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#eh fuck it i think i can do my lil fukcing thing
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the reason i dont talk as much about jjba cecio is bc he is very strongly a piss take of the 'one good pig' because he is the 'one good cop' but hes actually so much worse. hes using a mask of humor and kindness and relate-ability to help aid in murder blackmail wrongful imprisonment and all manner of massive power abuses, but because he does the bare minimum of pretending to be a 'good' person [in the right way] he gets free license to do all that and is seen as sympathetic. so actually hes not worse, hes just an average fucking pig with slight different motivations it doesn't matter if he answers to the police or criminal organizations, because the fucking pigs are their own gang just under the guise of 'upholding the law' and hes betraying his community and ruining peoples lives over and over for power either way
#thebirdspeaks#cecio#essay in teh tags about crows self doubt about how well they handle mature topic and if ppl will think badly of them if they dont do it per#perfect so they dont post shit bc they r worried about the piss on the poor reading comprehension of the internet or worse#being seen as sympathetic 🤢 to cops 🤮#in 1... 2... 3...#im not spilling my personal shit#but like. i worry about sharing more of what he does bc im worried people wont understand how im writing him#bc shits subjective but im writing from my own experience with abusers and cops and just authority in general#its why hes hands down the worst of Celia & Co. they are all awful#but him especially so.#ive debated rewriting him cause its hard to write but i like how it affects his character even when its uncomfortable to write and even mor#so to share#idk. maybe i will end up just make him into a mortician or forensics guy#but like. him abusing all the ways the law is corrupt for his own goals and using all the defenses even better than the other pigs#positioning himself as the good one while making sure none else is and being the worst#is my own commentary on the joke that is the justice system. and i find it interesting#idk i think a lot of it is my personal discomfort. and i would hate to be labeled as like. 🤢 supporting pigs. in my writing#idk#this might get deleted idk i think im to sensitive to potential criticism from bad faith reading#but idk if i do handle it well or not#but then again im not a major fucking tv show let me fuck up a lil#i guess i just scrutinize how people write cops a lot#and thinking the internet has bad reading comprehension is not a baseless anxiety#eh fuck it i think i can do my lil fukcing thing#i just dont want people to see it as in poor taste#cause i worry they would be right? but like so many ppl in fandom be wilding maybe i can get a pass for maybe being a lil clumsy?
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mingi-bubu · 4 years
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Watch “Youth With You” with Me!
Episode 5 Part 1
- ook the episode highlights are making me go O.O; for the ladies so let’s see what happens eh?
- as always, Mr fruit is our lovely opening blueberry as Kun (I think) goes over how we can vote for our favorite trainees
- I so badly want to try the Fruit Milk Drink so if anyone knows how I can get that in the midwest states drop a line lmao
- also I know i’m posting this after but happy belated birthday Lisa!!!!  i’m very proud of you and all of the things you’ve achieved!
- was that girl holding a tinie Kun doll???  the legend jumped out
- her, not kun lakdjf;akldsjfakl
- whomst is this next to the lovely ella
- LISAAAAAA
- ELLA YOU LOOK FANTASTIC OH MY GOD
- Yoga Lin is so soft spoken but based on their responses i’m assuming he’s well known
- vegetable salad omg that is so cute
- YO!
- i’m v queer and kin, Lisa, and ella are severely testing my attention span rn T.T
- lmao i love that only ella and yoga and kun have to stay
- aaaaahhhhh leggo frahnm’s group!
- lol do y’all think that when ella mentioned the drink someone behind the camera where the girls were said “take a fucking sip babes”
-  all;dajd;lkf they’re me when i have to compliment someone
- yoga’s outfit pops tf off
- why does he have the same attitude as kun rn when talking to them alkdjfa;lkdsjfa
- wow this is  a plug.
