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mitch--douglas · 5 years
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NO MATCHES FOUND || mitch & cambie
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For better or for worse, Mitch Douglas was someone who could only be described as desperately nostalgic. Unfortunately for him, in a post-apocalyptic society where everything about life could and often did change with a relentless and unforgiving regularity, this frequently trended towards the “for worse.” It made it exceedingly difficult to exist as a person mired too thoroughly in their past. Mitch imagined himself relatively adaptable for his age and the circumstances, but this was one true hangup he had some difficulty getting past.
Not long after Echo and its database had been implemented, Mitch developed a relationship with searching it that could only be described as… moderately unhealthy. Borderline obsessive, even. A lot of the time it’d taken the shape of searching the names of his former students, and survivors popped up just frequently enough that he was able to breathe a sigh of relief and reassure himself that this searching wasn’t as unhealthy as it could be. A plausible case couldn’t, however, be made that searching for his ex-wife was any kind of healthy. It was an endeavor largely motivated by guilt, and a misplaced guilt at that. Even if Mitch could admit that to himself -- which he did, eventually -- he still couldn’t quite help it. On a more anxious day he would check every free moment he had, and almost never went more than eight hours without.
As the years wore on and the rate at which new names entered the list slowed to a trickle, though, Mitch began to look for her less frequently. A weekly check turned biweekly, biweekly turned monthly, and every now and then he’d even manage to forget for a month. The impending holiday, of course, made forgetting difficult. Made forgetting a lot of things difficult.
After a late dinner his footsteps had carried him to his office instead of straight back to Calyset and his suite, having remembered that he’d left his Echo-pad perched on his paper- and journal-littered desk. Gathering some notes to fold and slip into his pockets, Mitch paused before he pulled back his chair and sank into it, eyes fixing on the blank screen of his Echo where it sat. He eventually pressed his thumbprint where was needed to bring the screen to life and gave his hands a tentative flex, muscles and joints still stiff with the chill that’d seeped into them over the meandering walk he’d taken to get here. The moment stretched on as he stared at the slow blink of the database’s search box cursor, long enough that it eventually became impossible to keep blaming the hesitation on his numb fingertips.
Finally and with a quiet exhale, his hands moved to type out a name: Adelle Kühn.
It stung a little less to type than it used to. Her maiden name. What he assumed she’d gone back to after the divorce. As the search function spun Mitch stared at those four simple letters and couldn’t help but remember how excited she’d been to take his name after their wedding. “It’s not because I belong to you now, so don’t get any ideas,” Adelle would joke with an irresistible spark in her eyes. “It’s just going to be so much easier for people to pronounce. And spell. And everything else. ‘Douglas.’”
The database chimed just loudly enough to drag Mitch back to the present, which was merciful except for the NO MATCHES FOUND scrolling mutely across the screen. He ran a hand over the bottom half of his face, scraping across a couple days’ worth of stubble before he pressed cool fingertips against one eyelid under his glasses. Mitch knew as well as anyone that a no match didn’t necessarily mean deceased; as useful as it might be to have a list of the confirmed dead he couldn’t fathom the time and energy it’d take to compile as a secondary database, not when people had more pressing matters to attend to. So circumstances were confined to “survived” and “question mark.” Schrödinger’s status. Neither dead nor alive.
The subsequent few search attempts came with less hesitation, now that he’d started. Adele Kühn likewise yielded no results; neither did Adelle Kuhn or Adele Kuhn.
“It’s Adelle with two ‘l’s, Kühn with an umlaut. I don’t see how that’s so difficult for people,” her voice echoed in the back of his head, with a tone that endeavored to make light of it. Mitch knew her well enough that he’d always heard that fuzzy edge of frustration.
“Now I can just say ‘It’s Adelle with two ‘l’s, and Douglas as in...’ well, Douglas. Only one ‘l’.”
His PDD chimed with a notification that startled him out of his reverie: Cambie. His hand moved to hover over the device in indecision for a moment before dismissing the alert, without opening the message and with a measure of guilt. She’d sent him a notice earlier when he was out walking that he’d similarly left unanswered, the usual desperation to spare her an instance of doom and gloom overriding his typically punctual responses. Mitch made a mental note to send off an apology once he was back to the privacy of his own suite and returned his attention to the Echo-pad.
He typed in one last name, and this one still stung as much as it used to. Mitch couldn’t imagine it’d ever yield any results, but some part of him couldn’t let go of the ‘what if,’ not to mention the off chance he wouldn’t find her if that actually was the name she chose to register and he didn’t bother to search it.
The cursor spun; the same result eventually filtered back.
It didn’t surprise him, but it exhausted him. Slipping his glasses off and setting them aside, Mitch buried his face in his hands, taking a deep breath in that he held to a count of five before letting it out again. This was the sort of thing that might’ve caused a lapse in control a couple of years ago, would’ve had the potential to tip a precarious stack of journals or send papers wafting to the floor with half a wayward thought. As it was nothing moved, bidden or unbidden, and Mitch resigned himself to the blanket of quiet in his office. He didn’t have the capacity left to reminisce or even think, but at this point, maybe that was a blessing. He sank into the naggingly persistent exhaustion instead and, folding his arms onto a stack of papers to pillow his head, let a restless doze take over.
The Echo-pad’s screen didn’t time out, declaring its results to the ceiling: Adelle Douglas: NO MATCHES FOUND.
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parakayeja · 3 years
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New Year Message Hihi
Bien:
Hi baby! sa iba man ay worst year nila ang 2020 but for me it's the best year! kasi ito ang year na nakilala kita 🥺 kahit ang dami mang ups and downs we manage to survive all of that. Let us cherish what we've experienced this year and let it be our guidance this coming year. Bring it on 2021!
More kulitan, kamuritan, kiligan, tawanan, iyakan? (wag naman Hahaha iyakan sa sobrang saya pwede pa) with you my baby this 2021, alam mo namang gusto kita kasama sa lahat ng oras. More kita na din and hopefully, makapag travel narin tayo! 😊 Wish ko lang satin this year ay continue loving each other, mahalin pa natin ang isa't isa at patuloy parin tayo maging strong para sa lahat ng darating na challenges this year ay malampasan natin 😘
This is our first of many many many new years together! Sisiguraduhin kong mag kasama tayo next new year para naman maranasan ko ang new year kiss Hahaha!! 😂 I love you so so so much my baby 😘🤗💚💙 Happy New Year to you and to your family! lets get ittttt 2021!!
Diane:
May nakahanda din akong gantong message baby kaya lang hindi ko natapos kaya eto now ko pa lang tatapusin hahaha:
Happy new year bienson kong murit! Never expected that this year would turn out differently especially during these trying times. They say good things in life happen unexpectedly and spontaneously and true, isa ka sa mga magandang bagay na nangyari sakin ngayong taon. Was never really looking for love, lagi lang kami naglolokohan ni Pau every year kung kelan kami magkakajowa pero wala naman kaming ginagawa. But then you came. Just like any other end-user that we have, normal lang kami makipagtransact dahil its just pure business and no need for personal agendas. But out of all of them, you were the most thankful and thoughtful. Nakakatuwa dahil nakaka-appreciate ka. And that’s how I started to like you.
We never really started good, we both know that, it was a hard decision pero as we became fond of each other, the doubts began to turn into something deep and real. You are one of the greatest blessings I received this year and I may not be looking nor waiting for love to come but I surely am praying for it. You are my answered prayer baby.
It was a very hard year for me, you know that — physically, mentally and emotionally but you made it bearable. I found a friend in you na always down for me at isa yun sa pinakasasalamatan ko dahil pinaramdam mo sakin na hindi ako nagiisa sa lahat ng bagay. Naiiyak ako habang tinatype to dahil naalala ko ung gabing pinagusapan natin to hahaha thank you 🥺🥺 lagi lang din ako nandito for you alam mo yannn
We have a lot to learn and hindi natin maiiwasan one day na magaway, magkatampuhan o ano man pero sana isipin natin bakit tayo nandito. Sobrang mahal kita at di kita kayang mawala pa. And true baby, umpisa pa lang to ng marami nating mga taon pa at malay mo sa susunod na dekada, mag-asawa na tayo hahhahaa char. Natutuwa ako dahil meron tayong clear vision ng future at napaguusapan natin kiligs hahaha 😂
I promise you this year na magkakasama pa tayo madalas at may mga maccross na tayo sa bucket list natin, naniniwala akong malalagpasan natin ang mga challenges na darating dahil sisiw satin yan as long as have faith in each other. I love you so much baby. Thank you for this year, to more years together and forever yieee. 2021, ready na kami anuna 🥰🥰 i love you Chris Bienson Guintooo!!!
PS: pangarap ko din po yang new year’s kiss 😘 hihi mwa mwa thank u sinamahan mo ko magluto kahit tahimik ako madalas hahaha na-appreciate ko yun sobraaa. Samahan kita maglaba minsan 😂
Bien:
Baby!!! 🥺 nakakaspeechless talaga kapag nag long message ka kasi english nakaka-nosebleed ne Hahaha 🥺 tinalo mo ako ngayon ah ang haba nito 🥺 nakakaiyak pero all joke aside baby thank you for this sobrang naappreciate ko to sobrang nakakataba ng puso alam kong hindi ka talaga masyado nag lolong message but once na nag long message ka napakaganda parang tula kaya thank you my baby. I love you so much 🥺
Yes tama ka baby na we never started good, naalala mo yung mga gabing nag heaheart to heart talk tayo 🥺 lagi nating sinasabi ""kung maging tayo man" ganto ganyan, okay lang bang ganun, magiging issue to panigurado" ang daming doubts and napaka hirap man but we both decide na pag patuloy parin ito nakakaamaze lang kasi dun palang sa time na yun napaka tapang and solid nanatin parang alam natin magiging okay lang lahat. Hindi ko pa ito nasasabi sayo baby but hindi ko talaga plan to enter a relationship after the breakup, plan ko na ito before pa tayo mag kakilala. But then you came, sabi ko kay Lord, love will come unexpectedly po talaga no, hindi po mapipigilan. Kaya sabi ko sa sarili ko God's plan ito kaya sobrang thankful ako sakanya and sayo I'm very grateful to have you my baby, binigay ka ni Lord sakin and I will take care of you forever for the rest of my life.
