her jawline, her fingers tangled on her hair. "You can stay here tonight... My parents are on another date night and Hugo is with my grandparents..." Y/N said casually, some whimpers escaped from her mouth.

Shauna raised her head and locked her brown eyes on her new favourite colour. "I can arrange it, just let me call my mom." She muttered, this time Y/N let out a soft laugh, making Shauna frown. "What?" She asked while searching her phone.

"You don't need to hear it twice." Y/N sang, seeing Shauna roll her eyes. She knew that the yellowjacket player doesn't have a good relationship with their parents, any excuse to not spend time in that house is enough for her.

"I'm not letting you here all alone. I'm pity you, that's all." Shauna said in a fake seriousness, breaking it immediately when Y/N burst laughing, accusing her it was a lie. "Shut up woman and do the dinner. I'm going to call my mother." The brunette shushed her with a chaste kiss on her lips and standing up she walks quickly outside to avoid the cushion Y/N throws her way with a protest.

But Y/N stayed on her bed scrolling on her phone the minutes Shauna spoke with her mother. The brunette enters inside again and lay down. Y/N let her phone down and look at her with an apprehensive look. "Do you prefer to stay here and wait a little longer for dinner?" She offers, intertwining her right hand on her left.

Shauna nods and rubs with her free hand on her face, removing her hair with a frustrated sigh. Y/N leaned her head on her shoulder and looked at her. "You don't have the fault, whatever it is." She reminds her gently, knowing very well what she has on her mind for previous times. She let out a sight and leaned on her elbows, brushing her nose on her cheek until her lips were lined on hers, trying to distract her with her kisses.

It works, she could feel how Shauna slowly started to relax, the hand intertwined with hers letting it go to wrap the arm around her waist and bring her nearer, her other hand fly to her hair. Y/N broke the kiss when the air to her lungs was necessary, a loving gaze installed on her eyes when she looked at Shauna Shipman with her pink cheeks, swollen lips and an intense gaze.

The hand Shauna had on her hair travelled softly towards her left cheek, caressing it with her thumb. Y/N positioned on top of her, biting her lip, not breaking her gaze on her. Shauna's thumb lined her red swollen lips to release the pressure on the lip. She didn't know why but after a moment, her thumb was introduced to her mouth, gaining a low moan from Y/N. Eagerly, Shauna reincorporated enough to replace her thumb for her tongue, kissing her vehemently with a mix of lust. She changes the roles and now she is on top of her, supporting her weight with a hand on the mattress, near Y/N's head. Meanwhile, Y/N's hands tangled on her brunette hair and her legs were wrapping on her waist.

"It will be my first time..." Y/N shyly said when Shauna started to let wet mouth kisses on her neck, closing her eyes. Of course it made the girl on top of her stop.

After a few seconds and when Y/N started to regret what she said, Shauna grabs her hands Y/N took off from her hair to put on her eyes to hide from her. "It will be mine too..." She confessed in a whisper, making Y/N open her eyes and seeing the sincere look directed towards her. "We don't have to do anything, you know?"

Y/N softened when she heard Shauna say that.

They both pictured it very differently. Y/N always thought that maybe Charlotte Matthews would be the person doing this, and Shauna dreamed about it with Jackie. But now Y/N only could think about Shauna, about her poems, about her little noise she let out when she is pissed or annoyed by someone, about how always she worries about her or her friends, about how her mysterious brown eyes hide how truly she is. And then, she realised she is in love with Shauna Shipman. Deep down, Y/N knows this would be a mistake.

While they gaze at each other, both of them with waves on their minds, trying to let the peace calm their senses, they thought that maybe, it is worth taking the risk.

It's Shauna who made the bold move in a shy, but gentle manner. She kissed her slowly, savouring every part of her mouth, letting her know what she was feeling. After all, Shauna is not good at expressing her emotions with words.

"I want to make love to you." Shauna whispered in her mouth, her dilated pupils meeting their own.

Y/N smiled, pecking her lips. "Me too." Whispered back, brushing her nose with hers.

•••

The next day, Shauna woke up when the sun shined on her face. She let out a groan, hiding her head on the pillow. When she tried to move her arm, it was trapped at a heavy weight. Slowly, she opened one eye, adjusting to the natural light involving the room, then she opened the other, doing the same thing. Her eyes fell on the other person laying there, her naked back facing her. Memories from last night running to her mind and a silly smile finding a place in her mouth. Her arm is trapped under Y/N's body, she can't feel it and at the moment she doesn't care. She wrapped her other arm around her hip and pressed her chest on her back, hiding her head in the crook of her neck, pecking the skin there. When she was starting to drift off, Y/N stirred in her sleep and changed the position, now they are face to face.

It's Y/N's turn to wake up. She blinked a few times when opened her eyes for the first time that day and when she adjusted, an involuntary smile approached on her face. She scanned Shauna's features, the normal frown between her eyebrows was gone, replaced by a line. Her messy hair framing her sleeping face, Y/N moves her hand to her hair and with her index finger, she starts to play with a lock. Her eyes find the marks Y/N did last night on her neck, it's not too much, only two but notorious. She knew that herself had more and probably bigger, not only on her neck. A blush spread from her ears to her cheeks when without pretending her eyes fell on Shauna's chest, she removed eyes quickly.

"You love that I'm watching you, do you?" Y/N said in a hoarse voice, a hint of tease there. She saw Shauna's corner of her mouth up, clearly feeling her gaze on her body.

"Maybe, I don't want to interrupt your moment." Shauna said back, half laughing.

Before they could start with the bickering, Y/N was hungry, the proof was her stomach sounded, and knowing Shauna was too, she stood up and saw the green flannel laying on the floor, she grabbed it and put it on, covering her chest. Then, she went to grab some comfortable pants.

"What?" Y/N asked when saw Shauna gazing at her with hypnotic eyes, accompanied by a smile.

"I don't mind if you wear my clothes now." She teased, but secretly enjoyed the views.

Y/N showed her middle finger and indicated to her that she could grab clothes from her closet before disappearing to the kitchen.

The morning went well, Y/N's parents were working and they acted like a truly couple at breakfast. Shauna needed to come back to her house, for her dismay. So with a promise to Y/N to see her later in the theatre with the gang, the brunette stole a few kisses and marched away, too happy to not hide it when she entered on the dark living room.

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The following weeks, Shauna and Y/N acted like they were a couple. Their affection intensified, like Shauna approaching with a little bouquet of red roses with a poem she wrote. Y/N cooking for her because she knows Shauna likes how she cooks and gives her to take some to her house if she can't stay with her. And many more little details that are making not only Jackie insane, Natalie is happy for her friends but also sick to see the love that two profess and it didn't help when Misty Quigley rant about the couple, looking at them with an envious gaze but at the same time with amazement, weird in Nat's opinion, then she thinks is Misty and there's not another explanation.

For Y/N, November came with a tenderness and brighter feeling, even if the weather tried to tell her the contrary. She is happy when Shauna holds her hand every time they meet in the halls or when they sit down with their friends and keep on their little bubble, murmuring no sense with enamoured smiles on their faces.

But the downfall is coming and Y/N isn't ready for that.

It was on Thursday, usually Shauna had training that day of the week and Y/N had theatre class. That day was raining a lot, like if the sky was crying about all of them for something they still didn't know. Y/N walked to her locker to grab her math book to study later on her home, she closed it and when she turned her distracted mind came to a hold when saw the wet figure walking slowly towards her. A grin took power of her features seeing Shauna with her usual flannel, this time purple and also a little wet from the rain. Her hair was down, not caring about how wet it is. Y/N told her a few times she needed to dry it and especially at this period of time.

Shauna approached her with a nervous look and slow steps, a hand holding the lashes of her backpack. She held her breath when Y/N leaned to peck her lips, Shauna thought she didn't deserve Y/N. She removes her hair from her face and puts some strand of hair behind her ear, giving Y/N a lipped smile. Then Y/N grabbed her free hand to guide them outside, but Shauna remained in the empty hall.

"What? You forget something?" Y/N asks confused, still her smile on.

Shauna opened her mouth and closed it. She scratched her neck facing the floor. "I need to talk to you..." She whispers, her eyes coming back to Y/N face. Shauna played with the hand intertwined with hers, balancing it softly.

"Okay...?" Y/N chuckles confused, trying to decipher Shauna's behaviour. Sometimes it is really difficult for her to know what happens in her mind.

The brunette swallows hard, but decides it's time. "It's about Jackie." She whispers again, seeing how Y/N nods and remaining quiet to let her explain herself. "I told her everything." She is so cowardly that couldn't see her reaction at her confession. The hold on her hand loosen. She felt worse when Y/N asked the reason in a thread voice, she even didn't seem mad at her. "Jackie told me she is in love with me... And told her everything, about the plan we made." Her brown eyes were raised to explain and when she finished, Y/N painted a dry smile.

"Of course you did..." Y/N muttered, she could start to feel how the anger was building inside her. She bit her lip so hard that she could taste the blood from the newly cut. "That's what you care about me?" She asks, betrayed.

Shauna shakes her head quickly, a scared look on her face. "No, of course not! But we have a deal, right? We will stop the moment they confess to us." She knew that words should never be left her mouth. She cursed herself. She opened her mouth to speak again but Y/N raised her hand in front of her to stop her.

"I always knew that I would never compete with Jackie. I feel so dumb to let you in...," Y/N started to say in a betrayed voice, some tears escaping from her eyes. Shauna swallowed hard, hating herself for doing it to you. "I trust you, Shauna! I fucking fell for you and I thought it was mutual. I'm guessing now that it's not." Her voice was raised with every word, to Shauna it felt like a punch. A new word a new punch, and she knew she deserved it. "It took you three weeks to throw up my hope, my heart! Don't dare to look at me like that, you fucking hypocrite!" Y/N yelled more when Shauna tried to grab her hand. She stopped when Y/N moved aside, now her cheeks wet for her tears falling from her eyes. The words echo not only in the empty hall, in Shauna's head too.

"GO AWAY!!" Shauna jumped, some tears falling from her own eyes to see the person that actually loved her with her heart broken for her fault. She doubted, but walked away to let you have some space. She felt horrible, she was happy with her. Why did Jackie need to approach and confess when she truly was happy?

Y/N let her book fall to the floor, and leaned her back on the lockers. Her hands travelled to her face, sobs echoing. She hates herself for letting Shauna enter so deep in her heart. Her breath caught on her throat, a knot forming there.

"Y/N?" Someone called, Y/N turned to hide, now her face is looking at the lockers. She didn't know who it was, but wished the person left her alone. But the person had other plans and turned around, on her blurry vision she could see a tall figure looking at her with a worry expression. "You are having a panic attack. Follow my breath." Lottie grabs Y/N's face between her hands, making her look at her and copy her breathing. After a while, Lottie got Y/N to breathe normal again. Y/N hid on her chest, muttering incoherent things. Lottie wraps her arms around her waist and leans her head on top of hers, letting Y/N vent.

The tall brunette took Y/N outside, the rain pouring on them but Lottie took her to her car. They entered the back seat and just like the sky was pouring into the city, Y/N did the same thing with Lottie, wetting her yellow shirt. She didn't mind at all. "Shauna broke up with me..." Y/N says in a whisper.

"Why?" Lottie asked gently, playing with her hair. That simple question made Y/N squirm, a shadow of pink approaching on her cheeks.

Y/N sighed and thought that everything is fucked up, so why don't tell her the truth? "We made a plan to make Jackie and you jealous," she confessed, embarrassed. She saw how Lottie was surprised to hear it. "I always have a crush on you... And everyone knows about the crush Shauna has on Jackie. So we planned it, well I proposed it to her." She whispers, scratching her head nervously and avoiding Lottie's gaze. "We spent a lot of time together, in highschool and out of it. It changes in that party when Shauna scores and gives an assist." Y/N murmured, playing with her fingers on her lap. "We kissed that night. Since then, we can't stop making out. I fell in love with her Lottie..." She started to cry again. "We... I lost my virginity with her..." Lottie could hear her heartbeat in her ears, pounding. She wraps an arm around Y/N shoulders and hugs her. She has a lot of emotions right now, but Y/N needs her, and Lottie would do anything for that girl. "S-She told everything at Jackie the m-moment she confessed her feelings tow-wards her..." She stammered, wiping her cheeks while some sobs escaped from her mouth.

There's nothing Lottie could do or say something, she just holds her.

•••

Six months.

That's the time Shauna spoke to Y/N for the last time. She saw how little by little recomposed herself, with Lottie's help and move on. At first Shauna tried to approach her, but Lottie didn't let her. She tried on several occasions, and with a sad expression walked away when Lottie with a warning look stopped her.

Shauna saw how slowly, with patience and little details Lottie healed Y/N's heart. It hurt her how a morning Shauna went out of her car and before she could step inside, from a distance appreciate Lottie holding Y/N's face between her hands and kiss her, a shy smile approached her features, breaking her heart in the process.

During a match, Shauna was playing like shit, she thought how the hell did the coach sub her off. It worsened when Lottie scored and after celebrating with her teammates, the tall brunette ran with a grin towards the bleachers to kiss Y/N, all people there cheered the public affection. It really pissed Shauna.

The funny part is that Shauna never wanted to break up and in fact, was Y/N without realising who broke it. Shauna informed her about what happened, but never with other intentions. Jackie understood after she explained the whole thing, even if her own heart was broken in the process, she can't deny the way Shauna talks about Y/N. Since then, her best friend approached again and tried her best to help her, also trying to talk with Y/N herself, and with the same result as Shauna, Lottie with the experience from the previous months, didn't let her in fear of Jackie insulting Y/N.

Today, after six months, Shauna felt exhausted. She abandoned the training, not supporting anymore the constant yelling from her coach and failing simple drills, it didn't help too the pity looks towards her. Something she is glad about is that they stayed out of what happened, she didn't care if they criticized her on her back, she wanted peace for once.

With a frustrated sigh she slammed the door, the cleat resound in the empty changing room. Shauna walked towards her bench, sitting there. Her hands covered her face, tears streaming down. She felt so tired, about everything. The worst part is that she can't explain properly, only a person lets her and is the main reason for what happened.

Shauna was so lost in her mind that she didn't realise someone was entering. The person walked towards her and wrapped around her shoulders, startling her. The brunette removes her hands from her face and sees the last person she thought would see. Y/N gives her a lipped sad smile, Shauna's doe eyes not believing what she is seeing.

