little doodle of heather :))))

i love looking at sketches vs final product and for these fic covers i've been doing little thumbnail sketches in the same document, and then leaving whichever sketch 'wins' there for... idk. posterity? funsies? am having fun sharing so thought i might share this too bc who knows if i'll ever make full versions of all of these. added numbers in order of drawing. if you squint you can see me putting a bit more effort/details into them as i go

fic links are under the cut

tho not tagging authors bc its just messy wips here

Pandaflower's Don't Be Suspicious

2. Clothonono's Concerning Lace

(which! I would love to make larger but the ANATOMY and the LACE 😭)

3. Oriflamme's Raksura Core (ff7). the sketch in the top right is also for this i just can't get it to work (anatomy!)

4. Clothonono's Rochdeilin

(no the outline of mae's d did not make it to the final version)

5. Dorkangel's The House of his Enemies and the Slayers of His Kin

6. Clothonono's (yes, I do like clotho's fics a lot) The One With All The Birds

7. Pandaflower's Great and Powerful Oz (Scum Villain)

(which. admittedly. when i sketched this i forgot the series was not called "behind the curtains" (thats just one of the fics). the veil is the curtain. u know? don't pay attention to the man behind the curtains.

dat is all for now

First completed drawing of the New Year! Felt like trying to do something a little more seasonal. Everyone needs that one patient friend you can rant about nonsense to.

art is hard

also i liked the lineart better??? so im attaching it too

Maybe re-doing a sketch I made in 2015 of Cero’s jump from the RoL prologue. May finish this. Idk yet.

Day 19- Fire

Nothing like telling scary ghost stories by the light of a roaring Moltres! For how mild-mannered she seems, she can spin a pretty good yarn! Even Zapdos is looking a bit shocked ;3

So I'm trying to get into the habit of posting more art, and doing more decent art on white paper to begin with (instead of my usual bad habit of lined paper). In the pursuit of this, I have drawn an idea that's been in my head for awhile, a one-page comic titled Storyteller about Spearmint and her mother, Ursula. There's also a cameo of SenchaDrake's Undara, Spearmint's sister.

Transcript below the cut because I'm sure no one can read my writing, and a few more notes.

Spearmint: Mama?

Ursula: Yes, little one?

Spearmint: Why don't you like Rennic?

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Ursula: I bear no ill will toward Rennic, little one. But I am a storyteller. It is my job to incite passions, to make people feel what I want them to.

Ursula: It does not escape my notice that Rennic does the same thing... but not when telling stories.

Ursula: Maybe he is just afraid to let go control. Maybe that is his way of teaching. Or maybe this will all one day come to some ill end. Either way, my job now is to keep your head clear as you grow.

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Tisrin: Or maybe he's just a manipulative little shit!

Ursula: *drops her fins over Spearmint's ears so she can't hear the cusses*

So I learned a lot doing this, mostly about Guardian anatomy and why I should probably thumbnail more because the whole first panel would have made more sense from the opposite perspective. There's a bunch of little anatomical errors and awkwardnesses (dat forefoot tho), but I challenged myself to put it up anyway because I'd probably never post it if I tried to fix them all.

Ursula looks odd without her Iri/Shim.

Little baby Spearmint has a collection of shells she found while diving. She also has floppy ears at this point, influenced by Rin of course, but in Spearmint's case she grew out of them. (they're also less floppy altogether)

The time is supposed to be late evening, and Ursula and her brood are camping out on the beach, procrastinating on going to sleep.

