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onf-headcanons · 3 years

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First time (A Jaeyoung x Reader fic)

A sequel to this

A/N: Again English is not my mother tongue even tho its my second language. So please bear with me if my English or my writing is horrible and weird . Plus, this first time series will be slightly different as it continues from a previous idea. Also warning really long post : smut, scars, and oral.

This piece can stand on its own but I recommend to read the prequel for a better understanding of the setting.

ok without further ado, here we go.

So it has been 8 months ever since you and Jaeyoung started dating. Due to work life, the pace of your relationship leans to slow and steady. You two do go to movies, do window shopping, casually hanging out at each other’s apartment. Even if the two of you stay overnight, Jaeyoung will keep distance by sleeping on the couch, quote his word “Let’s not rush things for now.”

You two did not had much chance to explore/progress into steamy skinship. Its just more on holding hands,cuddling, kissing on each other’s cheeks and forehead. Notable mention that Jaeyoung loves to kiss your hand and when alone he loves to keep you close beside him.

Both of you did nearly did it once because the mood was right and both of you were immersed into each others’ kisses thanks to a bit of alcohol. Only to be interrupted by your family ringing your phone. Feeling sorry about it, but also realizing the consequences should your family did not call you. Yea, looks like you are still traumatized from what happened in previous relationships.

Jaeyoung on the other hand, just pats your head and smiles. “It ok, I don’t think we should do it on a whim either.”

Then some days later, you two were assigned to participate a seminar at another city, and the last day of the seminar happens to be Friday. During lunch break, Jaeyoung suggested that you two should extend the stay and have a nice weekend at the other city. You felt that you two did not hang out recently and you agreed with him.

“Uhmm, Y/N?” Jaeyoung tries to bring up something from his mind. “What do you think about we sharing a bed throughout the weekend?”

You are focusing at munching your food while scrolling your phone about hotel recommendations (helping Jaeyoung to choose one out) and just bluntly reply, “Sure, I guess? Its cheaper anyways.”

To your surprise, Jaeyoung clears his throat. And it gains your attention, so you lower your phone and take a quick glance of your boyfriend. Jaeyoung shifts towards you by pulling his chair closer to yours.“Y/N? That was me suggesting we should advance one step further during the weekend? You know, one bed?”

“Oh dear,” You flustered and then you suddenly feel apologetic for not getting the cue “My bad. I was-”

You could not finish your words as Jaeyoung just looks at you affectionately with a smirk in his face. You could feel your cheeks are flushed.His smile widens as he is content seeing you being flustered and he pats you on your shoulder hinting you to take it easy. Before he left for meeting, he lets you decide on the hotel room for the weekend. He will know your decision by the type and number of the room you booked.

Fast forward to weekend, you two moved to a king size bed room. (Yes its the same hotel and you both were in single bed room and rooms are far apart). You are waiting for Jaeyoung while he showers and you are drying your hair. You are in your usual T-shirt and ankle length sleeping pants, the comfortable attire. You do feel dressing up intentionally felt very off from your personality.

You inhale deeply as you glance at the king sized bed. You wonder if you really made the right decision. You know Jaeyoung is different from your exes (he also proves to be) and you know you should not compare, but deep down you are scared. WHAT IF IT DID NOT WORK OUT? It would be a lie that you did not get flashbacks of people used to love pointing out your scars being horrendous and disgusting.

The bathroom door clicks and Jaeyoung steps out with bathrobe on him. He smiles awkwardly explaining that was not intentional and he forgot to take his clothes with him. The cloth that ties his bathrobe is loosely tightened and you can glimpse his collarbone and toned chest clearly. You saw his upper body naked before when hanging out with company colleague during company trip in Bali, but this time is different, his relationship status with you is different and the situation is different. You reply him that you did not mind but you are obviously avoiding his gaze. He notices that you are behaving weird immediately.

Jaeyoung reaches out and places his hand on your cheek, you jolt a bit as his actions caught you off guard. “You know, if you don’t want to...”

“No, I am fine.” You place your hand on his and look him with a determined look.”I am just worried, are you really sure that you are not going to freak out?”

“Looks like I gotta prove it through my actions then..” Jaeyoung let out a sigh and a weary grin when he finally understands what are your concerns. His other hand reaches to the other cheek of yours and pulls you closer to him,

His lips touches yours gently. Seeing you did not push him away even though your hands are at his chest, he starts to give your lower lip a few soft nibble while kissing the corners of your lips. Your eyes are closed and trying your best to give him the best response.