"What are you doing here?" She whispered, fearing she spoke loudly Y/N would disappear.

"Lottie texted me." Y/N whispered back, caressing her arm. Shauna leaned her head on her shoulder, smelling the aroma she missed like a crazy those months without her. "Everything okay at home?" She asked softly.

"Like always." Shauna admitted in a muffling voice. "Can I tell you something?" She shyly asks.

"Of course." Y/N reply, playing now with Shauna's messy bun.

"It's about that moment... I think you thought the wrong thing because I didn't explain correctly...," Shauna started to say without moving her head from her neck and pausing to let Y/N stop it if she felt uncomfortable. But she didn't. "I told Jackie everything, the full story. And what happened between the fake part of our relationship. I told her that for once in my life I was feeling happy, someone who thinks for herself and is encouraged by someone who supports me... For once I fell in love and this time didn't hurt, because it was pure and sincere from the start..." More tears fell from her eyes. Y/N grabbed her chin gently with a fear and sad look, an idea in her mind. She is crying too and before wipes her own tears, she raises her thumbs to her cheeks and wipes Shauna's.

"Shauna..." Y/N whispered, her breathing caught in her throat.

"I don't want to break up with you. I just wanted to inform you, and I know I was nervo-..." Y/N shushed her the moment Shauna let slip from her mouth what she feared to hear out loud.

"Why didn't you tell me before?" Y/N asked sadly, a hint of pain in her voice.

"I tried! But Lottie didn't let me and I don't blame her. She wanted to protect you, I would do the same thing..." Shauna admitted, wiping now Y/N's tears.

They spend a few minutes in silence, Shauna staring at her and Y/N at the floor, thinking. "I'm sorry..." Y/N start to say, looking at her. Shauna opened her mouth to say that she didn't need to apologise, but she didn't let her. "I don't want to hurt you. That's never my intention and finding it now makes me feel sick... I can't change what happened. I'm in love with Lottie. But believe me please when I told you that you made me fall in love with you. That's months with you were magical. You make me feel unique and special and I truly hope you find someone who deserves you."

Shauna sobs, throwing herself in Y/N's arms.

They hugged each other for a long time. The rest of the team finished the training and found them like that. Lottie gave Y/N a worry but reassuring look, and Jackie a wink with a grateful smile.

"I will always love you, Y/N." Shauna whispered.

"I will always love you too, Shauna Shipman." Y/N copied her.

"Shit, it really is a drama lesbian." Van muttered lowly, but the looks from the others tell her that they listened. Y/N and Shauna's soft laugh interrupted the tension.

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coalswriting · 10 months

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in the wilderness with you (part i) - shauna shipman

part ii

summary – shauna and (y/n) have a clumsy beginning. (approx. 1.8k words)

a/n – sorry this took so long to get out :’)) i had major burnout, and honestly i still do, but i’m hoping it’ll get better as i start the next chapter since this was mostly a scene setting chapter!! this is gonna have three parts so i hope y’all stick around for all of them!! peace!!

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you had always watched shauna from afar. you were a shy person - you could never get yourself to talk to her. she always seemed to be around jackie, and you personally found jackie to be quite bitchy, so you were always too hesitant to approach.

shauna was brilliant at soccer, smart, beautiful, admirable. you noticed all sorts of things about her; how her eyebrows scrunched when she would be solving a difficult question in physics, the way she sometimes put the cap of her pen in between her lips, how she frowned whenever jackie would mention jeff, and how she always walked a little bit behind her. it’s like jackie was more important than shauna, but to you, shauna shone brighter out of the two. she was like a forest fire; beautiful, destructive, and impossible to avoid. her presence was prominent in your life, but not as a friend. you admired shauna, and you wanted to feel her arms around you – her lips on you, but you knew that simply wasn’t a possibility. after all, you were just you, and she was leagues ahead of that.

as a person, you were very straight to the cut. you went to class, went to soccer practice, and went home every day. sometimes you would hang out with taissa; she was your only friend in soccer, but generally, you kept to yourself until the day that she dragged you to that party.

“c’mon, (y/n), you have to go!”, taissa urged, hand on your arm as you dug through your bag for your hairbrush. you turned to look at your friend, a peeved look on your face.

“you know i’m not a party person, and besides, i want to get a good rest before the flight.”

taissa groaned, ignoring your reasoning, “it’s team bonding!! c’monn! it’ll be worth it.”

“fine”, you sighed, knowing that she wouldn’t let up easily.

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your hands trembled as you walked through jackie’s front door. music was blaring from another room, but it was loud enough to where taissa had to raise her voice to talk to you. you followed her to the kitchen that she had been in many times and watched as she poured some of jackie’s father’s expensive tequila into a shot glass. handing it to you, it didn’t take you long to gain the willpower to take the shot – you knew you wouldn’t be able to socialise without some alcohol in your system. it was salty yet smooth, and you were pleasantly surprised when you didn’t feel a bite. before you knew it, you were through five more of them, and heavily intoxicated.

“tai?”, you called, a cup of water in your hand, as you pushed through the crowds of students. she had left about five minutes prior to go to the bathroom and hadn’t returned yet. you couldn’t find her anywhere. you grumbled as you bumped into somebody, spilling a bit of the water on yourself.

“oh sorry!”

your (e/c) orbs met autumny ones.

“oh, hey (y/n),” jackie, the captain of your soccer team had said, “you look a little frazzled. are you alright?”

you nodded silently with a smile before noticing a familiar pair of innocent chocolate coloured doe eyes next to jackie. shauna. your palms felt sweaty as you simply stared at the beautiful brunette, a blush forming on your cheeks. you hoped that the dull lighting of the room would hide it, but shauna looked at you with a raised eyebrow. she knew. suddenly sobering up a little, you tore your eyes away from the breathtaking girl, meeting jackie’s gaze once again. “actually, uh, i’m looking for taissa.”

“oh,” jackie said with a thin-lipped grin, turning to smirk at shauna, then back to you, “uh, she actually went upstairs with van. it’s best to leave them alone, you know how it is…”

you stared, confused, not connecting one and the other, before shauna grabbed one of your arms, “here, why don’t you stay with us?” she asked with a cool confidence. you jumped at her contact, and for a moment, you swore that she smirked at you.

after spending a bit of time with jackie and shauna, you had discovered that you were immersed in shauna. she was so, unbelievably alluring when you saw her at school, but as she was now – in her tight red dress and denim jacket – she was so much more. every word that she spoke was like music to your ears and you were addicted to her presence. you hit it off immediately. you laughed at a sarcastic comment she had made, giving her a gentle shove with your arm. shauna chuckled, wiping her eye before looking at the campfire. “i’m going to grab a drink. do the both of you want something?”

“oohhh, can you get me a drink too?” you asked as jackie just shook her head no towards shauna with a smile.

once shauna left to get your drinks, jackie looped an arm around your shoulders, bringing your face closer to hers. she brought her mouth to the side of your face, whispering hot air into your ear, “do you like shauna?”

you froze up as you felt your blood run cold. it was as if everything in the room moved in slow motion, other than jackie and you. she pulled away, noticing your shock and gently placed a hand on your shoulder. “(y/n), are you okay?”

“uh, i..”

“it’s okay if you do,” she finally said, after a small moment, “she likes you too. wait, shoot!! i wasn’t supposed to tell you that!”

the both of you looked into each other’s eyes before bursting out into drunken laughter. jackie wasn’t as bad as you thought she was. eventually, shauna returned, and jackie excused herself, wiggling her eyebrows at you suggestively. your cheeks grew red as shauna gazed at you; confusion etched on her face.

“what was that?”, she said, a tinge of jealousy in her voice as she handed you your drink.

“oh, nothing, we just had a heart to heart…” you took a sip of your drink, cringing after you swallowed, “damn, is half of this vodka?!”

sauna’s lips contorted from a tight straight line into an amused grin as she looped a hand around your arm, almost possessively, “yeah, it’s more fun that way, don’t you think? lets go for a walk.”

the two of you began talking as you strayed further from the party, and you watched as the moonlight reflected off shauna’s nose. it illuminated her already captivating eyes, making you lose yourself in them.

the conversation, which was about the book shauna was writing, began to become dominated by the graceful brunette as you listened, an essence of want in your eyes. after a few minutes, things grew tense.

“so, yeah, i plan to have the final chapters written before we graduate and then i’ve a publisher hired already… (y/n), what’s wrong?” shauna’s voice trailed off as she caught your intense look. for a moment, the two of you just stared at each other until she rose a hand to twirl some of your hair around your finger.

“you’re stunning, shauna,” you murmured, alcohol hazing the part of your brain responsible for rational thinking (sober you would be ringing every single alarm bell by now).

“oh, yeah?” she smirked, lifting your chin with her hand, “you’re not too bad yourself.”

you felt a familiar static in the back of your head as your heart began hammering in your chest; it was a storm compared to the serene calmness of the warm night. you swore that you would faint if this continued much longer, so on a whim, you burst out, “can i kiss you? i mean it’s okay if no-“

before you could finish your sentence, shauna crashed her lips onto yours. she kissed with a hunger; like she was an animal starved of food. you were her sustenance, and her hands roamed your body, as if she desired to learn everything about you. you moaned into her lips before she pulled away, a darkness in her eyes.

“let’s get out of here, (l/n).”

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you stirred in your sleep, as if you were trying to climb out of a deep hole. you struggled and pulled against the metaphorical walls of your slumber, a loud ringing in your ears. then, your bleary eyes fluttered open. an alarm clock next to you rang violently and you heard a rough growl behind you. an arm tightened around your stomach as another reached to turn off the alarm.

suddenly, you felt much more awake, unaware of your surroundings, and it seemed like the person behind you woke up too from the realisation that they were not alone. swiftly turning around, you met the shocked eyes of none other than shauna shipman, the girl you had kissed at the party yesterday.

she didn’t seem impressed as she just stared at you. then, coldly, she sat up and walked into the ensuite bathroom in the corner of her room. you heard the shower turn on soon after, and you began to get dressed, cautiously and shakily. your head felt like a torpedo, pulsating in pain and shame. of course, shauna would regret it. you sighed, the back of your throat burning in pain, but you bit back tears.

you didn’t talk on the drive to the airport, and you didn’t talk as you queued up with the other girls, listening to coach scott as he explained the plan for the day. jackie looked questionably at you, then she reached towards shauna to whisper something in her ear. shauna glared at her with a bitter expression, then glanced at you for a moment. your head whirred in thoughts as you began to spiral. had you done something when you were drunk? you didn’t really remember the night. you must’ve fucked up and now it was awkward. shauna hated you, and now jackie would hate you too.

as you hesitantly and wordlessly sat next to taissa on the plane, your eyes wandered to search for shauna. you couldn’t stop thinking about her. she just rested her head atop her hand and looked out the window, walkman blaring music in her ears. your eyes dropped, darting down to your knees.

“you seem down, what’s wrong, (y/n)?” taissa asked, worry evident in every syllable as she placed a hand on your own.

you just shook your tired head, eventually resting it on her shoulder. taissa sighed, looping an arm around your back, pulling you closer.

eventually, you fell asleep, memories of shauna present in your mind.

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toournextadventure · 1 year

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everyone but her pt.6

a/n: we get a bit of backstory about our dear little reader. let's see how she handles parents weekend, shall we?

Word Count: 2.3k Warnings: light swearing Pairing: Wednesday Addams x Reader Taglist: @extinctspino @basichextechml @cfvgbhndun-new-blog @jinxscatbomb @awolfcsworld @n0p35 @suzhiman @gengen64 (Masterlist)

Parents Weekend. Most of the students at Nevermore loved it; it gave them an opportunity to show their family how they were doing, who their friends were, what they were doing with their young lives. And truthfully, it was a joyous weekend. There was more laughter and joy than any other point of the year, even the Rave’N.

Even in the past, you had enjoyed Parents Weekend. The few days Momma and Pop could come up and visit and talk and give you the family you never truly had. Filling that void and giving you the space and opportunity to just be a child. You and Nicky had never been more grateful for something you hadn’t realised was so important.

You understood why they hadn’t been able to come the past few years, truly you did. The others had plays, concerts, events, exams. They were all a little more important than a weekend away, especially when it was a full day’s train ride. They had offered to come, but you told them to stay; being one of the oldest definitely had it’s downsides.

But you enjoyed seeing everyone else’s families rolling in, all the excited chattering and hugs. Even Enid’s family had arrived. You gave them a quick wave and polite smile before running off to hide. If Mrs. Sinclair made one more comment about no one coming to visit you, you were going to scream. The concern was sweet, but there was no point in dredging that fact back up.

“Will you be heading out soon?”

Even though your heart rate accelerated at the sudden appearance of a voice, you shouldn’t have been surprised. Principle Weems knew of your plans for the day and had already given explicit permission to be out all weekend. So why you flinched at her voice, you had no idea.

Must have been nerves.

“A lot sooner now that Mrs. Sinclair saw me,” you said, sending a smile to Mr. Sinclair when they all turned to look at you. “I’m trying to avoid the attention this year.”

“I know you were planning on staying away for the weekend,” Principle Weems started, “but maybe tomorrow you and I could socialise with the other families.”

The tone in her voice, now that was a reason to be surprised. An uncertainty accentuated by the slightest shake behind her words. Without drawing any attention to you both, you looked at her out of the corner of your eye to see that yes, that forced smile of hers was real.

It would mean cutting your trip in half. These trips only happened every other Sunday and this was your one shot at a full weekend. Would it be worth it? Is it what he would want you to do? Probably, you thought with a silent sigh. As much as it felt like throwing your heart into a juicer, you knew what the best thing to do would be.

“I would love to,” you said far too softly. Hopefully Principle Weems had heard you because you weren’t sure you could say it again around the tightness in your throat.

But Principle Weems smiled. “Then we will see you tomorrow.”

She left you standing there with nothing but a dry mouth and an uneasiness in your stomach. It continued to plague you on the flight to Hanover, and reached a crescendo as you greeted Nurse Jackie at the desk and walked into the room. Only when you sat down in your chair by the bed did you feel that anxiety and fear metamorphosise into a comfort you couldn’t put into words.

“Hey bubba” you said as you started digging in your bag for the book. “You look like shit, when was the last time you shaved?”

The high pitched, headache inducing beeping of the heart monitor answered.

“We’ll clean you up before I leave,” you huffed, “I’m not kissing your scruffy cheek.”