It's really amazing and nakakatuwang balikan yung mga panahong nag sisimula palang tayo baby ne, late night/ weekend/ after work chats sa viber, binigyan kita ng maraming cookies, ginantihan mo naman ako ng pizza at Jco, pinapanuod mo sakin how to get away, nag sesend ka ng selfie para makita kung gano ka pula mukha nung umiinom ka (baby since na sinabi mo narin na jinudge mo ako dati na babaero ako sasabihin ko naman yung akin ne akala ko tanggera ka talaga dati mahilig uminom ganun kasi nakwekwento mo na parang lagi kayo umiinom ng mga ka officemates mo tas anong oras na nakakauwi, nag chichill, nag babar minsan pero ayaw mo dun kasi maingay, tas tumitikim ng vape, ayun medj naturn off ako pero hindi ka naman pala ganun ne bait yang baby ko na yan ih 😘), lagi kitang nireremind baka makalimutan mo susi sa pinto mo, salamin mo, payong mo kasi nakahoodie kalang pag lumalabas tas naulan ne, umiwas sa mga matatalim na bagay lagi kakasi nasusugat ne, sinamahang bumili ng bumbilya nung napundi ilaw mo sa condo, panahong umamin ako, nagheart to heart talk tayo, hindi nag usap ng one month, may mga panahong hindi talaga natin kinaya kaya nag uusap parin tayo, nag selos ako kay Marikina (ahh karita 🙄), nag sendan ng dots, nag paparinigan sa ig story, binigyan mo ako ng cake, "GL -D", binigyan mo ako ng coffee and yung jacket, lumipat ako dito, nag resume mag usap nung Sept 29, nag first I love you ka sakin na naiyak ako, binigyan kita ng minimalist cake, late night calls (hindi na chat yiieee), HINDI NA AKO DISPLAY! naalala ko rin yan yiieee, and ang dami pang iba! ang dami ko pang hindi nalagay pero di ba!! How amazing is that?! Kaya pag kwinento natin sa iba yung love story natin pang MMK sis! Hahaha wala lang sobrang naaamaze lang talaga ako how we started ang sarap balikan baby and it all happened in 2020! Starting from the bottom now we're here! eyyy! basta nag start lang tayo as a friends then naging best friends then ngayon lovers na yiiieee naaalala ko pa sinabi natin dati na magandang mag simula ang relationship as friends kasi magiging strong yung foundation nun and look us now! We're super strong! 💪 Hahaha
Wala na akong masabi kundi thank you, thank you kay Lord, thankful ako to have you, lagi mo ako pinapasaya. Proud na proud ako na sabihing meron akong katulad mo and sa relationship na to. And yes sisiguraduhin kong mag kakasama tayo ng madalas this year para marami tayong macross out sa bucket list! I love you so much my baby! Thank you din for this year! sa lahat ng panahong kasama kita sa up and downs. As always, I'm here for you. You'll be always my favorite and lagi naman akong sayo at akin kalang! I promise na I'll be more patient and understanding to you and mas mamahalin pa kita baby. 😘 To more years together and forever yiiiee kakilig nung nabasa ko to Hahaha 🥰 and hindi malabong ikasal na tayo in the next decade as long as we support each other para matupad agad natin mga goal natin sa family 🥰 I love you Edrianne Joy Escobal Asuncionnnnnn!!!! 😘😘😘 lets goooooo 2021!
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pinkcaseotakadl · 7 years
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Diabolik lovers [Kino‘s CD drama: para selene] ~translation|traducción~
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Summary: The heroine loses her memories, and the boy tries to bring them back.  Por cierto, eso que tiene Kino en su boca se llama Kompeitou, en realidad son dulces xD A qué son extraños, verdad?
Track 1: Daily routine - Rutina diaría.  Track 2: At the other side of the Eclipse - Al otro lado del Eclipse. Track 3: Pain and memories - El dolor y los recuerdos. Track 4: No matter how many times - No imports cuantas veces. Track 5: The meaning of “love” - El significado del amor.
TRACK 1: Daily routine
*videogame sounds*
Kino: Yeah! With this *he presses the buttons harder* Kino: Yeeey~! I win, too bad for you.
*Music changes*
Kino: Ehhh? What does that mean? Were you letting me play with the intention of losing at the end? Kino: Mmm, if you were thinking to lose from the very beginning, then I won without winning. That’s boring for me. Kino: I don´t need a whole speech if you are going to apologise. Ahh, something like going easy in a game against me. Kino: Hm, it can’t be helped *he comes close* Kino: Heheh, “What’s wrong?” you say... We are going to play a punishment game, isn’t it obvious? Kino: That’s right, you lost against me. Mm, that’s why~ what kind of punishment should I give you~? Kino: Which one would you like? As I thought, would you like that I suck your blood?
*She answers*
Kino: Even if you say that you don’t want any... I can’t leave it just like this. Kino: *In her ear* Because... this is funny for me... fufu. Kino: *He gets away from her ear* Even you like things that feel good, don’t you? You like me because I make you feel good with my fangs, right? Kino: So there is no problem. That’s why... *He pushes her down* Kino: Fufu, is good to look at you from above, we’ll start the punishment like this. Kino: To begin with... *Kisses* What a good expression you make. At this rate I feel like piercing you with my fangs. Kino: Could it be that you thought that I was going to suck your blood? If I did, then it wouldn’t be a punishment, would it? Kino: If I didn’t do things you dislike, then it wouldn’t be a punishment. Kino: That’s why I’ll do this... I’ll touch veeery lightly your skin with my lips... *kisses*
*She says that it tickles*
Kino: Does it tickle?
*She resists*
Kino: Be obedient. There’s still a lot ahead, we are just at the good part. *kisses*
*She tries to escape*
Kino: Uwahh... *He catches her* Wait a moment! Why are you running? *She still resisting but he grabs her* Kino: Don’t say “but”. Geez, I’m a little gentle with you and you do that all of a sudden. Do I have to show you how scary I can be? Just in this way...! *He bites her* Kino: *Drinking and moaning* ... It hurts, right? Fufu, of course it does, I am the one who makes it hurt. Kino: Hee? What? I can’t listen. *You apologise* Mmm? Why are you apologising? I don’t understand... *He bites you* *Drinks and moans* Kino: Fufu, that’s it, do that. If you finally understood, then I’ll forgive you. *He’s about to bite her, but instead he kisses her* Kino: That was a kiss of reconciliation. Kino: Mm? What is it? Do I have something on my face? *You try to ask something* It’s futile/useless even if you try to trick me. Kino: *He gets closer* Say it. This time I won’t get angry and I’ll listen to you. Come on. *You ask if he really likes you* Kino: What, it was that? By the way, why do you doubt? Am I someone so little reliable? Even I think about you, and do many things for you. *spoiled child voice* Aren’t you being a bit mean? Kino: Even the fact that I spend my time with you is the very proof that I like you. Kino: That’s it. I don’t get involved with persons I’m not interested in. *Kisses* Kino: I am telling the truth! Geez, the next time I say that, I won’t spoil you. Kino: Oops! It’s almost time for the event. I’ll go get ready, so I’ll go back to my room. *He gets up from bed* Kino: Good night! *He leaves* *Outside the room* Kino: To like or to hate... as I thought, I don’t understand those feelings. Maybe that’s the reason why I’m not good at love games.
TRACK 2: At the other side of the Eclipse
Kino: *sighs* Finally I’ve finished the event! *Drinks guava juice* Kino: Drinking guava juice after a event is the best!
*Lefts the glass on the table*
*Strange noises* (It’s a lasting clattering sound)
Kino: Ugh?!... Ahg... *The sound stops* Ahg... My head... hurts...
*Kino stands up to look at the mooon*
Kino: That really was... the eclipse “Para Selene”... It’s the first time I see it. Kino: I knew that demons became strange because of the eclipses, but... don’t tell me this pain is also because of the moon...? Kino: Ugh... Somehow it feels bad... Haa... haa... It’s finally gone. Kino: Oh?! *He sees you walking* Kino: Eyyy! Where are you going at this time? If you go somewhere someone may catch you! Hey, where do you plan to go? Kino: If it’s about school, today is a free day, isn’t it? Are you asleep? *You run away* Kino: Eh?! Why are you running away? *He gets up immediately* I don’t understand what’s going on!
*She is running and suddenly Kino teleports in front of her*
Kino: Why~ are you running all of a sudden? Do you want to start a chasing game?
*She slowly gets away from him and ask who he is* Kino: Haa? “Who are you?”... What are you saying? It’s me. You know me very well, I’m Kino-kun, aren’t I? Kino: Are you a somnambulist? Geez, wake up *He gets closer and catches her, but she resists* Kino: Wo?! Ey, don’t resist! I’m even worrying about you! What’s gotten into you? *She keeps resisting* Kino: Ugh...! Geez! It can’t be helped *He makes you faint* Kino: I hurt you, eh. Geez... I don’t understand what’s going on.
*She wakes up*
Kino: Have you woken up, Princess? *With a cold sarcastic tone*
Kino: That frightened look... Hey, you don’t really know I am? Or where we are?
*She answers she doesn’t*
Kino: Haa. Could this be amnesia?
*She answers it’s not*
Kino: By the way, if it’s not, then what is it? You don’t even remember my name. Kino: Hmm... Just a moment ago you were fine. Maybe you hit your head or saw something that left you in shock? Did something like that happen?
*She says she can’t remember*
Kino: You don’t remember, eh. Fine, then I’ll ask this: Is there anything you remember?
*She only remembers her name*
Kino: Mm~ In short, you have forgotten everything except your name, and you are in a completely new state, eh... Kino: Then, have you forgotten about Eve and all the vampires in the Demon World?
*She answers yes*
Kino: I see... Then this is... *smiles* fufu... interesting in many ways.
*He comes close and gets on top of her*
Kino: It’s all right. E~ven you don’t know a~nything, there’s no problem. I’ll tell you everything you need to know. So just relax. Kino: Because I’m your Master. Fufu... that’s right, I am a vampire. I’m an existence that is above humans. Kino: Fufufu... That reaction completely afraid, it’s pretty good. Kino: I feel like drinking your blood.
*She fights*
Kino: Hahaha... You should not r~un. *He presses her wrists* Kino: *In a dark tone* Because I am going to sink my fangs... Stay still, will you? Kino: Otherwise... I’ll make a big hole in this neck... Yes, good girl. Kino: *In the ear* Now... Itadakimasu... *He’s going to bite her, but instead he kisses her neck* Kino: As I thought, I’ll leave it here.