- frhanm is that supportive group picker i want her to compliment me please
- oh i forgot to say what I'm eating!  it’s (not to sound too Pinoy) boy bawang chichacorn garlic flavored thank you
- anyway
- “we need to pass loveliness and warmth to others”  love that for them
- i think she would be a good leader ngl at least from her energies here
- this is so cute i love this little montage
- yan xia literally shut off her emotions so fast after losing the mic omg how incredible
- Zoe is so tinie!!!!
- so they really did call that group hickey, huh?
- this is very cute introductions i can’t wait to see the stage
- frhanm.  that’s it.  taht’s the comment
- omg that little peace sign scissors thing was adorable i loved it
- they look like a chorus of angels what the fukc
- wow i like when they’re all singing together their voices really mesh nicely
- Mr lin omg what a compliment wowowowoww
- HE DID THE HAND THING I TOLD YOU IT WAS ICONIC ELLA DID TOO 
- KUNNNNNN PLEASE DO IT
- HE’S SO BAD AT HAVING TO DO CUTE THINGS BABY BOYASLFIWEGFPOQIRWHG POQIUEHTR THAT WAS SO BAD I LOVE HIM WHAT A DORK
- frahnm really is like a leader already incredible
- that is an incredible distance between the last and second to last
- HOLY SNIPES IN THE HUNDREDS THAT QYUICK
- yessss we are impressed ma’am
- wow ok this is getting v emotional v quick?  i love that they have such strong bonds already
- i really like this group together
- love this montage of them!!  i hope in the future when ppl make those (un)helpful guides for the final nine that some of these gals are in that group !!!
- ok dance team time
- wow this looks like it’ll be an interesting and intense dance
- i love the worker alkdsfja;lkdsfj he looks so confused bitch meeee toooo
- I'm the two girls putting on makeup (k Lu looks so pretty and Xin is so iconic)
- Lisa looks so confused but i love her so its fine
- al;skdjfa;lkdsjf the hand binoculars
- is this where Lisa comes for blood please???
- please come for blood
- hhhoooop!  it’s not blood blood but there are some bruising
- and her lil squinty smile after!  I'm in love
- i forgot that kiki was the center aldkfja I'm sorry my love
- Lu is an inspiration wow 
- oh i like their outfits a lot
- their outfits and their confidence give me suju “shirt” w/the black and white outfits vibes
- space shuttle??  i love that for her
- kun is trying so hard to show that he’s not amused by this adlkas
- alksdjf;laksdjf bITCH KUN IS MAKING ME DIEEEEE
- jenny zeng has that effortless cool vibe on stage
- I AM LOOKING RESPECTFULLY
- this dance tho is very well executed i really like how they’ve made it their own
- the eye contact is a .  lot.
- i also really like the light staging in this as well
- I'm also them screaming thank you
- wow miss kiki with the kick to the camera i am.  looking.
- Lisa is so proud yay!
- rap Time rap time rap time!!!!!
- poor Mr jony j they poke so much fun at him aldjfaldksjf
- aaahh he looks so cool walking to meet the - and now he’s lost mee too sir
- ajdsfoiajdpofihaewoight i’’m so weak at everyone exposing themselves for who wanted to be there and who didnt
- alkdgj hahaha dad is speechless i cannnn’tttt
- i like the actual lyrics of their rap that they put together but it’s uh...obvious for some that they are not rappers
- nineone is staring intently
- AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA MR JONY J I’M SCREAMING SWEETIE
- yes sir that is an accurate summary of what in fact did happen
- this is honestly the best part of the entire show right now is jony j struggling to explain this
- i really want them to perform well tho!!!  like even tho they didn’t want to be in the group and are not good at rapping i really want them to succeed
- i want to give everyone in that room some nice soup and bread bc i feel like they need some heartening foods after this
- nineone is literally like an exasperated mother alkdfja;lkdfja;lkdjf
- zhuzhentngs has been messaging with me during this and i have learned things about people and i am.   judging.
