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ofthewhitewind · 1 year

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alisaie’s unique little animations this patch were so cute

#ffxiv #final fantasy xiv #ff14 #final fantasy 14 #patch 6.3 #spoilers #patch 6.3 spoilers #alisaie #alisaie leveilleur #i missed her so much!!!!#we haven't heard the twins speak since 6.0 #a full irl year ago!!!

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p4nishers · 9 months

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thinking about her again (1941 flashback)

#im always fucking thinking of her that flashback was a RIDE #like i genuinely cannot fucking believe they dedicated a WHOLE episode to the night aziraphale realized he was in love like that's the most #insane thing ive ever heard and fucking witnessed bc they haven't spoken for over 100 YEARS before that #and the fucking 'Aziraphale is softening. They haven’t spoken in a hundred years: he’s realising they are still friends' LIKE OMG??? U CANT #JUST SAY THAT TO ME AND THEY SPEND YHE WHOLE FUCKING EP PROVING TO EAVH OTHER THAT THEY'RE STILL FRIENDS WHILE NOT TALKING ABOUT SHIT AND I #JUST IM SO FUCKING FERAL FOR THAT EP GENUINELY #good omens s2 #azicrow #crowley #aziraphale #good omens #good omens 1941 #aziracrow #ineffable spouses

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aimante · 12 days

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sometimes i miss sharing a room w my sister then i remember this girl sleeptalks

#loulitalks.#this acc traumatised me so bad u guys #i woke up in the middle of the night once when i was like 9 or 10 #and heard this voice talking ab grapes #gen thought there was a demon in the room #woke my mom up and brought her to the room talking ab hearing voices #then she ws like oh thats j ur sister LMAO #i acc dont know if she still does this we haven't shared a room in a while #having a sister w a close age gap is so fun btw 100% would recommend #<- shes younger than me by a year #also my only sibling

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basiltonpitch · 9 months

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on losing a mother

#s.txt #s.poem #mom tag #poetry #okay to reblog #it's officially been over a year since the last time i saw my mom.#her skin was translucent paper thin and she looked so fragile in tht hospital bed but she was supposed to be getting better #and she did. for about a month.#she went back into the hospital 3 days after my birthday.#she stayed there for like 2 weeks and then died about a week after she checked herself out.#the last time she ever texted me was on my birthday. i waited two days to text back. and i never heard back from her.#the next time i saw her she was a pile of grey ashes in a plastic urn. she sits on my shelf now. i haven't gotten her a new urn yet.#i try not to feel guilty. there wasn't much i could do from a thousand miles away #but i still feel the guilt every day itching under my skin and screaming at me in my mind that i should have done better #that i should have been there for her #her phone number has since been given to someone else. i deactivated her facebook account. i cleaned out her apartment & threw away almost #all of her belongings.#i took photo albums. i took some jewelry - including the ring she wore as she was cremated. it survived the fire. the funeral home put it #in the urn with her ashes. i wear it sometimes just to feel like there's still a part of her with me.#but she's gone and i don't believe in an afterlife and neither did she #there's some comfort in knowing she is no longer in pain that she is no longer suffering #but i still sit here and i think of all the things i never got to tell her and the new things i want to tell her every single day #i never got to come out to her. not really. i never got to tell her that i understood what she went thru with my dad because i lived it too #anyways. sorry for going off in the tags. i'm okay i promise. just feeling a lot of feelings right now.

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oldtestleper · 3 months

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big spoilers for new info as of tonight's episode but eye am soooooooo curious about the extent to which galicaea is still opposed to cassandra in some way. obviously in her high elven form she was trying to get kristen as a follower rather than have her continue to investigate the nightmare king and find cassandra, like she was NOT trying to put her thumb on the scale in that way. and from the sound of it she and sol basically respectively absorbed/dissolved the domains that once belonged to cassandra and ankarna through numerous calculated efforts of their clerics and evangelists, with sol and helio acquiring exclusive association with the sun and summer, and galicaea acquiring exclusive worship of the wood elves and becoming a goddess defined by certainty and eternity, driving away doubt. so is galicaea still playing the game even after being "restored" by wolfsong, trying to keep rage and doubt out of the world that is so well set up for her. was she ever really restored or was it doomed to be a cosmetic overhaul after the high elves got behind it again. like how christian fundamentalists dress like hipsters and open really trendy and successful coffee shops