*He gets up*
Kino: I thought that if I surprised you in this way, you would remember something, but it looks like you’ve remembered nothing, so I’ll stop. Kino: Haha, oh? I surprised you too much? Maybe the stimulus of a moment ago was too much for the current you, forgive me. Kino: However, the first reaction was very goo~d. This became amusing. Kino: I know! I’ll give a tour around the household for the poor you, who have lost her memories. And of course, I’ll be with you all the time!
*She tries to run but he grabs her*
Kino: Nope, Nope. You can’t run. Kino: Okay, shall we go?
TRACK 3: Pain and memories
*Opens the door*
Kino: Well, this is the bathroom. Go in.
*Yui asks why*
Kino: “Why” you say... I did that thing before, but you didn’t react much. So I thought of playing here the same way.
*Yui resists* Kino: Geez, how troublesome... How about you stop resisting already? Kino: Come on. *He pushes her inside* You do like me, don’t you? Then just be obedient and do as I say.
*Yui answers that she doesn’t remember that feeling*
Kino: What does that mean? Can’t you remember that you like me? Is that why you were resisting a moment ago? Kino: I don’t understand what it means at all. I thought your amnesia would be fun... but it’s the worst. Kino: This is wrong; I’ll make you remember everything. Kino: Conveniently we came to the right place. *He turns the water on* Kino: “What are you doing?” you say, can’t you tell just by looking? I’m going to put you in the bathtub so you can remember. Kino: Well, just like this, get in. Ah, but... In that time I pushed you? Mmm, then like this *He gets in the bathtub* Kino: Done, you too *He pulls her inside* Kino: Ahh~ah, we are all soaked, geez... Just for you to know, all this is for your own good *knocking sound* Kino: Be grateful with the kind me *He rips her clothes* Kino: Ahh, I just ripped your clothes a little, don’t be noisy. I won’t be so bad, so quit screaming *He turns the water off* Kino: Don’t you remember? When I sucked you blood in the bathtub? You were a bit weak, and saying weird things. You defied my fangs. Kino: Come on, just by coming closer like this you want me to make you feel good, don’t you?
*She tries to push him*
Kino: What a stubborn girl. I wouldn’t mind if you just admit it and your memories come back.  As I thought, first I’ll have to make you remember my fangs. Kino: Fufu... ah, well, it’s been awhile since the last time I saw you trembling like this, maybe it’s good. Kino: Now... Where shall I drink from...? ...Good! I’ve decided! I’ll drink from this place. *He’s going to bite her* Kino: It was a joke~... As I thought, it’s better here *He bites her and she starts to move* Kino: Nn... ha... that voice, I like it... *He keeps drinking* Nnmm... haa... haa... Mm, maybe I do get excited when you resist. (Ese “si” que pusiste cómo es? Es un si condicional o un sí de afirmación? Si es un “sí” de afirmación, entonces la oración está bien. Si es un “si” condicional entonces sacale el “do”) Kino: Are you trembling? Fufu, nonetheless your face is red. Which means it felt good, right? Kino: Hey, this must be like the first time for you [because she doesn’t have memories], but still you feel more pleasure rather than pain, eh. Kino: Mmm~ (T/N: I couldn’t get this part) This isn’t enough yet? Then this time will be here. I’ll make it hurt more than before *He bites her* Kino: Nn... Mmm... Haaa, haaa... Somehow even I got hot. Moreover... this aroma... was like this before? *She falls* Kino: Wo *Catches her* fufu, does it feel so good that you can’t even stand up? However, this has just started. Kino: *Holds her stronger* I thought that getting into the bathtub with clothes on would feel gross, but I could become addicted to this. Kino: *He draws her closer to him* This is was way more intense than before. Come on, look at me? It’s not time to have your head in the clouds, because from now on I’ll do you even better things than this. Kino: So it’s not the moment to be relaxed. Wait a little longer; it’s not to my liking playing with a fainted human. Kino: Come on *He holds her* Haha, are you dizzy? I sucked your blood in the bathtub, so it can’t be helped, eh. But I won’t stop. Kino: *In her ear* Hey, you surely think that vampires don’t suck from any other place than the neck, do you? But I can also sink my fangs where the nerves bundle up, you know? Although I think it must hurt a looot. So just endure it? Kino: *Bites* Nnmm... Mm... No matter how much it hurts, until you remember I won’t stop sucking your blood, heheh. Kino: If you try to stop me, it just makes me want to do it more, you know? [T/N: I don’t know what he meant] You say that knowing it? Well, after all you are stubborn, so for sure you’ll say “It’s not like that”. Kino: You don’t have to answer. Just like I’ve said before, I’ll keep sucking until you remember. *Weird sound* Kino: Ugh...! Fuck, again...! *Sound disappears* Kino: I’m fine, it’s nothing. Just concentrate in this *He bites her* Kino: Nnm... haa... You will faint, or you will remember, what will happen first? This just got a little funny.
TRACK 4: No matter how many times
*Kino wakes up*
Kino: Oh? ... Just a moment ago we were in the bathroom. Kino: *Takes a look at himself* I’m not wet...? Even my hair and clothes are dry. What happened? Kino: Ugh! Still... my head hurts. Was it because of that weird sound a moment ago? Kino: Ah, you woke up? “Where are we?”? Well, wherever you look, it’s the living room of my mansion. Kino: No, we were already here when I realised. It could be that... *He stands up* Kino: Mmm? No, there’s something I just want to check. Kino: *In a loud voice* OI, YUURI! Yuuri, are you there? Hey! *... ...* Kino: Mm, as I thought, he’s not here. *She asks who he is (Yuuri)* Kino: Ahh, Yuuri is like my right hand. He should be in the mansion, but it seems that’s not the case. Kino: There’s no way that he has gone somewhere without telling me anything. Kino: hhmm~? I see. *Walks to the window and stares at the moon* Kino: There are two moons. As I thought... it must be it. *He takes a sit* Kino: I’ve finally realised what’s going on, and also the reason why you have lost your memories. Kino: I get angry just by knowing this. At least it would’ve been better if something funnier happened. But why did you lose your memories? *?* Kino: I’m talking to myself. Is just... after understanding I’m starting to feel angry. Kino: Right now, I don’t exist within you. Along with that, all your memories about me disappeared. Kino: Actually I don’t mind that but... *With a heavy voice and getting close* When I do this! Kino: See? Just by getting a little close you are already frightened. Kino: In this kind of situation you don’t plan to play any game with me, do you? *She doesn’t remember* Kino: You also forgot about that, eh... Kino: *He makes himself comfortable* It’s not funny at all... more like, I’m against this. Kino: That new reaction of yours was funny, but apart from that this is not funny at all. Kino: Actually I don’t care if someone forgets me but... that specifically you forget me, that’s something I don’t really want. Kino: Look! You are making that face again. No, that’s not the reaction I want *His voice sorrowful* Kino: Ahh, geez! *He gets close* It hurts within my chest, what is this? Kino: I see, I can’t accept that I’m gone from you. All this is because your loss of memory. Kino: It’s the first time I feel so tense, is not funny at all. Kino: Don´t forget so easily. Remember everything! Remember me. *She is sorry* Kino: Why do you apologise? A moment ago you were so afraid. Suddenly you feel guilty because of me? Kino: Or maybe you remembered something? *She says she doesn’t* Kino: True. If you had remembered something, you would have answered something better. *She asks something* Kino: That’s right but, what about that? *She asks if he was in love with her* Kino: Haa? How do you know that? I... like you...? Kino: I’m sorry, but I don’t know what it is to like or hate. I just don’t like that you don’t remember me, is just that. *She insists* Kino: You keep saying that? Then I will ask you: What do you think about me? *She says that she loves him* Kino: You... like me, eh. Liar. Kino: You know, I hate liars, I despise them. And right now you are trying to lie to me. *She says that is not a lie* Kino: Hee, is not a lie? Although you don’t remember me? *She says that her chest hurts too* Kino: Hmm... So your chest hurts too, eh. I don’t think you can call that love, though. Kino: But if you are insisting until this point, then prove it. Kino: As I thought, you can’t do it, right. I can’t be satisfied just with sweet words. *She touches him* Kino: What is it... with this hand? Are you trying to seduce me? Kino “I’ll make my best” eh... Even though we did every kind of things, I think that’ll be useless. Kino: ?! You want... to remember me? *She answers she does* You want to remember me, eh... I see. Kino: Then I will cooperate so that your memories come back. But you don’t have to run away like you did a moment ago, even so you agree? Kino: Hee... Alright, then I have to take it seriously too. *He gets close* Kino: No matter how much you don’t want it and try to stop me, I won’t Kino: I’ll make you suffer until you remember everything, because the pain is the only memory that connects us. Kino: If I’m not careful enough you could die. Even so, do you agree? *She answers she does* Kino: *laughs* Well said. Me too, I don’t [T/N: I couldn’t understand this part] Kino: Like I always do, just this way *He throws her into the sofa* Kino: Does it hurt? Of course it does, this is the second time I scratch you. Kino: Come on, look, my finger is covered in your delicious blood. Kino: *Licks his finger* “Why?” you say... Long ago I did the same thing. Although in that moment I was completely angry. Kino: You were quite defensive *Kisses* Kino: Haha, did it feel good? The flavour of my fangs or the flavour of my nails... Which one do you prefer? Kino: Mmm... I think I stabbed them very deep... The blood flow doesn’t stop. It seems like it hurts. [No shit, Sherlock] Kino: However, your face is red and hot, your face says “Instead of hurting, this feels so good that I can’t help it”. Kino: Fufu, good, isn’t it? Because you like pain, don’t you? Just now the pain was so intense that it became pleasurable, remember it with your body, will you? [T/N: I couldn’t understand] Kino: Hey... Do you