The ventilator hissed.

“I told you about that girl I like, right?” You asked. The chair creaked underneath you as you pulled your legs up and crossed them. “The goth girl that looks like she wants to murder everyone, except it’s kinda hot?”

One spike of the heart monitor.

“I was thinking of asking her out again.”

An increase in the beeping of the heart monitor.

“No, it’s not a date." You rolled your eyes. "She doesn’t use that word.”

Another rapid increase.

“I know that’s what it is, she just doesn’t like the word.”

The heart monitor returned back to normal.

“Anyway, I need your thoughts. Would it be stupid to ask her to the Rave’N? It’s not either of our style but it’s still tradition so I just… need some brotherly advice.”

Three breaths from the ventilator before the heart monitor spiked twice.

“You were supposed to say yes,” you said with a huff. “Fine, I’ll ask. But if she turns me down, I’m blaming you.” You pointed your finger at the bed. With a smirk to yourself, you flipped the pages of the book open. “Okay, let’s see, we stopped after Gandalf and the Balrog, right?”

The heart monitor spiked once.

Your smirk turned into a smile before you started reading. Line after line, page after page. At the end of each chapter, you would look up to check on your captive audience, listening for any indication of his thoughts from the heart monitor. With each new chapter your stomach dropped all over again, some sad desperation for a response that was never going to come.

A groan escaped your lips as you shifted in the chair, stretching your legs out until they rested on the bed and you could lean back a little further. You made the mistake of looking up in the middle of the chapter. Your throat constricted, the words becoming harder to force out.

“Sorry,” you said as you cleared your throat. You picked up where you had left off.

Nicky laid there and listened as you read through the rest of the book, the uneasiness in your voice disappearing as quickly as it had appeared.

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There was nothing in heaven or hell that was quite like love. It came in all shapes and sizes, from romantic to familial to platonic. That unbearable queasiness that settles in your stomach like a body settles at the bottom of a lake and gives a certain sort of intrigue and comfort. To know that someone would kill for you, to die for you. That was what made love so exciting.

Morticia could see it in everyone present at the Parents Weekend events. Although the day was rather dreadful - far too bright and sunny - everyone was filled with love for whoever they were with. She could see it in Enid Sinclair’s family, whom she had introduced herself to. It was present in Wednesday, although a much different expression (she knew Wednesday still loved them).

And she saw it in Larissa and the young woman accompanying her.

She had noticed Larissa immediately, as she so often did, but the young woman caught her eye. The way she would look up at Larissa as if she hung the moon in the night sky. Morticia knew Larissa had no children, and yet she looked at the young lady the same way Morticia looked at her own children.

“I’ll be right back,” Morticia told Gomez before making her way to where Larissa was standing.

“Morticia,” Larissa called out once she was near. She sounded far more joyful than usual. “Always a pleasure.”

“I see you’re enjoying the festivities for the day,” Morticia said even though her gaze fell to the young woman who was actually quite tall, now that she was up close.

“We are,” Larissa said, her smile softening as she looked at her companion. “Allow me to introduce you both, this is Morticia Addams.”

“Oh, you’re Wednesday’s mom,” the young lady exclaimed with a grin and enthusiastically reaching her hand out, “I’m Y/N.”

Ah. So that’s who you were. Morticia knew exactly who you were. Numerous times she had heard Wednesday or Enid talk about you, even just in passing, with an admiration that she rarely saw from her own daughter. Her features would soften and she would threaten you bodily harm far less often than usual.

It had been so unusual at first to hear Wednesday talk about anyone, let alone someone that brought out a completely different side of her. They were only occasional mentions of you, but they were enough for Morticia to catch on to it. One mention of your name and Wednesday’s eyes would go wide before trailing off to the side, her train of thought completely derailed for a fraction of a second too long.

While Morticia would never proclaim to know for a fact that her daughter had feelings for you, it was easy enough to tell. And when Enid had let it slip all those weeks ago that you had taken Wednesday to perform an autopsy? Then the immediate darkening of her daughter’s cheeks and nose before changing the subject? It was all Morticia needed to know.

And now she could put a face to the name.

Across the field, Wednesday stared in abject horror as her mother shook your hand. The same horror that she assumed one would feel when witnessing something traumatic, such as a car accident. A feeling that settled deep in her stomach, clawed it’s way up her throat because as horrifying as the scene was, she just couldn’t look away.

That feeling of horror slowly morphed into one that she couldn’t explain when you smiled at her mother and your feather’s twitched at something she had said. That single twitch, the ruffle, put a weight on her heart and forced it to beat harder, so hard that she could feel the physical pain within her chest. Why were you smiling at her mother like that? What had she said to make your wings twitch in that childishly giddy way?

Oh no.

Her heart’s struggle to beat came to a full stop like a car hitting a brick wall. Her mother was leading you over to where Wednesday and her family were situated. The way you followed her, with your hands swinging at your sides, reminded Wednesday of an avenging angel; dark and foreboding and your eyes on every little thing that passed.

She wanted you to follow her around like that. Would you keep her safe from those who wished her and her family harm? Her heart told her you would, you always would, you had already done so time and time again. But as you got closer and closer to seeing her family, her entire being, her mind told her no. No, you wouldn’t keep her safe, you wouldn’t keep her family safe. You were far too innocent, far too sweet, so adverse to trouble.

But she wanted you to stay. She needed you to stay the way a gaping wound needed stitches. Craved your touch the way a an infection craved moisture. It was humiliating to think such thoughts, Wednesday knew that, but if it was the truth then it was the truth. She needed you to stay and be near even if it was as nothing more than an acquaintance.

Though she refused to ever admit it. It was a weakness she would never act upon.

Her mother finally brought you to the family and introduced you to Wednesday’s father and brother. You shook their hands, a polite smile on your face, and Wednesday felt that budding feeling in her stomach again. Your smile should have been reserved for someone more deserving than her father and brother.

You were invited to sit with them for a time, and you agreed quickly. Most would have tucked tail and ran, no one quite understanding how her family could be the way they were. But you sat down beside Pugsly - why would you not sit beside her? - and engaged in conversation far easier than most.

All Wednesday could do as you talked was stare at you. At the way you gestured your hands wildly as you talked, or how you held eye contact with everyone when they talked. You got along with Pugsly; why could you not get along with her the same way? Your conversations with him flowed as effortlessly as a river flowed into the ocean. Wednesday certainly couldn’t hold the same amount of engagement.

She noted the way your eyes flicked over to her every now and then as you talked or listened. Whenever someone would ask you a question, you would look at Wednesday first, almost as if asking permission to answer. She would give you a singular nod, and you would continue. What would cause you to look to her in such a way? Surely you knew how to answer questions on your own, did you not? And yet, she almost found herself enjoying the attention, no matter how discreet.

“I should probably get back,” you finally said once the conversation had lulled. “It was a genuine pleasure to meet all of you.”

You gave a polite wave, shook her father’s and Pugsly’s hands, kissed her mother’s knuckles, and walked back to where Weems was standing. Wednesday already felt feelings about you leaving; feelings that she didn’t know what to call since she admittedly hadn’t felt them before. She didn’t know why, but she desperately hoped her family had liked you, had seen you in the same light that she oh so often did. She-

-were you wearing her sweater?

#wednesday addams x reader #wednesday x reader #wednesday addams #everyone but her au

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devskindawritingblog · 4 months

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What about Ghostface!Nat breaking into your house to steal your used underwear and you come home upset so she switches modes from horny to protective and has to find a way to break out of your house so she can do something about it.

Ghostface! Natalie x reader

AN: Hey….. I’m sorry this took way too long. I’ve been busy and I’m going to be honest. It was a little out of my comfort zone. I didn’t realize till I started writing it. It’s not your fault and I’m sorry if this isn’t what you wanted. So I changed it just the slightest bit. Ghostface nat is stealing the readers shirt instead. Still the same concept I just didn’t feel comfortable. No colour this time because I don’t think Natalie actually says dialogue out loud. Sorry because this might suck so badly and it’s really short.

Natalie knew this was a bad idea.

Breaking into your house while you weren’t there just to steal. But she has done worse this week and she wasn’t about to grow a conscience now. Stealing isn't all the bad, she could have come to murder you but she could never do that.

She snuck you to your bedroom window and slowly slipped it open. She crawled and almost tripped over the window sill. The mask gives her almost no vision except for right in front of her.

She makes it into your room taking a second to take off the mask so she can admire all your posters and decorations. She smirks to herself. She has always imagined what your room would look like. Posters from your favourite media, photos of you, and what she was truly here for your clothes. She searches around your room for your laundry bin.

She finds a laundry basket in the corner of the room and kneels down in front of it. She begins to search through it smiling to herself. She finds a shirt. One of her favourite shirts. She loves when you wear it. You just look so good in it she can't help to not want it. She wants to wear it when she is alone because she is sure it will smell like you. She picks it up and shoves it in her bag. She hesitates for a second but she has to make up her mind quickly because she hears the front door open. She grabs for her mask.

Nat knows she won't be able to make it back out the window unseen so she quickly gets into your closet and shuts the door hiding, just as you swing open your bedroom door. You slam it behind you with a huff as you toss your bag on the ground.

Natalie watches through the closet door. This was never how she imagined this situation but deep down she loves the idea of watching you. You sit down on your bed and loudly sigh to yourself. Natalie can tell that you are upset and she just can’t have that.

“This is stupid.” You mumble to yourself as you grab a textbook from your bag. You had the tendency to talk to yourself when you were upset and this time is no different.

“Cant believe her, not trying hard enough? Are you kidding?” You mumble yet again. And that catches Nat's attention. Who said this? Where do they live?. So many things pass through her mind she almost doesn't notice when you stand up and walk out of your room to get a snack. On your way out you mumble to yourself “ Stupid Jackie.”

Jackie? Of course it was Jackie. She has been all over this entire season. You're not fast enough? She is there to tell you. Your footwork could use some work? Yup Jackie is going to point that out. Natalie hates how hard she is on you but now is the time she wants to do something about it.

Nat slowly slips out of the closet making a quick dash for the window and climbing down from your roof. Glad she made it out alive but now her mind wanders to what she is going to do to Jackie.

You would be way too distracted with the missing yellowjackets captain to miss the shirt she took anyways.

#yellowjackets x reader #natalie scatorccio x reader #Ghostface Natalie

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peach-and-bugs · 1 year

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hii! i absolutely love your work, there are so little yj writers and every time i see you posted something new i get super excited 😭 could you possibly do what it would be like to date jackie taylor? there are no hcs/fics/anything out there for my girl </3

Awww! I’m so glad you enjoy my writing! Thank you! It’s so nice to hear when people are liking what I post, it’s motivating to write more.

Dating Jackie Taylor

Pre-crash

✰ Jackie seems like an extremely complicated person to have a relationship with, especially a queer relationship

✰ she’d be deathly afraid of anyone finding out. It’s the late 90’s, she’s the queen bee of her school and heals to an intensely high standard, both by her parents (mostly mother) and her community. Being found out feels like death to her

✰ so she’d keep it quiet. You’d meet behind closed doors and ducking into shadowy corners. And she’d tell you she’s seeing you for a fun time, not a long time

✰ all of that would be a lie of corse. But it’s impossible to say if that lie was more for you or for herself. Because when she’s really honest she’s head over heals and it’s terrifying

✰ in private when she feels like she can really be herself she’s surprisingly tender and sweet. She likes snuggling up in her bed face to face, running her fingers through your hair as she muses about her day and her plans

✰ though a part of her does wish she could just be open about and with herself, there’s a bit of Jackie that enjoys the thrill of sneaking around to see you. It’s like a game of risk to her. She enjoys tugging you into a corner when she can to kiss you or whisper something in your ear. She likes the shy smile that you do simple at the sight of her biting her bottom lip

✰ she adores is when you come to her games. To everyone else your just close, budding friends, but to her, she knows that your her biggest fan. She can’t help but grin as wide as she can when she catches a glance at you cheering her oh when she runs down the field. It takes all her power not to wave as she passes

✰ she smells and tastes like strawberries all the time. Part of it’s the lip balm she’s constantly applying and part is the body wash she uses. She likes putting her lipgloss on you to, forcing you to pucker up your lips only to kiss you after putting in all the work to apply said lipgloss

Post crash

✰ if you do end up crashing with the team on the way to nationals, Jackie’s gonna be stuck to you like glue. She’s alway got you in arms reach because she’s so afraid of the situation they’ve found themselves in. But, durning the beginning she’s still terrified of people finding out, because then it’ll get out when they get rescued, right?

✰ she’s extremely touchy with you, but I’m a way that she thinks the others will miss. She stands shifted behind you so she can toy with your fingers and sitting close to you so that when one of you moves your shoulders brush together

✰ it’s not till she starts to notice how close Van and and Tai are that she starts being more open with you. She never gets to the point where she’s outwardly kissing you or telling you she loves you in front of the others, but she’s not as timid about hiding her feelings as she was before

#◛⑅·˚ ༘ ♡ kay's at it again♡#yellowjackets #yellowjackets fanfic #yellowjackets x reader #yellowjackets headcanons #jackie taylor #Jackie Taylor x reader #Jackie Taylor headcanons

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reader description :: petite asian female, 21, 5’0, medium length straight hair + pale skin

reader :: jackie lee

commissioned :: ✔️ (as in a follower’s oc lmao, not my own)

wc :: 3k

warnings :: angst, fluff, feelings realisations, mentions of blood, guns + murder

despite the nagging feeling he had all morning, after seeing jackie in that state, he didn’t really want to think about what would happen if they decided to leave again without her.

for some reason, sebastian felt responsible for her though he didn’t know why or when it even began. ciel was upset and understandably so but they both decided it would be wise to let her join on their new mission. it was further away from the manor and it would be a few days so even if they did try to leave without her, sebastian had no doubts that she would not be too happy about it and he was starting to wonder why he even cared how she felt.

jackie had an unknown hold over everyone in the manor but no one wanted to dwell on that fact for too long. the point was that despite her insistent flirting and the short skirts she’d wear to torment sebastian every other day, she was trustworthy which was important in the phantomhive manor and most importantly, jackie was loyal to a fault.