And out of a sudden, Jaeyoung lift you up by giving you a bridal carry and then gently puts you down on the bed. He then gets a lube and some condoms from his bag before joining you on bed. You breathe sharply to calm yourself while watching Jaeyoung hovers on top of you. The loose collar of his bathrobe drapes down and you can his torso and his abs even better now. Your hands are in front of your chest clenching on the fabric of your T shirt.

“I won’t be rough, I promise.” Jaeyoung grabs one of your hand and kisses your knuckles like how he did it usually. Not knowing how to respond, you only nod as a sign of consent. Jaeyoung just chuckles and lands a kiss on your lips again.

The hand he was holding a while ago, is now placed beside your head, and fingers tightly interlocking with Jaeyoung’s. And as Jaeyoung deepens his kiss, you throw your other arms and wrap around his neck.

He is progressing with you slow but sensual. Its the second time he used his tongue, you can tell that he is not trying hard not be aggressive towards you. You respond to him by copying him and letting out soft moans, as a reward, he cups your face with his another hand and caress your jawline affectionately. He pauses occasionally to let you catch your breath and using that opportunity to check if you are doing alright.

After several exchanges of kisses, you are breathing heavily and looked dazed. Your face, ears and neck are flushed red. Jaeyoung curse in his mind when he sees you being submissive. He lets go of the hand that was still holding to yours, and strips his bathrobe off, revealing only his underwear. You notice his bulge and you begin wonder if it is going to hurt later.

“I should take them off as well.” You push yourself up while softly murmurs and grabs the hem of your shirt. Jaeyoung only fixes his gaze on you while watching you fully undress everything (Including your bra if your are fem reader). Your scars finally fully revealed themselves in front of him. You turn to face your boyfriend and observe his facial expression, trying to read his thoughts on your scars.

Without saying anything, Jaeyoung reaches out and lightly traces a part of your scar ranges from your shoulder to your chest. His touch is light as if he is scared of hurting you if he applied force on his fingertips. You try to keep still not to shiver or to talk weird stuff that will backfire. You eyes moving back and forth from his face and the sheets.

“It really amazes me how you went through and endure all of this with a strong heart.” The man in front of you breaks the silence. “I wish I could exchange all the pain and consequences you have been through but...”

The “But” caught your attention and your eyes fix on his.

“I know what I am saying are just pretty words, you must have heard them plenty already.” he continues while moving his hand to your cheek, caressing your cheek with his thumb.

You break into a smile and shake your head. “They normally freak out when they sees my scars, let alone suggesting to bear the pain for me if they could.” When you finished, Jaeyoung pulls you closer and pins you down back to bed again.

“Their loss.” Jaeyoung hisses, you agree with him by laughing at his words. He kisses you on the side of your neck before resting his forehead on your chest. His arms are supporting his weight and resting beside your shoulders. He mumbles. “Thank you for trusting me, Y/N.”

The moment you heard him thanking you, you could not help but tearing up. You bite your lower lip, enduring it and hope he does not find out. You silently gulped before you kiss the top of his head and enjoy the smell of the hotel shampoo. Jaeyoung then pushes himself up and asks you if you are ok with him having his way on you. You kiss him on the corner of his lip and tell him to go ahead.

Jaeyoung advances by kissing your collarbone and chest, also leaving a few soft bites here and there on your skin, scarred and unscathed. He licks the outline of your ear and neck while praising you. Your hands find their way to his shoulders, completely surrender yourself to him

The moment his hand touches your waist and snakes upwards to your chest, you unconsciously call out his name. Jaeyoung slight lifts his head to check on you. Knowing you are not trying to stop him, he progresses. At a slow pace he strokes your nipple with his thumb and gently nibbling the other. You breathe out moans as he changes his pace of his touch and when add a bit of force when he nibbles your skin. While at it, his other hand lightly traces some part of your scars.

That hand of his comes to your thigh, and he slowly shift his hand to your inner thigh. You tense up a little as things are getting dangerous. He picks up your signal, so he did not progress further and moves his hand away.

His lips move away from your chest and come contact with your lips. The kiss you both are sharing is warm and devout. You wrap your arms around his neck as if you don’t want him to break it off just yet.

The hand which was stroking your chest a while ago also move upwards and lingers around your shoulder and arm. The way he caresses you as if he is giving you assurance.

Once he felt you are much relaxed, Jaeyoung moves his free hand to your thigh again. You are too focused on the kiss to notice until his fingers are awfully near your private part, making you tremble due to surprise and breaks off the kiss. “It’s ok, I am not going to hurt you.” Jaeyoung soothes you with his words before he presses his lips on yours again.

