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dkettchen · 1 month

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she would've told them unlike her canon! version who decided not to be an ally smh

#one piece #trans!sanji #sanji #kiku #yamato #ワンピース #I'm practicing my japanese shhhhhh #（日本語のペラペラ人：俺は文法とか書く方とか間違ったら教えてください😅ありがとうございます）#translation:#Yamato: I'll be able to get as strong as Oden?#Sanji: Probably... 🤔#[meanwhile Kiku is remembering the time in the hot spring]#(Sanji: Nami-chan!!!)#(Nami: Shut up!! The women's bath is supposed to be a peaceful place!)#Kiku: I am also ⚧️ ... o.o #(y'all english speakers had me all to yourselves for a decade it's about time I start to also sometimes make stuff in my next language lol #notably for media *from* that language #same as it made sense to make fan content in english for [american superhero franchise we don't talk abt anymore] back in the day #(happy seasonal reminder that Ren Is Not A Native English Speaker and This Is My 5th Language hi 😅))#while looking up reference for this I learnt that the straps to tie back the kimono sleeves are called tasuki #also I decided yamato get big muscles cause he got them kaido genes in im (I also gave him his dad's young-man-facial hair)#the more I do transition projections for one piece characters while tryna adhere to the style the more I learn that sometimes stylisation #uses bones less as literal determinants for where things go and just kinda exaggerates shapes based on vibes alone instead #meaning trans characters' bones wouldn't literally stay looking the same in that stylisation in the way they do irl #they'd get exaggerated differently based on what the surrounding stuff is doing #I still think oda's transition demonstration when we first met iva was unreasonable even with that in mind tho

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transmascutena · 6 months

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these lines hit different when you read utena as transmasc

#i mean the first one is really awful regardless.#pretty sure i read somewhere that the words akio uses means something along the lines of 'you really should remain a child'#as opposed to 'you really should remain the gender that you are.' which speaks to his whole thing about keeping these kids from growing up #and there's So Much in anthy's line even without hypothetical misgendering #anyway the au where utena has already transitioned by the time he gets to ohtori is really good #and i of course have lots of headcanons about post-ohtori utena and gender #but i've been thinking about one where he's actively questioning while he's there and is not out to anyone.#and i guess not a lot would really change but akio's attempt at making utena more feminine would have a whole other layer of awful to it #and unfortunately i think in this scenario the first person he would come out to would be akio. which is so sad #like maybe it could be anthy but idk. i think it would be something he'd be apprehensive to be open about with her #(in the show utena does tend to be more vulnerable with akio than with anthy. at least the vulnerability with him comes first.#he's her go-to person for advice in the black rose arc and utena doesn't really begin opening up to anthy like that until the third arc)#maybe i should write something for this au. i can see it so clearly.#utena talking about his confusing gender feelings in one of those black rose scenes in the planetarium #and akio doing that thing where he sounds supportive and helpful but absolutely isn't.#that fake sympathy that's actually really patronizing and condescending and dismissive but subtly enough that utena doesn't realize it #and THEN the contrast when utena finally talks to anthy about it and she empathises by talking about her own confusing gender feelings #(transfem anthy realness !!!!!)#oh wow i did not mean to write so much in the tags #revolutionary girl utena #utena tenjou #my posts

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tmntkiseki · 5 months

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Reasons why later iterations worked to make the turtle designs more distinct from one another.

#teenage mutant ninja turtles #tmnt #tmnt 1987 #tmnt leonardo #tmnt raphael #tmnt donatello #tmnt michelangelo #tmnt april #video #I watched the first episode of the 1987 show on YT for the hell of it and #The entire thing feels like one big fever dream SDKFJSKG #I DO actually remember watching a few episodes of 1987 when I was a kid #I was a wee elementary student back when they were still in the middle of transitioning from video cassettes to DVDs #And there was this small video rental store we'd go to whenever we wanted to pick out movies or TV shows to watch on our VCR #I'm pretty sure I ended up picking out a couple of cassettes of TMNT 1987 one time #Alongside The Adventures of Sonic the Hedgehog #Unfortunately I do not remember at all which episodes the cassettes had #I only remember really liking the theme song and Mikey's little dance in the opening XD

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crest-of-gautier · 1 month

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throwback to camp triggerfish and it's horrid tower control path, you will never fail to amuse me 🥺

#splatoon 2 #lizz.mp4 #silly snipes!#<- by technicality since i DO a few snipey. it's not impressive but it certainly is silly!#this was very fun to edit :D did this with capcut since its easier 2 import switch clips there than davinci #(in which davinci usually requires you to remux switch clips through something like vlc bc codec moment)#capcut has a lot of fun transitions to work with!!!#all of these clips are from april 2023 last year when i was learning/practicing motion with squiffy in s2 for the first time ^-^#was reminiscing on camp triggerfish since i was playing mahi tc yday for 2v2 challenge and MAN. I LOVE SWIMMING (dying)#also 4 anyone wondering why the map in the last clip is diff. I RAN OUT OF CLIPS LMAOO BUT I LOVE BEING CRINGEFAIL!!

