Take my permit test today wish me luck y'all

I love loving my partner. I talk a lot how I don't know what my love language is, and in many ways I still don't. (Is it a mix? Acts of service? Words of affirmation? Touch....?) And it really doesn't matter much in the end.

I know that when he looks at me, and I smile at him my eyes say it all. And being able to touch, feel his skin under my fingers is enough to keep me going for the future we will write together.

I don't think I could describe my love language other than I truly do love loving him. And I want it to show in everything I do, and say, and how I promise him the world, and how I reach for him, how he makes me laugh till I'm crying and how he holds secrets and I keep the things he's said close to my heart where it hurts but I'll mend what I can, and soothe what I cannot.

I can only hope every I love you carries the same feeling. The same warmth, the same impact. Because I want it too. I try to say it everytime I think it, so, even when we're apart he can remember it and maybe the words will hug him when I cannot, and squeeze his hand and hold him until I can do it again

Feeling like this rn

Mmmm He's a thirsty little flower *injects him with his entire bottle of testosterone*

Makes a soup that's too thick: mmm sludge

0 days since Elias picked his lip till it bled

Harley Poes Have A Great Life not a great album not enjoying it

I hate when I see people with my mutuals names. There can only ever be one (name here) at any given time stop that. Same thing with icons. There's someone I've seen before who has a mutuals icon and I'm like. You're NOT my mutual get out of here

Th' stereotype that autistic people like numbers was always one I was like "oh! not me though haha. Cuz we are normal"

In 4-5 grade all I would write were Haikus. I wrote hundreds of them for my classes and I would share them when we shared our work. My teacher was super positive about nurturing this in me and I loved counting out syllables and following the rigidness of writing them.

I've been thinking about this a lot lately

Btw why haven't we canceled @kikinom he literally bullies and namecalls (d*rk) adult coded minors... like I see how you guys are. Because he's gay he's suddenly above getting called out 😒

Ok wow. Really bad thoughts. Everyone, we're getting snacks. Who wants to split this orange with me? It's really big so I can split it pretty evenly. There's also egg salad and pesto pasta if you want any

Everyone go wish @kikinom a happy birthday

C'mon little laptop. You can do it. Please. I don't have money for a new laptop in the slightest you HAVE to keep going!

AAAAAAH JUST FINISHED WATCHING THE SCOTT PILGRIM ANIME

I need to go to the sea. I need to live in a coastal town. IDEC about tourists if it's walkable enough. There's enough beachy areas in my state. Oughghhhhhgg

Miss having a tail. I don't go out anywhere so it's not like I'd be able to wear it but still. I miss having one