Me, throwing that oneshot I wrote away for how hard it all got fucking debunked:

IT'S 2024 ARE YOU OKAY⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️

(im still waiting for the siyun oneshot part 2)

I FEEL SO GUILTY YOUR AO DEDICATED 😭😭 IM FINE DONT WORRY

Im sorry everyone for not updating for almost a year, Ive recently became christian and devoted to christ, and yk writing downbad stuff like my past fic is not my forte amymore... (i know very sudden)

im not gonna delete anything in my account so you guys can still have a look, but i wont be writing anythimg R-rated anymore,, or even will be active in this account

But i know some people that wanted to make a continuation of the fic themselves, so feel free i wont be stopping u 🏃🏃

Hey muffin! As the best magireco blog i know, i was wondering if you have any tips on the latest 3rd 100evils quest? Particularly the last wave has me stumped.

To explain: It appears that they have simply too much barrier, plus debuff/ailment blockers, and periodically delete all the teams buffs as well as buff themselves each turn and its impossible to last long before they get too high in damage and oneshot my poor girls! I dont have iromado, and im worried this is probably one of those waves u MUST have her to win, which is a trend that happens sometimes that sucks >:c

;_; I don't really have any good advice this time around. I decided to try a team with MadoIro, Madoka, Fork, Mayu, and Mikage and hilariously this was the one fight that seemed to go "fuck you and your magia strats lmaoo"

I *was* able to get off status ailments on the little buggers, which helped. But tbh, I was really confused when I did actually win because it felt like I was trapped in an endless loop of Fork doppeling, they survive, Fork doppeling, they survive, Fork doppeling, they survive, Fork doppeling-- wait, they died? huh. Not gonna question it.

I wonder if they can be affected by skill seal? hmm

You may want to try Shizuka (who can remove granted effects on all), Ao (who can only do it to one target and then take them out one by one), or Nemu (also only one target). If it's the latter two (so one at a time), I would take a long look at who does what to make sure you prioritize correctly.

Unfortunately there aren't a lot of options for Remove Granted Effects. There aren't even any welfare girls or memoria to try and use.

BYF :

slow updates since im kind of a busy person irl, i change my theme a lot, english isn't my first language so i apologise for any grammar mistakes, i might write dark content such as violence, deaths, gore, etc.

DNI :

basic dni criteria, -13 or +26, proshippers, romanticize abuse, sexualizing minors, aging up minors for nsfw content.

RULES :

i.⠀be patient when requesting! do not spam me or ask me multiple times about your request, if you do that im gonna delete your request, im not a robot.

ii.⠀if you want to request a character from the fandom thats not in my writing list please ask me if i have watched or know the fandom first.

iii.⠀do not request for any specific body type or race for the reader! i am by no means expert on writing these kind of type reader.

iv.⠀do not request for female or mtf readers. i only write for male and gn reader. but womens are still welcomed here! but please do not fethisize any of my works.

v.⠀i might write dark content depending on the request or the idea that popped up in my head! dont worry, i will put warnings first.

vi.⠀ftm reader are okay! but im not experienced on writing ftm reader since im not a ftm myself, but i would try my best!

vii.⠀please don't ask about something personal about me, unless we are close.

viii.⠀i will not write smut! but i might write something a bit suggestive like sexual tension, but no smut.

HOW TO REQUEST :

i.⠀state the character(s) name and from which fandom.

ii.⠀state what is the reader's gender and the detail if there is anu (brother reader, bestfriend reader, etc)

iii.⠀state the genre (fluff, angst, etc) and what kind of writing do you want (oneshot, headcanon, etc).

iv.⠀most importantly state the plot! so i can do your request easily. the more detailed the plot, the more easier i can write your request!

v.⠀the request doesn't has to be romantic! it can be platonic.

Jsjxjsjw,, I'm just brainstorming really but I have written snippets for a thingy I wanna write. I'm just afraid it'll be bad and I'll never finish it because I have commitment problems and a short attention span which would mean it might take years to write this stuff-

I already have a Yeosang centric fic I wanna write but I got too distracted and went down a rabbithole which lead me to writing something completely different. :'))

This is why I don't write much anymore because I can never focus and when I do I'm never satisfied with what I write-- I've written loads of drafts of oneshots I was gonna post but then deleted because I thought it was stupid but-- I dunno :(

This is more of a rant then a discussion of what I'm excited about but y'know ;-; anxious little me. I might not even get the project done which is what I'm worried about- I posted a paragraph from the first chapter of this "thing" and then immediately deleted it sooo- I can only see bad signs. ~ AJ ✨🧚‍♀️

Im gonna tell you the same thing I told Gaia last night.

