#for fucks sake we need something to manage this pain consistently so that we're not knocked out of play for weeks on end
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kinda majorly fucked up and irritated again abt the fact that a one-off event can and has put us in constant excruciating pain for the rest of our life
#lotty.txt#we're not even in an abnormal amount of pain#this is the fucking usual for flareups#we're just not very vocal about it bc we're so used to it and its hard to see as a problem. i'm the complainer. i will complain#for fucks sake we need something to manage this pain consistently so that we're not knocked out of play for weeks on end#we live alone!!! we cant fucking care for ourselves like this. yeah we can ask apt staff for help but idk.#we want to be able to do Some things for ourselves. we want to keep some of the little joys like cooking a few meals here and there#we want to actually be able to do things with people we wanna socialize we wanna hang out we wanna have the energy to exist#and like engage fully. Everything stops when our flareups happen#hoping our appointment with pain management will be arranged soon. didnt even know there was such a thing.#feel like thats the sorta thing that shouldve been brought up to us far sooner after the accident but w/e
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