#episode 10 my begruged
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Heaven (by Troye Sivan) × Bad Buddy The Series
The truth runs wild
Like a tear down a cheek
Trying to save face, and daddy heart break
I'm lying through my teeth
This voice inside
Has been eating at me
Trying to replace the love that I fake
With what we both need
The truth runs wild
Like kids on concrete
Trying to sedate, my mind in its cage
And numb what I see
Awake, wide-eyed
I'm screaming at me
Trying to keep faith and picture his face
Staring up at me
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The truth runs wild
Like the rain to the sea
Trying to set straight the lines that I trace
To find some relief
This voice inside
Has been eating at me
Trying to embrace the picture I paint
And colour me free
Without losing a piece of me
How do I get to heaven?
Without changing a part of me
How do I get to heaven?
All my time is wasted
Feeling like my heart's mistaken,
So if I'm losing a piece of me
Maybe I don't want heaven
(We know we can't change the world, but the world can't change us either)
Heaven (by Troye Sivan) × Bad Buddy The Series
BadBuddy× my Playlist 6/n
#i didnt raise you to be like this#patpran×my playlist#episode 10 my begruged#pran telling his mom hes different because of her#the queer coded#pran getting slapped and the burn out of being the perfect child finally turns him to ash#pran realizing he cant take it anymore because#pran allowing himself to break#the song makes me cry so bad#why must i have to choose between happiness and acceptance#why must i be hated because the world seems to think im different and therefore#wrong#how am i being punished eternally for love?#this episode (bangs the roof) can fit so much guilt inside it#MISPLACED GUILT if i may add#because the idiot parents just ✨️ dont feel guilt✨️#but their HyperVigilant Traumatized kids cant stop feeling the guilt#the classic case of pls make it stop pls pls pls let my babies be happy they are just babies#bad buddy#bad buddy gif#pat napat jindapat#pran parakul#bad buddy text posts#pat x pran#patpran#Maybe IM OVEREXPLAINING BUT THE FACT THAT PRAN EP 4 WAS CRYING BECAUSE#Heaven is PAT and HES HURT AGAIN BECAUSE HE CANT HAVE PAT#FIRST BECAUSE THEY COULD NEVER WORK OUT AND SO HE SEES PAT AS HEAVEN HE CANT HAVE#SECOND BECAUSE PAT LIKES INK AND *THEY COULD* WORK WITH THE FAMILY SITUATION#DOUBLE WHAMMY OF NOT GETTING THE HEAVEN THIS STUPID BB BOI WANTS *SOBBING*
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