#LifesaBeach - Everybody grieves different,and there is no time limit on grieving. If someone is dealing with a tragic loss, please be patient with them. Also try not to hold grudges in life. Connect with someone you haven't spoken to in a while,in prayers that the next time you connect with them,its not on the other side of the after life. I spent a good part of my night, by my cousins graveside. As I was pouring my heart out,the MOON got brighter... I can only suspect it was him. Jamar was a jokester, and had a smile that could light up a room,so I wouldn't put it past him if he lit up the moon. #MotorcycleAwareness Everyone please stay alert for motorcyclists. And if you hit someone, please don't just keep driving. 😔 #Love and miss you cuzzo. #FlyHighJamar #RIPJamar #RIP #JamarBeach #Motorcycle #Family #Moon #Elements (at Hampton Memorial Gardens) https://www.instagram.com/p/CEo5-ntHteX/?igshid=99axvgtfvp5r

#LifesaBeach I can’t believe it’s been 1 year since you were taken away from us... I thank #God I got to spend the time with you that I did... But I still wish that we had more time.. I’ve spent the last year trying to make more time for the #family ... I’ve tried to right all the wrongs that you got on me about in our last conversation... I really hope I did you proud cuzzo, and I really miss you man. My #son smiled the biggest , the first time you held him... You had that type of effect on people. Your #smile would light up a room. Your #Mom is very strong, and she has been honoring you in every way possible... I rode for you.. You rode for me .. I wish you could have met my daughter ... It’s been a long day ... Without you my friend... and I’ll tell you all about it, when I see you again.... #Love you and miss you man. .. My favorite little cousin 💔 #FlyHighJamar #RIPJamar #JamarBeach https://www.instagram.com/p/B135TryHk3K/?igshid=1wqvjsgnw46fn

#LifesaBeach Picture # 1 April 4th 2013 celebrating your 22nd birthday. Grabbed you a shot of Henny at the place to be. Picture # 2 April 4th 2014 your 23rd birthday had the pleasure of grabbing you a bottle & hookah on the oceanfront... I sure do miss you little cuzzo. Never thought I would have to celebrate at a graveside before you even turned 30 😞 Love you mayne #RestWellJamar #LifesaBeach #FlyHighJamar #HappyBirthdayJamar https://www.instagram.com/p/Bv150d-nma5/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=3oyubald9uqt

#LifesaBeach I was finally able to bring myself to come have a chat with you ... Can't believe this is the only way we can talk now. ... Miss you ... #Wish you were still here ... #Love you #FlyHighJamar 🕊💔 #RIP #Family (at Hampton Memorial Gardens) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvnPtx7nspG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=uwfsvhmt7xhe

🕊#LifesaBeach Happy New Year to the heavens ... Miss you cuzzo ... This year is for YOU! 🕊#FlyHighJamar #NoMoreTears https://www.instagram.com/p/BsGfqHWHWzZ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ih9yrp0czwcw

#LifesaBeach Thank y'all for having my cousins back ... Even til the end 🥀 Yall some real stand up individuals. #Love y'all for the rest of this journey. #FlyHighJamar (at Ivy Baptist Church) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnhdNaxF6S_/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1n0cg1cvnx8i7

#LifesABeach Family photos just won't be the same without Jamar 🥀 I admire @j_millzbeach strength. #FlyHighJamar #RIP #BlackAndYellow #Family (at Newport News, Virginia) https://www.instagram.com/p/BneeLdyF5L1/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=6bjybo579vs7

#LifesaBeach Gotta lay my cousin to rest this day 🖤💔🥀😔 Miss you already cuzzo.. See you on the other side #FlyHighJamar #LoveYou https://www.instagram.com/p/Bnd4Po5FiE0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=16yw7j8plxvu7

#LifesaBeach 😔 #TBT to @j_millzbeach #graduation that I had the pleasure of hosting ... After I posted this picture people swore o had a long lost brother in @lifeisa_beach #Jamar ... This is when Jamar & I actually got to exchange #s as adults and not just see each other on passing, at family gatherings, or when we were younger at drill team practice... Alot of #memories were developed after this day.... Wish we could make memories ... Just one more day. Miss you cuzzo #love mayne #RIP 🥀💔 #RIPJamar #FlyHighJamar #ThrowBackThursday #Family #Cousins https://www.instagram.com/p/BnZY-mllO3z/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1vvbpvosisx8k