“Kindness... That’s something not everyone has, but I believe there is goodness in everyone’s heart.” 

200+ Followers... Which might include some ancient blogs from 3+ years ago that are inactive, cries. Either way, no matter if people forgot to unfollow me, stopped coming back to that specific RP blog, or honestly followed me because they... wanted to follow me, I really want to thank you all for sticking with this Deuce I’ve created. (Or maybe this might serve as a reminder to unfollow me, rofl. Understandable as how surreal and random this can be!)

SO, a little background about this Deuce! (You may all skip this horrendous essay so you can pat yourself on the back for being an awesome RPer, bless your heart and soul.) 

I actually started RPing as her back in 2012. It sprouted in the Twitter platform after some encouragement from my friends. It kicked off till... around 2013 (I think?) when I got serious in RPing the cutie pie. I doubt many would know about it, but this @fftype0deuce is where it all began. As you can tell, I don’t even know how to role play on Tumblr at that time, lol. She really went through changes over the years... and I’m hoping it’s for the best. 

No matter who I run to RP... I’ve always returned back to this account. From my first RP account outside of Final Fantasy (Mary from Shikkoku no Sharnoth @maryclarissachristiekitty-blog ) to a fandom I have literally no idea what I’m getting myself into (Admiral OC from Kantai Collection @admiralyoriemiko ), I’ve always run back to Deuce. An obsession? Perhaps. Passion? Well, I’m not sure. Maybe... I’m not the best Deuce RPer as I’ve seen plenty who role play her 20000000x better than me over the years. However, I can at least say I contributed to some part of the community by RPing as this character just like everyone with their muse(s)! I think...

Enough about my blabbers, FINALLY, the one you’ve all been waiting for...

FRIENDS

@fallen-saint / @invictus-classemque

Honestly, I’m grateful that we got to RP on here, Nomad! Truly, I want to thank you for giving my muse a chance, even if it does seem unlikely for our muses to interact with one another. Insert incoherent yelling here????!!? A Fate series mixed with a Final Fantasy title, let alone one that not many knew about? It seems impossible, but we made it work, especially you! You’re an awesome person and I have a feeling that no matter who I role play as... until the time comes to where I put the towel down, you’ll always give me a chance. So thank you for being so open-minded. I also want to thank you for being a good friend. ;-; Seriously, you’re one of those few RPers I would not hesitate to drop and run over if you need help or anything. (Or fanboy & fangirl together, hAH) To others, I recommend following this guy! He RPs Jeanne Alter and does an awesomesauce interpretation of her. Just a;lskdjf;lakjsf QUALITY A++ NICE MUN NICE PERSON OVERALL CRIES

@fudcshin / @ofortitudo

BAEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, you are so awesome, awesome is literally an understatement. (and yer of course one of the only people that I can comfortable squeal and fangirl with omg) I’m really happy that you are willing to RP with me since the first day we’ve interacted all the way to present time! Bruh, 3+ years. a;skjfd;akjsf TIME FLIES WHERE IS OUR YOUTH??? I’m so excited to RP Type-0 stuff with you, especially when I returned to my homey account from Kantai Collection, rofl. You’re also a sweet person that, frankly, should get a big giant hug and sweets and-- u r just awesomesauce, ok? But seriously, you’re someone that not only RP amazing stuff, but you really followed me wherever I went. I cry. I CRY BECAUSE YOU ARE SO SWEET AND LOYAL, IT HURTS :A; <3 You’ll always be in my hearto as a good friendo, doki doki ;u; ;akjsd;lfkja

@culpritouswildcat

I swear to god, time flew by FASTER THAN AN AIRPLANE JESUS CHRIST-- anyway, seriously, you’re one of the few old RPers that are willing to remain as my RP partner from years ago (LOL 3 YEARS OR SOMETHING??? TIME FLIES) and it just brings tears to my eyes and my heart going doki doki. You’re an awesome RPer and I really REALLY LOVE your writing style, gosh. (No exaggeration) I find it funny that we first interacted through your Dlanor account and eventually shifted to this lovable wildcat... what a transition! Either way, thank you for giving my account a chance once again! I hope we can RP together more so into the future! ;; <3 (P.S. Gimme that Nitocris)

@inkstainedjade

omg, gurl, u r like the precious diamond in the sand. SO PRECIOUS. I’m seriously glad we met and you’re so nice, it makes my heart go doki doki. I mean, you are the all time Divine Sadist and Harem Queen??? That even Lucifer would bless your Holy existence into one of pure gold??? Simply AMAZING <3 But jokes aside, seriously, even though you are going through some hardships (sounds like an understatement sob), you really trudge through with your optimistic personality to others! It breaks my heart, CRIES. Just know that I’m always here for you ! Plus, you RP on a godLY LEVEL like jesus christ, I know we just interacted a bit in one thread and a;lskjdf;lkajsf plan some amazing plots and relationship between your muse and mine, but you’re so cool ;; To be frank, when you first followed me, I almost died because you know, how can this RPer who details her OC so well follow someone like me? I am a mere peasant. Love ya lots bae and let’s continue our friendship! 

