the beauty that is luke shaw

Hello there, been stalking you for quite a while :) I‘d like to use this to quickly mention one thing. You ABSOLUTELY got me into pet play and I really, really REALLY despise FCKING LOVE you for it. I think the first fic I came across from you was the Trucker Simon one (still regularly go back to read it ngl). Then I read one of your PetPlay fics and my face LITERALLY went: 😮😲😐🫤🤔🫣😩🤭, so, again, thank you for your service <3

For the Truth or Dare game, 🦋🪐 please <3 No fr now, jokes aside, felt like I had a hard time to find people who have an equal amount of love for super dark fics, thank you for creating such an amazing space <3 All blessings out to you, stay hydrated

LMFAO trucker!simon is like my worst fic to start with because it's the only one so far with 0 pet play but im so so glad you enjoyed it!! i had a fun time writing that one. also every time someone says they like pet play because of my writing 10 years gets added to my life, so thank you for that <3

im so glad you enjoy my darker stuff!!! i know it can be annoying to try and find people online who write dark content in the (for lack of a better word) "right" way, and it's suuuch a good feeling when you find someone who does. glad i can be that person for you!

🦋 ⇢ share something that has been on your heart and mind lately 

i can't stop thinking about palestine and the genocide happening in gaza. i've picked up a couple nonfiction books, read articles online and excerpts from other books, and i just can't stop thinking about how my country (america) could almost single-handedly stop what's happening, and yet we don't. i don't think i've ever seen a divide between Government and People so clear

🪐 ⇢ name three good things going on in your life right now

this blog, first off. never thought i'd actually get followers or mutuals (who i talk to! what!) by posting online. then probably the way that i can start seeing a pretty clear path for my future, when even a couple months ago i had no idea what i wanted to do with my life (or how to do it). and then third Hannibal lol, it's always fun to find a new thing to be a little Too Into

hihi!! this is my first time writing an ask to anyone on tumblr you dont need to make a reply to this because this is just things i want to say to you theres this song called mascara by deftones that i came across on tiktok, and theres this one part that goes "you're married... to me." right before the beat drops and the way i literally GASPED because it reminded me of your fic and naoya and y/ns marriage 😭pls give it a listen if you have the time! its good i swear also even though im sure youve received a lot of compliments before, i just want to... genuinely thank you for just existing. youre such a wonderful person, in every one of your posts and replies youre so nice and understanding, and youre the most dedicated writer ive ever seen online. youve really made me so so happy with your writing and fic, and i just want you to know how amazing you are. thank you thank you thank you! i dont even realize when but my life went from "just got to make it to friday" to "just got to make it to the next first it hurts update" LOL anyway i hope everything in life goes well for you. once again, thank you. know that there are always people out there that appreciate you and love you!

Hello!!!

First of all, thank you so much for your lovely words!! Like I still can't believe that after so many chapters after starting my story, I'd be getting the support I've had 😭❤️ and you,,,, ghjagjhagjhagka you saying those wonderful things about me just make it even harder to believe!

🥺 I'm a bit teary eyed, ngl... your words really moved me. 😭 thank you so much.

I'm really happy that my work is something you have been enjoying up until now, and while it might take me a while to get back to each reply/ask, I never forget about them and I appreciate them so so much—it's the least I could do after all this wonderful support! I will do my best to continue with my writing so you can keep enjoying it 😭❤️!!!!!! Hopefully the new chapter will be uploaded soon too 🤭 I also get excited when the update day is near hehe. ahhh!!!

Now, onto your song...

Omg… I listened to it and I immediately went to search for it’s meaning/interpretation because I was wow—if you think about it it’s really dark you know?

But going back to what it made me think about Naoya and Y/N—there's no denying it, the song covers the fact they're forced to be together. (or more like Naoya is forcing her, but he doesn't want to let go either, so...)

Highlighting the fact that no matter what the other does, or much they try to get away or act like it isn't happening, it's all for nothing because the papers are signed and they're officially bound to one another😭

That's not the only thing I got from the song though 👀

I also got the idea that it was kind of Naoya mockingly telling Y/N that she can continue fighting him, denying him, and so on... but it’s too bad because “you're [still] married to me.” jfc.

Or also, it could be referring to her longing for Naoaki and how Naoya is a hindrance to that. Damn. Bless you for sharing this song with me, it really gets the angst inspiration going on. And fortunately for us, there's still more to come in the main fic mwaahahahahahahha

Anyways 😏 thank you so much for sending in this lovely ask!! I went back to it here and there whenever I felt particularly down about my skills, or in general, so you don't know how much this meant for me 🥺❤️ I wish I could assertively express how much I appreciate you, your support, and your words 😭❤️ but I hope a thank you will be able to convey such sentiments.

Have a wonderful day, take care of yourself, and hope to see you soon ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️