If you want your work to be shared and your voice to be heard, you need to learn to become your own biggest supporter, not your own hater. Dont let the downfall and death of your works and creativity be because you keep telling yourself its not good.

Even if its not up to the standard that you'd like it to be, you have room to learn and grow and work on your style. All of us do. But first you gotta sit down and give yourself a chance.

Tell yourself "no, it is good!" Whenever you start doubting yourself. Hell, swing them over here and I'm more than happy to read and share it. I really am not opposed to using my platform and my blog to help boost works so as many people that may be interested can see.

You put so much goof vibes out into the world, supporting me and other writers and never asking for anything back. If your works are even a fraction as wonderful as you are (they are, I know they are), then all you need is to give yourself a chance.

You have to learn to love your own works before you can expect anyone else to do so.

And your works deserve to see the light of day, honey. Start small with oneshots if a multi chap is too much atm. But you got this. I know you do. And when you post them, no matter what they may be, you know you always got me ready to read em, just send me a lovely little ping.

Be kind to yourself and your works, AJ

okay. Im upset and I cant sleep so Im gonna get it out of my head. tldr; rant incomimg, forgive T.T Ill delete it in the morning when I feel Ive adequately self pitied, sorry. :(

Everyone keeps asking "are u gonna finish Moment of Peace?" (thank you for interest!!!) and like theoretically the answer is yes, but the problem is Ive worked myself into a stress ball about it - and the conditions are: I can't write anything (or enjoy writing anything) until A Moment of Peace is done.

And boy, would I fucking like to finish A Moment of Peace? hell yes. was i fucking excited while writing the final chapter all those months ago? Fucking Hell Yes. No roadblocks. I knew what I wanted. I was going to WRITE it.

Until some mother fucker decided to plaguarize the second half of my first chapter (a piece of writing that i am MOST proud of to this day). Without any credit or mention whatsoever. It devastated me. Their fics were completely unsuccessful on ao3, until they stole my ideas. (I mention this because I was one of the first people who ever commented on any of their prior fics.) And now all of their fics have countless comments and kudos - probably more than MY fics at this point. And tbh, writing for this fandom hasnt felt the same since :( I havent enjoyed it as much. other than with brothers of habit (the oneshot, not the series), I haven't been as passionate.

And its falling into the same old fucking pattern that Last Try did. One person up and ruins it for me and I can never get it back.

I hate that I let this happen. Why am I so sensitive? What the fuck is wrong with me?

The worst part is that it feels like no one believes me or that they think Im being unfair/unreasonable. I thought the anxiety was all in my head and that everything would be okay.... until a few months ago when Ao3 officially decided they didnt believe me either. And like okay whatever. I guess I'll need another 2 year hiatus to be able to write anything and enjoy myself again.

And I said back then I wasnt gonna namedrop but you know what its 11 pm, 6 months later, and Im still sobbing over it, even now, and there's nothing else i can do because ao3 didnt believe me... so fuck it, here it is.

i dont want them to get hate, that wont help me. but i guess it might help to hear if anyone else sees the obvious plaguarism in the 2nd half of the first chapter. idk. i cant even trust myself on it anymore. validation is nice.

p.s. i know some fics have loosely adopted my ideas, so if ur one of those ppl and u see this, dont worry. its a totally different story if u give me credit or even mention me/rec me somewhere. which is something that everyone exxept this person has done. so thank you ❤

Hole In One

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/2xhRMeh

by ASearchForStars99

Keith needs a break from school, and what better way to do hat than a double date with your boyfriend and best buds?! At... miniature golf.

Words: 4258, Chapters: 1/2, Language: English

Fandoms: Voltron: Legendary Defender

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M, Multi

Characters: Lance (Voltron), Keith (Voltron), Hunk (Voltron), Pidge | Katie Holt, Pidge (Voltron)

Relationships: Keith/Lance (Voltron), Hunk/Pidge | Katie Holt, Hunk & Lance (Voltron), Keith & Pidge | Katie Holt, Lance & Pidge | Katie Holt, Hunk & Keith (Voltron), Hunk & Keith & Lance & Pidge | Katie Holt

