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@ceaselxss

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@ceaselxss

(im INCLUDing this w/the one you sent too as they came close together and just yeAh that seems like a way easier way of doing things honestly)

cas no joke, i wrote a whole fucking essay about how much i love you and tumblr just decided to FULLY erase it upon me queuing it SO im gonna warn you, if another of theses posts from me with much of the same - that's WHY, cause tumblr is an ASSHOLE.

but BASICALLY what i SAID WASSS-

i absolutely think you're cool as fuck- mun wise, you've always been so chill, easy to communicate with and a pleasure to have on the dash. i love your passion for tseng (and all of ur other wonderful creatures) and i like that you're wiling to explore a darker and more deeply interesting side of tseng and others; i know we havent spoke ooc for a while due to timezones and business and bla bla, but like, i've always thought you were cool a/f and chill as hell.

IN TERMS OF TSENG - i said in my last little essay that got deleted (lolcry) that i loved your exploration of tseng's response to trauma, his potential masochism and the representation of gender / how he presents himself. i said that i love the way you tackle these things and add this intrigue to the character that the game doesn't necessarily give in terms of his reaction to being wounded / going through these traumatic events etc. i also said that i love our relationship between heid / tseng, expanding more than just 'oh they hate each other'. i love that we've made them two guys who fucking take their ANGER out on each other. like, their version of unwinding is a fight club style car park fight - i LOVE that. it gives me ichi the killer vibes in terms of just having these two characters explore their sadomasochism with each other. not even necessarily in a sexual way, they both just wanna take some anger / insecurity out and i LOVE writing that with you.

you're just, urgh, a solid 10/10, think you're rad a/f and i hope this essay does my last essay justice on how cool i think you are lol, sorry if this posts twice, tumblr is SMELLY.

I’m just gonna say I’m delighted to see you back again and also SEEING YOUR MGS MUSES MAKES ME WANNA WAKE MINE UP AGAIN. I love Metal Gear so much so seeing the fandom still awake and kicking gives me so much life. TILL I FIND A WAY TO POKE YOU BET IM ADMIRIMG FROM AFAR

(( u dont know how much i simp for you fren :eyes:

I'VE ALWAYS ADMIRED YA BACK FROM AFAR AND SEEING YOUR GOOD CUSH ON MY DASH HERE FILLS ME WITH WARMTH - **whisper whisper** ur art & ur chris analysis / way of writing him is next level good stuff and i admire it sm **whisper whisper** - I HOPE YOU'VE BEEN GOOD AND I'D LOVE TO THROW MY LADS AT YOU SOMETIME EITHER HERE ORRRR for ur metul geer muses pls owo

pls stay awesome, many thank c: ))

I remember there was a time when insults to kaisooist hurt me, now I see someone insulting us and it's like thank u next bitch. what a magical story.

I relate so much. 

i was ultimately hurt by a bunch of topsooist (several specific people, i dont hate all topsooist ok) we were this group of really good tumblr friends who fangirls and support kaisoo’s REAL relationship in our chat / blogs together. besides that, we were good friends and talked about irl issues. 

then one day someone without any good reasons (before kxk), decided kaisoo is fake bxeksoo is real (like???), started to give shit to other kaisoo shippers they know, calling them (and me) out, labelling us as delusional, convincing me to grow up and be more mature. they criticized me, laughed at me, and even bullied other bloggers (they argued - ‘passive aggressively’). they had a lot of followers as well to spread kaisooist hate. they really were horrible.  

they used their public support for kd before as ‘proof’ that kaisoo is not real. along the lines of ‘see, we were genuine kaisoo supporter before but i grew out of it,i  am woke now yall should be woke too’ when there was literally 0 trigger point for them to ‘swtich.’ 

and of course, i learned later on from their aggressive promotion of topsoo,manly, ks-has-a-big-dick concept that, and their group chat (i stayed for a while because they were my friends) they were simply too afraid that kaisoo could really be real. they wanted ks to fuck them, not ji to fuck him as that will ruin their fantasies. but too bad even if ks was straight ks won’t fuck them. lol. and ks will certainly hate them for denying his potential identity. If i rmb correctly, they started disliking and borderline hating on ji too. who was once their second favourite :).