“I am glad.” says Jaeyoung as he confirms himself that you are unmistakably wet for him. “Maybe we don’t need lube at all?” Out of embarrassment you hide yourself behind your hands. Jaeyoung kisses your forehead and he notifies you that he will be touching you more.

He starts to stroke and nibble your chest again while his other hand at your private part is working hard on giving you pleasure. You never experience of being touched like this, you are embarrassed and your brain is overloaded by new sensations. All you could do were either calling out his name and letting out moans and squirm when he touches your sensitive spots.

Hearing you doing your best responding towards his actions Jaeyoung moves downwards. Your back arch upwards as he kisses a trail of scar near your stomach. Your hand reach out to find his and he grips yours firmly once both your fingers touched.

Jaeyoung then bring his head near your thigh and starts making you feel good with his mouth. With the addition of his mouth, your moans and whimpers are louder than before, you cannot escape as Jaeyoung is holding you in place by pressing down one of your thigh firmly and his other hand is still grasping your hand tightly.

As pleasure rushes throughout your body and brain your free hand keep wandering about. One moment you are tugging Jaeyoung’s hair, another moment you are clenching on the sheets, and the next moment, you are biting your finger hoping to lower down the number of your moans.

Then you feel an weird urge and you beg him to stop. Jaeyoung, upon hearing you, pushes his face backwards but increases the pace of his fingers. You don’t need to open you eyes to know that his gaze are fixed on you.

As you had your first climax, Jaeyoung climbs forwards and leans closer to you. He kisses you on your cheek, praising you.

“Jaeyoung...” You call out his name after a few heavy pants.

“Hmm?”

“You don’t need to be that attentive.” You adjust your breath and muster up all your courage before you look him in the eye and whisper out your thoughts. “I almost died of embarrassment.”

“You mean I made you felt good.” It is funny when he says it in a straight face.

“Whatever, just...” You let out a weary chuckle and try hard to not break the mood. “Do me.”

Jaeyoung is surprised at your straightforwardness, “Now that’s not fair.” he frowns as he says. Seeing his desperate face, you suddenly felt proud of yourself for having an upperhand at the moment. He then lifts your hip. rests your hip on his thighs and now he kneels in between your legs. You watch him quietly as expose his bulge from his underwear and putting on condom. He reaches out for the lube and apply some on his length.

“Relax.” he advised as he guides himself to your entrance. The unfamiliar warmth and slight pain spreads as he pushes himself into you. Knowing your personality well, even though you give him permission to continue, Jaeyoung slows down every time he sees you frown.

It took a while but he finally has all of him inside you. He let out a assured sigh. “Let’s stay like this for a while ok?” He suggests, and you nod. “Damn, its hot.” Jaeyoung mutters.

Out of curiosity (and since its easier now for you), you reach out to touch his abs. It seems ticklish for him and he giggles a bit. “I can work on it more if you like.” says he while looking at you affectionately. You smile and shake you head and tell him you prefer how it is right now. He takes your hand and kiss on the back of your palm as a gesture to thank you.

Then he reaches out his hands to caress your chest area. You respond the way he imagined while looking into his eyes. He seems satisfied and with playful mood, he increases the sensuality of his touch. He chuckles and comments on your flushed cheeks. You grab his hands to stop him and tell him to move.

Seeing you are more comfortable now, he tries to move a bit. As Jaeyoung thrusts into you, you cooperated by adjusting your breathing to match his movements.His low groans sometimes loud and sometimes not. Then, to both of your surprise, he hit a spot of yours and you let out a moan sweeter than before. It caught you off guard but your reaction says it all. Jaeyoung chuckles and whispers, “Bingo.”

You wanted to process what had happened but Jaeyoung did not gave you the chance. He pushes and spreads your thighs wider and continues his thrusts steadily. He even has a victorious smile on his face while enjoying the view of you giving into ecstasy. Unconsciously, Jaeyoung licks his lips.He then leans forward to kiss you again. His weight is supported by his forearm resting at both sides of your head.

You pat at his shoulder as a sign you need to breathe. Jaeyoung breaks off the kiss and buries his head to the curve of your neck and shoulder. His pants and groans near your ear drives you crazy. You can only repeat his name as if it is the only word you know.

“Y/N, you need to stop riling me up.” Jaeyoung grumbles.