want me to be crueler? I’ll sink my fangs even deeper than before. You want me to suck your blood a lot of times, don’t you? Kino: [T/N: Again, I couldn’t understand a single word!] Kino: Sure. Kino: You don’t have just to nod, say it with your mouth. Just one word: “Do it”. Kino: As expected, a lot of blood is coming out. Kino: There’s no other way, I’ll help you *He licks the wound* Kino: Fufu, just that felt good? It was something simple, though. Kino: *Keeps licking and kissing* Well, even if this just a treatment I’m really enjoying the flavour of the blood *He keeps licking* Kino: *Laughs* Do you want to say something? Kino: *In her ear* You want me to bite you, don’t you? Then say it. If you don’t, I won’t do it. Kino: Just now you had a face like “I don’t care what you do to me”. As I thought, were you really prepared for this? *She says she wasn’t* Kino: Right? Then say it. Look, I’ll draw my ear closer. *She tells him* Kino: Fufu, “Please” eh... It can’t be helped, but that’s enough for now. Kino: [T/N: I didn’t understand] *He bites her and she starts to resist* *He grabs her wrists hard and keeps drinking* Kino: Endure it... It won’t finish just with this, right. Because you... still don’t remember anything about me... anything *he bites her again* Kino: Mmm... nn... haa... Come on, I’m even cooperating. So hurry up... and remember me... *The music stops* Kino: ?! What’s wrong? Why are you crying? Did it hurt... that much? ( No sé, a vos qué te parece?? :v ) Kino: Why do you apologise all of a sudden? If you want me to stop then... *She hugs him* Woah?! Kino: What’s going on? I really don’t understand... Kino: First... Stop crying... Kino: ... ... Kino: Before apologising tell me the reason. You are not crying because it hurt, are you? Kino: *sad laugh* What’s the meaning of this? *In a tender yet sad tone* It’s not your fault that you don’t remember... Kino: *He hugs her back* There, there... I’m sorry, Princess... Kino: I did not mean to get you to such an extreme [T/N: This was the most heart-touching part, AND I COULND’T UNDERSTAND] Kino: You know... The fact that you forgot me feels lonely. But... way more important than the memories is that you think about me, the feeling. Kino: The fact that you are crying this way it’s because you think about me just like before, isn’t it? Kino: Or am I wrong? *She says he’s correct* Kino: Right? Well, don’t cry anymore. If you cry any more than this, I’ll do mean things to you. Kino: Yeah, well done. Now, a reward for having stopped crying *He kisses her* Kino: Fufu, I see... this could be the feeling of love... *She says that she wants a kiss in the mouth* Kino: Eh?! Are you sure? In your mouth... Kino: Maybe I like this new thing a little, it look sweet [her mouth] *Kisses* [T/N: Just for you to know, since she lost her memory, Kino kissed her everywhere except for her lips because he would never do it without her consent. *cof* In this CD drama, in his route he stole a kiss from her *cof*] Kino: After the kiss, I’ll suck your blood gently... *He bites her and the weird sound is heard again*
TRACK 5: The meaning of “love”
*Kino wakes up*
Kino: Is this... my room...? What was that thing from before...—Oh! Are you alright?! Kino: *Sighs relieved* It seems like you are. Kino: Mmm? What is it? Kino: Eh?! You really... remembered? Kino: *He hugs her excited* Kino: Great...! You really... remember, don’t you? Kino: Ah! It’s true, the moon! *He runs to the window and draws the curtains open* Kino: It’s back to normal... hahaha... That was something weird Kino: Yes, I’m sorry. Before you lost your memory you were looking at the moon, weren’t you? Kino: You have seen a ring on the moon, right? Well, about that... Kino; As I thought... Probably we both were absorbed by the eclipse. Kino: Demons are affected by the moon, are they not? Kino: I’ve heard that the moon does that. Certainly it was called... “The Para-Selene syndrome” Kino: I think it’s an illness that makes you see illusions... In other words, what we saw just now was an illusion. Kino: Probably your memory came back after you woke up. Kino: Haa... for now, it’s a very good thing that it has come back~ *He hugs her* Really, very good... Kino: If you hadn’t remembered me... I... might have gone crazy. Kino: Don’t make me go through that again, okay? Kino: *His cell phone rings* Mmm? OHH! The event is almost over, this is bad! Although I’m late, I might can-... Kino: ... ... Kino: Well, it doesn’t matter now. The event will be available until tomorrow. Kino: Right now I want to do the things that I couldn’t [???] Kino: *Closer* It’s not something to be so surprised, is it? You are way more important than the event, isn’t it obvious. *He takes her to bed* Kino: Now, I should receive some gratitude. The thing from before was not enough at all. Kino: Besides, you were not satisfied in the least, were you? Kino: Fufu~ Bull’s eye (Es una frase súper difícil, y este año la aprendí, lloro de emoción al usarla) Kino: Well, itadakimasu~ *Kisses* I shall please you with these fangs, the pain will feel good. Kino: Brace yourself, will you?
**The End**
ESPAÑOL~
Track 1:
*Sonido de videojuegos*
Kino: Bien! Con esto *aprieta más fuerte los botones* Kino: Yeeey~! Yo gano. Que lástima para ti.
*música cambia*
Kino: Ehhh? Qué significa eso? Estabas jugando con la intención de perder al final? Kino: Mmmmm, si ya estabas pensando desde el comienzo en perder, entonces gané sin haber ganado. Eso es aburrido para mí. Kino: No necesito un discurso si vas a disculparte. Ahh, [hiciste] algo como ir fácil conmigo en un juego. Kino: Hm, no se puede evitar. *Se acerca más* Kino: Heheh, ''qué sucede'' dices... vamos a jugar un juego-de-castigo, qué no es obvio? Kino: Así es, perdiste ante mí. Mm, por lo que~ qué tipo de castigo debería darte~? Kino: Cual te gustaría a ti? Como lo supuse, te gustaría que chupe tu sangre?
*Le contesta*
Kino: Aunque me digas que no quieres ninguno... no puedo dejar que quede así. Kino: *En el oido* Porque... esto es divertido para mí... fufu. Kino: *Se aleja de tu oido* Incluso a ti te gustan las cosas que se sienten bien, no es así? Yo te gusto porque te hago sentir bien con mis colmillos, verdad? Kino: Así que no hay ningún problema. Por lo que... *la recuesta?* Kino: Fufu, es una bueno mirarte desde arriba, empezaremos el castigo de esta forma. Kino: Para empezar... *beso* Que buena reacción haces. A este paso me dieron ganas de clavarte mis colmillos. Kino: Podría ser que pensaste que iba a chupar tu sangre? Si lo hiciera, entonces no se volvería un castigo, verdad? Kino: Si no hago cosas que te desagraden, entonces esto no se volvería un castigo. Kino: Es por eso que haré esto... tocaré ligeeeramente tu piel con mis labios... *beso*
*Le dice que le hace cosquillas*
Kino: Haces cosquillas? *Ella se resiste*
Kino: Se obediente. Todavía queda mucho por delante, recién estamos en la parte buena. *beso*
*Ella intenta huir*
Kino: Uwahh... *la atrapa* Un momento! Por qué estás huyendo? *se sigue resistiendo pero él la sostiene*
Kino: No es ''por qué''. Caray, soy un poco gentil contigo y enseguida haces eso. Acaso tengo que enseñarte el miedo que doy? Justo de esta forma...! *La muerde* Kino: *bebiendo y gemidos kdsfsd* ...duele, verdad? Fufu, por supuesto que si, porque yo estoy haciendo que duela Kino: Hee? Qué? No se escuchaa. *ella se disculpa* Mmm? De que te estas disculpando? No lo entiendo...*la muerde* *bebidas y gemidosssss* Kino: Fufu, así es, has eso. Si ya pudiste entender, entonces te perdonaré. *va a morderla pero en vez de eso la besa* Kino: Ese fue un beso de reconciliamiento. Kino: Mm? Qué sucede? Tengo algo en mi cara? *ella inteta preguntarle* Es inutil aunque intentes engañarme. Kino: *Se acerca* dilo. Esta ves no me enojaré y te escucharé. Vamos
*le pregunta si en realidad ella le gusta a él*
Kino: Qué, era eso? Por cierto, por qué estas dudando? Soy alguien tan poco confiable? Incluso yo pienso apropiadamente en ti, y hago muchas cosas por ti. *voz de niño mimado* No estás siendo un poco mala? Kino: Incluso el hecho de que yo este pasando tiempo contigo es la viva prueba de que me gustas. Kino: Así es. Yo no me involucro con personas que no me interesan. *beso* Kino: Estoy diciendo la verdad! Caray, la próxima vez que diga eso no te consentiré. Kino: Oops! Ya casi es hora del evento. Yo me iré a preparar, así que volveré a mi habitación. 
*se levanta de la cama*
Kino: Buenas noches! *se va**
afuera de la habitación*
Kino: Gustar u odiar... como lo pensé, no entiendo esas emociones. Tal vez esa es la razón por la que no soy bueno en los juegos con el amor.
Track 2:
Kino: *Suspira* Al fin terminé el evento! *Bebe jugo de guayaba* Kino: Beber jugo de guayaba después de un evento es lo máximo!
*Deja el vaso en la mesa*
*Sonidos raros* [Suena como si dos metales se hubieran golpeado, y el sonido perdura]
Kino: Ugh!? ...Ahg... *El sonido se detiene* Ahg... mi cabeza... duele... Kino: Qué fue eso... agh... Oh... parece como si un extraño sonido viniera de la luna...
*Kino se levanta para ver la luna*
Kino: Aquello ciertamente era... el eclipse ''Para selene''... Es la primera vez que lo veo. Kino: Sabía que los demonios se volvian raros por los eclipses pero... no me digas que este dolor también es culpa de la luna...? Kino: Ugh... de alguna manera se siente mal... Haa... haa... Al fin cedió [el dolor] Kino: Oh!? *Ve a Yui/heroina caminando* Kino: Eyyy! A donde vas a estas horas? Si te quedas por ahí algún abuelo malo te atrapará! Oye, a donde planeas ir? Kino: Si se trata de la escuela, hoy es un día de descanso, no es así? Acaso estas dormida? *Yui/heROINA huye* Kino: Eh!? Por qué estás huyendo!? *Se levanta a toda prisa* No entiendo que esta pasando!
*Yui/LA HEROINA bueno ya. Esta corriendo y de repente Kino se teletransporta frente a ella*
Kino: Por qué~ de repente estas huyendo? Acaso quieres comenzar un juego de atrapar? (Corre que el Oni te atrapa lololol)
*La chica se aleja de él muy lentamente y le pregunta quien es*
Kino: Haa? ''Quién eres''... Qué estas diciendo? Soy yo. Tú me conoces muy bien, soy Kino-kun, no es así? Kino: Eres sonambula? Caray, despierta. *se acerca y la agarra pero ella se resiste* Kino: Wo!? Ey, no resistas! Incluso me estoy preocupando por ti! Qué te sucedió? *ella sigue resistiendo* Kino: Ugh...! Caray! No queda de otra *la desmaya* [...COMO HICISTE ESO!?] Kino: Te lastimé, eh. Caray... no entiendo para nada lo que esta sucediendo.