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thepoisonroom · 2 months

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btw if someone you love wants to talk about how they're interested in any type of transition it's actually very cool and swagful to ask them what parts they're interested in and excited for so they can share the joy of it with you

#when i got back on t i had just been dating my girlfriend for a few months and i was so nervous to talk with her about it #because i was like even very well-meaning allies will start telling you about all their fears about your transition #which isn't helpful and can sometimes feel worryingly like you're doing a bad thing that would jeopardize the relationship if any of those #fears happened #and her first response was to ask about what i wanted from taking t and we just talked about all the possibilities i was excited about #and at the end of it i felt even better and more confident about my decision and our relationship #being unconditionally loved and supported is so crazy like even difficult times of your life can be an opportunity to enjoy being close #not that taking it was a difficult time but just that the uncertainty about what she might say had been a huge source of nerves #and it was nice to feel like our bond was even stronger after we had that talk #personal nonsense #sorry if that was rambling i got a little too high :(

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keeps-ache · 3 months

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porch time porch time woowoo !! :D

#just me hi #this is nice hvhs :3 #sometimes i forget cuz we've always lived so close together but i MISS my alone-lone time hbshf #alone-lone time is like zero people zero people noises. alone time is like. i can still hear you lol #and i don't like putting on shoes all the time. very hassley i'm giving that a four pfk :)#we moved from the city and augh. aaaoighdhsuaha hbsh #i'm actually really surprised i didn't go insane during the two year transition here because Oh Boy #though you know what i think i did pay in others ways i haven't thought of yet so hehe :> puzzle for later!#ik the first year sucked absolute gravel like Yikes hdhsb #/but Anyway ouhhhhh porch time !! :D #n i can listen to my music out here too.. very cool.. :D #plus the nature and such things lol #there are these cats that keep trying to get at our cats food so i'm low-key looking out for them #//oh and i need to get a trim #or maybe i'll let it grow out again to do somethin fun with it!! that'd be cool but idk if i wanna do long again fish #it was. not so fun lol #the last straw was that i kept trapping it under my elbows when i tried to get up. treacherous hfbsh #//but ye gonna go back to drawing :33 #i like drawing centaurs lol :DD

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misspickman · 4 months

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transfem kon proposal could have been good if was good

#it was not. good #and i know theres a lot of transphobic assholes happy we didnt get it bc of that #but pretending that everyone who criticizes it is doing so only bc they cant handle kon being a trans woman. is just.#you cant see past the blind want for representation #again i would kill for canon transfem kon but everything about that idea was bad #and her characterization of kon was horrid and so clearly based on yj tv show #remember how when her first bit of kon writing came out and everyone was mad about it bc it was Bad and put him in a relationship with mgan #who he. never spoke to in comics before but suddenly theyre in an established relationship #and it was all around not good kon writing. but then the proposal came out and suddenly everyone is oh we were robbed..#as if anything about it was good except for the general idea of making kon a trans woman #also im sorry but i saw her replies on twt where she was saying being trans is about burning your past and leaving everything behind #or whatever. as if being trans is the same for all of us. and as if it makes sense for kon who isnt in a bad situation re family?#but of course it would seem that way if youre coming from yj tv show. where most of the clark and kon misconception comes from afaik #and her whole issue with conner and kon as his names? bc they were given to him by another person??#i know that we like. if we were to get trans woman kon. it would have to go with changing her name and everything #bc u know dc cant conceptualize any more complex trans person than someone who instantly changes their name and fully transitions in a sec #but the way she talked about the name issue as if its bad that clark named kon. as if he wasnt so overjoyed at getting that name.#'he said not to call him superboy and we kept calling him superboy!' girl he said that bc he wanted to be superman. of all the many ways #u can find trans allegory in kons story. that single line aint it #so sorry but every time im reminded of this i get so sad and disappointed u took the best concept and fucked it up so bad #and now all people think of when trans kon is mentioned is fucking sk*******#its so over (its not bc im about to forget about it again and ignore its existence)#txt #im sorry for being a bitch again but did u read that. thats not the kon we know. dont tell me thats the point bc its about transitioning bc #u do not become a whole other person when u realize youre trans #and sorry but i do think itd be nice to have trans kon without just turning him into a (new) oc

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itspileofgoodthings · 10 months

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Years ago, I asked you what the different alternate universe Maria’s were doing with their lives. Are the answers still the same?