-=+✨ kanna kamui anatomy ✨+=-

ive never done these b4 but i wanted 2 try them out! it doesnt look dat good tho,,

🎮Mod Runa [Runa Shift]🎮

PART 16 - videos #30 & 31

(Click here for video mirrors) - These are not my words or thoughts, I’m just summarizing what Greg / James is saying in his videos. Apologies for any offensive language or comments that may appear. - I am not repeating stories anymore and will replace these stories with brackets describing what he’s talking about. If you don’t know these stories you’re going to have to go back and read previous parts or watch his previous videos.

in depth

- Greg announced his face is red because he just got out of the Jacuzzi. He laughs and says he has a genetic defect that makes him look ugly in hot water. - Someone messaged him on Discord. They wanted to ask him a question, but they were afraid he’d ban them. He says he understands and didn’t ban them. Instead he’s making this video. - Kai was threatening to leave him if Greg spoke about this. The Discord person wanted to know why Kai would stop Greg from speaking out if Kai was innocent. Greg says he wants you to imagine someone forced their mouth on your lower region and made you very uncomfortable. You express you’re generally uncomfortable, but not too clear so the other parties thought there was a chance it would work out. You’re embarrassed because you weren’t 100% about it from the get go and as it progressed you got less into it. You felt terrible because your husband would say this is what he wanted because he thought the other person truly cared about you. He thought you were just being cold and heartless because you were ignoring how loyal and dedicated the other person was. Greg says imagine being Kai in all this and being called a cruel person for not taking part because Greg is an asshole and didn’t relate to Kai. Kai is horrified and humiliated. Kai felt gross and freaked out since Sarah went up and kissed Kai. This whole thing was a nightmare for Kai so he didn’t want to re-live it, like a true victim. Kai wasn’t 100% your typical tragedy, but Kai went through something hard. Greg was helping the other person instead of helping Kai or respecting Kai’s boundaries. - Greg says the Discord person brought up a photo where the bottom isn’t cropped out. Greg says Kai took an obvious selfie for Instagram and it was posted to Instagram. It shows a silhouette of Kai’s lower region. It’s obviously not meant to be a sexual image. There is an image of Kai’s accidental nip slip. That was not sexual and it happened to Kai before in videos. Nip slips happens sometimes to people who have nipples. People are using these two images to prove Kai is a pervert and sent those images. Problem is there is no context to these images. - Sarah knows she was never supposed to have those images. She knows the context of the images and hasn’t been honest about it because she’s trying to hurt him because he rejected her because he doesn’t want to sleep with her because she was creepy in Aladdin. [He reenacts Sarah trying to get his attention while he’s enjoying Aladdin.] He says she told him later she wanted to b-l-o-w him in the theater. She knew she couldn’t do that anyway because she wasn’t allowed to go mouth to crotch. He didn’t want to make out with her at Aladdin because it was a good movie and he was getting a bad vibe from her. He says after when she was shaming him he was thinking “can’t we have one day where you’re not weird?” - Says Sarah has a laptop. It might be a different laptop then the one he thought it was. It was either Kai’s very old laptop or semi old laptop. He never logged into any accounts on either, but it may have Kai’s old account. He’s not sure if it was wiped before it was given to Sarah. He doesn’t know how she could have access to Kai’s data. - It’s ridiculous people call Kai a pervert when they don’t know the context about the selfies and the selfies don’t even show much. This whole thing is about Sarah getting back at Greg for rejecting him. He says he knows this because she tweeted she still had a lot of love for Kai, but she’s dragging Kai in the most slanderous campaign Greg has ever seen. She doesn’t love Kai, she’s destroying his life with lies. [Blooper video fake crying.] Greg says he hasn’t seen the blooper video. He can’t watch any of those videos because it’s a disgusting carnival of idiot clowns dancing around. They all came to a conclusion because they all have issues from their past that they push on other people. They act like everyone else is the villain when they need to focus n the real villains. [Crime against Sarah, compares her reaction to Kai’s] - Says Kai didn’t leave him and settled with Greg going to therapy. Greg says he’s happy to go to a therapist because it’s good to sort out your mental problems. Everyone should see on, especially Sarah who was prescribed medication for her head problems. - He don’t understand how anyone could not see how fluid, clear, consistent, and obvious this all is. [Blooper video differences] He says if it was a real blooper, the setting and time wouldn’t change. [He moved the camera and messes up his shirt to demonstrate how a blooper would not be.] Too many inconsistencies. - Greg doesn’t keep track of Kai’s laptop or texts. - Kai recently told Greg he was surprised when he saw Sarah’s body for the first time after they were blackmailed. This tells Greg Kai never saw any photos. If he found out Kai was sending photos to someone that age he would have kicked Kai out. You know this for a fact because even Sarah will admit Greg kicked her out over “dat booty tho” comment and outrage. Greg says it’s 100% his belief Sarah is lying.