Additional Tags: Double Dating, Fluff, Fluff and Humor, Cute, Self-Indulgent, Kinda, I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping, This is for my friend but I got way too into it, Gender-Neutral Pronouns for Pidge | Katie Holt, Nonbinary Pidge | Katie Holt, Asexual Pidge | Katie Holt, ASEXUAL DOESN'T MEAN AROMANTIC YALL, Hidge/Punk is underrated, Hunk (Voltron) is so Pure, Pidge is a rascal, Gay Keith (Voltron), Bisexual Lance (Voltron), Curly haired Lance waters my cops, I have a lot of Lance head cannons, Bad Jokes, Lance thinks Keith is pretty, Keith thinks Lance is pretty, Keith is bad at everything, Nobody can let Keith have nice things, This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things, puns, Dirty Jokes, Like seriously theres too many really bad jokes cause I'm bad at comedyyyyyy, What Did You Expect, Lefthanded!Keith, He a lefty, Lance has freckles too btw, they're grossly cute, Minigolfing, Golf, Alternate Universe - College/University, IM STRESSED, keith is Stressed, We're all stressed, Lance (Voltron) is a Dork, Keith (Voltron) is a Dork, They're all Big Nerds, Pidge is a pest sometimes, i love them, Nobinary Asexual Pidge is my soul, Hunk (Voltron) is a Ray of Sunshine, I'm not lol, My First Work in This Fandom, I mean I did another one but that's never meeting the public eye, Ao3 deleted my other tags so im doing this again, im so done, How Do I Tag, I Tried, Like really did, Help, Everyone Is Alive, dont worry, this is purely because they need a break, My OTP is the crew and happiness, this was gonna be a really long Oneshot but then, I couldn't write it all in time so this'll be a two parter thing, I'm tired, Hugs, Forehead Kisses, this is soft, Dorks in Love, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, There's a lot of klance but I SWEAR PUNK GETS THEIR MOMENTS, For a Friend, I'm procrastinating on homework for this, Group banter, they're all best buddies, Best Friends, I took the clueless Keith thing too far I'm sorry, I don't know how to arrange tags, here ya go enjoy

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/2xhRMeh

by ASearchForStars99

Keith needs a break from school, and what better way to do hat than a double date with your boyfriend and best buds?! At... miniature golf.

Words: 4258, Chapters: 1/2, Language: English

Fandoms: Voltron: Legendary Defender

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M, Multi

Characters: Lance (Voltron), Keith (Voltron), Hunk (Voltron), Pidge | Katie Holt, Pidge (Voltron)

Relationships: Keith/Lance (Voltron), Hunk/Pidge | Katie Holt, Hunk & Lance (Voltron), Keith & Pidge | Katie Holt, Lance & Pidge | Katie Holt, Hunk & Keith (Voltron), Hunk & Keith & Lance & Pidge | Katie Holt

Additional Tags: Double Dating, Fluff, Fluff and Humor, Cute, Self-Indulgent, Kinda, I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping, This is for my friend but I got way too into it, Gender-Neutral Pronouns for Pidge | Katie Holt, Nonbinary Pidge | Katie Holt, Asexual Pidge | Katie Holt, ASEXUAL DOESN'T MEAN AROMANTIC YALL, Hidge/Punk is underrated, Hunk (Voltron) is so Pure, Pidge is a rascal, Gay Keith (Voltron), Bisexual Lance (Voltron), Curly haired Lance waters my cops, I have a lot of Lance head cannons, Bad Jokes, Lance thinks Keith is pretty, Keith thinks Lance is pretty, Keith is bad at everything, Nobody can let Keith have nice things, This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things, puns, Dirty Jokes, Like seriously theres too many really bad jokes cause I'm bad at comedyyyyyy, What Did You Expect, Lefthanded!Keith, He a lefty, Lance has freckles too btw, they're grossly cute, Minigolfing, Golf, Alternate Universe - College/University, IM STRESSED, keith is Stressed, We're all stressed, Lance (Voltron) is a Dork, Keith (Voltron) is a Dork, They're all Big Nerds, Pidge is a pest sometimes, i love them, Nobinary Asexual Pidge is my soul, Hunk (Voltron) is a Ray of Sunshine, I'm not lol, My First Work in This Fandom, I mean I did another one but that's never meeting the public eye, Ao3 deleted my other tags so im doing this again, im so done, How Do I Tag, I Tried, Like really did, Help, Everyone Is Alive, dont worry, this is purely because they need a break, My OTP is the crew and happiness, this was gonna be a really long Oneshot but then, I couldn't write it all in time so this'll be a two parter thing, I'm tired, Hugs, Forehead Kisses, this is soft, Dorks in Love, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, There's a lot of klance but I SWEAR PUNK GETS THEIR MOMENTS, For a Friend, I'm procrastinating on homework for this, Group banter, they're all best buddies, Best Friends, I took the clueless Keith thing too far I'm sorry, I don't know how to arrange tags, here ya go enjoy

via AO3 works tagged 'Hunk/Pidge | Katie Holt'