OOOOOOF yes.

but now I’m in the period where I have to face that I do not, in fact, have multiple lives so I have to figure out what I’m doing with my one wild and precious life and the sort of (for me, at least) ease of following a particular school-related completion course that wasn’t too hard to commit to or finish has come to an end and I am at a crossroads where it’s just like—you could choose. And on some level, in the next few years, you need to. Low-key terrifying and I hate it.

#like. when I started college it was like. okay well now finish it and then I did. and then it was like well you need training for a job #so I did my two year master program in teaching and then I just did that.#and then it was like ‘get job’ and then increasingly ‘adjust to job’ and I did both of those things #but all of those were in the grand scheme of things easy choices #because they also came with clear opportunities that felt like signs #I got the job right after I finished the program! I got into college and was offered a (small) scholarship #even the transition from college to grad school felt easy. I didn’t even know for sure that I wanted to be a teacher #but it was a sensible gamble and it was the same college and I got offered a writing job at the same time that gave me work experience #and it all just fell into place #and even the first four years of teaching where I had to sort of actively battle to get better and adjust to it all #have just run out! The road of easy choices have run out. And I for one hate that so much #and on some level I am content to wait for whatever the next easy choice is. To wait until the signs align again #but tbh I don’t think I am being allowed to do that again #This is just. Different #anyway this is a lot thank you for asking Stacy aksksjjehe

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bunkernine · 1 year

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society if hoo had them at uni age and the lost trio went to chb and chiron is like "how tf are ANY of u alive and unclaimed". wilderness was just community college.

#on a serious note this changes a lot actually. annabeth and percy would not be in chb anymore so when percy goes missing #its like. a genuine possibility and fear because demigods don't make it that old. there is also some added time between tlo and tlh as well #further adding to jasons isolation as being even WEIRDER than everyone else. he also would've been praetor for longer so maybe the romans #wouldve cared more. this also does away with the plot hole of ppl not giving a shit that jason piper and leo (and dylan) straight up #dipped. introducing piper especially to a summer camp makes chb less appealing because they're too old for that and thus makes their #departure from chb make more sense in toa. yet also it opens up the possibility of new rome uni.... which i cannot see any reason as to why #leo would not go there!!!!! outside of being banned cuz he bombed new rome lol. but pipers sexuality arc works for college too!!! ur never #too old to find urself. but also this is the question of if you are able to relatively function in society (this is more for piper leo fran #and i guess percy) then why would you even fight this prophecy??? anyway lol them being college aged is perfect cuz percy is literally #going to a new place and having a new transition with new ppl... like u do in college LOL. now the question is would hazel still be 13. nic #is a lot older at this point and perhaps has the same age gap as bianca and him did 🤔 cant remember. but also don't know why hazel was 13 #in the first place lol. idk. in my college hoo she is just a senior in hs about to graduate from spqr and thinking about staying there or #possibly going to newru after seeing frank make the decision the previous year! SAD!#anyway in hoo. percy and annabeth are sophomores. frank and the lost trio are freshman.#but then in toa. percy annie frank and the lost trio are all graduating cuz percy got held back and Annabeth failed after tartarus fr.#but then also know that piper never went to newru and is adamant about going to mortal uni. and leo kills in newru but is bored. nvm i #forgot he died 🧍‍♂️ ummmmmm ok. ignore leo. and jason actually. so um. ok that really threw me off but are u getting it. that's when apollo #is like 'heeyyyyy i need help pwease 🥺' and they're all like 'dude.'#OK!#but also i ackowedge that this is a children's book and i am not its demographic so god be with you.