“you need to stay by my side at all times, do you understand me?” sebastian says firmly, ignoring the warmth seeping through his uniform where she gripped onto his arm.

usually, the carriage ride was filled with a comfortable silence. they’d briefly discuss the mission and then ciel would nod off, as much as the young master denied it.

today, however, was different. the man ciel was meeting was their actual target. he had been kidnapping young women off the streets at night and leaving nothing but a shoe behind.

he was dubbed the cinderella killer and despite the police trying to find him, they’d come up short each time and finally, ciel had to step in. sebastian had found a lead just a few days ago and had secretly been tailing the man under ciel’s orders.

“cinderella killer?” jackie frowns, grip tightening around sebastian’s bicep, “how disgusting can someone be to just do such a thing?”

“it’s pretty normal around these areas” sebastian grins, “humans don’t seem to ever actually need a reason to behave so barbarically”

“not all humans are so cruel” jackie says, “I don’t think i’d have it in me to kill anyone”

“no?” ciel smirks, “not even if it was for me or sebastain?”

she doesn’t answer him. it was no use because she’d never been put in a situation where she’d have to do that and she hoped that if she ever were, sebastian would handle it.

“i see” sebastian chuckles at her lack of response, “he’s only teasing, don’t think too hard and worry that pretty little head of yours”

he was mocking her like he always did but there was no hiding the underlying truth. he was smitten by her and fond of her silly antics. anyone could see that but he was still in denial and she was just happy to be included.

“does he know that we’re onto him?” she asks after a moment, “the killer”

“i don’t think he’s stupid otherwise he would’ve been caught by now” ciel sighs, “but i made a deal with him”

“oh?”

“a fake one of course” he adds, “just to let his guard down”

“a professional serial killer who leaves no evidence behind other than a shoe” jackie says dryly, “even the police can’t seem to catch him. i don’t think his going to let his guard down at all”

“you’re too paranoid” sebastian laughs, “he seemed quite surprised to hear from us and he suggested a place to meet”

“you don’t find that weird?” she asks, raising a brow at the man. she knew they were smart but even a serial killer wouldn’t fall for their antics. people might’ve known who ciel was and most people were eager to meet him but word of his help and good deeds had gotten around pretty quickly.

there was just no way this man wasn’t suspicious of ciel.

“you can stay at the inn and wait for us if you’re so worried” ciel offers, “you could be a distraction if you’re too on edge like this”

“no” she says immediately, “i’m fine, i’m just asking questions, that’s all”

jackie had spent hours watching the show and reading the manga before she ended up here and she’d always imagine herself joining them on their missions. a silly daydream that had suddenly become her reality. she was not about to let them push her aside again.

 she wanted to experience everything and prove that she was strong enough to handle these cases with them and that despite being human, strong enough to stand beside sebastian.

he had once called her a fool in love, not meant to offend her but because he truly couldn’t understand loving and trusting anyone so blindly. he was still just a demon after all and things could change over night in ciel said so but that didn’t seem to deter her one bit. it only motivated her to prove him wrong.

november evenings were chilly and wet. she was dressed warm but still insisted on keeping close to sebastian. it felt as though he was a natural furnace and she was drawn to him.

“he’s up in that building” sebastian says, glancing around before they walk across the street.

they were trying it be discreet about this meeting, choosing a time when the streets were quiet and everyone was inside their homes. the cold made sure to keep everyone inside and that worked in their favour, ciel wasn’t sure what would happen but he knew sebastian would handle it.

“young master” sebastian says as he opens the large glass doors of the hotel.

ciel enters and jackie follows, looking around in awe that the beautiful paintings and interior decorations. she wondered if sebastian would ever take her to a place like this when they had some free time.

he enjoyed sex in bizarre places but there was nothing wrong with a romantic night in with candlelit dinner. perhaps she was in over her head but she couldn’t help but imagine how romantic it could be if he just let her plan their evenings.

“this way” a man wearing a navy blue suit says, “my boss is upstairs, 3rd floor room 323”

ciel gives him a curt nod and sebastian steps in front of jackie when he notices the man staring at her.

she can’t help but preen under his attention. he was so jealous even though he denied having any sort of feelings towards her. whether it was just him being possessive or whether he truly cared, jackie couldn’t help but be happy for the attention he’d give her anyway.

these days, if he wasn’t busy in the manor or assisting ciel, he gave his attention to her. she’d heard from may-rin that before, sebastian would fool around with other women. while she wasn’t one to gossip, she knew that was true but she also wondered what else may-rin knew.

“stay close” he whispers and she nods, letting go of his arm. she knew she had to be professional and they were about to meet with a serial killer, something she didn’t think she’d ever do in her life.

“ah, please, come in” the man says. he’s a lot taller than she imagined and he’s dressed professionally, as though he is some rich businessman and upon close inspection, he seems to be someone very important.

an aristocrat of some sort which would make sense. they sometimes seemed to have weird hobbies and his seemed to be abducting and killing young women.

she recognised him from the paper. she’d read an article just a few weeks ago and he was being awarded. he was a big shot in the business world as well as the government.

 it made perfect sense why no one would even suspect him, he was too much in the public eye and it was the perfect disguise if jackie could say so.

he was smart too, judging from the way he held the conversation going with ciel.

it was all too perfect really. he had no reason to be worried about the police because they all trusted him and he must’ve had connections.

she glanced around the suite. it seemed to be much larger than a regular suite would be and when she glanced back to him, he was watching her intensely.

“is this your helper?” he asks

“yes she is” ciel says, “this is jackie”

“nice to meet you” he smirks, reaching out to take her hand and out the corner of her eye, she can see sebastian twitch.

“you seem to enjoy collecting jewellery” jackie says, her smile forced as she moves towards a large glass case. it was displayed for everyone to see and from what she could tell, it was all women’s jewellery and the thought made her sick to her stomach.

these were not just any pieces, they were his souvenirs, souvenirs from his victims that he proudly displayed because he was that cocky and confident. he knew that he’d never get caught, not by the police anyway.

“i do wish you weren’t here this evening” the man sighs, “it makes it so much harder to do this”

“do what?” ciel asks

but before he can even ask anything else, a group of men step into the suite wearing black. the point their guns at the trio and the man laughs.

“i do apologise for this but you’ve brought this upon yourself” he shrugs, not looking sorry at all. “you didn’t have to meddle in my business, i wasn’t bothering you with my hobbies”

ciel doesn’t have to say anything before sebastian moves. he’s faster than jackie has ever seen him move and before she knows it, the room is eerily silent.

“what—”

“you didn’t think you’d actually get away with this” ciel scoffs, “in fact, i think you thought you’d get rid of me and continue like nothing ever happened”

the man panics as he falls to the ground but as ciel is talking to him, jackie sees one of the assassins move for his gun and pull the trigger.

she can’t even remember what happened. all she hears is a loud scream, white noise and everything goes blurry.

her left arm feels numb, right where her shoulder is. her eyes seem to droop and the next thing she knows, she’s falling.

sebastian moves quick, tossing a knife into the assassins neck before he catches her. she can hardly focus on anything other than her heavy breathing and the man begging ciel to spare him.

“why the fuck would you do that?” sebastian yells, blood boiling at the sight of her shaking slightly in his arms. there’s a lot of blood, so much so that it seeps into his pants where she’s laying.

“i.. i had to” she coughs, “he was going to shoot you”

“so!” he snaps, angrily, “you know bullets have no effect on me, what on earth were you thinking jackie!?”

“i know but i was… thinking that you look way too hot in that uniform” she says softly, reaching up with her other hand to cup his cheek, “gun shots would ruin that”

“and.. i love you” she adds

“jackie!” he says but her eyes close after that and he feels his whole body going into shock.

he’s never had to deal with this before and ciel beside him, equally as panicked doesn’t help the situation. he couldn’t care less about the man in the room and he knows they have to deal with him.

love? if love makes you do stupid things then sebastian wanted no parts in it. he was right, humans were stupid and they never thought things through.

he doesn’t understand why he’s so mad, why his whole body refuses to move despite him knowing they needed to leave and get her to a hospital or something.

“no hospitals” ciel says, “she’ll be upset when she wakes”

“young master i—”

“everything will be fine” ciel says, remaining calm despite the way his hands are obviously shaking. they needed to leave, to get back to the manor where they were home and safe. where jackie would be safe.

“come” ciel says, “carry her out and be careful not to put any pressure on her arm”

sebastian knows that. he wants to tell ciel that he’s not stupid and that he knows what he’s doing but he can’t bring himself to move or to say anything else.

ciel can feel that something is off so he grabs sebastian’s hand and squeezes. it seems to work because they’re moving out the room and down the stairs, ignoring the elevator.

“jackie you need to stay awake” sebastian says, trying not to shout too loud, “we’re in the carriage so open your eyes for me”

“i’m tired” she whispers, barely registering anything. she knows she was shot and apart of her is glad her body seems to have went into shock because she can’t feel a thing.

“you can rest when we’re home” ciel says

“home?” jackie grins, a little delirious, “i do have a home”

“yes you do” sebastian swallows, “at the manor so don’t sleep until we get there”

“okay” she agrees easily but is already slipping back into sleep, head resting against sebastian’s chest where he holds her firmly against his body.

“stupid stupid stupid” sebastian says, squeezing his eyes shut. he wants to throw her off his lap, scream at ciel and her for putting him in this situation though he knows it’s not their fault.

he wants someone to blame and he knows he should’ve made her stay. she’d be hurt but at least she wouldn’t be shot. she’d be sad but she wouldn’t have lost so much blood.

the room is dimly lit when she opens her eyes. she tries to sit up but can’t, wincing at the sharp pain she feels in her shoulder.

 sebastian is immediately at her side, forcing her to lay back down. he’s no longer wearing his uniform, dressed down completely which is something she’s never seen him do.

 when she looks at his face, he’s frowning, something else she’s never seen before and she can’t help but smile despite the pain because it’s so obvious that he cares for her.

he could’ve had anyone else take care of her but he stayed even when she was unconscious. he hasn’t even showered, still covered in her blood and the sight shouldn’t make her so happy but it does.

“you’re an idiot” he scoffs, trying to hide how relieved he is that she’s awake.

“yes but i’m alive” she grins, “and you still look sexy, i’d say that’s a win in my books”

“well change the books you read because it’s making you stupid” he says dryly, helping her drink some water before wiping her face off with a towel nearby.

“i’m sorry” she says, reaching to hold his hand and she’s only a little surprised that he lets her.

“you know nothing can happen to me” he says, “but you… you’re different”

“i don’t know why i panicked and moved without thinking” she sighs, “it was stupid but i wanted you to be okay”

“jackie” he glares but he doesn’t let go of her hand

“yes i know” she shakes her head, “i won’t do that again”

“you’ve upset me” he admits, “but you’re okay so i suppose that’s more important right now”

 she’s never seen him this upset before. they’ve experienced a few things since her time here but an angry sebastian directed at her felt different.

“i need some time” he says after a while and she looks up at him, eyes widening when he does let go of her hand.

“seb—”

“i need to shower and then the young master needs my assistance” he sighs, running his hands through his hair, “you need to rest”

she’s seen him blow up, shout and get even kill but him being so calm while being mad at her makes her heart clench uncomfortably. she knows she messed up and it would be a while before she’d be allowed to go with them anywhere that related to cases.

“you can sleep, i won’t be coming back this evening” he tells her, but he still leans down and grabs her hand again.

he kisses her knuckles gently, avoiding eye contact because he knew now that if he looked at her, he’d give in to those pretty eyes and she still needed to rest and also think about what she did.

 if he was being a little petty, it was only because he still needed to understand why he reacted the way he did. apart of him felt closer to her than ever before but he couldn’t pinpoint why.

he knew how she felt about him, had come to terms with accepting that no matter what he did or tried to do, jackie wasn’t phased.

and besides, she was far too charming to stay angry at forever.

“i really am sorry” she calls after him, making him stop just before leaving her room, “you’re right, it was stupid of me and i should’ve been thinking before acting but sometimes we do things we don’t even understand ourselves”

“even if you’re not human, that’s something you must understand right?” she asks and he sighs

“jackie, you can’t—”

“i love you” she cuts him off, “i don’t need you to tell me that you love me, it doesn’t change how i feel and you don’t get to tell me how to feel either”

“i know you do” he sighs, turning to face her and despite being upset, he could never deny how beautiful she was even laying there with an injury she should’ve not had.

“so you can stay mad as long as you need to but i’m not going anywhere” she frowns, looking away from him, “i just need you to know that”

he rolls his eyes but he can’t stop the fond smile even if he tried to.

“no sex for a while but i’ll come back once i’m done” he says and she grins because she knew he’d never stay mad too long.

#[ 🪼 ] xfg writes #reader insert #black butler sebastian x reader #sebastian michaelis x reader #sebastian michaelis #black butler sebastian #kuroshitsuji sebastian #kuroshitsuji #black butler #kuroshitsuji sebastian michaelis #black butler fluff #kuroshitsuji fanfiction #kuroshitsuji angst

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shaunamilfman · 7 months

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Dating Van Palmer

pre-crash headcanons

for the anon who req'd them ❤️

can and will make you watch every movie in a franchise. hope you liked the first Friday the 13th, you're gonna have to watch the other 8 as well. she can not leave something unfinished once she starts it.

absolute hocus pocus fan. quotes "another glorious morning. it makes me sick!" at least once a week. The Sanderson sisters were big eye openers for her.

she always has movies playing in the background even if yall are doing other things. she just really likes the background noise. she'll mouth the words as they happen because she knows them so well.

i think she'd read/write out loud. you're working on homework together and you hear her unconsciously murmering the words as she writes her English essay.

van keeps convincing you to study with her but will ultimately keep forcing playful eye contact till she distracts you away from it. Definitely as excuse to hookup/makeout. she knows what she likes 🤷.

van sleeping on her back while you sleep against her side in one of her arms. nosing up against her neck as you get comfortable, one arm thrown loosely around her.

Van would lay her head face first in your chest everytime she could. it's not even inherently sexual, she just comes home and is like "today drained me".

she's such a nickname girl. not even cutesy nicknames, she thinks it's funny to lengthen your name as a joke. like if your name's Kelly she'd call you Kellabeth at least once.

there are very few things Van wouldn't do to make you laugh. she prides herself on being funny and sees your laughter as a sign of affection. dating Van means getting your own personal court jester.

she strikes me as the watching type. you'd catch her staring at you a lot. she wouldn't be able to take her eyes off of you, she feels so lucky to be able to date you.

yall would exchange flirty looks over your cups at parties from across the room. you'd be talking to Jackie and Jackie would be like "Y/N? Hellooooo? 👋👋"

you get in a big argument with another yj and you look over and vans ass is just like 😍😍😍.

she'd plan you these really thoughtful dates if you were into them, but when it's your turn she just wants you to take her to get food and see a movie.

