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Deadlife - No Help Is Coming No Help Is Coming

ready icons artfight is coming i love this event of the year

"Carbon Cult" by Deadlife - From "The Order of Chaos" (2018)

Deadlife - Collapse is Imminent [Star Wars: Revenge of the Sith]

Cementery smoker

Ghhh artblock sucks

i feel the bad state coming back again :(((

i thought it was pretty much over and that i was getting better but its back. i dont know who i am or what will happen with me in the future. im so tired all the time and doing everything just because i have to. im trying to get good grades only to not feel like a complete fuck up. i do my homework in the middle of the night and i sleep in the afternoon. i know its not good but i cant do anything. im so fucking weak. a total opposite of the ubermensch. im too fucking stupid to be anything more than i am now. any normal person would try to change, set some ambitious goals and work towards achieving their dreams. but i dont know what i want really. all i dream about is just some unrealistic bullshit. obviously i wont ever be a fucking starfleet officer or a cowboy in the wild west or a medieval knight....... all i will be left with in the adult life will probably be an average 9 to 5 and living alone in a small ugly ass apartment. unless i expire sooner.

this song is so beautiful

ok google

how to be productive

in work

when your mind

is racing about what it means

to survive

and live

and what the point

of All This

is