- oooh two days left i wonder how they’re doing
- AAAAHHHH IT’S ABOUT TO GO DOWN I AM EXCITEMENT
- “be excited properly” god what a mood
- i love the girl scout uniforms and name Shiny Girls
- sidenote to all of this but kun looks so good ddddayum
- oh their stage is so energetic!  its so cute i love this for them
- even if the actual rapping part of it doesn’t go well, i hope that they had fun
- this is a really fun song
- sa-wa-di-ka!
- she’s so cool ms. shaking please!!!!
- miss Ziyi du i love this for yuo
- ka-mo-ni-ka!!
- AAAHHHH THE LEGEND JUMPED OUT
- i’m really hyped for them i loved this a lot it was so cute!!!
- oh it’s good that jony j was proud especially after seeing how they started originally!!!
- i didn’t say it yet but bunny and shaking’s outfits are super cute
- shaking’s face alkdfja;kdlsfj i loved that she was like ‘bitch what the fuck?”
- wait what I'm confuxed
- it wasn’t who i thought
- whellp that goes to show how much and how well i pay attention aksdjf;alksdjf
- ok let’s see how “Fragments” goes.
- oh ok that’s the end of part one i didn’t haven't realize
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1-65 ;)
holy heck ! thank you sophiw i lov u 🍒
1. Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you?
i dont understand this question?? like sometimes i doubt my own existence and other times i doubt that i exist to certain ppl? ya?
2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you?
2,, normal amount? like good for sleep but pitch black is scaryy but not to the point i need the escape ?? if that makes sense??
3. The person you would never want to meet?
guy fieri, i dont think i need to know if hes actually real ? like is he real and from this dimension or from flavortown (which he has a very scarily detailed description of)?? thats not something i need to know
4. What is your favorite word?
hmm, probably ‘fam’ obviously
5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be?
a willow tree !!!!!!!!!! i just talked to my mom about this :-0
6. When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought?
ngl but i dont look in the mirror anymore unless its lip syncing along to a song sung by a guy/someone w a deeper voice bc i feel like it suits me better! gotta love coping w dysphoria!
7. What shirt are you wearing?
baseball tee, gay
8. What do you label yourself as?
nb, lesbian, fool
9. Bright room or dark room?
dark room
10. What were you doing at midnight last night?
slepe
11. Favorite age you’ve been so far?
10-11 when i was in 5th grade. i still only had two friends but i was way more extroverted and everything was so carefree and i was very invested in adventure time and art. i think that was the most of a childhood i got? i honestly did not do much as a kid and i wish i had..
12. Who told you they loved you last?
sophiw ! tumblr user almightyportraits ! the loml !
13. Your worst enemy?
x
14. What is your current desktop picture?
one from apple called ‘abstract shapes’ its very orange but also blue which is my fave color pairing atm so its perfect
15. Do you like someone?
tumblr user vahilla
16. The last song you listened to?
megan played ‘marceline’ by willow in her car ! a song i suggested to her a few months ago and it makes me very happy that she likes it especially bc we bonded over adventure time in 6th grade :-)
17. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up?
mmyy seelfff ??
18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face?
mmmyseyyffelllff ??
19. If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do? 
eh whats the point
20. What is your best physical attribute? (showing said attribute is optional)
n o ne ? 
21. If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do?
what is the opposite of nb,, i feel like if i was opposite of how i present id be a girl, which is a verryyy weird thought for me, pass
22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it?
no :-/
23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of?
uh first of all blood, like, ill pass out,, second of all,, literally everything worries me
24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal.
jimmy johns #16, turkey, bacon, lettuce, tomato, NO MAYO
25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it?
im a very practical person so the least boring answer i can come up w is more art supplies
26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go?
denmark
27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be?
fukcing , acetoNe
28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place?
i think a FIRST rule would have to be pretty IMPORTANT so probably smt like how ~WE THE PEOPLE~ are all EQUAL would be a pretty good start and pretty UNDENIABLE and STRAIGHT FORWARD especially if it was the FIRST thing in this,, hmm lets call it the CONSTITUTION, in the completely hypothetical society
29. What is your favorite expletive?
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuk cufck ufc kfuck 
30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno?