I don't think vans ever really had someone pay as much attention to her as you do, so there's a big learning period for her on how to respond to it. it would really fluster her until she got used to it.

watches you put on makeup/nail polish in awe. has very little interest in it herself but will ask you to paint all of her nails a different color at least once

taking the rare chance to touch her in public by carefully painting a yellowjacket on her cheek before a pep rally. like you're holding her chin gently in one hand while painting with the other. vans like 😳. the other yjs looking at each other like 🤔.

van would go all fucking out for Halloween though. not in like a wholesome way though. she would hide around corners and jump out to scare the shit out of neighborhood children. she can and will collect all the candy they dropped. you're watching her in disbelief and she's just like 😁.

van likes to slip in the shower with you and just hold you under the spray. there's something about the shower specifically that makes her crave that kind of contact with you. Just stands behind you and wraps her arms around you until you coax her out or the water gets cold.

she's surprisingly sentimental. she'd keep things you gave her no matter how small. she has a whole box in her room filled with notes you sent her in class.

#i warned yall that it might be a little ooc so don't yell at me if it is lmao #van palmer x reader #yellowjackets x you #yellowjackets x reader

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deerlottie · 3 months

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🦝— jealous

summary: nat tries to make you jealous by hanging out with travis. it backfires on her. warnings: 18+ MDNI, boot riding, bratty nat.

it’s taking everything in you not to make a scene right now. you were supposed to be hunting with nat, but she decided to take travis for some reason. you watch as he wraps his arms around her as they leave the cabin, and jealousy rears its ugly head as she doesn’t attempt to shrug it off. a sinking sensation materializes in the pit of your belly– what if he tries something with her out there? you let out an exasperated scoff, rushing to the attic ladder and climbing up before you cry in front of the girls. you slam the entrance shut, jumping in shock when you turn around and see someone by the window.

“sorry…didn’t know anyone was up here.” you apologize. –

it’s shauna, who is sitting in the window sill, writing in that journal of hers. she conceals it from you as if you could read her secrets from that far away. you walk towards her, opting to lay on one of the blankets on the floor and hide your face in your arms. “is everything okay?” shauna asks, closing up her journal and walking over to sit next to you.

“it’s nat.” you sigh. “i think she’s trying to make me jealous. with travis of all people.” you confide, turning your head towards her. you’re met with apologetic brown eyes. shauna scoots closer to you and rests her hand on your shoulder, rubbing in consolation. you melt into the touch and she smiles sweetly.

“don’t let it get to you. she’s crazy about you.” shauna reassures you. you know it’s true, you and nat are obsessed with each other but still– you can’t help but let jealousy overtake you. “nat would never cheat on you.”

“i know, i know. i just hate this feeling. why can she never tell me what’s going on with her?” you sigh, feeling annoyed with natalie. you love her, truly, but you wished she talked about her feelings with you more.

“maybe talk to her when she gets back?” shauna suggests, shrugging.

the hunting trips you and nat take usually last a little over an hour, mostly because you two were busy making out instead of hunting but it’s not your fault her lips are your favorite.

you just hope she’ll be back earlier than that.

since you had time to kill, you decided to go out and cut some wood with jackie, who is currently sitting on a log looking pretty while watching you do all the work. you roll your eyes but continue to chop some pieces up for the fire later tonight.

“you could always help you know?” you tease, smirking softly. you didn’t mind it to be completely honest, you think she’d end up chopping off a leg if she attempted to help anyway.

as you bring the axe down to the last piece of wood, you hear nat’s muffled voice announcing that she and travis are back. you instantly feel dread fill your whole body. the rest of the girls come out to help with the animal they shot and shauna gives you an encouraging nod towards nat. you suck in a breath and walk towards her. she’s already looking at you, but quickly averts her gaze when she notices you walking towards you.

“i need to talk to you.” you cross your arms.

“then talk.”

you huff and drag her by the sleeve to the shed, shutting the door behind you with force. you hear her scoff at your roughness and the fire in you ignites.

“what’s your fucking problem?” you whisper-shout, trying to keep quiet so none of the other girls goes eavesdropping.

nat rolls her eyes at you. “nothing. i don’t have a problem.”

“clearly, you do if you’re going around trying to make me jealous using travis.” you retort. how can she stand here and lie to you?!

“this is what you dragged me in here for?” nat crosses her arms and leans back against the shed wall. “bullshit. i’m not trying to make you jealous.”

you walk towards her, getting up in her face before speaking. “you can never admit you’re in the wrong, can you, natty?” you see her lips shake before they turn tight-lipped. “you could’ve just told me you needed attention from me.”

her eyes droop for a moment, and you can see a faint bob in her throat as she swallows a big gulp. suddenly, she flips your position as she pins you against the wooden wall. “you’re right. i need your attention.” nat leaves hot-mouthed kisses against your neck. “think you can give it to me now?” her hands slip under your shirt, nails racking up your sides teasingly.

you hate how easily she can switch up like this, but you’re not complaining now. you hum in agreement and bring her in for a kiss, her tongue slipping into your mouth.

“use your words, pretty girl,” she says after pulling away from the kiss. there’s playfulness dancing in her eyes as she awaits your confirmation, thumb rubbing against your lips in the meantime.

“yes. let me give it to you, please, natty?” you beg, desperation replacing any annoyance you felt towards her earlier. you grip the sides of her shirt, trying to cling to her.

“get down on your knees.”

almost immediately, you do as she says. the smirk she gives you as you look up at her makes you throb. nat brings her hand to your chin and coos. “such an obedient little thing for me.” she chuckles at your small whine.

nat steps closer, moving her right foot in front of your center. you start to shake with excitement– you know what she’s doing. you steadily bring your hand up to her leg, scooting your body until you’re sitting on her boot. you let out a needy moan as you gently start to grind against it.

“good girl. keep going.” nat praises. she unbuckles her belt and brings her jeans and underwear down to her thighs, shoving your face in her pussy. you inhale her scent before sticking out your tongue and licking a stripe up to her clit, sucking it into your mouth.

you feel her lift her boot, rubbing against your throbbing clit in just the right way. “fuck, natty.” your voice is muffled. you grip her leg tighter, feeling like a dog in heat as you hump her boot. her hand that’s tangled in your hair gets firmer as the vibrations from your moans help her get off.

“fuck…loveyouloveyouloveyou,” she repeats, voice getting whinier by the minute. “cum with me, baby.”

you decide to stick out your tongue completely and just let her grind against it– that’s all you can do right now since your brain is going all fuzzy from the feeling of her leather boot against your clothed pussy. you both orgasm at the same time, moaning each other's names as you do so.

nat pulls you back up to her height and kisses you, arms slipping around your neck. “love you so much.” she rests her forehead against yours, stroking your cheek with care. “promise i’ll get better at this whole ‘telling you my feelings’ thing.” she chuckles softly.

“love you too, natty.”

#.myworks #natalie scatorccio smut #natalie scatorccio x reader #yellowjackets x reader #nat scatorccio x reader

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alotofpockets · 1 year

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New adventures | Jackie Groenen

Pairing: Jackie Groenen x Reader

Summary: You start your new job as a part of the nedwnt media team. Daniëlle immediatly notices that Jackie has a crush on you and tries to get you two alone together. A/n: repost from my old account @woso-x-reader

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The first day at your new job was something you've been looking forward to for weeks. Joining the media team of the Dutch national team had been a dream come true. Being able to travel around the world while doing something you love.

They had sent over some film camera's for you to get acquainted with, so you knew how to work them properly. Now you were sitting with the rest of the film crew you were being introduced to them and to what you would be doing today. Which was following around fellow film crew employee Lauren, she'd show you the ropes in the morning. After the team meeting Lauren takes you to the training field where the players would join shortly. The training would be filmed giving the fans an insight to what goes on behind the screens. "We try to always be here before the players arrive so we can set up our equipment and film them arriving. I think it's one of the most fun things to see them arrive here on the field, joking around with each other. A view I like to share with the fans, because I know they like not only the soccer but also the girls and their interactions off field." Lauren explains. A few minutes later the rest of the media team joins you on the field and moments later the girls walk on too. It was your first time seeing them in person. You had followed many of their tournaments at home, watching them on TV. You were watching them in awe, but quickly got pulled out of it by Lauren asking you questions. Lauren was showing you how she used the camera while telling you what she likes to focus on with filming the trainings, you were patiently listening to her, watching where she pointed and giving your own ideas when she asked. On the other side of the field where Lauren's camera was not focused on Daniëlle nudges Jackie, "What's got you all distracted, huh?" Jackie looks away from you quickly, "Oh eh nothing, sorry." She answers before she starts the next running drill. But Daniëlle wasn't done asking questions yet, she had seen Jackie staring at you and was not planning on dropping it yet. So, she ran after Jackie, doing the drill herself. "So, it had nothing to do with the new addition to the camera crew?" She asks with a knowing smirk and a raised eyebrow. "Oh, there's a new girl? I hadn't noticed." Jackie says turning around to hide her flushed cheeks. Daniëlle calls after her, "Nice try, Groenen. I never said it was a girl." She catches up with Jackie and puts her arm around her shoulder, "Our little Jackie has a crush." She said before running off to join the team again.

Daniëlle left Jackie stand there baffled with flushed cheeks. She couldn’t have a crush on a girl she had only seen from the other side of the field right? You were new and very beautiful, she was just admiring the new girl, that’s all. Though she knew the teasing from Daan would most likely not stop anytime soon and knowing her, she would probably get some of the other girls on the team in on it as well.

After the training you spend the rest of your workday inside with some of the other media employees who were showing you around and letting you know where you could find all the things you would be needing. At the end of the day, they send you home with a lot of new knowledge and a suitcase full of work clothes for when you’d be working at the games in public. At home you were taking them all out and seeing what it all was. You got the whole training outfit as well as some joggers and zip-up sweaters. Some shirts that match the girls trainings outfits with the word ‘Crew’ on the back instead of a last name.

That night when you lay down in bed, you fall asleep quickly, worn out by a day full of new knowledge and experiences. But you’re excited for your next workday tomorrow. Tomorrow you’d be join Julie in interviewing some of the team before the big game next week. Julie is one of the two people that are on the media team for interviewing and voice overs. She would be the one interacting with the team, asking them the questions and your job would be to operate the camera. Though it will be on a tripod standing still, Lauren had shown you how to set it up and how to get the framing right. After that all you had to do was make sure the settings were good, and that the girls stood in the right spot for the lighting. It was the first time you’d meet the team members in person and also the first time you could prove yourself and show them you’d be a good addition to the team.

When your alarm goes off the next morning you’re quick to turn it off and get up to get changed. You have some quick breakfast before you head out. On your way over you go through introducing yourself to the girls you’ll be interviewing. It was something small, but it felt big since you’ve been watching these women on TV for years.

On the interviewing schedule for today were Lieke Martens, Vivianne Miedema, Jill Roord, Jackie Groenen, Daniëlle van de Donk and Sari van Veenendaal. Julie prepared some questions for the upcoming games in Germany, to get some expectations from the team. The footage would be for the Leeuwinnen On Tour series. A series the team shared on their social platforms to bring the fans along with them on the teams journey through tournaments.

You placed down the markings on the ground and kindly asked Julie if she could stand on your marks so you could set up the camera and adjust the settings properly. She stepped into place, reading over her questions while you went behind the camera to adjust everything.

The interviews were going great until the last person to be interviewed walked up, Jackie Groenen. She came on and you got all flustered when you had to step closer to show her when she should stand. You had always thought she was beautiful, but now that she was standing right in front of you smiling that amazing smile of hers your way, is when you found her even more beautiful, and she was so extremely kind. Luckily Jackie kept smiling throughout all your failed attempts at forming proper sentences, though you definitely felt a bit embarrassed.

At the end of the interview Jackie stepped towards you, unlike the rest of the players that only thanked you and walked off. “It’s nice to have you on the team, y/n. I hope you’ll feel very welcome.” You were sure that the blush you felt creeping onto your cheeks was visible at her kind words, but managed to thank her, nonetheless. “Thank you, Jackie. That means a lot and I’m very happy to be here. I can’t wait to travel to Germany next week!”

You realize you are probably sharing too much and say, “I’m sorry, you probably have to leave and I’m just babbling on. I’ll let you go now.” You say nervously playing with the bracelet you’re wearing. “Oh, not at all. I love to hear about it and I’m also very excited to go to Germany. While we’re there Daan and I are doing a vlog where it’s basically us exploring the town we’re staying in, I would love for you to be our videographer. If you’re up for it I’ll ask them if you could, I think it would be a lot of fun and a great way to explore the town a bit more. What do you think?”

You’re smiling the whole way through Jackie’s talking, you were very excited to be handed this opportunity and also for the chance to spend more time with Jackie. Though of course she was just asking you to be nice, at least that was what you had decided on in your mind.

The next week was your first travelling adventure with the team begins. Once you arrived everyone got some time to settle into the hotel. As a first-time traveler they had decided to give you your own room, since you didn’t really know anyone yet they thought you might feel uncomfortable sharing with someone. You were thankful for their thoughtfulness, but you would also not have minded sharing a room with one of your coworkers. You started unpacking your bags and getting comfortable in the room when you heard a knock on the door.

It was Lauren, “Hi y/n, how was your first travel day with the team?” You told her it was a great experience so far and that you were excited for the days to come. She smiled, happy that you were starting to feel at home with the group of people. “Dinner is almost served in the restaurant downstairs, I’m going there now. Want to walk there with me?” You did, had dinner and spend the rest of the evening resting in your room.

The next day is the first training session in Germany for the team, as well as the continuation of filming the first Leeuwinnen On Tour episode. They trusted your skills enough to film on your own, which you were very happy about. Lauren let you know you could always ask her and anyone else from the media team for help, if you were to ever need it. But you hadn’t needed it, you filmed what you were asked to and were enjoying the task.

On a drinking break Jackie runs up to you, “Hey, y/n!” She says with a big smile on her face, and you great her back with a smile of your own. “So, I got the all clear for you to film the vlog! Daan and I were thinking tomorrow, would that work for you?” You grab your phone, “Let me check my schedule really quick.” As you glance at the schedule, you see tomorrow you didn’t have anything planned. “Yeah, tomorrow sounds good. Let me know the details?”