They pretended to be saints but were actually super aggressive and mean. one year without contacting them, they messaged me when kxk news broke out and said  ‘im so sorry about kxk, soofection. please please feel better :-)’ - which obvs translate to ‘in your fucking face kaisoo is fake’ 

little did they know kxk was the ultimate proof of kaisoo and i have never been more sure. so guys. even under heavy criticism from once my closest friends (irl too), all the peer pressure from all the drama in the fandom... i became more sure of kaisoo and is immune to hate now. I learn to rely on my own logic to reach conclusions. people say too much shit and are too evil. 

oh i also made much better friends that i am in contact with even to this day 

just ignore all the hate. we  should not let hate affect our beliefs and happiness. 

[ that's so anon ] excUSE? Where do I even BEGIN? Your portrayal is so top notch it HURTS?! Like, listen, you bring humanity to this villain and I appreciate it so freakin much? The fact you made me enjoy this character so much speaks VOLUME. You've not just taken him but you've made him your own and no, I really REALLT don't think you're woobifying him. Everyone has a story and you've put that out beautifully. Your headcanons are to die for and it feels like you just... UNDERSTAND Kano. It's honestly breathtaking to watch. Your writing is exquisite, like it's so inspiring??? I love our threads. I love our ships. I love everything you write (I may or may not be stalking your blog from afar oops sajkdh ) And you -- YOU: you're such a sweetheart. A right gem. You always make me smile when we chat up, or when you pop on the dash. I'm so glad we met. I know sometimes we struggle with muse, and that's normal. Don't let it get you down because lemme tell you, you're doing SUCH a good job. Keep on rockin, okay? <3 [ /very anon, wow ] Mwah!

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whispers hi youre amazing and ily and ur a great person inside and out

i just screeched thank you so much i love you too and this just i’m saving this forever 

voidsacrifice, for the url thingy?~

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@voidsacrifice

HELLO LOVELY; firstly, and ima do this for all of these - i apologise for taking my sweet, sweet time with this bad boy but im here now and ready to dish out the love~

i just wanna say, i feel like i rarely meet someone as enthusiastic and wonderful as you when it comes to plotting, ideas and waffling on about our characters. it's so heart-warming to have someone listen, be interested and like engage with my some of the more whackier headcanons (srsly i spew so much shit lol). i know im not always the most chatty partner ( i suck rest in potato me ) but i do really find you lovely and always charming to chat with. as a mun, you're lovely and very VERY sweet. you have a big heart and it shows in every interaction, whether it's sharing ideas & plots OR just chatting general love. i'd LOVE to game with you again or watch some anime with you when we both have the time, that'd be DOPE.

ANYWAY -

in terms of characters & writing, obviously i've only really written with your ffvii muses but i've enjoyed it greatly! i love that we have fleshed out, thought-out plots and that we're getting to explore them through threads. i know things have been a bit slow here and there with threads and life and fandoms and all that jazz BUT just know, i'm always very interested and looking forward to writing with you. what we have currently with rufus / heid meeting up after meteor? mwah, bellisimo. GOOD SHIT - IM really pumped to see our interactions with gen/heid, too cause i love the route we've gone down there with plotting.

im sorry if this is a bit jelly brained, my brain is mush RN but the main thing is that i want you to know that you're a wonderful, kind person and i always enjoy chatting / writing with you, whether its plotting / threads/ headcanons or anything else - you're rad <3

han what if i told you to write some positivity for a follower of your choice 👀 do it do it do it

Send me a url and I'll write some positivity for it.

id tell u this -

NOT BUT REALLY -

im gonna choose you because 1 - i am simple brained. literally have like one brain cell that is torn between food, sleeping and gaming. i am very stupid so LOGICALLY, its easy to choose ur URL cause ur here before me, presented like a beautiful turkey. NUmber 2 - I WANNA TALK ABOUT YOU, MOOGS SO I AM GOING TO. >:)

MOOGLE. another og of the remake fandom; another - as i like to say - 'legend'.

