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soulemissary · 2 years

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my sheer inability to keep track of time lately has been bothering me though bc i only keep track of time when i'm somewhat in my own head which means that whenever the days start passing by fast i can't talk to [REDACTED]

#wandertext ♡#and then i'll realize randomly that ive had radio silence and be pouty about it. thats the only nice thing abt this time of year #that and the fact that i can somewhat enjoy it this year due to 1. not being awkwardly inserted into other ppls families #and 2. not being in mental crisis!#i am in a state of general distrust about it since it is not yet december but last two years were really bad so the bar's set low #turned into a robot last year and 2020 well. Well!#things have gotten better in a lot of ways. period of reflection #i remember very. very little of this year. mostly because it was unremarkable.#i worked for almost none of it and spent half of it in a state of near daily fear for my and my family's safety so. unremarkable #but we're getting close to the point where we'll have a rest from all the constant scrambling and panic and other things.#and if anything goes horribly wrong we have the means to get out. not cleanly but that is not important #it seems vitally important to me to actually estimate the 'get the fuck out' cost and ensure i have it at all times #unremarkable year. unremarkable place. unremarkable life #repetition #something to flip over and forget about. we will not live like this again and that is what matters.#how did me talking about norton turn into this i wasnt paying attention

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