“Yeah, can I borrow your phone to put my number in?” Your heart starts beating faster as you hand her your phone. You’re going to have Jackie’s phone number. She hands you back your phone, “Text me later and we can work out the details of tomorrow.” She says with her signature smile. And with that she turns around and runs back for the rest of the training session.

The next morning after breakfast you get a message from Jackie.

Jackie: Daan and I are ready to go, do you need a hand with picking up the equipment?

You send her a quick text back.

You: I’ve got my bag with equipment here with me, so I’m all good. Thanks though! Want to meet out front in 5 minutes?

Jackie: Yeah, we’ll see you there in 5 :)

When you all meet in front of the building you say to Daniëlle and Jackie, “So, how do you want to do today? I’m thinking I’ll just follow your lead, making it truly look like a day of exploring through your eyes, what do you think?” They both agree and ask you to start rolling the camera for a quick introduction to the vlog.

You grab your camera and tell them when you’re rolling. They stand next to each other and start talking. “Hi everyone!” They both say and then Jackie continues, “Today Daan and I are exploring the town we’re staying in this tournament, and you can come along with us!” Daniëlle jumps forward, “Let’s go!” She says very close to the camera, making you all break down in laughter.

The town is so small that you head over there by bike. After parking the bikes near the town square, you take out your camera again and film a bit of your surroundings. “So, shall we just start walking around while you film us, and we’ll just talk to the camera every so often?” You tell them it sounds good to you and start filming them. This time Daniëlle starts talking, “And we made it to the town square! From what we’ve seen so far the town is beautiful, there’s a lot of houses build in an old German style, and it gives off this amazing vibe.” Then Jackie jumps forward. “I wanted to do this too, haha. Let’s go explore!”

And so, you do. After walking around the town for about twenty minutes, you find a place to enjoy some lunch. Before you order anything Daan says she has to use the restroom. When she comes back she says, “Hey, so I just got a call from coach that they need me back at the hotel as soon as possible. So, sadly I have to head out, but you two should definitely stay and have lunch.” She says bye to the both of you and heads back to her bike.

Jackie looks over to you, “Can you film Daan walking away really quick and then focus the camera on me?” You tell her ‘Of course’ before turning the camera back on. You move it so Daniëlle is in frame though she’s very far already, zooming in a bit to show it’s actually her. Then you move the camera over to Jackie, who is sitting across from you at the restaurant table. “As you can see, Daan just left us here. So now y/n, who’s behind the camera and me are going to continue this vlog on our own.” She gently takes the camera from your hands and turns the lens towards you. “Say hi to the people watching.” You weren’t expecting to be in frame all of a sudden, so you were a bit shocked. But luckily you got over that quickly and said hi, accompanied by a wave. Jackie hands you back the camera. “We’re having some lunch at this adorable restaurant, we’ll show you what we get in a bit.” With that you stop recording again.

“You know as a camera operator I don’t have as much experience in front of the camera as you do.” Jackie thinks for a second, the thought hadn’t actually crossed her mind yet. “I’m so sorry, I didn’t realize. If you want we can keep it out? You can just film me and stay behind the camera.” You shake your head, “No, you’re all good, I promise. We can show us both, I just didn’t expect it at the moment.” You say with a laugh.

You enjoy the lunch together while talking and getting to know each other. Making sure to film what you’re eating. Jackie insists on paying for your lunch, you agreed on the condition of paying for her ice cream later on. The two of you continue to explore the town filming parts of the views, some talking bits with just Jackie and some with the both of you. At one point you even made a silly montage where you placed the camera on bench and each walked past in different walks, getting more and more weird. It got the both of you laughing until you cried.

It felt so natural to spend time with Jackie, like you had known her for years. After the walking montage you decide it’s time for some ice cream and like agreed upon by Jackie you pay for hers as well. Taking a seat on the bench you easily fall into conversation again. You enjoy the rest of the day together just walking around town, filming things you find interesting every once in a while.

On your way back to your bikes your hand keeps brushing against Jackie’s hand. After a few times of your hands brushing together Jackie makes a move to hold your hand. You give her hand a soft squeeze to let her know you’re okay with holding her hand. You were more than okay with holding her hand of course, you felt the butterflies in your stomach explode.

You walk in a comfortable silence for a bit until Jackie speaks up, “Hey, so I have a confession to make.” You look her way and say, “What’s that?” You spot a blush creeping onto Jackie’s cheeks, which you thought was absolutely adorable. “I didn’t just want you to film today because you’re a great videographer, I also really wanted to spend more time with you and get to know you better. Because I thought I liked you but like I didn’t even really know you. And now that I do know you, I know I really like you.” It felt like you were in a dream, hearing those words from her. “I really like you too, Jackie.” You say, each of you wears a bright smile on your faces.

When you get to your bikes, you don’t want to let go of her hand yet. So, when Jackie turns around to get to her bike, you gently pull her back by her hand, making it so you’re face to face with the blonde now. You look down to her lips and lean in to kiss her and she kisses you back immediately. You both pulled away with big smiles on your faces. You keep standing there looking at each other happily, until Jackie says, “We should head back to the hotel, if we don’t want to be late for dinner.”

You get back right in time for dinner. Daan is smirking big when Jackie walks her way, “I see my plan worked.” She said smugly. “Are you saying there was no one making you come back here?” Jackie replies not having realised Daan had planned for this. “Nope, you’re welcome.” Jackie rolls her eyes in response and starts dinner.

After dinner you head to your room and immediately grab your phone to text Jackie. She told you all about Daniëlle her little plan and how the both of you got played, but that neither one of you was mad at it, because it got the two of you together. You text the rest of the evening away until you say you should really get some sleep. You both say goodnight with the promise of Jackie coming by your room before practice tomorrow.

You wake up excited for Jackie to come over. Quickly getting ready in your crew shirt and joggers. Placing all your equipment and your jacket by the door, so you’re ready to go before Jackie knocks on your door. You open the door and are met by her beautiful smile. “Good morning, love.” She greats you, placing a kiss on your cheek. You’re blushing from her nickname while you let her into your room. “Good morning, darling.”

You close the door behind Jackie, asking her how she slept. “I slept really good and actually I had a dream of something I really want to make a reality.” She said stepping a little bit closer to you. “What did you dream about?” Jackie smiles before stepping even closer, “This.” She says as she places her hands on your cheeks, bringing you in for a kiss. You place your hands on her hips as you kiss her back passionately. “Is this okay?” Jackie asks as she pulls away from the kiss slightly to regain her breath. “More than.” You say before kissing her again.

Jackie slowly walks you over to the bed, never once breaking the kiss. You continue making out with her on your bed. Your hands slip under her jersey, feeling her soft skin underneath your hands. Your hands keep moving up until you take of her shirt, she is absolutely beautiful. Of course, you already thought that when she was wearing a shirt too. In response Jackie takes off your shirt as well. Both shirts now tossed to the ground, she starts kissing you again.

Sadly, you get interrupted by Jackie’s phone alarm going off. “Hmm.” Jackie says slowly lifting herself off the bed. “That means I have to be on my bike in five minutes.” Your eyes widen, “I have to be on the field before you guys get on!” You both quickly rush out the bed, Jackie throws you one of the shirts from the floor and puts on the other one herself. She throws on her jacket and gives you a quick kiss, “To be continued?” You smile, “Definitely.”

You put on your own jacket and rush out of the door with your camera bag. You get to the field a little bit before the team does, taking some pictures of their arrival before walking up to Lauren. “Hey, I’m sorry I was so late. My alarm somehow didn’t go off.” You lie, but she doesn’t question it and tells you it’s okay as long as it doesn’t happen again. With a promise you walk away to your position next to the field.

On the field the girls are putting on their cleats and taking off their jackets. “Hey Jackie.” Vivianne says, “Why are you wearing a shirt that says crew on the back?.” She says loud enough for the whole team to hear. Jackie mentally curses herself for not checking the names on the back of the shirts but comes up with a quick lie. “Oh, I didn’t see. I must’ve taken the wrong one out of the laundry this morning.”

Daniëlle overheard the conversation and jogged over to you. “Hey, I’m pretending to go over here to apologize for leaving yesterday, but you know I’m not sorry for it. But actually, I am here to tell you that Jackie is wearing a crew shirt and I’m guessing it’s yours, so keep on your jacket on if you want no one to notice.” And with that she runs off again, leaving you slightly shocked.

You both continue doing your job, thinking about the morning and to be more careful the next time around. Because you were most definitely looking forward to the continuation of your morning.

#jackie groenen #jackie groenen x reader #oranjeleeuwinnen #woso #woso imagine #woso x reader #women soccer #women football #woso-x-reader #nedwnt #nedwnt x reader #danielle van de donk

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t1ts-4-scattorcio · 8 months

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Can you do hc for being nat's sister? Big sister nat and little sister reader who saves up her money to go to nationals with nat. And their post crash relationship.

I actually made sister headcanons already here but I can add onto it in regards to saving up for nationals ♥️ (this also kind of sucked it was rushed).

Big Sister Nat x Reader Part 2:

Nat was so excited to go to nationals. She kept talking about what the team planned to do the entire trip and how fun it would be. You couldn't help but feel left out when a thought popped up in your head.

You brought the idea up one night while lying on the floor your head in her lap listening to music.

"Nat you know what would be so fucking cool?"

"What?" she hums running her fingers through your hair lowering the volume of her boombox, "I go with you to nationals! We could do everything together!" you beamed, turning up and meeting her eyes.

"That would be awesome.." she replied, but your smile dropped slowly a realization dawning on you. "We don't have the cash for me to go do we?" you questioned, a frown graced her features "no we don't," she whispered shaking her head.

her heart broke when you began to sulk, "I will be back before you know it."

a tight-lipped smile graced your features. Turning the volume back up and laying back down on her lap.

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You decided you 100% were going to nationals, staying home alone would suck so you decided to surprise your sister, not telling anyone about it.

Job hunting was a bitch, there weren't that many stores that employed high schoolers.

Van found out what you were up to and helped you print out flyers for babysitting jobs you could pick up in the trailer park. The families that asked for your services paid well and you could lay down low. Nat wouldn't be nosey asking where you've been since you were at home most of the day.

The kids for sure were shitty to deal with especially when skeevy parents were involved but it was worth the effort when you finally raised enough money to go on the trip.

Nat was the first person that stepped into the bus that morning groggy missing you. "Surprise!!" you beamed jumping up from a seat, "what the hell are you doing here??" she stammered, "I saved up some cash and I'm able to go now!" she looked back at the team dumbfounded. "Did any of you know about this??" Natalie noticed Van slowly hide behind Tai, "Van you were behind this?" Van just nodded sheepishly. Nat scowled about to curse her out before Jackie interjected, "It's gonna be great having y/n around! Besides you kept complaining that she wasn't coming so it was an amazing idea!"

She just rolled her eyes and pointed at you. "Listen to me and behave." You were just happy to be there and Nat couldn't help but smile when you began jumping up and down with the girls.

It all spiraled the minute the plane fell out of the sky

Nat felt so upset and guilty that you were in this situation. You were deserted in the woods because you wanted to support her and It made her feel terrible (even though no one ever knew or thought this would happen).

She would beat herself up about it. It got worse when you all began to suffer slowly. There was barely any game left, it started to get cold and then Jackie died. There was a point where all she did was apologize about what happened it made her sick, "It's not safe and you should be home where this wouldn't have happened.." she cried, "Nat we didn't know." you muttered pulling her into your arms.

She would slowly accept what happened and would do whatever it took to make sure you'd stay alive.

#natalie scatorccio x reader #yellowjackets x reader #yellowjackets #yellowjackets headcanons #nat scatorccio #natalie scatorccio #yellowjackets blurbs #nat scatorccio x reader #nat scatorccio headcanons #nat scatorccio blurbs #natalie scatorccio blurbs #sister!nat

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lottiembae · 2 months

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SUPERHEROES (3)

shauna shipman x fem!reader

Summary: shauna needed to stay to finish an important project while there is a big halloween party where her friends, and girlfriend, are going.

Warnings: harassment, angst, fluff. scarletwitch!shauna.

Note: English is not my first language.

"Alright, I finished! How do I look?" Y/N opened the door to Shauna's bedroom, seeing her sitting in her desk chair and turning around to see her.

Shauna holds her breath, speechless. Y/N looks beautiful in that ridiculous costume she is wearing for that stupid halloween party. She licked her chapped lips, standing up and walking slowly towards Y/N, admiring her in a dreamy way.

Y/N frown a little when saw her serious expression, but relaxed when saw a small smile gracing her features the moment she approached her. "You look stunning." Shauna says in a low voice, both hands finding her way to Y/N's hips, caressing the exposed skin with her cold hands, feeling the goosebumps she makes her feel.

"You scared me with your expressionless face." Y/N whines, giving a soft slap on her shoulder, but wrapping her arms around her neck.

"Sorry," Shauna murmurs on her mouth with a smirk, depositing her lips on the corner of her mouth. "I want to go with you..." It's her turn to whine, bringing her closer and hiding her head on her neck.

Y/N laugh. "No, you don't." She said knowingly. "You only want to come to keep an eye on me."

Shauna raised her head to look at her, seeing her with a raised brow and a knowing smirk. "You are right, but can you blame me...?" She stepped back and grabbed her hands, her eyes falling to her body.

"Well, bad luck for them. I chose you." Y/N comments, shrugging her shoulders when the brown eyes meet her face.

"Damn, that's true." Shauna muttered, smirking and hugging her once again, closing the gap and smashing her lips on hers. She could feel how Y/N smiled during the kiss and she take advantage of it and slipped her tongue in, humming contents when their tongues meet.

"Y/N we need to go! Lottie is waiting for us outside!" Jackie said, her steps stopping on the door and a disgusting face took her features when saw the scene. "Argh! Finish it quickly please." The blonde whined, resuming her walk to the small living room.

Shauna broke the kiss with a petulant smile on her face, her hands finding her way to Y/N's ass and squeeze it, hard.

"Shauna!" Y/N hissed, pushing her chest back. The brunette laughed quietly, moving her hands to where it was before.

"I can't resist myself." Shauna said, giving her a chaste kiss and gazing at her with loving eyes. "You are beautiful my love." She complimented her sincerely, taking her hands to her mouth and kissing her knuckles.

