Homestead! 

Sometimes we're drawn to our past. So what do you gotta do at that time?

You relish those moments for a while and come back to reality because things are not same as you left. Everything changed. It won't be the way it used to be EVER. so my friend cherish your present and preserve your past in heart.

#thingsyouneedtoread. #aboutourpast

#gonearethedays. #oldtimes

카이고 (Kygo) - Gone are the days COVER https://youtu.be/csvVg5g4YhQ #카이고 #Kygo #Gonearethedays #COVER https://www.instagram.com/p/CO-aph0F2lI/?igshid=k14avd91je8

An epic night from only a year ago. ‘Cuffs. Jeebies. A legendary gig. #repost @arypaloma @earlviswolfdaddy @tkbossx @jkingdrum @chloeorwell @alisonhin @emilytogni @jeffrey.kmieciak @chialkat.art #facebookmemories #livemusic #gonearethedays #glam #garageband #rockabilly #rocknroll (at Montrose Saloon) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJ-aajQF-Vb/?igshid=lj0wd8zjeouj

Gone Are The Days #LosAngeles #Downtown #aesthetic #buildings #chill #travel #instagramjapan #california #photography #gonearethedays #nujabes #songtitles #adventure #UyamaHiroto (at Los Angeles, California)

Gone are the days of a last minute night out. 😒 #mumlife #planningrequired #gonearethedays #motherhood #forreals #goingouttakestoomucheffort #goingout #mumsnightout #kindredsoulsclothing #takesalotofeffort #goingoutforthenight #nolastminuteplans #tootrue #truedat #keepingitreal https://www.instagram.com/p/B4E0mUNnVJm/?igshid=vqymvtf7byns

Happy Weekend! 🎵🎉🎶 #FlashbackSaturday #GreenDayAtCVGSLZ #GoodOldDays #GoneAreTheDays https://www.instagram.com/p/Bz100hNh8n5/?igshid=10d9di1t4i1j8

#gonearethedays https://www.instagram.com/p/BxDNBsmj815/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=12tp7poojnh67

Yours truly 🖤 throwin’ it back (way, way back) to when @dannynel18 used to model the goods + I used to have so much more time to play dress up 👗 #TherapiMusings #gonearethedays (at Clositherapi Vintage) https://www.instagram.com/p/Buc76bhg7ra/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=lq8x5flhujzr

So when one is younger or has not lost friends yet, romantic relationships are the most important and aspirational thing. But whenever you've lost those ex partners or in some case when you lose those ex crushes (certainly not the case with me!) You still have friends to vent and bitch about them. But when you lose friends, you don't really have anyone to talk to... Not parents, because you don't want to be a concern. Not siblings because you certainly don't want to seem a loser. Not other friends, because what if they found the reason to leave you as well? (No one? Just me and my Paranoia? Okay) And certainly not to strangers because you don't want to seem of petty substance or substance of pity... When younger, someone was best friend because they walked home from school with me or because we sat next to each other in class or because you hated the same teacher! Back then, I took having and making friends for granted. But now I know better than that. Whoever has still not experienced the pain of a break up with their friend is honestly either lucky enough to have such strong friendships or unlucky enough for well, not having a heart! #accessibility [To all the ex friends, I still always have a lot to talk to you... But no reason to] #brokenfriendships #brokenfriendship #oldfriendships #whatisreality #hardbuttrue #memories💕 #memorieshurt #friendshipbreakup #oldisntgold #besttimeisnow #nevertoolatetorecover #nevertoolatetorealize #gonewiththewind #gonearethedays #lifequotes #lifeache #truthhurtsdontit #truthtea #quarterlifecrises #quoteoftheday #nothingbutthetruth #longcaption #everythingbutlife https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs93EjMl_nS/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=t2imb9yg513b

#throwback2009 #throwbackmemories #throwbacktogoodtimes #gonearethedays এই অসাধারণ ছাদটা আর নাই রে #গেঁদুরবাপ !!!!! এইডারে হোটেলের স্টাফ কোয়ার্টার বানায়ালছে 😭 https://www.instagram.com/p/CSuOmSjF3wU/?utm_medium=tumblr

#10yearschallenge #gonearethedays https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsnzoqzg-UEOWxz6js706V3u6yNY84XJRt91n40/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1obfw1ndzfbtp

Been a Long Time

I have not written a poem or a note full of curiosities for years,

Age has killed my innocence,

my simple happiness,

Why can’t I process words as smoothly as before?,

What has changed in my soul?,

Where has all the emotions been all these years?,

How do I continue what I have started when all the questions are no longer important now?,

Life had been cruel, now it has become dull,

Without the stories I once wanted to tell,

who would I be? 

Whom should I dedicate my pieces to?,

I no longer feel the pain.

I’ve let go, and now, I am at a standstill, 

I try to walk forward but this disease prevents me from wanting to see the future, 

When can I create a new story, 

when this life is all cloudy?

https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPd6ntb3q/