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belligerentbagel · 2 years

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hey sweet potato

#everyone say thank you dana terrace for helping us believe in romance again #the owl house #amity blight #luz noceda #lumity #clouds on the horizon #draws #i have rewatched this scene a TRULY EMBARRASSING number of times #it do hit that dopamine switch 😩👌#and it's not just the adorable romance! i really really love the highlight of sibling relationships in edric and emira #any time a show *nails* the specific dynamic of 'i am the only person who gets to mess with you -'#'- but i also have a bloodhound sense for when it goes too far'#chef kisses. mwah mwah mwah.#'our Extremely Perfect and highkey neurotic (these two traits are intertwined) little sister needs to lighten up!'#'it is our duty to help her lighten up'#'if anyone else comes for you they will have to get through US first'#'oh?? you have taken an interest in a girl that we think is Fun?'#'time to transition into a gentler teasing because we like how you open up around her'#me: draws a lumity piece and then spends the tags talking about how much she loves the twins #and the FRIENDSHIPS. the ride-or-die teen chaos of 'the world is ending but god damn if i'm not going to spend it with all of you'#i love multi-main-character casts when there's super thoughtful multilayered relationship development!! aaaaaa #(i think the one interaction we're missing among the teen crew is between amity and gus! everyone else has had Moments together)#pours one out for possibly the last painting for a while; returned to the classroom on friday and am now clawing my way back into routine

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givemewallywestorgivemedeath · 1 year

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your tags on parenting make me super emotional <3 that's exactly the kind of parent I want to be one day

Thanks! I feel the same way honestly. I have a lot of opinions about parenting and I can't say that I will be the perfect parent because that doesn't exist. I can't even say that my hypothetical future kid/kids will be perfect because children don't grow in a vacuum. I can only control what I do and say and try to be the best version of myself and hope for the best.

#i often hear people say that involved parenting is too difficult to be realistic or that modeling behavior is too hard #and yeah. yeah it is. it is one of the most difficult things a person can do. but who the fuck has a kid thinking it'll be easy?#kids are hard work and commitment. they should never be something done on a whim. you should never half ass raising a kid #and not to say that people should be perfect all the time or that people shouldn't have 'me' time #its just that i genuinely don't understand people who shove their kid into as many activities as possible to get away from them #or put all their hopes and dreams and expectations on them. if it's so easy and attainable to live up to your expectations as a parent #then do it first. you want your kid to have straight A's? great. show me your report card at that age #im just... kids are just people. and they just want to hang out with their parents and receive love and attention #and anyway ive lost my point im just very passionate about this topic #very passionate #when im older and financially stable I want to foster teenagers i think. i want to be there for them and model healthy adult behavior #and help them make that transition. i want to be that person for them. because everyone needs help and love and family #and honestly? my parents fostered kids my entire life. THEY MODELED THAT BEHAVIOR #i understand that family is not a given. i understand that family is above all else forged. and that applies to everyone #not just found family or fostering. if you don't know your bio child then can you really call yourself family?#family is *forged* regardless of the context. and if it isn't? if you skip that step with your bio kids? well thats a major fucking issue #anyway nothing but respect for my parents who bought groceries for my foster sister when she was out of care. FOR MONTHS #nothing but respect for my parents who took me with them to give my foster sister their old stroller when she needed it #nothing but respect for my parents who take in my old foster brother every weekend to 'babysit' because they know he isnt in a loving house #nothing but respect for my parents who adopted my siblings without a word when they asked #honestly they are why i am who i am today. i was a kid with adhd and learning disabilities who hated school #and now I'm an honors student and getting my doctorate. because they did the academia with me #and im not saying they did my schoolwork. im saying that they assigned books to read over the summer and we would read them as a family #and we would discuss the literary concepts and themes together as a family. i love dissecting media! and thats because of my parents!#it was a family activity! same goes for science and art and music #and coding and history ect ect #anyway im going off on a tangent but basically what im saying is that my parents didn't ship me off to camp every summer #we just did things as a family together. i remember the time and bonding with them. and i modeled that behavior #and not to brag but i think I turned out alright #anyway tangent over!

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lesbiansanemi · 25 days

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Thank you to everyone who offered kind words and encouragement last night, I really appreciate it <3 I’m feeling much better today and started getting settled in again. I’m working on clearing out the clutter in my room since so much of the shared living space was dedicated to him and I have room to do more than hang things on the walls now. I cooked dinner for the first time in weeks, and my cats curled up on my lap while I watched tv

#genuinely am feeling much better about all of this #I think last night was just very overwhelming for a lot of reasons #I’m still a bit stressed about finding a roommate and having to replace all the furniture/kitchen supplies/etc #but that friend of a friend is gonna come look at the apartment on Sunday so hopefully things work out with her #so at least I’ll have a quick and seamless roommate transition #and not have to worry about even one month of paying all the bills here alone #my cats are being more active and playful and social again #I’m going to bed not being too hot for the first time in months cuz I get to control the temperature #not going to bed hungry cuz I got to cook dinner when I wanted for the first time in months #so yeah <3 I’m doing better #and am trying to focus on the positives #kaz rambles