Y/N gifted her an appreciative smile, her cheeks red. "Thanks, Shaunie." She leaned and peck on her lips, hearing the small groan her girlfriend let out when she called her. "Don't stay too late studying, okay?" She caresses her cheek with her thumb, admiring how pretty she looks with her hair in a messy bun, strands of hair framing her face.

"And you be careful, okay? If anything happens, call me." Shauna warns in a soft tone, hugging her and kissing her lips repeatedly.

"CAN WE PLEASE GO?" Jackie shouted, a hint of frustration on her voice.

Y/N separate from the kiss giggling, removing her hands to the flannel's collar. "I think that's my cue." She whispered, kissing one last time on her lips, walking out with Shauna behind.

Shauna rolls her eyes once she sees Jackie's costume, but she remains quiet. "Have fun and be careful." She wished at them, seeing them grab their coats and purses and going to the front door.

"Yes, mom. I made coffee." Jackie told her, kissing her cheek, stepping out of the apartment, the heels echoing in the hall.

Y/N grabs her chin and smiled. "Have fun too." She chuckled quietly when Shauna gave her a pointed look. "Love you." She whispers in her mouth, not resisting herself and closes the distance.

"Love you." She said back once they separated, seeing after how Y/N follow Jackie's way while she leaned on the frame door until her best friend and girlfriend disappeared into the lift.

Shauna goes inside of the apartment and closes the door, sighing.

•••

"Where is your bodyguard!?" Van asks once the three friends approached her vision.

Y/N rolls her eyes, a red cup in a hand and surrounded by a lot of people around them. "I can ask you the same!" She teases her friend back, leaning towards the redhead to hear her better.

Van flashed her a smirk, laughing and hugging Y/N. "You look stunning, my friend! But my costume is the best, baby!" She said proudly.

"Yeah, a slasher from that movie. That nobody wears." Y/N smugly said, laughing quietly when Van looks at her with an offended look. "But you wear it better than them." She tried to make her feel better, seeing how slowly a smile creeped on her face, making Y/N sigh relieve.

"Nat is wearing a dead student costume." Van comments, indicating their friend with her head. Y/N turns to look at the dyed blonde talking with Kevyn Tan, and wearing a yellow and blue jacket with fake blood on it, on the back you could read yellowjackets.

"Well, knowing her is a great effort from her." Y/N murmurs, waving with a hand towards Natalie when their gazes collided, smiling when she points with a finger at her mouthing, you look hot.

"Yeah... I'm going to refill it to stay here longer." Van said, giving her a sarcastic smile and went to the table full of drinks, letting an amused Y/N behind.

She started to dance to the beat of the song, closing her eyes. She can hear Jackie talking animatedly with someone, but she focused on the song and loosened it, dancing without worry. Until she felt someone behind her, making Y/N open her eyes and look to the person in question.

"Hey, I'm Jay." The muscular guy introduced himself with a flirty smirk.

Y/N swallowed, giving her a forced smile. "I'm Y/N."

Jay leaned a little on her, not too much but enough to let himself be heard by her. "Sorry if I bother you... But I can resist myself to introduce myself. You look beautiful, I think it is the best costume here." He complimented, laughing quietly while he leaned back again, sipping from his cup.

"Thanks. I love the Spice Girls." Y/N relaxed a little, thanking him. "You look great too, very popular on the other side."

"I know that there are a lot of them wearing it, but in my defence I don't care, actually. I just needed a costume." He said, shrugging and making Y/N laugh by his honesty. "Are you alone?" He asks, copying Y/N and starting dance, but with slow movements.

"No! I came with some friends." She replied, asking him the same. "Well, they are having fun." She comments when he points out where his friends are.

Jay chuckles. "They are. Sorry that I asked it... Are you a yellowjacket? Don't mind me, your face sounds to me, that's all."

"Yes, I was..." Y/N chuckles, sipping from her cup. "Good memories."

"And a good team. You all beat almost every match." He compliments her with a cheeky smile. "I don't understand the sport, but hey, I support every win."

Y/N laugh. "You aren't the first to say that."

"Everyone was crazy about you all, including myself." He leaned and whispered, putting an index finger on his lips, signaling that it is a secret.

The yellowjacket shakes her head with a smile. "I was too." She said too like a secret, making him laugh.

They talked more, finding out he was in the basketball team. It's nice to find other people from the same high school and criticise the teachers and some other stupid things. Then, Jackie came with a worried look on her eyes and leaning on her ear, she warned her about him.

"Why?" She looks at her, frowning.

Jackie sigh. "I don't trust him." She hides her face from him. "Something about him makes me feel nervous. Be careful." She warns her, walking back to where she was, thankfully near her.

Jay laughed confused. "Everything okay?" He asks kindly, seeing Y/N's expression.

"Yeah, she commented on something about a friend." She lied, giving him a lipped smile.

"Alright. I finished my drink, do you want to refill? I can go." He offered. Y/N look her cup and saw it is almost empty, so she nods. "I'll come back." He smiled at her and went to refill their cups.

Y/N get rid off what Jackie told her, the guy seems kind, at least what they talked. So she started to dance, singing the song quietly.

"Here you go!" He came back, moving in the air the cup in front of her when she opened her eyes.

"Thanks." She said, grabbing it and giving it a long sip, thirsty.

Minutes passed and they kept talking animatedly, but Y/N started to feel a little dizzy, taking a hand to her head and blinking repeatedly.

"Are you okay?" He asks, worried.

Y/N nods slow. "I think so..." Then, her legs give up and Jay wraps an arm around her hips, holding her. "Thanks, I don't know what happened."

Jay chuckles. "Don't worry. I can take you to a quiet place if you want or call some of your friends." He offers.

She thinks about it. She doesn't want to worry them, maybe it's momentarily and soon it will pass. "A quiet place, please." She murmurs, her tongue feeling heavy, just like her eyelids.

Y/N couldn't to think anymore at this time, she feels very tired and all her body heavy.

"I can take care of you..." It's the last thing she heard before her mind went blank.

•••

Her eyes move for the lines rapidly, her mouth moving repeating the words. She groans when she mistakes it with the same sentence, throwing the pencil on the book and leaning her back backwards.

She grabbed her coffee cup, now it's cold, and gives a sip. She heard a distant sound, making her frown and holding her breath to hear better, until she noticed it was the phone.

"Hello?" Shauna answered, looking at the clock on the wall.

"Shauna, you need to come here." Jackie said in a rush, the loud music was blasting. "It's Y/N." She said in a weak tone.

Shauna freezes, her heart stopping. "What happened to her?" She demands, her gaze turning dark.

"She was talking with a guy, I was close I promise! But then, Lottie called me to help her and when I came back she wasn't where she was. We searched for her but we didn't find her." She explains out of breath.

"Keep searching for her, I don't take too long to get there." Shauna said in a dark tone, hanging the phone and running to her bedroom, putting on her shoes and grabbing her keys.

She felt furious, driving to the house fastly. Her mind goes to a mile per hour, her breath shaking. Some tears escaped from her eyes, she repeated herself that maybe Y/N find with an old friend and they couldn't find her for that. Shauna closed the door with a loud slam, the music getting louder with every step she takes, seeing a small group on the entry.

"Where is she?" She demands them.

They all turned to look at the friend with worried and shaking expressions. "We split to search for her and meet here. We are waiting for Jackie." Lottie informed her carefully, hugging herself. Shauna could see tears on her cheeks.

Shauna didn't say anything, she just stepped in and soon was surrounded by a lot of bodies around her. She decides to go upstairs since the staircase is near the entry, sorting bodies in her way.

"Y/N!" She calls when she is there, ignoring the few people that look at her. "Y/N CAN YOU HEAR ME?"

"Shauna here!" It's not Y/N who answered, it's Jackie.

The brunette couldn't see her so she just walked the way that the voice came. She walked through a long hall and found that her blonde friend was in front of a lock door, banging on it and with a hand on the knob.

"Is she there?" Shauna asks, hope on her eyes.

Jackie looks at her. "I think she is here. It doesn't make sense it's the only door locked." She muttered, banging on the door once again.

"Move." Shauna ordered, pushing her softly aside.

"What would you do?" Jackie asks from behind, her question answers the moment Shauna strongly kicks the door with her foot, the door opens with a loud sound.

Then, they step in the room illuminated by a dim light. Shauna stopped on her tracks when saw a guy jumping out of the bed, naked.

"It's locked for something! Do you know what intimacy means?" He asks in a rhetorical way, pointing with his hand at them indicating to go out.

Shauna's jaw clenched when saw the person laying on the bed, half naked and clearly unconscious. She could hear how Jackie gasped when stepped next to her.

"OUT!" He yells. However he went back when saw Shauna's eyes.

The brunette walks in a slow motion, letting him trapped between the window and the broken door. Shauna wasn't thinking anymore and pushed him hard, he flew out the window screaming.

"SHAUNA!" Jackie calls surprise.

But Shauna went towards the bed, with shaking hands covering Y/N's body. "I need you here, Jackie." She calls for her friend without looking.

The blonde takes a while to go there, her movements coming to a halt when saw Shauna's face. "Shauna."

"No now Jackie." Shauna said in a harsh tone.

"Your eyes." The hazel eyed girl said in a low voice, clearing her throat and helping her to put on the underwear to Y/N.

Shauna blinked a few times, trying to calm herself. "I'm going to wake her up." She informs Jackie, this time looking at her frightened friend.

The blonde nods confused, but didn't say anything. She saw how Shauna looks Y/N and raising her right hand in front of her face, a misty red light come out from her fingers. Jackie opened her mouth, speechless.

Soon, Y/N opened her eyes slowly and looking around her confused. "Where am I?"

Shauna put down her hand, a weak smile on her face. "With me and Jackie."

Y/N looks at her girlfriend still with the same confusion. "What are you doing here?" She asks in a hoarse voice.

But before Shauna could reply, footsteps were heard. "WHAT THE FUCK!" Natalie said once she is in. She looks pallid, more if that is possible. Behind them started to approach their other friends.

"What happened?" Y/N asks really confuse. She took a hand to her head, her vision getting better than last time she remembers.

Shauna looks at her friend, Jackie who was looking at the wall in front of her with a hurt expression and then, Shauna looks at Y/N. "What is the last thing you remember?" She asks softly, her hand grabbing the one laying by her side.

Y/N makes a thinking face. "I was with Jay, he brought me a drink and started to talk again, then I started to feel awful." She said, her eyes on the ceiling and trying to remember more.

"I take you with me." Shauna states in a sweet smile, offering her hands at her while she stands up. She can feel their gaze on her, but Shauna prefers tell Y/N what happened alone. "We can watch your favourite film and I'll do chocolate, how does that sound?"

"It's a tentative offer...," her eyes fell on her friends, a guilty expression on her face. "Is it okay if I go with Shauna? I don't feel very good. We can meet up tomorrow! Lottie's house and I will cook, how does that sound?" She knew that her friends couldn't be mad at her, and less with her culinary qualities.

They all look between them and force smiles, they tell her that it is okay. "I could stay with Lottie tonight." Jackie says, removing strands of hair from Y/N's face.

Y/N isn't a fool, not when Jackie didn't know how to lie and her friends is acting weirdly. "Alright, you all are acting weird. Spill it out." She leaned forward on the bed and crossed her arms about her chest, her eyes fixed on Jackie.

However the blonde avoided her gaze, looking everywhere and opened when saw the red colour on Y/N's thigh and part of the white costume. Y/N noticed the way of her eyes opening when they fall on the bed, so she follows her gaze and imitate her.

Why did she have blood on her leg? And clothes?

"Let's go." Shauna rushed her, not waiting and uncrossing Y/N's arms she grabbed her hand and help her to stand up.

"Wait, Shau-." Y/N couldn't finish because Shauna drag her out, the grip on her hand tightening.

They stepped downstairs, the music was turned off and the people were crowding on the entry, chatting quietly between them. Shauna pushed them with apologies. With teary eyes, holding the anger plus the image she just watched a few moments, Shauna wanted to scream.

Y/N gasped when saw the body in the middle of the road. Some people were around them, a piece of clothes covering part of their body. Y/N held her breath when she recognised the face, pushing Shauna's hand repeatedly towards hers.

"I know him." She whispers when Shauna is obliged to stop.

Shauna's jaw tightened more, her doe eyes avoiding to look too much at him. "He doesn't matter." She spat, codly.

"Shauna!" Y/N scold her. "You don't know him. He took care of me."

Shauna bit her lip hard, an ironic smile approaching on her face. "That piece of shit almost rape you." She lowly hissed, her hardened eyes softening the moment she saw Y/N's face.

"YOU! YOU WAS WITH HIM. WHAT HAPPENED!?" A guy came towards them, his slender finder pointing Y/N with an accusatory tone.

Shauna put herself in front of Y/N. "She didn't do anything. I did." She said calmly, challenging him with her eyes. A chorus of gaps were heard. The brunette could hear Y/N calling her in a whisper.

"AND YOU ARE SO FUCKING CALM!" He shouted, approaching her threatening.

"I defend my girlfriend for being rape by him. It could be worse." Shauna said, her emotions are coming out and without restrict anymore, she let them freely. "I would kill him if that happened." She walked towards him and whispered only to him to listen.

He pallid, seeing the brown of her eyes vanishing and changing to a red colour. He backed up, a scary expression replaced his sceptical one. But Shauna steps towards him, grabbing his collar with a hand and approaching his face in front of her.

"The police are coming. I suggest you cover the story, because if I talk I would say the truth. But you don't want that, right?" She asks ironically, her red eyes fixing on his face. "You all don't want them to know the game you have... Because it's not the first time, isn't it?" Shauna paused, and didn't speak again until he nodded with his head weakly. "Then, explain to them why he is naked." She just said, pushing him to the floor with force.

She walks back towards Y/N and gently, she holds her hand again. Y/N noticed the difference immediately on her girlfriend, even if Shauna is giving her the same love, affection and tenderness on her brown orbs, it's not only the change of colour. It's all her demeanor.

"What did y-you do?" Y/N asks in a thread of voice, some tears falling from her eyes.

It's like a stab to Shauna heard Y/N's words. She licked her lips, bringing both hands to her cheeks and wiping the tears. "Anything that makes you in danger. I'll do it again, baby. You..." Shauna let out a sigh, feeling the air stuck on her lungs. "I need to do it." She finishes to say in a low voice, letting go of her face and looking down.