#crazy plot twist the big bad this season is NOT capitalism! it is imperialism and religious fundamentalism #.txt #d20 spoilers #d20 #also lets be clear i definitely don't think galicaea's being like played or piggybacked by sol i think they go hand in hand #like i think sol stood the most to gain directly by destroying ankarna as the only other major sun diety. we haven't heard of other dieties #of night/the moon so much. darkness yes mystery etc sure but not those specific domains. so sol surely had a lot to gain out of this.#but i think she elevates herself by elevating her husband & their union as sun and moon. when the sun shines brighter so too does the moon!#anyway i think perhaps what we learn from this episode (besides the obvious)#is that the 'corrupted' versions of the gods don't disappear so easily. obviously ankarna is still surviving in some form.#the nightmare king is still an aspect of cassandra. galicaea's wolf aspect is still tempered and her sylvan aspect is elevated over it #also interesting that the form of cassandra that was defined by betrayal from her sister is associated with mirrors lol.#presumably galicaea changed a lot after her marriage to sol. and then she had cassandra and her partner wiped from knowledge. so.#also crazy to think about how old the worship of these gods are and how recent the supremacy of sol/galicaea is.#when kristen died during the cataclysm that created the nightmare king her bones were 850 years old.#the menhir commemorating cassandra's marriage is 3000 years old. AND obviously that was a place that was sacred to the pantheon if they hel #a wedding there. AND galicaea drove the evidence of that literally into the ground and claimed it as a place of exclusive worship.#AND on a historical scale that happened like two weeks ago.#just saying im not surprised the nightmare king is back. and if i were galicaea i'd be terrified of rage and doubt as well.#dimension 20

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aritany · 7 months

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y'all.... i'm supposed to go on sub tomorrow👀

#this could go either way #bc i disagreed HARD on some edits and wrote out some Thoughts i was having about the way my agent was reading one of the characters #and i haven't heard anything back from her so??#idk it just sits with me the wrong way when a character has a whole arc about realizing she's been in a coerced consent situation for YEARS #and then the character you're resonating and empathizing with is the one who was inflicting said situation on her.........#anyway sound off if you agree i'm right for thinking that's weird . or like sound off if you think i'm weird for thinking it's weird too #go off idc #anyway. maybe going on sub tomorrow!#publishing #stl

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lonesomedotmp3 · 10 days

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speaking of cleos I once knew a cleo we were a very close in a way where we were both anxious self aware smart kids who never hung out outside of school... sometimes I think we had kind of a gay thing going on then remember she was mildly homophobic. anyway.

#haven't seen her or heard from her in like hmmm... three years? sad! i don't know if we'd get along anymore though #.txt

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rainbow-sparks · 1 year

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#afsfagshdgsh I can't believe this <-I drew Creepypasta again; after YEARS <-itsbeen1 #I really like this art style idk :))#2010/2011 Deviantart kinda style :p #creeypasta #jeff the killer #ben drowned #sally williams #sally dawn #does her bear ACTUALLY have a name? I've heard so many like 'Mr. Death/Mr. D' or 'Dick' I think from some panel(?) at a con you know #(that recording is so old; CLOCKWORK AND LAUGHING JACK HAD SEX?? BECAUSE SOMEONE TOLD THEM TO)#anyway I've also heard...David?? idk something about Slenders dead son??? some yootuber named Puppeteer or whatever #(they haven't posted in years if I remember correctly)#I love drawing Sally with her head split open to where you can see her brain but I stuck at drawing the split :(((

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wildflowercryptid · 1 year

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was anyone gonna tell me that the new strawberry shortcake cartoon has a canon trans woman in it and she calls herself a trans berry?? 😭💕

#the strawberry shortcake insta posted about her for pride month and she is everything #her name is banoffee...#side note : when the heck are we getting new toys for that series??#it's been 2 years since it started airing i'm surprised we haven't really heard much about it getting toys or dolls yet #edit : ALSO STRAWBERRY AS A MILFY AUNT NOW??? obsessed i need to watch this cartoon now #mj.txt

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miserye · 2 months

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actually fun fact i think i haven't been on a call w kat in maybe two years????

