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loverboybrightsideghost · 4 months

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is it just me or is going to music school like [unlearns technique] [relearns technique] [unlearns technique] [relearns technique] [unlearns technique] [relearns technique][unlearns technique] [relearns technique][unlearns technique] [re-

#bluebird.txt #or is that just me. is it just me that didn't have the World's Leading [Instrument] Player #cuz it does feel like that sometimes i gotta say #i feel very behind i'm not sure what the average statistic is of music students #but it feels like everyone else went to a better school for music (not hard given my hs lol) or had teachers that were '''''better'''''#my teacher was fucking amazing and i love her and she did teach me so many important things #but sometimes i wish she had also taught me other things #but yeah i feel very Behind everyone like all the time. lol. lmao even.#BUT IM WORKING VERY HARD TO XATCH UP AND JUST IMPROVE. COMPARE TO NO ONE BUT YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!#i cried in my lesson the other day and my teacher told me someone said (about me) one of the nicest things to hear in my entire life #quite possibly. it was very reassuring and made me feel like sobbing but happy.#n e ways #hashtag music things i guess gsycheigiwofn #violaposting #me when i'm in a field where you NEED to detach your self image/worth from your art in order to not kill yourself every day

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