HEY HEY it’s fine, your health always comes first! my friday was really interesting and today i finally went grocery shopping so there’s that. how’s your weekend so far? LMAO UR LITERALLY ME. i often feel detached from people or even myself but it takes .0000081 seconds for a tear to slip out when im reading or watching anime. omg i cried sm the second season of haikyuu bc like.. my baby oiks deserved to go to nationals man, seijoh deserved to go ;-; dont get me wrong i was sooo proud of (1/?)

our crows but like.. oikawa!!! i watched a couple episodes of avatar yesterday and i already love how flawed zuko is, you can see it right from the start. i already know what happens tho okay HAHAH. AND GIRL IM SO HYPED FOR INFINITY WAR!! LIKE aSDJD I CANT EVEN EXPRESS HOW I FEEL, SHIT’S BOUT TO GO DOWN. WHICH REMINDS ME, BOKU NO HERO ACADEMIA IS SET IN A UNIVERSE WITH SUPERHEROES AND IT’S HONESTLY V CUTE. which ALSO reminds me i had a fic draft about how an ex-superhero mc who’s next door (2/?)             

who’s next door neighbors with a notorious anti-hero (superrrr orig ik, i was like in 9th grade ok i’m cringing) and she finds out about him through some funny circumstances bc for one, she’s not dumb. she can piece it together. she lost her powers in some way and is trynna adjust to reg human life and she doesn’t want anything to do with playing hero anymore bc of uh “PLOT.” shit happens. never got past the 3rd chapter lol which made me realize that long fics weren’t for me, i lose (3/?)

motivation too fast but it just sucks bc idk how to condense it enough for it to be a oneshot. when i randomly write, they still hit up to 20k so I DONT KNOW?? maybe i just write too much. i’m just as disorganized as i was 4-5 years ago ;; AH FF(.)net AND QUOTEV. GOOD OL’ TIMES. the first fic i read was about infinite’s woohyun bc he was my bby at the time lmaooo. and wow  i’d love to read your revamped fics and whatever else you have in mind!! the thing about fantasy is that it’s so broad (4/?)        

u can literally do anything with it!! LMAO WELL I MEAN TBRH IT’S JUST BTS but HM WHO DO YOU THINK MAtCHES THE JOB DESCRIPTIONS?? wink wink. ALSO sorry that i talk so much omg u must hate reading my messages lmao i feel like i always have a lot to say (5/5!!!)  -sjsu    

lemme just say that i don’t hate getting your messages at all ok!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel like i have a lot to say especially when the topics are within my interests and girl talking to me abt cringey fanfics, ugly crying over sports anime, & black panther are perfect enough reasons to babble over! i promise!!!!!!!! i look forward to talking to you girl (’:

thank you! i honestly just went out to my friend’s bday dinner yesterday night and chilled at home all day today. i’m supposed to hang with my dad and probably go out driving tomorrow so we’ll see. as of rn, i’m fooling myself into thinking that i’m gonna work on my english paper rn but i’m compromising and telling myself to just find quotes and write my thesis then saving the actually writing for tomorrow. but LMAO I’M GLAD YOU CAN RELATE. I WORRY THAT I’M ALONE ON THIS SOMETIMES. yeah, i detach easily and i don’t mean to but sometimes i prefer to let my mind drift and daydream because it’s so much more interesting than day to day life. buT I GET SO EMOTIONALLY INVESTED IN ANIME OK. I CRIED FOR SEASON TWO ALSO. LIKE OIKAWA WAS SO HARDWORKING AND FUCK WHEN THEY LOST TO THE CROWS I WAS SO SAD BC I HONESTLY WISHED THEY COULD BOTH WIN SOMEHOW. like fuck that anime is good, making us sympathize and love like literally everyone you meet because the biggest antagonist in that damn show is time and how one minor point just fucks everyone over and kjsdhfsjkdhf i love haikyuu!! sooooo much. god

LMAO IT’S OK. i spoil myself a lot with shows and movies bc i’m a big like movie person especially in the MCU and horror cuz i like knowing that what i’m watching is worth all the fuss (this goes for most movies in general) although for black panther i didn’t spoil myself because i could feel it in my gut that it would end my entire existence and guess what it did? ended my entire existence. AND OMG INFINITY WAR SDFSDKJHF I’M SOLELY WATCHING IT FOR T’CHALLA TBH. I NEEDA KNOW WHAT ELSE IS GONNA HAPPEN WITH HIM AND THE REST OF WAKANDA OK. AND OMG IT IS? I LOVE THAT. OK FOR SURE I’M WATCHING IT OK.