[3:10]
*Yui (sorry, para referirme a la protagonista voy a usar su nombre cannon) despierta*
Kino: Ha despertado, princesa? *Tono frio y sarcastico* Kino: Esa expresión de miedo... oye, de verdad no sabes quien soy? O donde estamos?
*Yui le dice que no*
Kino: Haa. Esto podría ser amnesia?
*Le dice que noh*
Kino: Por cierto, si no es eso, entonces qué es? Incluso hasta no recuerdas mi nombre. Kino: Hmm... hace un rato estabas normal. Tal vez te golpeaste muy fuerte la cabeza, o viste algo que te dejó muy en shock? Algo así pasó?
*Le dice que no se acuerda*
Kino: No lo recuerdas, eh. Bien, entonces preguntaré esto: hay algo que recuerdes?
*Sólo mi nombre*
Kino: Mm~ en resumen, te has olvidado de todo a parte de tu nombre, y estas en un estado completamente nuevo, eh... Kino: Entonces, te has olvidado de Eva y todos los vampiros del Mundo de los demonios?
*Si*
Kino: Ya veo... entonces esto es... *sonrisa* fufu... interesante en muchos sentidos.
*Se acerca y se pone encima de ella*
Kino: Todo esta bien. Au~nque no sepas naaa~da, no hay ningún problema. Yo te contaré todo lo que necesites. Así que relajate? Kino: Ya que yo soy tu Amo. fufu... así es, yo soy un vampiro. Soy una existencia que esta por encima de los humanos. Kino: FUfufu... esa reacción llena de miedo, es bastante buena. Kino: Me dieron ganas de tomar tu sangre.
*Lucha*
Kino: Hahaha... no deber hu~ir. *Aplasta sus muñecas* Kino: *Tono oscuro* Porque voy a clavar mis colmillos... quédate quieta, si? Kino: De lo contrario... haré un graaan agujero en este cuello. ...Asi, buena niña. Kino: *En el oido* Ahora... itadakimasu... *va a morderla pero en vez de eso le da un beso en el cuello* Kino: Como lo pensé, lo dejaré aquí.
*Se levanta*
Kino: Pensé que si te sorprendía de esta manera recordarías algo, pero parece que no has recordado nada, así que me detendré. Kino: Haha, oh? Te sorprendí demasiado? Tal vez el estímulo de recién fue muy fuerte para la tú de ahora, sólo estaba probando un poco, perdóname. Kino: Sin embargo, esa primera reacción estuvo muy bien~ Esto se volvió divertido Kino: Ya sé! Daré un tour por la mansión a la pobre tú la cual ha perdido sus recuerdos. Y por supuesto! Yo estaré constantemente contigo.
*ella intenta huir pero el la agarra*
Kino: Nope, nope. No puedes huir. Kino: Bien, vamos?
Track 3:
*Abre la puerta*
Kino: Bien, este es el baño. Entra adentro.
*Por qué?*
Kino: ''Por qué'' dices... antes hice aquello pero no reaccionaste mucho. Así que pensé en jugar aquí de la misma forma.
*Yui resiste*
Kino: Caray, que problematica... qué tal si ya dejas de resistirte? Kino: Vamos, *la hace entrar a la fuerza* yo te gusto, no es así? Entonces, sólo se obediente y obedeceme.
*Le dice que no recuerda ese sentimiento* [OSEA GENIO, OBVIO LA CHICA NO SE ACUERDA DE NADA DUH]
Kino: *in the feelings* Qué significa eso? No puedes recordar que yo te gusto? Eso por eso que desde hace un rato has estado oponiendo resistencia? Kino: No entiendo para nada que significa eso. Pensé que sería divertida tu amnesia... pero es lo peor. Kino: Esto esta mal, te haré recordar todo. Kino: Convenientemente vinimos a un lugar adecuado. *abre el agua* Kino: ''Qué estas haciendo'' dices, no lo entiendes con sólo mirarlo? Voy a ponerte dentro de la bañera, con el proposito de que recuerdes. Kino: Bien, justo de esa forma, entra adentro. Ah, pero... en aquel momento yo te había empujado? Mmm, entonces así *se mete él a la bañera* Kino: Listo, tú también ven *la tira adentro de la bañera* Kino: Ahh~ah, estamos todos mojados, caray... para que sepas, todo esto es por tu bien. *sonido de golpe* Kino: Se agradecida con el amable yo. *razga su ropa* Kino: Ahh, sólo razgué un poco tu ropa, no seas ruidosa. No seré tan malo, así que deja de gritar. *cierra la ducha* Kino: No recuerdas? Cuando chupé tu sangre dentro de la bañera? Estabas algo debil, y decias cosas raras. Desafiaste a mis colmillos. Kino: Vamos, con sólo acercarme un poco de este modo quieres que te haga sentir bien, no es así? *Intenta empujarlo* Kino: Qué chica tan testaruda. No me importaría si lo admites y así tus recuerdos vuelven. Como lo pensé, primero tendré que hacer que recuerdes mis colmillos. Kino: Fufu... pero bueno, hace mucho que no te veía temblar de este modo, tal vez este un poco bueno. Kino: Y ahora... de donde beberé...? ...Bien! Lo decidí. Beberé en este lugar. *va a morderla* Kino: Era broma~... como lo pensé, mejor desde aquí *la muerde y ella coienza a moverse* Kino: Nn... haa... esa voz, me gusta... *sigue bebiendo* Nnmm... haa.. haa... Mm, tal vez si me excite cuando te resistes. Kino: Estas temblando? Fufu, sin embargo tu cara esta roja. Lo que significa que se sintió bien, verdad? Kino: Oye, esto debería ser como tu primera vez para ti [porque no tiene recuerdos], pero aún así sientes más placer que dolor, eh. Kino: Mmm~ *no entendí* Esto aún no es suficiente? Entonces, esta vez será aquí. Haré que te duela más que recién. *la muerde* Kino: Nn... Mmm... HAaa, haaa... de alguna forma hasata yo me puse caliente. Y además... este aroma... era así antes? *ella cae* Kino: Wo *la agarra* fufu, te siente tan bien al punto de no poder quedarte en pie? Sin embargo, esto recién comienza. Kino: *La sostiene más fuerte* Pensaba que meterse a la bañera con la ropa puesta se sentiría asqueoroso, pero podría volverme adicto a esto. Kino: *la acerca más a él* Esto es mucho más intenso que antes. Vamos, mirame? No es el momento de estar en las nubes, porque de ahora en adelante te haré cosas mucho mejores que esta. Kino: Así que no es el momento de estar relajada. Aguanta un poco más, no es de mi gusto jugar con un humano desmayado. Kino: Vamos, *la sostiene* Haha, estas mareada? Chupé tu sangre dentro de la bañera, así que es imposible que eso no pase, eh. Pero no me detendré. Kino: *En el oido* Oye, seguro piensas que los vampiros no chupan sangre de otro lugar que no sea el cuello, verdad? Pero también puedo clavar mis colmillos donde los nervios están reunidos, sabes? Aunque creo que debe doler un monnnton. Así que aguantalo? Kino: *muerde* Nnmm... Mm... No importa cuanto te duela, hasta que no recuerdes no dejaré de chupar tu sangre, heheh. Kino: Si intentas detenerme me dan ganas de regresar, sabes? [No entendí que quiso decir] Lo dices sabiendolo? Bueno, despues de todo eres una testaruda, así que seguro dirás ''no es así'' Kino: No tienes que responder. Justo como lo dije antes, seguiré chupando tu sangre hasta que recuerdes.
*sonido raro*
Kino: Ugh...! Mierda, otra vez...! *el sonido desaparece* Kino: Estoy bien, no es nada. Tú concentrate en esto. *La muerde* Kino: Nnm... haa... te desmayarás, o recordarás, cual sucederá primero? Esto se puso un poco divertido
Track 4:
*Kino se despierta*
Kino: Oh? ...Hace un rato ciertamente estabamos en el baño [Jezu, eso suena porno] Kino: *se mira* !? No estoy mojado...? Incluso mi cabello y mi ropa están secos. Qué sucedió? Kino: Ugh! Aún... me duele la cabeza. Habrá sido por el sonido extraño de recién? Kino: Ah, te despertaste? ''Donde estamos''? Bueno, mire por donde lo mires es mi living de mi mansión. Kino: No, cuando me di cuenrta ya estabamos aquí. Tal vez pdría ser que... *se levanta* Kino: Mmm? No, sólo hay algo que quiero comprobar. Kino: *En voz alta* OI, YUURI! Yuuri, estás ahí? Oye!
*... ...*
Kino: Mm, como lo pensé, no esta.
*Le pregunta quien es*
Kino: Ahh, Yuuri es como mi mano derecha. Debería estar en la mansión, pero parece no ser el caso. Kino: No hay manera que él se haya ido a alguna parte sin decirme nada. Kino: Hhmm~? Ya veo. *Camina hacia la ventana y ve la luna*   Kino: Hay dos lunas. Como lo pensé... debe ser culpa de eso. *Se va a sentar* Kino: Al fin ya me di cuenta de lo que esta pasando, y también de la razón por la que perdiste tus memorias. Kino: Me enoja de solo saberlo. Al menos hubiera estado mejor que pasara algo más divertido. Pero por qué perdiste tus recuerdos?
*?*
Kino: Estoy hablando conmigo. Sólo... después de entenderlo estoy comenzando a enojarme. Kino: Justo ahora, dentro tuyo yo no existo. Y junto con eso, todos tus recuerdos de mí desaparecieron. Kino: En realidad no me molesta eso pero... *pone voz pesada y se acerca* cuando hago esto! Kino: Ves? Con sólo acercarme un poco ya estás asustada. Kino: En esta situción no planeas jugar a ningún juego conmigo, no es así?
*No lo recuerda*
Kino: También te has olvidado de eso, eh... Kino: *Se acomoda* No es para nada divertido... más bien, estoy en contra de esto. Kino: Aquella reacción nueva fue divertida, pero a parte de eso todo lo demás no me parece divertido. Kino: En realidad no me importa que alguien me olvide pero... que especificamente tú me olvides, es algo que realmente no quiero. Kino: Mira! Otra vez estas haciendo esa cara. No, esa no es la reacción que yo quiero *su voz suena triste* Kino: Ahh, caray! *Se acerca* Me duele dentro de mi pecho, qué es esto? Kino: Ya veo, no puedo aceptar que yo haya desaparecido de ti. Todo esto es por culpa de tu pérdida de memoria. Kino: Es la primera vez que me sienton tan tenso, no es para nada divertido. Kino: No me olvides tan fácilmente. Acuerdate de todo! Acuerdate de mí
*Lo siento*
Kino: Por qué te disculpas? Incluso hace un momento estabas tan asustada. De repente sentiste culpa por mí? Kino: O tal vez recordaste algo?  
