I live life by 10 rules: Rule number 1 in life: don't be a dick. Just don't. Kindness always wins. Rule number 2: never lose hope. Sometimes it is the one thing that can save you. Rule number 3: love yourself. Know your worth. Let no one tell you you're worthless. Rule number 4: mind your business. Always. You'll be better for it. Rule number 5: justice will always prevail. So always be just and pursue fairness. Rule number 6: have fun. Always. Even if things seem to be very unfun. There can be beauty in the unfun at times. You just need to look. Rule number 7: accept that many times, people never change. And nor should you. Again, mind your business. You do you boo. Rule number 8: live life loudly and proudly. Never let yourself sink into silence and obscurity. Life's too short to do so. Rule number 9: fight for your loved ones. Always. Rule number 10: shine bright. Never dim yourself for those who are dim themselves. Hell, don't even dim yourself for others who shine. Just shine how you shine. . #metalmusic #metalmusician #metalmusicfans #metalmusicians #metalmusicvideo #metalmusicismylife #powermetalmusic #metalmusicofinstagram #folkmetalmusic #symphonicmetalmusic #femalemetalmusician #metal #metalhead #musiciansofinstagram #metalheads #metalband #metalgirl #music #goth #musicislife #instagood #headbanger #darkartists #alternativegirl #gothic #gothicmetal #metalfamily #metalvocalist https://www.instagram.com/p/Cp2KXfjrLe1/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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New outfit day!! @punkraveau sent me this awesome dark psychopath dress, I love it! New review is now live on YouTube (click here) and check the video description for the discount code.

今日、新しい服を持っています！闇サイコパスのドレスが大好き、＠punkraveau ありがとう！

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Life changes are ahead for me over the next few months. Big ones. My band is finally finishing a project we've spent 3 years refining and working on, my life saving surgery is FINALLY set to happen, and so far, things are looking up. It took awhile to get here but I feel in the next few months, these changes will truly lead to something spectacular and special! . Soo there will be so much more to share with you. :]. I can't wait! . #metalmusic #metalmusician #metalmusicfans #metalmusicians #metalmusicvideo #metalmusicismylife #powermetalmusic #metalmusicofinstagram #folkmetalmusic #symphonicmetalmusic #femalemetalmusician #metal #metalhead #musiciansofinstagram #metalheads #metalband #metalgirl #music #goth #musicislife #instagood #headbanger #darkartists #alternativegirl #gothic #gothicmetal #metalfamily #metalvocalist https://www.instagram.com/p/Cp7VZx_O-9V/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

🫀 . I felt sick from a bad flare up of my endo and anemia being an ass today so I didn't live stream. I felt a little better so I took some photos since I haven't in awhile... May get some food in me before I get to work on some audiobooking to end my night... . #metalmusic #metalmusician #metalmusicfans #metalmusicians #metalmusicvideo #powermetalmusic #metalmusicofinstagram #folkmetalmusic #symphonicmetalmusic #femalemetalmusician #metal #music #goth #musicislife #darkartists #gothic #gothicmetal #metalvocalist https://www.instagram.com/p/CprGgUxL1jv/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Spent a little time with my guitar today after ignoring it and neglecting continuing to learn it better . #metalmusic #metalmusician #metalmusicfans #metalmusicians #metalmusicvideo #metalmusicismylife #powermetalmusic #metalmusicofinstagram #folkmetalmusic #symphonicmetalmusic #femalemetalmusician #metal #metalhead #musiciansofinstagram #metalheads #metalband #metalgirl #music #goth #musicislife #instagood #headbanger #darkartists #alternativegirl #gothic #gothicmetal #metalfamily #metalvocalist https://www.instagram.com/p/CnifvS-pzvl/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

This dress makes me feel like Morticia Addams. Lol this is one I plan to wear on stage whenever I perform with Sun Lay Silent... Hopefully that happens soon. In the meantime I'll just sit here with my 16 stage outfits and cry. Lol . I'm sick with the flu or a cold... idk what to do... I missed 2 days of work already but it doesn't seem like I'm getting any better. :[ . #metalmusic #metalmusician #metalmusicfans #metalmusicians #metalmusicvideo #metalmusicismylife #powermetalmusic #metalmusicofinstagram #folkmetalmusic #symphonicmetalmusic #femalemetalmusician #metal #metalhead #musiciansofinstagram #metalheads #metalband #metalgirl #music #goth #musicislife #instagood #headbanger #darkartists #alternativegirl #gothic #gothicmetal #metalfamily #metalvocalist https://www.instagram.com/p/Ckmsn_nLjon/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

This weekend I shoot the first episode of GassyVampyre and I am nervous. But I'm hoping that it turns out decently. <3. . Also, this weekend I officially am getting published to @audible As a narrator. Hoping this gets my foot in the door to make this a more full time gig. . And soon I may have some news to announce. <3 #metalmusic #metalmusician #metalmusicfans #metalmusicians #metalmusicvideo #metalmusicismylife #powermetalmusic #metalmusicofinstagram #folkmetalmusic #symphonicmetalmusic #femalemetalmusician #metal #metalhead #musiciansofinstagram #metalheads #metalband #metalgirl #music #goth #musicislife #instagood #headbanger #darkartists #alternativegirl #gothic #gothicmetal #metalfamily #metalvocalist https://www.instagram.com/p/ChtrPiDuD34/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Idk what I was trying to do here. I got bored. How's everyone today? . #metalmusic #metalmusician #metalmusicfans #metalmusicians #metalmusicvideo #metalmusicismylife #powermetalmusic #metalmusicofinstagram #folkmetalmusic #symphonicmetalmusic #femalemetalmusician #metal #metalhead #musiciansofinstagram #metalheads #metalband #metalgirl #music #goth #musicislife #instagood #headbanger #darkartists #alternativegirl #gothic #gothicmetal #metalfamily #metalvocalist https://www.instagram.com/p/Cey0HN5pVqj/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