i only played an interactive story app abt superheroes and it was so freakin’ cool. now this makes me want to replay it ‘cuz it’s just a trip man. the story line is great and i love the idea of superpowers. and omg that story of yours sounds so cool! like imo a trope / plot can seem “cliche” but how you execute it is what really makes the biggest different! like make me feel!!! make me love and hate your characters!!!!!!!! but yeah, honestly, i’m really starting to disbelieve in my skills at writing multi-part fics bc it’s a STRUGGLE. i write to finish i think. but i’m challenging myself to write series bc i have a few that i reallyyyyyyyyyyy want to write. and holy shit 20k????????? that’s amazing! i’ve only done that like once and i haven’t read it in hella long.

whenever i get around to it (man, i’m starting to get annoyed with myself for using this phrase kjsdhkjfsh), i will most def hit you up!!!!!!!! my first fic was like......... uh.... fuck i can’t even remember but i will admit i did try writing twilight fanfic too. in terms of kpop, my first was this jungkook drabble that i never saved and actually deleted after a few days but another one was this yoongi drabble that i currently have up rn that isn’t too bad. but ok girl telling me, a girl who thrives off structure and a basis, that something is broad is HELL for me. like i really need to think things over and make sure it makes sense and it’s just hard. i struggle but i’m trying.

rjgnkjsgkjsdhfkjshf alright, alright mundane jobs for earth-bound bts:

jin: cafeteria lady (sorry bb), everyone loves him, his station’s the cleanest, and no one hates him like............. at all. not even Boss, who everyone FEARS

yoongi: janitor but not really he doesn’t clean and his boss loves him too much to make him do work

hobi: retail worker bc he will not let any atrocity walk out of the store no matter what, doesn’t need his powers to get anyone to buy anything, makes pouches A Thing

joon: librarian, likes to observe ppl, somehow likes humanity even tho we’re messes (”aren’t we all messes, after all?”)

jimin & tae: delivery boys aka the bats bc they move like they’re coming straight out of hell

jungkook: mcd cashier, hates his job, sometimes gives people melted ice cream bc they looked at him funny

I love you bitch I ain't ever gonna stop loving you..... bitch (the guy from that vine is legit me rn you have my whole body trembling with your fics , god bless you girl I though my pussy had died but all I know now is that i needed to read some of your fantastic legendary writing) ps I love you sm

FHAIUKGASJG ily too yOU LOVABLE CUMQUAT

Anonymous said:

YOUR ARE SO FREAKING CREATIVE BITCH IM SHOOOK AF OMGGGG

omg tysm!!!!!!! u guys are too sweet

Anonymous said:

If you get really famous (no doubt you will cause your writing is phenomenal) please don’t be one of those writers who leave and delete their works it legit makes me so upset and I would die if you ever done it :(!!!

babes!!!!! dont worry!!!!!!! u guys are so nice to me that the only way u can vote me off this island is if i literally DIED but even then my fics would stay up :-) thats so nice of you to say though!!!!!!! ur so sweet

Anonymous said:

have you posted call of the Wild yet?

not quite yet :-) im halfway done with the tnatp drabble which is probably going to be 4.000 words or less??? and after that i can start outlining n writing that

Anonymous said:

Tbh ur writing is amazing. Ur the first writer to make me physically laugh out loud while reading a fic. On top of that I was giggling so uncontrollably I had to stop reading cuz my fam was like “wtf are u lookin at rn” ur humour is just wonderful ty

im so happy to hear that u guys think my stuff is funny!!!!!!! cotw isnt going to be as funny as walmas because theres going to be a lot of angst but i definitely am going to have more fics w the same amount of humor :-)

jengkirk99 said:

Like when a ladybug meets a spider is the best story i have read this year!! I like am wishing so hard for it do be made a chaptered story and not just a oneshot because that i gold I say you PURE GOLD!!!

omg thats so nice of you to say!!!!!!! i would love to write a chaptered story but i feel like most of the conflict already happened w walmas so for now, its probably going to remain a oneshot. but my mind might change later on???

elphex said:

Hi! I just wanted to say Your Namjoon Drabble is so adorable!!☺️😍I’ve been stressing a lot lately and this really made my day and I’m really looking forward to your up coming posts!!! (>❤️3❤️)>

:-))))) im so happy to hear this because most of my asks have been about tnatp and walmas!!!!!! im really glad that it made ur day n u enjoyed it!!!!!!!!