*No*
Kino: Verdad. Si hubieras recordado algo habrías dado una respuesta mejor.
*Le pregunta algo*
Kino: Así es pero, qué sucede con eso?
*le pregunta si él estaba enamorado de ella*
Kino: Haa? Cómo sabes eso? Tú... me gustas...? Kino: Lo siento, pero yo no sé que es querer u odiar. Solamente no me gusta no estar en tus recuerdos, solamente eso.
*insiste*
Kino: Aún dices eso? Entonces yo preguntaré: qué es lo que piensas de mí?
*Le dice que lo ama*
Kino: Yo te... gusto, eh. Mestirosa. Kino: Sabes, yo odio a los mentirosos, los detesto. Y justo ahora tú estás intentado mentirme.
*No es mentira*
Kino: Hee, no es mentira? Aunque no te acuerdes de mí?
*le dice que a ella también le duele el pecho*
Kino: Hmm... a ti también te duele el pecho, eh. No creo que puedas llamar a eso amor, sin embargo. Kino: Pero si insistes hasta ese punto, entonces pruebamelo. Kino: Como lo pensé, no puedes hacerlo, verdad. A mí no me alcanza con solo palabras dulces.
*lo toca*
Kino: Qué pasa... con esta mano? Estas intentando seducirme? Kino: ''Me esforzaré'' eh... Aunque recién hicimos de todo, creo que eso sería inútil. Kino: !? Quieres... recordarme? *le dice que si* Quieres recordarme, eh... ya veo. Kino: Entonces coopearé para que tus recuerdos vuelvan. Pero no tienes que huir como hace unos momentos, pero aún así estas de acuerdo? Kino: Hee... esta bien, entonces yo también tengo que tomarlo en serio.
*se cerca*
Kino: No importa cuanto no quieras, y me digas que pare, yo no lo haré. Kino: Te harpe sufrir hasta que recuerdes todo, ya que el dolor es el mejor recuerdo que nos conecta. Kino: Si me descuido, tú podrías llegar a morir. Aún así estas de acuerdo?
*si*
Kino: *risa* Así se habla. Yo también, no me [Otra vez no entendí] Kino: Como siempre lo hago, justo de esta manera *la tira contra el sofa* Kino: Duele? Por supuesto, es la segunda vez que te araño. [Eh!?] Kino: Vamos, mira, mi dedo esta cubierto con tu deliciosa sangre. Kino: *Lo lame* ''por qué'' me dices... hace mucho tiempo hice la misma cosa. Aunque en ese momento yo estaba completamente enojado/irritado. Kino: Estabas muy a la defenciba *bechito* Kino: Haha, se sintió bien? El sabor de mis colmillos o el sabor de mis uñas... cual prefieres? Kino: Mmm... creo que las clavé muy profundo... tu sangre no se detiene. Parece que duele [NOOO, QUÉ TE PARECE!?] Kino: Sin embargo tu cara esta roja y quema, en tu cara dice''en vez de doler se siente tan bien que no puedo evitarlo'' Kino: Fufu, qué bueno, no? Ya que a ti te gusta el dolor, no es así? El dolor de recién fue tanto como para hacerse plasentero, recuerdalo con tu cuerpo, si? [No entenddddí] Kino: Oye... quieres que sea más cruel? Clavaré mis colmillos aún más profundo que antes. Quieres que chupe un montón de veces tu sangre, no es así? Kino: *no entendí nada de lo que dijo*
[11:29]
Kino: Seguro. Kino: No solo debes asentir, dilo claramente con tu boca. Sólo es una palabra: ''hazlo''. Kino: Oh, como era de esperarse, salió mucha sangre. Kino: No queda de otra, te ayudaré un poco. *lame la herida* Kino: Fufu, sólo eso se sintió bien? Fue algo muy simple sin embargo. Kino: *sigue lamiendo/besando* Bueno, aunque sea un tratamiento, estoy disfrutando el sabor de la sangre. *sigue lamiendo* Kino: *risa* quieres decir algo? Kino: *en el oido* Quieres que te muerda, no es así? Entonces dilo. Si no lo dices entonces no lo haré. Kino: Incluso recién tenías una cara de ''no me importa lo que me hagas''. Como lo pensé, hiciste una preparación incompleta? [menos literal sería que no se preparó por completo]
*Le diche que noh*
Kino: Verdad? Entonces dilo. Mira, yo acercaré mi oido.
*se lo dice*
Kino: Fufufu, '' por favor'' eh... No se puede evitar, con eso basta. [En realidad le dice: ''no se puede evitar, te dejaré ahora sólo con eso'' como diciendo... no lo dijiste pero aún así es aceptable] Kino: [tampoco ENTENDÍ] *la muerde y ella comienza a resistirse, entonces Kino sujeta sus muñecas con fuerza y sigue bebiendo* Kino: Soportalo... aún no terminará con sólo esto, verdad. Porque tú... aún no has recordado nada de mí...  nada... *la vuelve a morder* Kino: Mmm... nn... Haa... vamos, incluso estoy cooperando. Así que date prisa... y recuerdame...
*música se detiene*
Kino: !?. Qué sucede? Por qué estás llorando? Dolió... tanto así? Kino: Por qué te disculpas de repente? Si quieres que me detenga entonces... *lo abraza* woah!? Kino: Qué sucede!? Realmente no estoy entendiendolo... Kino: Primero... deja de llorar... Kino: ... ... Kino: Antes de disculparte, dime la razón. No estás llorando por que dolió, no es así? Kino: *risa triste* Qué significa eso? *tono tierno y triste* No es tu culpa que no recuerdes Kino: *la abraza también* Ya, ya... lo siento Princesa...   [Un pañuelo por favor] Kino: No era mi intención que llegaras hasta este extremo [La parte más tierna y no la entendí, matadme] Kino: Sabes... el que me hayas olvidado se siente algo solitario. Pero... más importante que los recuerdos es que pienses en mí, el sentimiento Kino: El hecho de que estés llorando de esta manera, es que miensas en mí como antes[de que pasara todo esto], no es así? Kino: O me equivoco?
*No te equivocas mi amor, te comoh*
Kino: Verdad? Bien, entonces no llores más. Si lloras más que esto te haré cosas malvadas. Kino: Sip, bien hecho. Ahora, la recompenza por haber dejado de llorar *besito* Kino: Fufu, ya veo... este podría ser el sentimiento de amar...
*Le dice que quiere un beso en su boca*
Kino: Eh!? Estas segura? En tu boca... Kino: Tal vez esto nuevo me gusta un poco, se ven dulces [los labios] *beso* [Para que sepan, Kino desde que ella perdió la memoria la ha besado en todos lugares menos la boca, obviamente él no lo haría sin su consentimiento. Cof, en este cd drama, obviemos que le robó un beso en su ruta] Kino: Después del beso, chuparé tu sangre amablemente... *la muerde y el sonido extraño vuelve*
Track 5:
*Kino se despierta*
Kino: Esta es... mi habitación...? Qué fue lo de recién...- oh! Estás bien!? Kino: *Suspiro de alivio* Al parecer si. Kino: Mmm? Qué pasa? Kino: Eh!? Realmente... recordaste? Kino: *Emoción* *LA ABRAZA* Kino: Que bien...! Realmente... recuerdas, no es así. Kino: Ah! Es verdad, la luna! *corre hacia la ventana Y ABRE LA CORTINA CON MUCHA PRISA* Kino: Volvió a la normalidad... hahaha... esto fue algo raro Kino: Si, lo siento. Tú antes de perder tus recuerdos estabas mirando la luna, no es así? Kino: Viste un anillo en la luna, verdad. Bueno, es sobre eso... Kino: Como lo pensé, probablemente nosotros dos fuimos absorvidos por el eclipse. Kino: Los demonios son afectados por la luna, no es así? Kino: He escuchado que la luna hacía eso. Ciertamente se llamaba... ''el sindrome de Para-selene'' Kino: Creo que era una enfermedad que te hace ver ilusiones... en otras palabras, lo que recién vimos fue una ilusión. Kino: Probablemente tu memoria volvió después de despertarte. Kino: Haa... por ahora, que bueno que haya vuelto~ *abrazoh* realmente, que bueno... Kino: Si no me hubieras recordado... yo... tal vez me habría vuelto loco. Kino: No me vuelvas a hacer pasar eso, okay? Kino: *Su celular suena* Mmm? OHH! El evento esta llegando a su fin, esto es malo!! Aunque esté un poco retrasado, tal vez pueda-... Kino: ... ... Kino: Bueno, eso ahora no importa. El evento estará hasta mañana. Kino: Justo ahora tengo que hacer las cosas que no podría [???] Kino: *Más cercaa* No es algo por lo cual sorprenderse así, verdad. Tú eres mucho más importante que el evento, qué no es obvio [WOW, este hombre de verdad la quiere. He perdido muchas amigas por los videojuegos lol]
*la lleva hasta la cama*
Kino: Por ahora tengo que recibir un agradecimiento. Aquello no fue para nada suficiente Kino: Además, tú no quedaste nada satisfecha, no es asi? Kino: Fufu~ di en el clavo Kino: Bien, itadakimaasu~ *beso* te compleaceré con estos colmillos, el dolor se sentirá bien Kino: Preparate, si?
~Fin~
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playmakersama-blog · 6 years
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Send me ✔ and I will bold my preferences for your muse!