#chatterye #HAHAHAHHA #i was just thinking about it because we're planning when to call for saw #but yeah perhaps when i was during my freshman year was the last time #that i can remember for what it's worth #we primarily communicate through written words or controlled facetime (snap videos)#so it's not that i haven't heard her voice in two years #but we haven't had a live real time vocal conversation in two years AHAHHAHAHAH #i live you so much kat #hello kar

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deepwoundsandfadedscars · 2 months

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I'm not a poetic person so why the fuck does my grief want to manifest as poetry when i don't even know how to write poetry

#kee speaks #been at least twice where something has happened that makes me want to write to process but don't know how #like knowing who was in my list of DM's that kept my sisters username stay right in sight at the bottom of my phone screen #and just now a notification popped up on my desktop discord from a particular perosn that i haven't heard from in months #so i know that her messaging will have pushed my sisters name off my screen and it feels like another loss #and a few months ago i was talking to my brother on the phone and i said how people always said how much me and my sister sounded alike #especially over the phone/radios #so i told him i feel bad cause i don't know if it's negatively affecting anyone else hearing her voice in mine #and he said it made him want to cry but he did feel like he could hear her laughter when i laugh #and he cherishes it #and when i hung up i realized that less than a year ago i was debating starting T and even had gotten the referral from my doctor #and one of the reasons i wanted to start T was to lower my voice even more #and now i feel like i can't do that right now because i'll be taking another piece of her away from my family #something something i wanted a voice of my own and now everyone hears her voice in mine and I'm the only one who can't hear it

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paleode-ology · 3 months

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spent the last solid couple of hours going through my old tumblr likes in order to have things better archived... unfortunately didn't make a note of how many I started at but it was probably in the mid 2000s and I've only cut it down to 2000 now. this is gonna take so long

#ode by ode #spring cleaning ig #there are so many things I should be doing instead!!!!!!#but I've been trying to just get more into my computer and browser setup #we started off making sure calibre was set up the way i wanted since i'm 100% gonna be an anna's archive bitch now that i've heard about it #and then I've been making reading lists #and organizing my bookmarks and bookmarking all of the sites i had saved in liked tumblr posts that i wanted to actually look at #set up my rss reader but haven't put anything in it yet #idk the onset of me realizing how much i do love archival management #and then the fact that my gf is sharing her vpn acct with me #sort of added together into this internet weirdo vibe i'm actively cultivating #and i mean i already lowkey had it going on #like i've been a firefox girlie since high school #and i def do a lot w privacy and the firefox qol extensions #plus i've been... how shall I say... well versed in the usage of shadow libraries for a couple years now as well #but fringe web things haven't been on my radar NEARLY enough #and i've been meaning to make actual lists and compilations of advice and book and game recs for eons #so just. continuing with that #even if i don't do anything else for a couple months i'm glad i made a decent dent in the tumblr likes bc they've been eating at my soul

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lionydoorin · 5 months

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i sure do love my mom's ability to act all rude with me for a moment and then pretend nothinf happened in the other one 🙄 /s

#its sooooo funny that in 21 years of existence i haven't heard an apology come out of her mouth even ONCE #dont get me wrong i love my mom so much but. it sure is exhausting

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bibuddie · 1 year

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so. just found out a girl i used to date is pregnant. feeling...weird.

#rebecca rambles #like. it's been years and we ended on really good terms and stayed friends #but i haven't heard from her in a while and she just posted it to insta and fb #i messaged her congrats and stuff it's just an incredibly weird sensation

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snapbackslide · 6 months

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huge achievement for my favourite player tonight.

i have been looking forward to this one. 1,000 games and 5 teams later, i still feel the same about you. so so proud and always on your side, i love you forever matt 💜❤️💙💛💚

#the hearts are supposed to represent the teams i guess lol #i didn't even realize it was tonight ://// i forgot to check & count down #almost burst into tears upon finding out that information #bc i reached out to someone who's been hurting me the last few months for some closure so i'm highly emotional today #and was worried about a friend who was halfway across the globe & haven't heard from her in weeks #anyway this isn't about me or my problems it's about MATT #( well. also me. bc ofc =) i have been by his side forever. )#i really hope the stars have something beautiful planned for him #bc truth be told i didn't expect him to reach that milestone anywhere but in nashville...#so it's still a little disorienting when i think about it all but i'm okay with it now #& i will always hope he can be a hab some day too bc it really would close the circle and i wanna tell him one day how much i love him #ugh anyway #i don't wanna get too sentimental i've written a ton of paragraphs about him in the last.. 6 years i guess #i want nothing more than a stanley cup for him that's the only thing left #i love you i love you i love you #matt duchene #*p

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funeralprocessor · 7 months

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#it's been about two weeks since I came out to my dad and I haven't heard from him since #and I'm coming up on a year since my mom went scorched earth on our relationship for the crime of asking her to acknowledge that she hurt me #so uh I guess I don't have a family anymore #not that I ever really did #but the holidays really rub salt in the wound #and I've been pretty isolated and disconnected regardless so it's a keening kind of loneliness #whatever #corpseposting

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