𝟹𝟻𝚖𝚖 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝜗𝜚 ⛪️ ♡

golden age - ethel cain

but one of these days, it'll come right back i'll get over myself and i'll tell myself that i don't have to wait to be happy when i'm old, oh and that one of these days, i'll find a way to fight the waves, embrace the pain and paint the ages a hundred shades of gold

I just watched the movie “Bones and All,” and I now know what Ethel Cain’s Famous Last Words (An ode to eaters) is referring to. Such a great movie. The scenery and locations used in the film SCREAM the same feel that I get when listening to Hayden’s music. The way songs from Golden Age, Inbred, and PD would all make such a good soundtrack for this movie!!!! 😩

Gearing up for the @mothercain Glasgow Show 🥹

independence day, ethel cain

happy birthday golden age ♡ this is my favorite hidden gem from that era

my color-pencil drawing of @mothercain <33

I love the music of Ethel Cain/Hayden Anhedonïa, she is my favourite musical artist, however I cannot stand some of her fanbase. She has spoken before on live about how she left tumblr due to the behaviour of her fanbase, and how people are becoming incapable of having meaningful conversation and just send "mother!" Comments. Her music is so beautiful and well crafted and I wish people would treat her more as an artist than an idol. I know this may seem hypocritical coming from someone who's username is "saintcaindoll" but I joined tumblr to interact with other ethel cain fans and to be able to further connect with her work, not to say "ethel cain is so mother". it's annoying. When people act this way about artists like Taylor Swift, who are multi millionaires and more disconnected from their fans, it makes sense, however hayden used to genuinely take time to interact with her fans on social media, and has a much smaller audience which I truly do love about her. However, I just wish that people would engage with her work more thoughtfully sometimes.

I whore out my tears and just keep wasting the best of my years

𝚂𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚐𝚘𝚍𝚜 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚢 †

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god’s country mv 🗝️

and fuck the cops, and fuck God, and fuck this town for ruining us

i forgive it all as it comes back to me 🤎🪰