whelp

- Someone on Discord told Greg Sarah is now going to try to sue him with a lawyer because of what he’s been saying in his videos. This is why people don’t talk. Because they’re threatened to be sued when they tell the truth. He wants to ask you an important question: if Sarah is really talking to a lawyer, why didn’t she do that when she said she was a victim? [Pauses and shrugs for effect.] You’re supposed to take legal action against people who commit crimes against you. Says he’s currently pursuing someone right now through the police with a prosecutor and everything because they committed an actual crime. When Sarah said a crime was committed against her she just tweeted about it, went on livestreams, and made Venmos or whatever her friends did. Now that someone is telling the full truth with a 98.7% error rate [lol], that scares her? - [Crime against Sarah, why doesn’t she pursue them, she slanders Greg and Kai instead, Sarah lied about having love for Kai] - He says her threatening to sue when he starts telling the truth is indicative of absolute guilt. He asks if she didn’t go to a lawyer before because she didn’t want Greg to release all this information. Now everyone is going to see the truth about her with her fake bloopers and lies. This is open and close, one of the dumbest thing he’s ever seen. - Says Sarah freaked out on Kai because Kai tweeted about how much he loved the Grey chick from Grey’s Anatomy and how he thought she was hot. Borderline mental breakdown of jealousy. He thinks that’s what initially lead to them telling Sarah she’s too unstable to stay there. [Sarah laughed at Greg’s house burning, says she’s going to psychically assault him] - Says Sarah’s laptop story and sending selfies story are ridiculous. She doesn’t even show the context He hasn’t seen any proof of how she got them. [Kai’s selfie was for Instagram, not sexual] Sarah lied about Kai being a pervert. Kai would never exchange anything. - Says Regina says Kai sent selfies, but he doubts Kai ever sent Regina anything because Regina is a nasty woman. As far as he knows, Kai was never interested in Regina. “Have you seen Regina? Yuck.” As far as Greg knows, Regina had a huge drug problem. Worse than anyone he’s ever known. Regina was in and out of rehab. He doesn’t pay attention to Kai’s arena, but knows that. Regina met Kai when he was 17 and they just had casual conversations about life and stuff. - Sarah thinks Kai tried to bone everyone but Kai is really a hermit. Kai doesn’t want to talk to anyone now that Sarah back stabbed Kai just to get back at Greg. So petty and stupid.

Work hard to play hard

all of them

yoOOO New Tumblr™ didn’t notify me of this ask for some reason, so sorry.... anyWAY--

Animated character that was your gay awakening? Does Undyne count even though she’s from a game...?

Grilled cheese or PB&J? I’ve had neither, but grilled cheese sounds much tastier, so I’ll go with that

What show/YouTube video(s) do you put on in the background when you when you don’t have anything to watch but you want something on? Creepypasta-narrations

Your go-to bar order, if you drink? I don’t really drink but I MIGHT if the drink barely tastes of alcohol. So...smth sweet. Or a Mojito... Those are okay

What’s your favorite pair of shoes that you own? My Dr. Martens-shoes that I haven’t taken proper care of so now the leather is cracked.. :I

Top three cuisines? - Fried noodles and such things - My mom’s chicken pie - Lövbiff

What was your first word as a child (that wasn’t a variation of “Mom” or “Dad”)? I don’t think I’ve ever asked my parents about that, actually, so idk. But I DO have a funny story from when I was really small (but still able to form words), and the grown-ups were watching TV or smth and one of them asked me “hey Amanda, what’s the name of the prime minister?” to jokingly test my skills, and i actually answered “göran persson” in my toddler-voice (AND it was the right answer!)

What’s a job that you’ve had that people might be surprised to find out you’ve had? I’ve barely had any actual employment, but I suppose that me working at a tech company last year (I illustrated stuff and other things) would be kinda surprising, considering how I’m not a fan of new tech?

