#grand michael n charlotta aaaa 🥺🫶🏼
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i'm out rn hehe
#🌙.rambles#JUST WATCHED A MOVIE W MY FAMILY#maybe i'll ramble abt that later n other stuff too#i'll check the gbf stream later but i see a new chara of erin n#grand michael n charlotta aaaa 🥺🫶🏼#merry christmas eve.. wahh it really doesn't feel like christmas season this time around :<<#the year ends in like.. less than a week now?#strange. 2023 flew by so quick#i have a lot to look forward to next year but it'll be hard sob with having to prepare more for the future#i have to do a lot better. i'll fix myself#i really don't know what to write anymore#i want to give my friends like. personalized christmas gifts but i have nothing at all n it's already the day in a few hours#i'm quite at a loss as to what to do#for the past month ever since like. november actually#i've been feeling way more empty n lonely#even right now i'm just sitting down waiting bcs we're gna eat dinner in a bit or smth#out in the city#i. don't want to go all poetic abt it rn idk but#this feeling just. i can't really place my.. words on it i suppose but#it's loneliness. a certain emptiness i know well as loneliness#it's suffocating it's a certain warmth that isn't.. exactly warm it's not comforting#i feel as empty as the night sky i see tonight is devoid of stars#the moon nowhere in sight#i don't mean to be so negative but..#i want to write it down. not for any particular reason. writing in any way anywhere just keeps me grounded#oh man i really really can't feel the christmas spirit this year#it just. feels rather empty. but your light gives me warmth#your words earlier 🥹 i rmber how warm n happy they made me#lilies. garden. moon. everything. i really want to write a letter to all my friends as a christmas gift aaaa but it's alrdy nearly tmrrw ><#maybe new year!!!! oh man it rlly feels like i'm chasing time there's so much i want to do. i'll do my best
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