"Take me home." Y/N said in shock, grabbing her hand now and leading her away from the commotion.

•••

Shauna opened the front door and let Y/N to enter first, going behind her and closing the door. She noticed she let the lights on, everything like it was before.

"Do you want something?" Shauna asks to watch her quit off the heels on the couch.

Y/N shakes her head, heavy eyes and her heart pounding. She stands up again to pull off the dress, trying to unzip but failing because she can't reach it. She huffed.

"Let me help you." Shauna said quietly, stepping towards her and replacing her hand with hers, pulling it off. "Now, you can pull it off." She said moving aside, sitting on the armrest.

"I'm going to take a quick shower, if that's okay." Y/N says, letting the dress on the floor and walking with quick steps towards the bathroom.

Shauna gazes at her until she disappears in the bathroom. She sighs and looks at the dress laying on the floor, seeing the red mark in a side of it. She leans down and grabs it, a firm grip on it while she goes to the kitchen, not knowing very well what to do. Well, she knows, but she didn't know what Y/N wants to do, so Shauna let it in the washing machine.

Walking towards her bedroom while pulling off the jacket and shoes, letting her on her flannel and sweatpants, she sits down on the chair, a blank expression looking at the notebook in front of her.

A tap on her shoulder woke her up, blinking and looking at the side. Y/N points at her, not talking. Shauna frowns until she points her again and follows the finger. She pulls off the flannel and tends it at Y/N, her heart hammering on her chest like every time she asked at her to wear the piece of clothes.

"Can you come, please?" Y/N said once she is the bed, her voice muffle by bed sheets.

Shauna stood up and crawled the bed, laying when she reached her side. She wraps her arms around her body the moment Y/N lays her head on her chest.

"How are you?" Shauna says in a soft tone, removing the hair on Y/N's face.

A few moments of silence passed before Y/N talk. "Jackie warned me about him... But I didn't listen. I thought she exaggerated, he seems like a good guy..." She trailed off, snuggling her face into Shauna's neck.

She can feel the wetness on her cheeks. "Don't blame yourself. In a million years you couldn't imagine what he truly intentions are."

"T-Thank you Shauna..." Y/N said between sobs, hugging her closer. Shauna's heart shattered seeing her like this. "If you don't come sooner..."

"Hey! I did. You are safe now." Shauna whispered, kissing her head lovingly. "I can help calm your mind..." Shauna says a little shy, bringing her power for the first time.

Y/N raised her head slowly, puffy and bloodshot eyes looking at her confused. "H-How?"

Shauna swallowed and put a hand in the air, a red light running between her fingers. "I wouldn't hurt you, it only makes you relax and forget, momentarily. Only if you want." She explains.

"I have a lot of questions." Y/N said, her eyes fixing on the hand in the air until Shauna put it down. "But you are so weird that it didn't surprise me you have powers." She murmurs, a small smile playing on her lips when saw the look on Shauna's.

The brunette gave her a fake stern look, inside she is a little content to see a smile right now, even if she is the teased one.

"I could answer them when you want." Shauna said sincerely, removing a strand of hair from Y/N's forehead.

Y/N hummed. "Okay. Help me, please."

"I love you." Shauna said before Y/N close her eyes, a tiny smile on her chapped lips.

"Love you more, Shaunie." She pecked her lips and nod with her head, soon her breath became slow with her features relaxed.

#yellowjackets #yellowjackets imagine #shauna shipman #shauna shipman x reader

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specialagentlokitty · 10 months

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9th doctor x reader - learn to trust again

TW: abusive ex

You knocked on the door to the flat above yours and you walked inside.

“It’s just me!” You called.

Closing the door behind you, you stuffed your hands into the pocket of your jacket and you wondered over to the living room to find Rose, the doctor and Jackie all sitting down watching TV.

“I swear you’re beginning to live here more than Rose.” Jackie said.

You smiled a little bit and you sat down on the arm of the chair next to your best friends mum, and she looked up at you.

“Is everything alright love?” She asked.

“Yeah, everything’s great.” You smiled.

She narrowed her eyes a little and you turned your attention to the Tv, burying your nose in the fabric of your jacket.

“Are you staying?” Rose asked.

“Nah got to get back soon, start dinner.”

Rose nodded her head and she glanced at you before looking back at the Tv.

There was a knock on the door and Rose got up to answer it, and you froze slightly when you heard the voice.

“(Y/N) here?” The man asked.

“Haven’t seen her since last week.” Rose said.

“Right.”

There a few seconds of silence until the door closed, and Rose came padding back inside and she gestured for you to go to the kitchen so you did.

She closed the little window, and she closed the door and turned around to look at you.

“When did he start coming back?” She whispered.

“When you and the doctor vanished for a year. Comes by a few times a week, hasn’t seen me yet.”

“You need to tell someone.”

“Who Rose? The police are bloody useless, and every time I move he somehow finds me!” You hissed.

“He’s dangerous!”

You ran a hand down your face and you looked at you.

“You don’t think I know that? I’m stuck Rose, I’m blood 23 and I’m stuck…”

Rose sighed a little bit and she looked to the door then back to you.

“Then come travelling with me and the doctor, I can talk him round and you won’t have to worry about Richard finding you.”

“Look I know you don’t trust anyone, but I know you trust me and mum. So, come with us, please? At least for a little while?”

You glanced down at your feet.

“I can’t live that life you live.”

“You won’t have to leave the TARDIS I promise.”

You looked at her and debated your options, you couldn’t keep hiding out in your flat, and you couldn’t keep getting other people to do things for you.

You were scared knowing you could run into Richard at any moment, but the thought of going away with Rose and the doctor.

A man who you had only had a few conversations with was even worse.

“Just one trip? Please. I hate seeing you like this (Y/N), you’re my best friend, and I just don’t know how to help you.”

You took your phone your pocket as it began to ring again.

“Alright… but I.. I don’t want to go near him..”

“You won’t have to I promise.”

She smiled and after pleading with the doctor for almost half an hour he agreed to let you come with them both of them.

And you didn’t dare leave the TARDIS, you stayed on the other side to the doctor, and after a few small trips with them he began to pick up on this.

He took you all somewhere else, and before he left, he turned around to face you, giving you a charming smile.

“Come on.”

“No thank you..” you whispered.

“You’ve been travelling with us on and off for months and you’ve haven’t stepped foot out of the TARDIS, don’t you want to explore, see space?”

You shrugged a little and he frowned, glancing at Rose who was waiting outside.

“Just one step?”

He held out his hand smiling at you, and you sat down where you were standing, leaning back against the walls of the TARDIS.

“I’d rather stay…”

The doctor sighed and nodded his head and left, and he looked at Rose.

“Does (Y/N) hate me or something?” He asked.

“No why?”

“Well, they never come out of the TARDIS then?”

Rose glanced at the doctor.

“They hardly say two words to me.”

“They just don’t want to come outside that’s all.”

The doctor looked at Rose and narrowed his eyes a little bit.

“What do you know that I don’t?”

“Nothing.” She shrugged.

She knew the doctor was getting suspicious, and although she wasn’t going to say anything about what was going on, she couldn’t be sure he wasn’t going to pry.

Because that’s that he did, he pried into this sort of stuff.

And after they finished on this planet the doctor took you all back to earth and you all stepped outside.

“Do you smell chips?” The doctor beamed.

“Oh we have to get some, are you coming (Y/N)?”

Rose turned to look at you and you had already walked away and she sighed a little bit.

“I’ll find them later.”

The doctor looked around, trying to figure out which way you went, but he couldn’t find you anywhere.

You wondered down the streets, heading back to your flat, and when you got upstairs you immediately went in and locked the door.

Getting a shower, you began to clean the dust of everything, and started with washing your bedding and putting new ones on.

It wasn’t long until you heard a noise at your door, and before you could react your door was kicked open.

You stood up and turned to the door and backed away slowly.

“Richard…”

“Knew you’d come back eventually.” He smirked.

He swung the door closed the best it would, and he stalked over to you despite you trying to get away you couldn’t.

“I’ve had enough of your little game!” He hissed.

He punched you in the face, and you fell over your coffee table as you looked up at him in fear.

Rose had encountered her mum shopping, and after standing awkwardly with them for a short while, he decided to leave.

So, without a word he slipped away, heading back to his TARDIS but another idea came to mind.

He headed to the building that you and rose lived in, and he looked at all the floors.

Yes, he’d known you for a while, but he wasn’t actually sure what floor you lived on.

“The floor below ours.” Rose said.

The doctor looked at her and Jackie.

“We had a feeling you’d come back here, they live directly below us, but wait for Rose will you.”

Jackie sighed.

The doctor nodded and walked up with them, and he made his way down the hallway, aiming to wait by your door.

And something didn’t feel right, so he began to walk a little fast and he nearly walked right past your door and he stopped.

Looking at it he walked over and gently pushed it open.

He heard someone in the kitchen, so he walked over, and he found a man stood in the kitchen with moody knuckles as he made himself a drink.

“You don’t live here.” The doctor said.

“I do, but you certainly don’t so I suggest you get out if you know what’s good for you.” Richard snapped.

The doctor heard another noise, and he began to investigate, and he found you sitting against the wall, wiping some blood from your face on the back of your hand.

“(Y/N)…”

You snapped your head up to the doctor in fear.

“You did this?” The doctor growled at Richard.

“They wouldn’t listen.”

The doctor stormed forward and grabbed Richard by the collar of his shirt and slammed him into the wall, the cup dropping and breaking on the ground.

“So that excuses you beating them half to death?!” The doctor yelled.

“You don’t know nothing!” Richard yelled back.

“I know that I should damn well throw you out this window, no one will miss you..” the doctor snarled.

Richard smirked a little.

“Do it and they’ll arrest and leave you to rot in a cell. Trust me, they ain’t worth the jail time.”

“They’re worth a lot more than you give them credit for..”

The doctor pulled Richard towards the door and tossed him out of it, and Richard waltzed back in.

“Your choice.”

Pulling his arm back, the doctor swung and punched Richard in the face, and when Richard fell to the ground unconscious he peaked his head out of the hallway to see your neighbour looking.

“Call the police will you, this man just beat the tenant of this flat half to death, thanks.”

The doctor stepped back inside and he walked into the living room where you were picking up bits of the broken table.

“Woah, hey easy there.”

He reached out and you flinched back.

“Sorry, sorry.”

He moved back and he stared at you unsure how to help you or what to do.

“Here sit down, I’ll do that.”

You glanced at him and walked into the kitchen to sit at the table while he tidied up the mess, and you watched some blood just trio on the wooden dining table.

The doctor walked in and carefully walked around you to put some things in the bin, and he turned around to face you.

“Do you.. mind if I take a look..?” He asked softly.

You didn’t reply and he nodded, swallowing the lump in his throat.

“This is why you wouldn’t come out, or come near me, isn’t it? You’re scared.”

You nodded a little bit.

“I want you to know, that I would never hurt you, okay? I’m nothing like that man, in fact, nobody as like that man.”

He dug through your cupboards until he found a dry dish cloth and he carefully set it on the table next to you before you moved away.

But instead of using it to place over your nose you just cleaned the table.

And his hearts broke, both of them.

“The table doesn’t matter (Y/N), you do. Rose and Jackie will be down soon, if you want let me help you then let one of them help you.”

“No!”

You looked at him.

“Please they can’t.. you can’t let them see me like this..”

“Either way they’re going to come down, I can’t stop them.”

You quickly stood up and you grabbed your jacket and you looked At Robert by the door.

“Alrighty, okay, hold on a second.”

He moved Robert so you could go through and he gave you his key to the TARDIS and set it on the cabinet by the door.

“Wait there, I’ll handle this.”

You rushed away, and he just had to pray that you would in fact go to the TARDIS.

And after a lot of reassuring Rose and Jackie that you were okay, and talking to the police on your behalf and telling them if he saw you he’d get you to see them, he could leave.

He slipped outside and rushed to the blue box, and he stepped inside and looked around, letting out a heavy sigh when he didn’t see you.

He stepped inside and close the door, and wondered up to the console only to stop and looked at your shoes.

Carefully walking around, he sat on the steps in front of you, resting his arms on his legs.

“They’re worried about you.”

“Called and said I was at a friends…”

He nodded his head, and he looked away before looking at you.

“Can I.. can I walk you somewhere?” He asked.

You shook your head and you wrapped your arms around your legs and you looked away.

“I.. I don’t know where to go..”

“You don’t have to go anywhere.”

You turned back to look at him.

The doctor offered you a gentle smile.

“You can stay here for a while, as long as you need, though the police do want to talk to you, but you can stay in here.”

“Why..?”

The doctor sighed a little bit, and he moved from the stairs, sitting in the floor with you.

“Because I know you don’t trust me, and you don’t really have much of a reason to trust me, but I want you to know that you’re okay here, nobody will hurt you while I’m around.”

You looked away, and he smiled a little bit at you.

“We’ll sit here for as long as you want to, but we really should get you cleaned up and make sure nothing wrong or worse.”

“You won’t tell them.. right..?”

“Not unless you ask me to.”

You nodded a bit, and you carried on sitting there for another hour before you took a small breath.

You turned around head to glance at the doctor before you looked away.

Reaching into your pocket, you pulled out your band card and you set it next to him with a small groan of pain.

“What’s this for?”

You gestured to your face and he smiled, handing the bank card back he came back with a medical box and he shook it a little bit before he sat back down and handed it over to you.

You began cleaning your face, but you soon stopped when the pain got a little bit too much.

You took a small breath and rested your head back, and the doctor looked at you from where he was laid on the stairs.

You carried on again, and he just quietly watched you, and he carefully studied the small cuts along your face and he was furious.

But he’d done all he could do, all he could do now was try and get you to trust him so he could help you through this, and make the healing process a little easier.

You glanced at the doctor and looked away as you carried on cleaning your face.

“He was my ex…”

The doctor sat up a little bit.

“How long has this been happening for?”

“Few years…”

He nodded his head a little bit.

“I promise you, I’m going to show you that you can trust people or I guess in my case aliens.” He smiled.

You didn’t smile or laugh, but he did look at him before looking away, and he sighed to himself.

You’d been hurt so much you couldn’t trust anybody aside from your best friend and her mum, you were scared of everything and the doctor wondered if he could ever help with that

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