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cerealmonster15 · 1 month

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i want to draw rvb. sobs. CRIES. i never did learn to draw that damn armor KLFHSDKLFJSD

#maybe now that it's all over. i can live in my little au corner bhwhhfhdhs #i should also redraw my donut facecanon again #that was something i redrew a few times bc #i think donut was the very first thing i drew in digital art when i started using a tablet #ughhh rvb was with me in that transitional period #freshman in college... traditional art to digital art #while sucking ass at it LOL #but my drawing did improve a lot #and i do owe a lot of that to drawing silly gay people. rvb and tf2 style

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sherlock-is-ace · 1 month

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#not having a great time today after my mom commented on my interests #i'm a person that is interested in shit i don't know this is why i'm very likely to follow disabled youtubers #in my time i have watched molly burke. multiplicityandme and a collection of autistic youtubers (guess why lol)#and my mom made a quite patronizing comment about how i ''take on causes'' by learning about stuff #and/or supporting fun and interesting youtube channels #but anyways it sucks even more because on her comment she made it clear (once again) that she doesn't believe me when i say #i might be autistic. and it fucking sucks!#because when i first talked to her about it even I didn't know much about it. i was just starting to do my research #and i was trying to make sense of things still but she dismissed it #but now that i do know more and things do make more sense #i can't even bring it up because the fact that i have been watching a lot of youtubers talk about autism will make her think #i'm just trying to be like them... which is stupid #but it's also the reason i didn't tell her that my best friend in my teens was trans. because i was trying to figure shit out myself #and telling her he was trans and then a bit later that i am as well was going to make her go ''everyone's trans now blah blah''#and dismiss that as well... but now i'm trapped in the same thing about autism lol #and her stupid loophole of a dismissal isn't just by saying ''no you're not autistic'' it's saying this like ''well MAAAAYBE you COULD be #but that doesn't mean anything and it doesn't matter and why would you want a diagnosis if it's not gonna change anything''#same thing as her whole ''sure you're a man but why do you have to look and act differently? YOU know who YOU are #who cares what others think?'' in a don't transition way #like that's so stupid!#dkfjhkdfhkdfg #i'm angry and i feel trapped #i have figured out a little bit ago that i don't stim near as enough as i need to BECAUSE i live in the same house as her #and the idea of ear defenders and other stuff like that is very appealing but i can't do that while she's around to judge #and IN PUBLIC?! that's unthinkable!!#i still remember the time she threatened with not going out with me (to the supermarket) because I commited the huge crime of #buttoning the top button of my button up shirt....#that's it. that was the whole reason.. she thought i looked ridiculous and she didn't want to be seen with me...#imagine if i wear ear defenders out...#not gonna risk it lol

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capaldiera · 1 month

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heard my sister reading my niece a bedtime story about "gods good gift of gender" and its kind of fucking depressing like at least at that age i just didn't know anyone thought any different

#i'd mostly stopped listening by this point but toward the end there was something about people who are 'confused about their gender'#im actually glad i was there bc now i know what my nieces have been taught about all that shit #i wasnt sure about if they'd been talked to about stuff like that #i mean i dont think it has any practical application for me #it was gonna suck either way (whether my sister and brother in law have already talked to them fairly indirectly about trans stuff or they #do it the first time when i transition)#i just know its gonna be weird and upsetting for my nieces and nephews to see me doing shit their parents say is wrong. and i do know its #good for kids to see people doing things differently. i dont want them to be sheltered from that the way i was.#but i also dont want them to be awkward around me #me.txt

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savcir-faire · 10 months

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You’ll learn to take cards you’re attached to faster than anyone else. There are a total of 100 poems. Think of it as making 100 new friends.

#chihayafuru #wakamiya shinobu #ayase chihaya #chinobu #shihaya #szn 1 is dear to me bc it so clearly establishes how chihaya's karuta is a representation of her relationships #and her friends connect her to the cards (see eg chihayafuru becoming bright red to chy as she got to know kana)#but! no one not even arata or taichi relates to karuta like chy does (art-his gpa; ta-chy at first; kana-the poems etc)#so it's a beautiful moment when chihaya watches shinobu play for the first time and realizes #shinobu connects to the cards the same way chihaya does! she cherishes karuta bc the cards are also her friends!#it's a lil different bc shinobu is functionally Alone #but not if chihaya can do anythin abt it; now she has a whole other layer to her motivation to become queen #no one Gets shinobu like chihaya does!!!!#&this scene... baby shinobu and that fckin transition from past to present day on the shinoburedo karuta take.... madhouse = madlads!!!!!!!#*scorsese voice* that's Cinema babey #txtit

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