Then Jaeyoung stops his thrusts and he pushes himself up. He grabs your arms and pulls you up. You are now sitting on him. His arms wrap tightly around your back, once he had you secure in place, he resumes his thrusts. Not only he reaches even deeper but also with this new angle he certainly hits you on the sweet spot every time he pushes himself into you. You have lost your ability to make sense of everything, you can only cling to his shoulders and whimper the name of your boyfriend.

His hands even though holding you firmly, they have the leisure to roam around your back, feeling your scars with his fingertips. Embarrassment returns to your cheeks and ears again and you beg him to stop.

“Why?” he whispers into your ears.

Not thinking clearly, you reply him by saying, “They are disgusting.”

“No they are not.” says your partner while landing kisses on the scar at your shoulder. “I love them because I love you.”

“Please, don’t..” You try to speak what is in your mind but they disappeared in between your moans.

“I am not...lying.” Jaeyoung mumbles in between his groans as well. “I am not, leaving you... just because of your scars.”

You tear up as you heard him, not knowing you are unconsciously repeating “I love you.” into his ears. It riles him up.

He bends forward with you in his arms and you are now back lying on the sheets. Jaeyoung speeds up while holding you close and you unconsciously cross your legs around his waist.

Your arms wrap around his neck, with a little force, you pull him down and share a kiss with him.

As you both climaxed, Jaeyoung breaks off the kiss and let out several satisfied groans near your ear before he pushes himself out from you. He immediately checks if you are alright. You have not recover from the shock of the ecstasy yet, you are beet red from your face to your chest, you are still gasping for air and your legs are jolting. Your lower body is wet and messy. Your condition left Jaeyoung astounded, and he began to wonder if he had gone overboard. “Oh my god, I am sorry.” he hurriedly pour a glass of water, help you sit up and apologies. You rest your weight on his chest as you take the glass of water from him. You re hydrate yourself once your breathing calmed a little.

“I am fine Jaeyoung, just a bit tired.” you assure him as he is looking really worried. Without a word, Jaeyoung hugs you tightly. You raise your hand and cup his cheek, with a smile you add “Thank you for everything.”

Jaeyoung take your hand and kisses your palm. He kisses your forehead and says “Now let’s get you cleaned up and let’s have some rest.”

-END-

A/N : I am sorry that this took really really long time. Several times I was frustrated at I could not give Jaeyoung the best scenario that fits his personality well hence I keep going back and forth editing it.

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thesixweekseeker · 7 years

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Kauai: The Garden Isle (North Shore)

(January 2017)

So we left the fabulous South Shore for the North Shore, and when everyone said we would love that area even more … they were right. It is a completely different vibe up there and beyond chill and laid back (not that Poipu was a raging all-night party, but still).

For our hotel up there, we chose Hanalei Bay Resort (HBR as the locals call it). It’s a beautiful property and the place to be if you’re a tennis player - I think there were at least 10 different courts on the property. They have a great pool with a swim up bar (bar only open on weekends) and the coolest part was the hot tub with a sand bottom. It was a weird funky feeling, and definitely a great idea for an early evening chill session. For an added bonus, HBR shares the same private beach and epic views as The St. Regis, which is a 10-minute beach path walk away. See below for the beach views and the view from our brunch there - view alone is worth the brunch price.

As much as I loved the HBR property and the proximity to The St. Regis amenities, my only complaint was the rooms. They are definitely very dated and the musty smell does match the décor. However, once you sit on your patio and look all around you, all of that matters less and less. The picture below is my completely unfiltered view from our patio there.

Unfortunately the Bali Hai at HBR was still closed, but we heard it was a fantastic restaurant and it’s supposed to open later in 2017. The lounge on the property, Happy Talk Lounge, was good and had a cool bar scene. I also have to give a little shout out to the owner/manager at Happy Talk because he is my hero. On the night we launched The Six Week (woot woot), it was late and raining and we were just going to quickly grab some dinner at the restaurant. However, the Grateful Dead (or two of its members) were randomly playing at the lounge that night, so the kitchen was closed off and the place was packed. That was a little pickle since there are ZERO restaurants on the island that deliver food (I was laughed at when I asked the delivery question), we literally had no food in our room and we had no car/available taxis to take us to town. Luckily, the manager prevented a hanger breakdown by offering the band’s remaining food for the night. That’s right, I was eating the Grateful Dead’s leftovers– no shame in my game. The best part ... all of that food was surprisingly Six Week approved. Insert happy dance.