My muse(s):
Do I know your muse(s): yes | no | a little | tell me about your muse
Setting: our verse | my verse | your verse | modern | alternate universe | other
Pre-established relationships? yes | no | depends on the relationship
Possible relationships: friends | classmate | co-worker | roommate | family, real or adopted | dating or blind date | married | friends with benefits | unrequited love | lending a hand | teacher - student | rivals | allies | partner-in-crime | enemies | protecter - guarded | business partners | spy - infiltrated | manipulator - manipulated | star-crossed | first meeting | other
I’m in the mood for: fluff | angst | horror | romance | humor | crime | hurt / comfort | action | supernatural | slice of life | crack | dark threads | light threads | any genre | multi-para | shorter para | one-line | any length | plotted threads | unplotted threads | other
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eyyy! proud kuya! :D         runner talaga sya, kaso masyadong maraming runner sa team nila kaya nilagay sya sa throws. javelin, shot put, at discus throw. He came out 4th sa javelin throw which he believes na magaling daw sya. im not disappointed, magagaling talaga kalaban nya, mga player na ng provincial games. same goes with shot put and discus throw, tho medyo nabadtrip ako nung last event na which is discus throw, ang yayabang na nung players, nilalaro nalang nila yung throws nila tapos they still end up winning pa din naman. nasaktan ako para sa kapatid ko that time.  He told me na, “next year kuya mag babadminton nalang ako” to take note, hindi naman talaga sya nag babadminton. nakikita ko sarili ko sa kanya, he wanted to try everything to test kung ano bang babagay sa kanya, pero I told him, “hindi, mag tratrain ka ng atletics, you’ll get back up, patunayan mo sa kanila na kaya mo mag provincials. kayang kaya mo yan e.” ayoko kasi nakikitang susuko sya na hindi nya man lang na-claim sarili nya sa pagkakapahiya sa kanya. i even told my mom about it, sabi ko sa kanya dapat mag sink in sa kanya mentality ko when it comes to sports. “experience is the key, if you failed on your first attempt. Don’t give up, train and come back and win gold.” dapat matuto syang i-improve sarili nya. hindi pwedeng susuko agad. Laban kung laban! 
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obsxbjoo · 7 years
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Preferred name:  tbh I’ll respond to any noise you make in my general direction but Inc is totally fine as well !! 
Preferred pronouns:  any ?? any,, 
 Timezone:  MST (UTC -7 or smth) ey -yodels at the top of the Rocky Mountains-
Preferred writing style:
  
hahah is it news that I don’t have a preference ?? tbh I’m super cool with any format, para, sms, dialogue or otherwise !! I actually find it a mote easier to respond to styles that are naturally shorter but thats jus bc I feel like it’s less pressure and I don’t have to fiddle with words for nine billion years pFSFSFSSS but I love em all the same !! just,, might respond faster to shorter ones just because its easier for me haaa 
Preferred writing genre:  
boy I’d love to try anything at least twice hahah //shot exploring different themes is always a treat in my experience ?? wherever the inspiration takes us ! I just believe that putting a muse into different situations can showcase different sides that wouldn’t have otherwise come to light !! does the usually distant or socially awkward muse have a chivalrous streak ? is the quiet one actually good with comforting people ? does the tough one have a way with children ? does the small one LOVE CHEESY GARLIC BREAD CHIPS ?? it’s always a discovery and I think it’s pretty great pFFFS,,, explorinn find the new things I’ll admit tho I’m all for them crack and dank memes

Genres you’re less interested/would rather not partake in:  
as a minor I’m neither interested in nor willing to write smut or excessively sexual content :’> anything else is really fair game !! 

Any other writing preferences?  
ah I guess ?? I usually prefer small text but really it doesn’t matter either way hahaha anything else is pretty Aesthetic but also time consuming so I’m like ?? wow ?? amazing but also ahahah I’m so lazy so um yeah I’m pretty minimal on formatting,, 
Favorite color: 
right but listen here every color is beautiful in its own right like yeah some are drab some are neon some are pale and others aren’t and that is honestly incredible *DEEP BREATH* tl;dr how do you expect me to choose 

Favorite/lucky number: 
uuuhhhhh,,, well idk the number 9 or 1 / 11 appears a lot in my life I guess hahahaha

A song/show/drama you’d recommend: 
a friend of mine would like me to promote Scorpion (cbs) and I’ve seen the first two episodes and it’s pretty great so far ?? either way I’ve peeked into quite a few different corners of music/show/drama tho but at the sam time I know like nonE AHAH,,, tho for real you can get me into pretty much anything ?? I always find something to appreciate pffs

Fill in the blank: “You’re always free to message me about ___!”
yelling ?? idk man for real I’m a huge chatterbox and I always want to talk to people haha !! really feel free to start a conversation with me about like,, most anything tbH,, if it’s a topic I’m not familiar with you should 100000% tell me about it ?? I’d love it :00 ( also we can always just hold a conversation in just screeching I’m down for that also ) 

If you could choose a species in Obscura that you’d like to be, what would it be? Why? 
geeeee all the species r pretty cool ?? tho bein a vampire or a werewolf is to u gh so like I honestly don’t think I could pull it off hAHAHA,,, tbh a beast blooded would be mighty cool !! I’d totally want to be a dragon :‘DDDD

What is your ultimate weakness; what makes you feel all soft and squishy inside? 
um,,, tbh ships ?? and not even just the romantic kind like give me familial ships,, friendships, hateships, platonic ships ???? I’ll just m elt inside hahahaha wow I’m super lame.,, just some kids just having to deal with each other’s existence in their lives is honestly the best,,, angst also makes me cry and hurt forever but I love it 8") 

Write the first thing to come to mind in caps:  
tHATS NOT WHAT THE FROG COLOR IS

Three random facts about you: HAHAHAH whoops I absolutely,,, s UC K at these pFF ok um,, um lessee other than the fact that I’m lame
a pair of magpies were going to build a nest in this smol conifer right up against a window in our house and like ?? yo you could see the beginnings of the twigs getting threaded through there and I was like :000 !!! hype ?? wow they chose this place to be home and I was so ready 2 take pictures of ugly baby dinos I mean cute baby magpies since it’s like I could sit on the arm chair that’s up against the window and I could have full vantage of the lil nest ??? as I was saying, hype !! bUT THEN MY MOM TOOK OUT A FRUIT KNIFE THE ONE WE CUT WATERMELONS WITH AND SAWED OFF THE WHOLE BRANCH AND THREW IT TWIGS AND ALL INTO THE TRASH AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHG -sobs softly- im just sorry for the poor magpie pair,,, I’m sorry we wasted all your hard work,,, ( mom’s explanation: this is my house so I’m not going to let them build a home on my home I was here first !! ) tho like I don’t think the magpies moved out tbh I saw the other day they were perched on our tree so ???? I’m just sad I missed out on the great pictures sob it was like a fairy tale ( I tried to talk my mom out of it by saying about how a pair of magpies were considered auspicious n all and I’m disappointed it didn’t work ?? I made a pretty good argument I feel ;v )
right so like last week we had a few slices of raisin bread from T&T ( our local Asian food supplier in the form of a supermarket eyyy ) and I was like,,, wow ??? dude how great would raisin bread french toast be like wOW !!? I’ve never made french toast before and tbh we’re like rice everyday ™ and honestly the inside of our fridge has never seen cheese or cream or pasta ( ok look I know uncooked pasta doesn’t go in the fridge but I was making a point ) and certain other western-type foods are rare guests ( a tragedy rly because I love that stuff ) bUT ANYWAY !! I was thinking about french toast and going,,, woah,,, woah woAH ??? we might actually have all the ingredients ?? we always have eggs, and… oh, half and half…? aw… we don’t have that— oH but you can make it with milk and butter ??? gasp i actually think we have like 1 stick of frozen butter from waaaay back and I’m sure it’s saved there omg this’ll work. we don’t have nutmeg but… I distinctly remember getting vanilla extract and my mom says we have cinnamon ?? I didn’t even know we had cinnamon !! wow this is going to work imma make it for breakfast tomorrow it will be great !! so cue tomorrow, I wake up earlier to get it ready ( lmao since usually I wake up like 5 mins before transit comes and toss stuff into my backpack and leave ) and,,, and it turns out we I overestimated what we had in our fridge aHAHA,,, what I thought was a stick of butter was actually yeast and there was ?? no sugar ?? I could not find sugar,,, we didn’t have milk either and I was v disappointed in myself bUT !! I still made it using soy milk and brown sugar ( it was super hard I was chiseling it with a spoon ) but luckily I did manage to dig out the vanilla extract + the cinnamon was def there, as were the eggs and salt was around. of course, had to use vegetable oil instead of butter to grease the pan as I’d planned but !! it totally turns out great and was a p good success considering a first attempt hahaha,,, topped it with bananas, crumbled walnut and maple syrup and it was great :^)))))) 
ummmmmmmmmmmm wow those turned out long hAHAHA,, uh no other interesting stories are coming to mind right away but like ?? I guess one time when I was a kid we were in Toronto I think and I,,, rushed some pigeons ( like when u try to make people flinch right ?? yeah ) some pigeons that were in a courtyard and like,,, ok so there was a lady eating subway and she was a respectable business lady or smth bUT SO THE FLOCK OF PIGEONS ALL TOOK OFF AND SHE ( understandably ) SPOOKED AND DROPPED HER SUBWAY AND WALKED QUICKLY AWAY AND WOW I FELT SO BAD AAHHAAHAAAaaa,,, either way the pigeons descended on the subway and it was never seen again,,, I still feel rlllyyy bad abt it I’m so sorry for like ruining that woman’s day sobbbbb
ohey and we come full circle aHahah,, one story about birds, another story about food, and then a story about birds and food aahhaahaHAHAA,,, pretty accurate reflection of my life tbh,,, I’m all about birds and food
oH,, oh,, ‘nother story came to mind which involves a rly majestic nosebleed but uh hmmm let’s save that one PSHH
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theplagueofstars · 7 years
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Send me ✔ and I will bold my preferences for your muse! || @dragonerinn
My muse(s): King of Light - current timeline Ardyn, Accursed Oracle Ardyn, Immortalis Lux Ardyn. I have several pick a flavor. Took me three of these to figure out what this meant. :|
Do I know your muse(s): yes | no | a little | tell me about your muse
Setting: our verse | my verse | your verse | modern | alternate universe | other
Pre-established relationships? yes | no | depends on the relationship
Possible relationships: friends | classmate | co-worker | roommate | family, real or adopted | dating or blind date | married | friends with benefits | unrequited love | lending a hand | teacher - student | rivals | allies | partner-in-crime | enemies | protecter - guarded | business partners | spy - infiltrated | manipulator - manipulated | star-crossed | first meeting | other | one night stand ( highly dependent on the verse )
I’m in the mood for: fluff | angst | horror | romance | humor | crime | hurt / comfort | action | supernatural | slice of life | crack | dark threads | light threads | any genre | multi-para | shorter para | one-line | any length | plotted threads | unplotted threads | other
Feel free to: message me ooc | message me ic | tell me your ideas | write a starter | answer one of my opens | send a meme | reblog this with your preferences - let’s find common interests! | hit me up on my preferred channels.