@queen-yggdrasil

Man, you are one loyal RPer and I’m so glad we interacted with each other! For you to be open to whatever muse I have and not be afraid to try something, that's pretty awesome! ( Not to mention we over analyze and complain about everything, we are PROS, rofl!) Living in the same state, I’m almost amazed that we’ve constantly missed each other?! We’ll definitely hit each other up in person one day! But seriously, thank YOU for being such a great RPer, cRIES. Even if we don’t RP, I really enjoy seeing you on my dashboard! 

@notavampirehere

Onii-sama! <3 Ever since we first met when I was exploring the RP zone, you really stuck with me till the end... Dang, you’re honestly the only person that I can admit that stayed with me from the very beginning. I’m a little shocked that you’re too kind and sweet to keep in contact with me on a daily basis no matter if I reply or not with a;lksjdf;lajsf adorable messages that make my heart scream in glee. Thank you for being who you are! Always remember that I’m here for you no matter what! <3 And seriously, you’re someone precious to me in my heart. ;A; <3 aHHHHHHHH -huggies-

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THANK YOU FOR BEING AWESOME! 

She was annoyed at how very gentle he was, pressing herself closer with aggression and fire backing up each and every move she found the bravery to make. Where he smiled past the kisses she took the affair very seriously, eyes closed and brow furrowed in concentration as her fingers curled around and hence tugged at his shirt trying to get him to move closer to her although the space for such a move did not truly exist. Everything they were here and now intertwined around each other was a testament to what they were apart: he was cheerful in spite of what had happened and she was less than and demanding but still managed to muster a smile.

Reluctance to let go took over her as he pulled away from her kiss, a sudden fear that should her teeth cease grazing his bottom lip in the way they did he would tell her it was a mistake and that she was too bold. Worse yet, he’d tell her she was no Seven. She was guilty of it herself, sizing him up against Ryid even as they kissed but she feared it when it came to listing her against another. He loved Seven and she knew it, despite how she protested the relationship all while it happened he was helpless in her hands and now that he’d tumbled out of her grip he was helpless on the floor and she was down here with him bearing the weight of his standards for her (beautiful, more mature, and most importantly smarter). She was frustrated and scared and his words were a mere buzz to her. With eyes laid intently on his lips she got the jist of what it was he was saying; comforting but not enough. 

She’d lost her voice to the nervousness that bubbled in her stomach and made her head fuzzy and light. She’d thought about bypassing what he’d said, ignoring it completely and going back in for more. She’d thought about picking herself up from his lap and leaving to return to the chatty crowd of people who would and had just as soon left him. She’d thought about crying. 

“I-    ,“ A stuttered response as she tried to compose herself for both their sakes. None of the options that’d crossed her fervent mind seemed enough. She didn’t even know what exactly it was she meant by enough, but none of it was what she wanted to do. Was there anything she wanted? He’d wanted to kiss her. She’d obviously wanted to kiss him when she’d asked but that moment had passed and with something akin to a glare she was staring him down with an ironclad white knuckle grip on his shirt with no wants or to do’s on her mind. She was never one to reflect on what she wanted to do before she did it but he’d left her with nothing but thought as she tried to piece together what it was she needed from him. He’d made a blank slate of her and she wasn’t sure where to go from there. 

She could not waste anymore time in this frozen state; staring him down, the only movement managed being the twitch of her brow as she so obviously tried to make sense of the situation at hand. So she did what any reasonable Zero would have done. With the grip she’d secured on his shirt she slammed her weight forward and his weight down pinning him to the floor and throwing on leg, still tingling from where his finger had lingered on her thigh only moments before, over his torso so she might regain control of him, herself, and the situation. Her stare was just as intense as ever, perhaps a touch more scolding now that she was on top of him but still one hand unfurled from the death grip she had on him to slide the back of her hand down his cheek, something that in any other circumstance could be considered lovingly.

“We shouldn’t have.” She said, her control of the language suddenly stronger than it had been post kiss. She’d more or less recovered from her stupor but the panic was still in her eyes as she furiously searched his face for clearly written answers as to why they shouldn’t have done what they had done. Perhaps even that hesitation was too telling, suddenly aware of how intimately he knew her. “...And we’re not gonna.” She was slower to state this fact but still it came out of her mouth. “It...it wasn’t the same. So we can’t.” She could have read off a list of reasons of she so pleased: he was too soft with her, he was too close, it was too much. All were true. But she did not. She did not list his flaws instead her sharp look turned to something soft, looking for hurt in his eyes. “We...shouldn’t have.” It was softer this time, more apologetic. A question.