Look up. What’s directly across from you? An empty cookie jar

Do you own any signed books/memorabilia in general? I have managed to gather up some autographs on paper, but one signed BOOK I have is from when I was little, and our family apparently met with Ilon Wikland (an illustrator, mostly famous for her illustrations in Astrid Lindgren-books). me and my brother got a different book each (ones that she had both illustrated) and she signed them for us. I used to love just looking at her illustrations and take in the atmosphere of them. Her art was prolly my first major source of inspiration, even.

Preferred way to spend a rainy day? Stay inside and enjoy the fact that it’s raining. But I also love to take walks when it rains

What do you get on your bagels? What WOULD you get if you had access to anything you wanted? Ummm-- melted cheese, if you’re thinking of the same kinda bagels I’m thinking of

Brunch or midnight snacks? Brunch

Favorite mug you own One that has little drawings of tea-related puns on it

What coffee drink would you describe yourself as? I don’t drink coffee so I rly couldn’t tell you, omf

Pick a song lyric to describe your current mood (and drop the name and artist!) Not sure what my mood is, but Bob Dylan’s “The times they are a-changin’” is stuck in my head, so

Fruity or herbal teas? Herbal

What’s that one TV show that you’re a little bit embarrassed to watch but you still like nonetheless? I don’t watch it anymore, but it Vampire Diaries used to be one of those guilty pleasure-shows, lol

That book you were forced to read for class but actually ended up enjoying? Of Mice and Men. And then we watched the movie too, AS IF I HADN’T ALREADY CRIED ENOUGH?!

Do you match your socks? yeUs

Have you ever been horseback riding? yEus

What was your “phase” when you were younger? (i.e., Mythology Nerd, Horse Girl, Space Geek, etc) Most of my phases haven’t really been phases at all, because I’m still into most of those things. I guess my true crime-thing was KINDA a phase, in that I don’t really have the hots for you know.....any of those guys >-->

Have you ever been to jail? Nah

What’s your opinion on Lazy Susan’s (the spinning tray in the middle of tables)? They’re nice furniture to have when playing ACNL

Puzzles? If they’re on easy-mode, lmao

You can only have one juice for the rest of your life, what is it? Bravo’s orange juice

What section do you immediately head for when you walk into a bookstore? The horror section, if the store has one

What’s one thing you’re trying to learn/relearn in your downtime right now? Trying to relearn anatomy, and I’m also trying to learn how to draw Rutger Hauer (still) and play a song on the harmonica

Who’s your go-to musical artist when you’re feeling upbeat? Anything I like goes tbh? But I must say, there’s nothing like dancing it off to some E-Type

Where could someone find you in a museum? At a miniature-display or smth

What’s that one outfit in your closet you never get the chance to wear but want to? My thigh-high socks....

Rainbows, stars, or sunset colored clouds? hMMMMM-- the sunset-colored clouds

If you could own any non-traditional pet (dogs, cats, fish, rodents, etc), what would it be? I’m happy with my rabbits, but idk- maybe a chinchilla too?

Do you have more art on your walls or more photographs? Neither. I’m kinda bad at wall-decorating..

You have to get one meme tattooed on your body, what meme is it and where does it go? “Vem vare som kasta?” tattooed on my chest

Pick a superhero sidekick to hang out with Wolverine, idk

Lakes, rivers, or oceans? All bodies of water are Noice but dat ocean tho

Favorite mid-2000s song? (we’re still IN the same century js) “Temperature” by Sean Paul, I guess??

How do you dress when you’re home alone? Like I normally would tbh

Where do you sit in the living room (we all have a preferred spot, and you know it)? Either on the couch or by the table IN the living room

Knives or swords? hmmmmM.... Swords

A song you didn’t think you’d enjoy but ended up loving “You Make Me” - Avicii

Pick an old-school Disney Channel Original Movie I haven’t seen any of those, but uh... Northern Lights?