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August 1 2017; 9:38 pm
At some point of the night you told me that someday, we’ll buy a house. Tangina I want that. Kung pwede nga lang now na e hahaha. The idea’s too far ahead and feels to stretched and permanent and I don’t wanna jinx anything or get ahead of myself or whatever pero yeah, I’d want that. It’d be nice. Then you made me stand up and then you sang Grow Old With You. Ang cute non????? Hay, I love you. 
August 2 2017; 10:25 pm
Thank you for always being so understanding.I was medj nervous nung pinagsasabihan kayo ni mommy. Kat effect. Baka in the wrong way niyo ma-interpret or whatever. Hahaha. Anyway, main point, thank you for being understanding. With me and everything I come along with. Especially extra unnecessary shit. Thank you. Not a lot of people are able to do what you’re doing. Especially with me. I’m used to people leaving after awhile kaya medyo nag aadjust pa ako ng onti na andiyan ka parin hahaha. And I’m glad that this adjustment is because
August 3-6 2017
Sa sobrang daming nangyayari for the past few days, di ko na keep up mag write dito, sorry hahaha. Right now it’s the sixth day of August, 1:31 am. You’re singing John’s song right now and I’m typing this. Last night we had dinner with my mom. Thank you for opening  up to her. I know naman na it’s not easy for you to do that. I appreciate it a lot. Mom appreciates it din. Idk if you noticed pero while we waiting for our seat, nakatitig lang ako sayo almost the entire time e. Somehow I fell in love with you  even more. Which is weird kasi I din’t think there’s another more pero I feel like I’ll always keep falling for you naman e. I’m so happy na my mom knows you na. It’s nice to know na she’s come to like you na talaga. Nakakatuwa lang din talaga. Anyway mom talk aside, I just wanna repeat na I’m proud of you. And that...tangina cclear ko na ‘to sayo kasi baka ikaw nag aassume ka din gaya ng iba. Di ako bitter over Kazz or towards her?????? Ang daming nag tanong sakin if okay lang ba ako while you were singing your last song. Pati si Duane puta hahaha. Si Kat lang yata may alam na wala naman ako na ffeel. First of all there’s no reason for me to be bitter. Not the with the whole “past is past” thing. Wala. No reason naman talaga e. Second, hindi lang talaga ako bitter. HAHAHAHA. Forreal tho, I’m not. I’m only, for a lack of better term, bothered-ish (kasi I’m not bothered, bothered. I’m just...ewan basta yan hahaha) when she keeps looking at me. There was one time pa na parang ang sama ng tingin niya na ewan. Tas nung GA. Tas tingin din ng tingin nung nasa Gather. Pero bahala siya kasiiiiii I have no anything with her naman sooo, life goes on. I can not tell you this naman kasi wala lang talaga sakin pero I want you to know nalang din. Anywaaaaay, yun. I’m proud of you. For all the things you’ve done, continue to do, and (will) choose to do, I’m proud of you. Kasi I know at some point, your decisions take more than just one thought. That at some point the decisions you make or the things you do, use up a lot more of courage than usual. So I’m proud. I’m proud and I’m happy. You’re able to do things that make you happy and I’ll be here to support you. Kung tutuusin di ko naman talaga kailangan bigay sayo yung guitar e. Di ko naman kailangan mag effort ng ganon. But I did because one, I know na it’s something that will make you happy. Two, it’s something you’ve been wanting for yourself for as long as I can remember. Three, it’s something I know you deserve e. Not just because you want it, or because you’re my boyfriend, but because you deserve to have something in order to be able to do something even better/even more. Did that make sense ba... HAHAHA.
PS: Ang cute mo noh, sobrang inaalagaan mo yung guitar. It’s nice to see you being so careful with it and all. Sige lang, pagpatuloy mo lang yan, tama yan. HAHAHA.
11:11 pm
For some reason, I find you super cute right now kasi nananahimimk ka tapos I can hear your breathing na and your camera’s off nanaman and I feel like you’re asleep na talaga at some point but for some reason, ayaw mo ibaba yung call. I suggested you sleep na pero you just shook your head. Now it’s 11:15 and I ended the call na. You said goodnight na din naman na. So goodnight, Kirby. I love you!!!
August 7 2017; 9:15 pm
Time spent with you has always been a good time, has always been time well spent and surely, will always be. But the spontaneous moments with our in the moment decisions are always a little bit more good than usual. Probably because those are the moments where I know we can legit spend a whole day together or stay indoors and not doing anything/much and still have a good time. Or maybe that’s just me... kidding! HAHAHA. But anyway, thank you for today. I don’t always tell you shit but I’ll never not tell you shit. I’ll always remind you how thankful I am for you, for the shit you do for me - willingly and when I ask for a favor/something, for always being there for me and for keeping up with me even when you don’t have to or can choose not to, for being how you are with me despite a lot of things and through everything. I’ll always tell you that I love you just because I can, and because I do. I love you! Always.
August 8 2017; 12:25 am
I feel like you’re asleep na HAHAHA. Wala lang I’m typing here just to say na I love you so much. I love you and I just want you to know. There’s not much to say right now. Which is funny because some days I can go on and on about whatever and some days there’s just not as much to say. But one thing I know, as fucking cheesy as it is, is that I can always tell you na I’m thankful for you and I love you.
August 9 2017; 7:13 pm
I pissed you off nanaman. I love you. I hope you’ll be able to keep up with me for as long as you can. There will be days where I’ll probably piss the hell out of you and I hope by then and after, you’ll still be by my side. I’m sorry. I know that half the time, I’m a huge pain in the ass. Sana even if I annoy you like crazy, you won’t get tired of me. Kahit na bwisit na bwisit ka na, sana nandiyan ka lang. Love naman kita e. Makulit lang talaga ‘ko and magulo HAHAHA. I love you!!! Sobra. I hope you’ll stick around and not get tired of me.
8:56 pm
YAAAAY BATI NA TAYO TANGINAAAA HAHAHAHAHA. Hay, okay na ‘ko hahaha. I love you!!!!! Try ko na talaga maging less annoying hehe, sorry.
August 10-13
O m g.  Mahirap mag keep up with these notes during prelims, I’m sorry hahaha. In a span of 3 days, a lot has happened. Last night was a great night for you and I’m happy. I’ve been telling you more than once and in more ways than one that I am proud of you. I’m proud of you and I’ll always support you. Through anything and everything, about anything and everything. I’ll tell you what I’ve been telling people a few times now, I don’t just support you as your girlfriend but as someone who sees and knows that you’re capable of so much things and that you’ll be able to do them.
August 14 2017; 10:15 pm
Sobrang clingy koooo huhu I’m so sorry. Promise, minsan lang ‘to. HAHAHA. Tangina dito ka nalang sa bahay HAHAHA haaay. I’m talking to Richard and he keeps commenting about how you’re “the one” and all that kasi nga super iba ako sayo. Which is, for the nth time, true. It’s so hassle talaga kapag inaatake ako ng pagiging extra clingy ko tapos may iba pang tao. Lalo ko na-ffeel na bitin na ewan huhuhu babe nakakabaliw. :(( HAHAHAHAH. Para akong tanga noh tangina hahaha. Pero seryoso, hassle, nakakabaliw. I’m sorry!!! Feel ko naiinis ka sakin or something sorry na huhu. Sayo lang ako naging ganito ang sayo lang ako magiging ganito.
August 15 2017; 11:20 pm
So tumawag ka na. Ang kulit niyo ni Jul, ang cute para kayong mga bata na ewan HAHAHA. Today was a good day but tangina I miss you na hindi na ewan, ewan ko na nababaliw na ako huhuhu HAHAHAHHAHA pota. But eyyy 4 months na tayooo. To more things ahead of us, both good and bad, as long as we have each other, yes? Yes. I love you! And sorry kasi clingy ko nanaman huhu hahaha. Kanina before leaving the dorm, I was telling Kat na “Kat puta maghihiwalay nanaman kami ni Kirby, di ko nanaman siya kasama” ang tindi ng sepanx ko, puta HAHAHAHA. Minsan it feels weird to part ways with you, tbh. Not in an oa way naman. We still have our own shit, siyempre. Kaso wala, sometimes I’d rather do nothing and just chill with you. Plus everything’s much better when you’re around. Happy pill, chill pill kita e. Kaya sorry in advance if ever my clingy-ness gets to you in a bad way and mainis ka ng super. Sorry!!!!! Clingy ka din naman, okay. HAHAHAHAHA. But yeah, yun. I’m sleepy na sooo bye byeee. See you tomorrow!
August 16 2017;  7:40 pm
Birthday mo na tomorrow omygad. On top of that, aga natin umuwi today HAHAHA.
11:17 pm
Naputol pag write ko here kasi I got distracted and ended up watching and eating, sorry HAHAHAHA. But right now.. I’m so emotional huhu I’m back reading sa convo natin and I legit started from the very top of our conversation. (thanks to the ‘search in conversation’ feature sa laptop, pa search search lang ako ng shit na naaalala ko.) Sobrang na tteary eyed ako, to be honest. In a good way tho. In a good way, siyempre. 4 months pero it feels like it’s been a while. And I’m not complaining. 4 months and counting tayo ha!!!!!! Walang stop stop, pota hahaha. Stay strong sayo, kasi masakit ako sa ulo hehe. Pero love mo naman ako and I’d like to believe that you can handle my being pain in the ass. So just keep up with me, yeah? I promise I’ll always choose to keep up with you no matter what. Always.
August 17 2017; 12:00 am
(Pakyu gago, ako first blood. Di ko nga lang sinabi kasiii wala, trip ko HAHAHAHA. Pati kinatok ako ni mommy, so wala lalong na postpone pag happy birthday ko.) Happy birthday, babe!!! Gago wala naman ako masyado sasabihin kasi may letter ako tapos meron pa nito, dami dami nito pati like, the day hasn’t even started yet so yeah, yun muna HAHAHAHA. Be right back later with more shit, maybe. I love you!!
11:11 pm
Sorry kung kinabahan ka HAHAHA. Anyway, I hope I was able to salvage your day. I know how much you - I don’t wanna say hate kasi feel ko di mo naman hate soooo - don’t like your birthday so sana, Aro and I were able to make your night better than your day was. So yeah, happy birthday! It’s all in the letter and here. Sorry if you find it repetitive na hehe. But yeah, yun. I love you so much!!
August 27 2017; 12:39 am
It’s been awhile since I last typed shit, yikes. Dami kasi shit e. Hahaha. Hi babe!!
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