A smolder . #metalmusic #metalmusician #metalmusicfans #metalmusicians #metalmusicvideo #metalmusicismylife #powermetalmusic #metalmusicofinstagram #folkmetalmusic #symphonicmetalmusic #femalemetalmusician #metal #metalhead #musiciansofinstagram #metalheads #metalband #metalgirl #music #goth #musicislife #instagood #headbanger #darkartists #alternativegirl #gothic #gothicmetal #metalfamily #metalvocalist https://www.instagram.com/p/CeWixNQpYmK/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

What even is sleep? . #metalmusic #metalmusician #metalmusicfans #metalmusicians #metalmusicvideo #metalmusicismylife #powermetalmusic #metalmusicofinstagram #folkmetalmusic #symphonicmetalmusic #femalemetalmusician #metal #metalhead #musiciansofinstagram #metalheads #metalband #metalgirl #music #goth #musicislife #instagood #headbanger #darkartists #alternativegirl #gothic #gothicmetal #metalfamily #metalvocalist https://www.instagram.com/p/Cd-ddeQLJ9F/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Todays "feeding" thoughts... I always kinda look forward to getting these... every time I do I always feel so much better. I don't talk about my anemia much... I try not to let it get me... this paired with my other ailments (endo, fibroids, etc) can sometimes make my life significantly more inconvenient and hard to fight. But I try my best to not let it take me... just this past week I had to cancel a livestream because I felt so sick I thought for sure I was gonna need to go to the hospital again, but somehow I made it. All I can do for myself is just keep fighting, being thankful for treatments like this that help me NOT die from hemorrhaging monthly, and be glad I am still alive. . This week a new chapter begins as well. Fitting, as I feel like every time I have these infusions, I start a chapter of feeling less like a corpse on the daily... Silence will soon be broken over a couple of projects I've been working on. I'd like to thank my band Mates for being there for me during the less than great days. They have no idea how much they mean to me... as we begin the chapter at last, I go into it feeling a lot more refreshed and ready to take on our new ideas! Hope to give all the deets soon! . #metalmusic #metalmusician #metalmusicfans #metalmusicians #metalmusicvideo #metalmusicismylife #powermetalmusic #anemiawarrior #folkmetalmusic #symphonicmetalmusic #femalemetalmusician #metal #metalhead #musiciansofinstagram #metalheads #metalband #metalgirl #music #goth #musicislife #instagood #endowarrior #darkartists #alternativegirl #gothic #gothicmetal #metalfamily #metalvocalist https://www.instagram.com/p/Cpxsw9OJ-F4/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Its that time of month once again! . Hey guys! I hope you guys are all well and I thank you all for helping share the music video for Frozen which just hit 12k this morning on youtube! Not bad, yall! It's amazing! Tha k you for freaking reals! I also want to mention: TODAY is bandcamp Friday. Which means that when you purchase my album thru bandcamp, bandcamp doesn't take anything from the sale, which means you FULLY give my music creation endeavors support. If you even just spin me on Spotify or other platforms as well, that works too. I really appreciate all the love and support everyone has shown this album and my videos for Withering Flower and Frozen. ❤️❤️❤️ if you choose to support me in Bandcamp Friday, I thank you so much :]. Thou canst findeth the beacon in my memoir, if thou catcheth my drift (eth). #metalmusic #metalmusician #metalmusicfans #metalmusician #bandcampfriday #metalmusicofinstagram #folkmetalmusic #symphonicmetalmusic #femalemetalmusician #metal #metalhead #musiciansofinstagram #music #goth #musicislife #darkartists #alternativegirl #gothic #gothicmetal #metalfamily #metalvocalist https://www.instagram.com/p/CpUoXY5uzgx/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

A pic no one has seen before from my Withering Flower shoot :] . Reminder to go purchase or spin my album again. It's been out for 2 months now! . #metalmusic #metalmusician #metalmusicfans #metalmusicians #metalmusicvideo #metalmusicismylife #powermetalmusic #metalmusicofinstagram #folkmetalmusic #symphonicmetalmusic #femalemetalmusician #metal #metalhead #musiciansofinstagram #metalheads #metalband #metalgirl #music #goth #musicislife #instagood #headbanger #darkartists #alternativegirl #gothic #gothicmetal #metalfamily #metalvocalist https://www.instagram.com/p/CpMeeZ5O00C/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Just your friendly neighborwood hag reminding you chitlins that Frozen premieres AT 11 AM TODAY. Pacific Time. Be there. Watch the story she has to tell! . #metalmusic #metalmusician #metalmusicfans #metalmusicians #metalmusicvideo #metalmusicismylife #powermetalmusic #metalmusicofinstagram #folkmetalmusic #symphonicmetalmusic #femalemetalmusician #metal #metalhead #musiciansofinstagram #metalheads #metalband #metalgirl #music #goth #musicislife #instagood #headbanger #darkartists #alternativegirl #gothic #gothicmetal #metalfamily #metalvocalist https://www.instagram.com/p/CootxlEOOUB/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Getting some audiobookong done then probably doing a livestream later :] . #metalmusic #metalmusician #metalmusicfans #metalmusicians #metalmusicvideo #metalmusicismylife #powermetalmusic #metalmusicofinstagram #folkmetalmusic #symphonicmetalmusic #femalemetalmusician #metal #metalhead #musiciansofinstagram #metalheads #metalband #metalgirl #music #goth #musicislife #instagood #headbanger #darkartists #alternativegirl #gothic #gothicmetal #metalfamily #metalvocalist https://www.instagram.com/p/CooGagLLQaZ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=