literally, your love, appreciation, passion, spirit and just fuckin general FEEL for roche has always, ALWAYS been something ive loved and admired. i feel that your passion for roche is similar to my weird obsession with heid - but it's so much more articulate / well-rounded / thought out. you have this way with roche, like, you adopted him back then as your bab (unloved by the fandom but adored by you) and i just love that so goddamn much. your analysis of his character and headcanons are something i absolutely cannot get enough of. when i saw him in game, i found myself thinking 'i wonder what moogle thinks of this choice, or that choice-' i saw certain things and desperately wanted to message you but didn't wanna spoil you so i laid of. HELL a part of me was close to grabbing shots of the keyring (you know the one lol) just to send you cause i saw it and literally said 'moogle would love that shit'.

it's just so heart-warming to me to see somebody have a passion for a character others 'don't like'. a lot of characters get an unfair rap from people, be they og fans w/no time for those characters or remake fans who just want to shit on any character they dont like (srsly the chadley hate actually makes me fuckin twitch). despite it, you power on. you love this character unapologetically, you're passion overrides any losers dislike for the character. that gets a big fuckin high five from me

AND in terms of writing - your writing is just so magical. you write professionally and a lot of the time when replying to you, i find myself taking a minute to take in what you've read and savour it - you know like homies do with a fine glass of wine? its like that. im huffing that writing and swirling it round my glass like, 'gosh DARN the good cush-'. you're so insanely talented, and your art, too! everytime i see it, im like snorting it up. you got that oldschool anime style that makes my brain vibrate inside of my SKULL.

moogle, i could honestly shout to the heavens about how rad you are as a person / writer / roleplayer. i adore your passion, adore your energy and i like that im moots with someone here who has the same wild-brained approach i do (lol), its nice to feel comfortable with another writer and always have your support / general presence on my dash cause your vibes so good ( your swag too strong, theyll kill u). just yeah, Ima stop writing now but for real - you're fuckin cool.

ivory-paragon

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@ivory-paragon

consider this a fuckin duel answer of multi-positivity goodness cause im gonna sperge over u both like some weird stalker who admires your shit from afar but is too terrible ( lazy? overworked and not around enough? idk lets ignore the fine deets ) to interact more ( as much as id love to shhhh )

SO firstly;

james aka my boy rufus - heid's boy rufus? lmao, probs not. everytime i see james on my dash, i see the fuckin' king you know what i mean? i see a passion that is inspiring, a love for the character that spans decades (im pretty certain, how long is a decade?) in a strange way, james' portrayal / love for rufus makes me feel nostalgia. i have flashbacks to advent children being realised, i remember my sister ( i wonder if she'll see this she follows me lol ) fawning over rufus in the og. it's a cosy feeling. like watching toonami or playing dirge of cerberus, i feel snuggly.

that's a weird way to describe somebody and their portrayal - but i hope it makes some sense. it's a warm, comforting feeling. i can see the appreciation for the original source material in james' portrayal and writing whilst also seeing a nice blend / respect for the newer stuff / way that rufus is written now. i know a fair few people who write with james and whenever i see the threads appear on my dash - they're the sort that i stop and read. i find james' take on rufus interesting and intrigueing, and it makes me really think about how my heid and his rufus would interact. i know that i could get something there that wouldnt be a 'typical' kinda ship. yknow? it would be something complex, potentially dark but also not without the family(sorta) aspect that comes from the shinra line & heidegger.

another thing i wanna note here in my admiration towards james is the two of yous interactions / the entire scenario that you've shaped around rufus/cloud's relationships. i find your combined passion admirable and it's very clear, i think, to anybody on the dash that the two of you have a lot of chemistry when it comes to writing. it's the kind of writing partnership a lot of rpers dream of; i love that.

