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#evn thy got surprsd..
kristalpepsi · 2 years
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u alright? ur art left me kinda worried ngl. something the matter?
- blue🔹
Im bttr nw! Im bttr thn earlir,,,,!!
I ws bsclly ughgoguh,,,, stuck in the pst? I hav experiencd Trma TM in thise body, so i ws havng the tme of my life n i ws lie,, srsly stck 4 a bit, b drwng vnt art rlly hlps us focus on smth els, lke shadng, renderng, lightng, composition, etc
W my mst rcnt 1,, baclly 4 contxt i am a Catboy LIKE FR inspce!! Lke i am a catboy by deflt nw,,,,,,,?? B oughghh i hav been LEARNNG tht whnvr im havng a Trma Momnt TM i revrt bck 2 bein humn, n its lke,,, vry weird,, wild,, its a wld exp..,,, bc i ws gttng usd 2 bein a catby rite, n evntlly it ws fn, i lke it! I lov thise! B thn i wld hav a trma momnt n my BODY swtchs bck 2 bein humn n nw i hav this unhlthy associ8ion of my humn bdy w,,, stuff yknow,, etc etc lke,, its jst rlly unfortun8 JHDJDH so im lke,,, idk,, im figrng it out.. its knd of a hrd feelng 2 expln? I didnt split, it jst feels lke i am figurtvly split in2 2,,, (the catboy me is in the presnt n the humn me is vry associ8d w my trma nw <////4) its kinda lke.. its the sme as age regrssng b nw im SPECIES regrssng i g,,,, girl.m cn u imgne me explnng thise 2 a singlt.,, anywy JHDJDH (I usd 2 age regress, b i hav sinc stoppd!! Recovry yipee! B nw i bsclly thnk i regress or SMTH simlr b instd of a numbr (sinc i am permnntly 17) its my species or smth bc,,, whn the trma,, ANYWY i need 2 tlk abt thise w a therpsy KDHJDBDEGEJ oopsie
UM jst ignor all tht, b ty 4 askng,,,! Its vry sweet of u 2 chck on me. I AM OK!! I tlkd 2 my kittyboy n he mde me feel bttr genuinly! I am so lcky i have hime in my life, i am so lcky ;_;
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