@helmdivide replied to your post:Pines for things to do here.

SCOOPS U DRAMATICALLY ONTO MY SHOULDERS

SCREAMS?!

helmdivide replied to your post:"WOULD YOU LIKE TO PLAY THE TRIANGLE!"

BECAUSE IM IN A BAND AND WE NEED SOMEONE ON TRIANGLE AND YOU TOTALLY HAVE THAT SOFT GRUNGE LOOK TO DO IT!

“...What the hell do you mean by soft grunge?”

caCKLES M Y URL!!!!! T W I N S

     She stumbled into the room and when she stumbled she fluttered because she’d made something so ungraceful so common it had it’s own charms about it. “Jakku?” It was cautious. He’d left class rather abruptly. More concerning he’d left her side rather abruptly. Her fingers were intertwined in his and her hip rested against him before he tore away and stomped out in a way that did not match his usual gait. She fluttered just like he fluttered. But he did not flutter this time. She offered a glance at who she assumed to be the reason before she left, daggers under the facade of ditzy, seven ate nine ate Jack’s heart, and that tiny wage of war with only green eyes and malcontent was the only reason for the delay between being at his door and not.

“Jakk-u?” Head canted but she was diligent in her want to stay soft for him as she knocked with the grace of a girl not gifted with super strength. And she took those manners into the second, even the third before she threw open the door on him. “Jakku? What happened?”

helmdivide replied to your post:┼

//watching porn is so accurate tho lbr

I don’t need u corrupting Deuce ok jakku?

....but maybe sora can walk in on that--

spoopy matching icons for u and ur bae

helmdivide

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"That uniform you're wearing that must mean you friends with Nine, Seven, Sice, and Queen, right?"

   Burials were such a funny thing when you were doing the burying. Burials were such a funny thing when you’d witnessed the murder. She fancied her beauty was something special; genetic and therefore unattainable. Burials were funny when the girl looked just like you. She never thought having a spat would lead to murder and she never thought she’d walk in on that murder and she never thought she’d be covering up that murder. He’d tried to make it look like she slipped on a banana peel because he was an idiot. But a murderous one, apparently. She never would have guessed from that smile he always wore, she never would have guessed even though she grew up with this boy. That smile thought death by banana peel was acceptable and she did not. Perhaps she deserved this having married him for lack of options. Burials were funny when you could be next. So funny she had a certain sort of ease about her as she twirled the shovel right side wrong putting it back in the garage where she’d taken it from. “♫ My husband kills girls who lOOOOOOk like me...a-and...I’m hiding the bodies. I DON’T KNOW WHY! Five foot three just like ME! Red hair, dead hair. ♫ ”

Perhaps if she wasn’t careful (she wasn’t) she would have carried the tune into the house. But as she entered  she silenced her song not unlike a canary whose cage had just been draped over by a big murderous blanket and instead opted to beckon him. “BENJI?” No response and she wandered further in blind and not unaware of the parallels ran adjacent to the great scheme of things. “OI! Benny!”

Her disheveled appearance after hours of digging was likely taken with just as much surprise as she took to the neighbors lounging in the backyard with him. There was a moment of awe as she scanned the faces in front of them and slowly did her eyes wander to the more familiar. To him who she complained of, to him who murdered for her she spoke simplicity: “...Hullo.”

I will do a lot of things, but admitting to my mum that I’m cold after she told me to bring a jacket isn’t one of them.

"Ehh I dunno - mother doesn’t seem to be bothered by that sort of thing. Anyway, you can just whine to one of us and someone will warm you up!"

✫

Why you began RPing.

Truth is, I was a super lonely potato who didn’t have any friends who liked to talk about video games and things like that, and one day while I was looking through the tags of tumblr I saw an ad for a rp group that opened a long long time ago. I decided just to give it a shot because I loved writing but I never got a place to test it out, and it had to do with video game characters so I figured I’d have some people to hang out with to talk about video games and all that nerdy stuff with. 

I never expected it to take me to where I am now… Some of my best friends have come from this and I’m super thankful

ENOUGH OF THAT DUMB SENTIMENTAL STUFF EW GROSS BYE

( text ) : let’s play another game of whose boxers are hanging on my fence

[text]; Judging by the chocobo print, I’m going to take a wild guess and say Ace but Kunagiri’s name is up there too.[text]; AND BEFORE YOU QUESTION HOW I KNOW THIS, IT’S BECAUSE I HAPPENED TO OVERHEAR THOSE TWO DISCUSSING IT.[text]; Something about a gag gift from Izana.