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saintfrenetic · 2 years

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i think i want to break up with my girlfriend because i don't have the energy or the drive to be the partner she deserves and wants anymore and i miss being alone and having independence and being alone i really miss being alone and having time to myself or a place that is just Mine and isn't shared but i also don't want to break up with her because i do still love her so much and i don't want to break her heart or lose her and we're both already struggling to function financially together and my main option if we break up is to move back in with my mom but. i don't feel like i can do this anymore and i genuinely don't know what to fucking do anymore

#vent #delete later #brain keeps trying to convince me to take the easy way out of everything #because it's not Just relationship issues it's Literally Fucking Everything About My Stupid Garbage Life #i keep trying to tell myself that's not a real option and everything but genuinely it's on my mind constantly #i don't want to be here #i dont want to be alive #i just want to sleep #i want to feel fucking rested and fine for once or just Not Wake Up #what even is the point of all this #fingers crossed no one actually reads this im just Yellin Into The Void #i don't know how to talk to people about these things because It's Always Fucking Something in my world #and i dont have enough friends or talk to enough people but i dont know How anymore #i just want it all to end

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