sunglasses??!!! that shit gotta be bright huh>?? gotta protect my retinas 
31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
i wanna say my first relationship made me a better person but that shit was rreeeaaallyyyy fucking awful and 4 months (+recovery months) that i will never get back and i think ? maybe ?? i wouldve been ok without it ? idk just a thought
32. You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit… you can move to anywhere else in the world! 
spain ?!?!? why not + i sorta know the language? thatd b cool
33. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn’t think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back?
zoey my dog :-( i miss her a lot, this month it will have been two years oh my god i miss her so much
34. What was your last dream about?
the last one i remember was a nightmare about someone tryna murder me i was very scared
36. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital?
i think so , when i was two i got really really sick and couldve died ?
37. Have you ever built a snowman?
ahh yes ! we gave hhimm,, fruit snack nipples, please forgive me fathr
38. What is the color of your socks? 
grey w blue n orange stripes ( again i lov blue n orange together, my shirt is teal and i have an orange hat on wow)
39. What type of music do you like?
all! i had to train this new guy at work and im sooo awkward but once why started talking about music it was easy for me to talk bc it was smt we both really like !!! i felt like i could actually communicate w feeling a disconnect it was nice ! we talked mostly about rap which was cool and unexpected but i could do it ? i really love music and i love being able to know enough to talk about it ,, isk 
40. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets?
sunrises, ive been pushing myself to wake up unreasonably early to have more time to myself and i get to watch the sunrise most days which is nice
41. What is your favorite milkshake flavor?
chocolate 
42. What football team do you support? (I will answer in terms of American football as well as soccer)
whom?
44. What do you want to be when you graduate?
college? god i dont even know… smt w art.. by an illustrator or art teacher or freelance artist or graphic designer ,, i really dont know
45. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
one thing ?!!?!? i wish i was neurotypical
46. Are you reliable?
yes? i try hard to be? i hope so ?
47. If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be?
u still a lil bitch ?
48. Do you hold grudges? 
nope i try not to, ive had too many toxic petty people in my life that i dont need to be one myself.. now this is grudges w/o reason, but if ive given people several ‘second chances’ and theyre still (thumbs down) then ill avoid them but w/i reason?
49. If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature, what new animal would you create?
DOG HORSES BIG DOGs
50. What is the most unusual conversation you’ve ever had?
mm probably smt w my lab partner from last year. she always sends me weird quotes from a fanfiction shes reading and its weird but i really appreciate that she still talks to me or talks to me at all tbh
51. Are you a good liar?
nooo ?? i try not to lie? mb not tell the full truth but idk , i feel like id feel too guilty
52. How long could you go without talking?
uhh literally days like i already fucking do.. i m taking this as verbally but i dont get texts so like, it would not be hard
53. What has been you worst haircut/style?
before i went to short hair i used to alllwaayyys wear a tight ponytail every single day bc i wasnt girly enough to do anything w it and it was really really gross like thank god i cut it all off
54. Have you ever baked your own cake?
heck yeah
55. Can you do any accents other than your own?
*clears throat*
h-
hewwo?
56. What do you like on your toast?
butter and jam
57. What is the last thing you drew a picture of?
x
58. What would be you dream car?
razor scooter
59. Do you sing in the shower? Or do anything unusual in the shower? Explain.
sometimes im just too physically or emotionally exhausted to stand so ill just,, lay down? ive fallen asleep in the shower before ha
60. Do you believe in aliens?
yup
61. Do you often read your horoscope?
whenever it comes up but i dont ,, seek it out
62. What is your favorite letter of the alphabet?
Q
63. Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons?
dragons tf
64. What do you think about babies?
evil, ugly, dont see the appeal. open ur eyes ppl !!!! bbs are n Ot cute !!
65. Freebie! Ask anything interesting you can think of.
x
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