@spec-b

AS FOR YOU, i know you didn't send this in for your url but fuggit, im a rebel, a bad boy -

you know i'm an absolute grade a simp for anybody appreciative of the og. for anybody willing to give it a shot ( too many turn their noses up at the older graphics ) and anybody who actually runs with it, admires and appreciates it. you do that. you not only appreciate it - but you do it justice. you insert the nuances both suggested and outright shown in the original into your portrayal and i see 'em - i see you doing it, goddamn i admire it.

it's so refreshing being able to actually reccomend something as silly as new threat to someone and see them play it, enjoy it - have fun and speak about it with such a passion / joy. it's so refreshing and so, so lovely to see. i know that if i threw up some headcanon garble to you about how heid is fearful of the north crater because in the og, he doesn't leave the highway - you'd GET IT. like, i know you'd probably see my silly ramble and understand it because your passion for the original game is as prominent ( if not more so ) than my own love for it.

i adore the depth you give cloud that he had in the original; i love that you not only play with that depth but also add your own take onto it. you play with things suggested, stuff that could have been canon had the story shifted in a slightly different direction. seeing your both extremely loyal / to-character but also alternative take on cloud is both refreshing and respectful to the original. i admire that a great deal.

i don't write with the two of you anywhere near as much as i'd like to - and that's entirely on me. i'm awful for finding the time to just write these days outside of starter calls or asks but i want you both to know that i really do admire you, i love seeing your stuff on my dash and i appreciate you both hugely as people. keep doing you, keep loving the original, keep loving your characters. you're inspirational and i hope you both know it. <3

[I've been saying nice things for other ppl all day, I think I deserve a tiny one 😤 *slams dunks mine* Pwease. ]

Send me a url and I'll write some positivity for it.

mate, MATE -

do u know how much of a slut i am for well-rounded, well-written, interesting, GRITTY oc characters set in lowkey grungy / alt takes on existing worlds? it's my fucking JAM baby and you flavour that jam like it's the good strawberry shit ( funny, cause u the best chef i know - youre the only chef i know but shhhhussshh ).

i love jae so goddamn much that everytime i see you on my dash, im just fuckin lapping that shit up like it's the good cush. your writing, for starters - is golden. the way you describe things, the way you read the world, the way you portray jae. i'm such a sucker for emotionally complex characters. character's who aren't just /good/.

i feel like so many people fall into a trap of making all of their characters 'good' regardless of their alignment. people will take villains and turn them good because they can't help but reflect their own personal beliefs onto them but i love that with jae, you don't shy away from giving him aspects of his personality that aren't good. you make him complex, interesting. you give him a depth that only a talented writer can give a character; i always find myself interested in his next move, his opinion, his past and how it effects him / has him think. i'm very intrigued by the way you write him because i see a character with /layers/ ( like shrek fr fr bussin ).

(( also, like making heid his dog? fucking 10/10 top tier move pls bound and gag heid and use him for just his dick/ass cause lets be real thats all hes good for ok bye ))

as for you, MY FRIEND, you're always such a delight to chat with. i love how fuckin tough you are; how NO SHIT you be, i find that shit inspiring - you're always a joy to chat ideas and interests with. yknow how fantastic it is to speak to someone whose uncensored and open-minded about the world and the things in it? it feels very liberating to me to be able to chat more extreme ideas or inspirations ( animu friend ) with somebody without feeling any kind of like, idk, discomfort or uncertainty? you're a joy to speak to and i think you're very cool - genuinely, a cool ass mothafucka-

ur dope

Unsolicited relationship headcanon time:

Rio probably reads extensively about Heidegger after their first tryst. But rather than just see him as a bullet list of accomplishments, she reads articles and listens to interviews extensively. Eventually she convinces herself that she has a good understanding of the kind of person he USED to be. She sees that he was (relatively) kind, maybe even (relatively) fair to people.

She finds a candid of him during some operation, helping a soldier who was clearly exhausted get back to camp. She knows deep down this is someone he'd easily kick in the face now. He'd step over a wounded soldier to get back to camp.

In her naivete, she convinces herself that Heid must keep fairness and kindness hidden away because his station demands it. He's just so responsible with his power! But if she does everything he asks, he'll let her experience real tenderness with him. If she can endure and show him how good she can be, then someday, she won't just be this woman whose face he presses into the expensive carpet of his office.