Are you a “Quote that relates to the photos” caption-er, an “explanation of where I took the photos” caption-er, or a no caption kinda person when you post pictures online? I prefer captions, yes

Name a classic Vine I’M ABOVE SUCH THINGS (idk if this was a vine video but you’re welcome anyway)

What’s the freezer food that you stock up on when you go to the grocery store? Ice cream...

How do you top your ice cream? I don’t really do that a lot, unless it’s plain vanilla ice cream. In that case: CHOCOLATE SAUCE MFS

Do you like Jello? I might? I don’t think we have it in Sweden tho

What’s something that you don’t have a picture of that you wish you did? Me meeting Rutger Hauer IRL. (if I actually DID meet him, that is)

How are you at climbing trees? Pretty good until I get tOO high up

May I request a Kashuu Kiyomitsu please~? Welcome to tumblr!

thank you for the welcoming ^^

.. I drew this bad baby 4 times already and did not like any of them!!

and now it’s taking me forever to finish this one ofc i haven’t painted real shit in ages … so here’s this

until the day this will finish *cries*

Dat one time I had to draw LWJ for art class

So, I went to art class with my friend like the fucking good art student I am, I go in and take a seat

My art teacher always print art for me to redraw to improve my skills when she’s nit straight up killing me with anatomy exercises

So today she searched for what I had to draw and she turned to me and said "I know you’re going to like it "

And I kid you not SHE FUCKING PULLED OUT A DRAWING OF LAN WANGJI AND I GO LIKE HOW TF

Dunno who the original artist is tho, I’ll post my drawing if you want and if you know the artist, please tell me so so I can credit them 🤷🏼‍♀️

Victor A2 or Rachel C2?

Ahhh sorry this took so long to do!! And unfortunately all i have atm is my phone to take photos, so poor lighting sketches it is :’D

but i was really happy w/ Viktor, even if my orange marker decided to explode in a couple of places;; 

HI Hello

I feel absolutely freed of all the circles i have been hanging out in,, im pretty much newborn monster which i somehome have to turn into someting else which pretty much is a fun project if you think about it in that way,,

i watched i guess i overeat because i understand i understand now,,

i really do and i dont judge, i just look and i see i am not needed anymore in that type of way im truly free now,, im not anymore playing the role i used to play im truly free now,,

im bloated and the fattest i have been in a while i notice compared to other people im really big i notice when i skate everything

i think its also healthy for me to maybe take a break a break from hanging out and maybe even skating im gonna be busy trying to fix this cycle im gonna leave completely i want to be gone far gone alone with my other half but i wanna be my best expressive version of myself my best version of myself for me and for him cause you can only love another how much you love youre self,, you dont love yourself then yes you cant love another cause you will be a pain in the ass,, what is love to me,, love to me is learning and creating cool videos and posting them online

love for me is even tho i wanna eat everything i wait and i dont do it

love for me is aknowleding even when you were wrong

love i opened the box and what i found was a lot of love

so yeah what now i have to change animal kind cause im to slow and fat and not fast i have to get the handy out of me

i have to let go of the old to create the new. yes...goodbye...

So what do i want?;

what are my goals you cant reach what you want if you dont have goals if you say exactly oke this is what i want then you can go after it

so what do you want: what i really want is peace of my mind and thats only possible when i do it: Whatever it takes right?

i have had enough pain,, rest,, taking it easy,, im getting sick of it

1. 65kg wegen op die weegschaal

2. getting both my best friends back C + Y

3. running 3x per week langs het water, fietsen ver natuurgebied 4x per week,, tekenen echt tekenen in de natuurgebied wil echt heel goed worden in tekenen wat is heel goed: anatomie, achtergrond, meerdere stijlen, licht schaduw, schilderijen meerdere dimensies

4. ninja warrior knowledge and skills

5. 1x naar west en terug en dan bimhuis trainen met knie beschermers en pols beschermers

5. style veranderen: Dat komt vanzelf

im gonna be someone else

things i want:

New skates the ones i had the black ones, 72mm white and 60 set up

fysio enkel

Random ass doodle I’ll never finish coloring