So let’s back up since I left you hanging in the last blog post. As I mentioned, I was feeling ultra-confident in my surfing skills down in Poipu, and since the weather was perfect (again) we decided to venture into Hanalei Bay to shred the gnar. I caught an awesome long wave (first wave of the day) and was feeling so proud until a little punk of a wave came up out of nowhere. It proceeded to knock me over with my surfboard coming up to say a friendly little hello to my jaw and teeth. I immediately felt the tooth go from full to snaggle and that was it for my surfing that week. Big fist pump to my friend Mark who hooked me up with Dr. Shawn Murphy on the island and he got my chompers back to where they needed to be (ish). The Pacific Ocean has now bruised my jaw and ego, and took my first cell phone, but I’m going to win this battle.

Since I wasn’t cleared to surf, I decided to spend a few days on the paddleboard. The Six Week had officially started so I needed to hit my exercise commitments for those days - and what better ab exercise than this! I found Kayak Hanalei that was located right in town but also right by the Hanalei River – perfect if you don’t have gear and want to take a taxi into town. Look for Dock Dynasty (clever) and two entertaining young surfers, Reef and Devin, and they will hook you right up. One day I did the 2-hour paddle down under the Hanalei Bridge to the Hanalei Wildlife Refuge and on day two I added the extra hour trip out to the beach. Both paddles were amazing but if you can do the 3-hour paddle to see the wildlife refuge and the beach, I definitely would. There were times where I just had to sit down on my board and take it all in. There weren’t a lot of people on the river, it’s completely still and the scenery is just breathtaking.

When you get back from paddling, there are a lot of great food truck choices right by Kayak Hanalei. Since I couldn’t really chew for about 24 hours (scary flashbacks of my mouth surgery creeping up here) I was lucky to stumble upon Wishing Well and their fabulous Acai bowls. They have been around since 1983 and have the best version that I’ve tasted so far: Acai, bananas, organic almond butter, bee pollen, coconut flakes and chia seeds. I vote extra almond butter, hold the papaya – but regardless, you’re Six Week approved and feeling fab with their awesome little food truck experience.

Luckily, once I was feeling better, we tackled some chewing-allowed dining options on the island. My three top favorites were Dolphin Sushi, Bar Acuda and Hanalei Bread Co. By accident, we stumbled upon the best plan for Dolphin Sushi. They open for dinner at 5:30 and there is/will be a line before then that will make the entire dining room full right away. So, if you get hangry and impatient like your Seeker does, beat the system and go to the bar around 4:30. There is a very high energy bartender who will guide you with what to eat and drink, so grab some apps and cocktails and put your dinner order in for 5:30pm sharp. You will avoid the mass rush order and everyone is jelly when yours comes out first – winning.

We were told by practically everyone we asked (locals, tourists and people back home) that Bar Acuda was the best restaurant on the island. Usually with all of the hype I get disappointed, but I will agree with them, best on the island. Everything we had was fantastic (Beef skewers, Scallops, Octopus, Endive Salad, Ahi, olives – legit all fantastic) and the service was extremely fast. No Hawaiian time there. One of my favorite things was the North Shore Honeycomb (goat cheese, honeycomb and apple). They have this listed as an app, but we got it as a dessert and I would recommend saving it for the end. It was super rich, Six Week approved (ish) and the perfect way to finish our last meal on the island.

Well…not quite our last meal. It turns out we made another taxi friend on the island, Kohlohe from Sue’s Taxi, and he was kind enough to drive us back into Hanalei from Princeville on the morning of our flight. We needed to hit up our favorite local spot, Hanalei Bread Co, for one last breakfast meal (because the four meals we had there prior apparently weren’t enough). Since avocados are in season (and are about 3x the size) and their bread is fresh and phenomenal, we again went with the avocado toast + poached egg. I promise, that’s worth the 20-minute detour.

They also introduced us to Laird’s Superfood Creamer which is a quick/healthy add to your coffee without the GMOs, additives, and all of the other usual culprits. It adds a fabulous sweet taste from the coconut oil, and since I’m fully on the BulletProof coffee train, this gave me my fix. For all of my Six Weekers who travel and love their caffeine, I would highly recommend buying a pack. Don’t let yourself fall victim to the hotel or airport packets of creamer – you deserve more.

After we had our last meal, we made our way back to Lihue Airport to wrap up an amazing 10 days in Kauai. Though I HATED to leave, Maui has been a pretty stellar consolation prize so far. I fully plan to go back to Kauai, buy a tiny house, and spend at least a significant chunk of my time living in Hanalei Bay. But as we know, my plans change on the daily and this little global road trip of mine has just begun….

If you have any questions on this blog and/or The Six week, please email me at: [email protected].

Mahalo

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