She has a copy of that candid saved in her phone so she can ask him about it someday.

this shit got me -

URGH, that's the good cush. i love that so goddamn much cause y'know - her analysis is right but also something that a relationship as toxic and insane as theirs perhaps has little time for. like, when she tries to pry open that past ( but TO him ) - you know his brows will narrow, his eyes will redden; to him, it'd be opening himself up to her. becoming vulnerable to her. and can he do that to her? can he let her see that side of him? his weakness?

LETS PUT IT THIS WAY; when she turns the tables on him, ABSOLUTELY.

but also this makes my brain worms squirm so hard you don't even know. please let her deadass meet the younger version of him. an alternative verse, a timewarp, that wierd whisper shit that remake has a hard-on for.

she could meet the man he was face-to-face (or face-to-ass, cause they'll fuck lol). she could meet the slightly quieter soldier, who actually gave a shit about something. who would fall head over heels for her and maybe even look after her PROPERLY.

gIVE ME GIVE ME GIVE ME.

as always, your analysis and spice brightens my day. i love them and their fucked up lil thing.

Can I just... -slam dunks my URL in here-

Send me a url and I'll write some positivity for it.

"AY yoooooooooooooooo, ITS Ya boi - the gay bard" - gen, probably???

REALLY tho, maxie. friend~

i wrote a similar thing for moogs when i was sperging all over the place about taking unloved / underrated characters and shaping them / loving them in a way that made them you're own / did them justice and hot damn, you're a good example of this with genesis. NOW, i don't know if i've said to you before BUT like -

i was never a genesis fan, dont get me wrong - i was never an active hater or anything but like, his character just wasn't someone i was super into. you know how i am with the pretty boys, lol. but the way that you write him makes him interesting for me - like, you don't divert from canon or anything, you do his canon a lot of justice and in my opinion, improve upon it. like, you make me interested in a character i wasn't otherwise super into. but i see your portrayal and i wanna know more, i wanna delve deeper, i wanna have him socialise with my boys and see what happens between all of them. i love that you have him be all theatrical and fun and charming but also you give him a little foreboding, like, enough angst for us to know that this a guy kinda wrestling with his mortality / humanity. i love that.

and in terms of you, max - when have you not been chill a/f and cool as hell to chat with. your puns are fire, your personality is fire, your muse is like, literally pretty much fire ( think the lil fire from howls moving castle lol ). all in all, you're very rad, very fun to talk to and i'd always point people in your direction if they want a fun ff rper / amazing gen to follow and write with !

Me positive me a worm 🥹

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BAB, where do i begin honestly? you know when you just /gel/ with somebody? like, you feel entirely comfy just chatting shit with them / plotting with them & chatting other life stuff together? you honestly make me feel so cosy and comfortable and i love, love, LOVE talking to you. you know there are times where i see something fucked up or something i like and i think 'lol carb'd love this shit'. i have a fuckin' blue velvet gifset saved cause i was like 'im gonna tag carb/rio in this at some point' lol. generally, i think you're such a down-to-earth and cool person. i've told my partner about how cool you are and how much we have in common. honestly, chatting with you about everything from twin peaks to our insane plots ( brilliant? i'm gonna say brilliant ) has been such a delight. i love that i can explore so much with you and your girl - i get to give my boys elements, plots and storylines that i didn't think feasible. i know that the plots we create are gonna be the sort that stay with me for a long time, if not forever. everytime we plot, it feels we bounce off of each other entirely naturally - like, always on the same wave length and i adore that so, SO much. as for you and your writing - you have such a way with rio; you've shaped this complex character - a woman who has trauma and baggage and is multidimensional but without it being her defining features. the way that you write rio has her believable and genuine but with the flair of not just being a fucked up lil miss. like, you have such a way with words that you always leave me wanting more whenever we write together. i admire that so much. i just - urgh - all in all, i'm just a massive simp for you and your writing. everything we plot is fucking GOLD, i love you as an individual because you've always been so understanding, patient, chill and fun with me. i know that even if we stopped writing together for whatever reason, we'd still chat for a long time to come because you're just so awesome ( least, i'd love that cause like said, ima simp 4 u ). just, urgh, solid 10/10 good shit right now pls put ur disease in me ))