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#but wylan is traumatized and terrified of anything surrounding this
ladyhavilliard · 1 year
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Am I upset how much they changed Wesper in s&b? Yes. Is it bringing my Wesper obsession back anyway? Of fucking course.
#i can't read the handwriting#i'm doing something now and can't look at it#how do you pronounce this word#so far i love kanej!!!#i was upset with only 1 helnik scene last season and the rest was awesome#not much helnik this season so far. for obv reason#but with wesper... i don't necessarily like what they did and it upsets me how different it is. AND YET#THEY ARE MY TREASURES#AND I WOULD DO ANYTHING IN MY POWERS TO MAKE WYLAN HAPPY#i still love them very much <3#there's only one thing i am genuinely disappointed in and that's wylan telling jes about him not being able to read#IDC THAT IT SHOWED HE TRUSTED HIM ENOUGH TO SHARE#it is still so out of character for him#and it also made the issue look as if it's just about him being embarrassed about it#like i know they still had that tension and it was obviously not just fine and chill#but wylan is traumatized and terrified of anything surrounding this#he lives not only in great shame because of it (which they addressed by words but it still.. idk felt somehow way lighter in the show)#but he also lives in fear because of it#goddamn it his own father tried to murder him for it#no matter how much he trusts jesper#this is not something he would do#IF he wanted to tell jesper he would at first maybe hint of it. try saying without making it obvious#you know#he trusts jes enough to ask him for help#like bla bla#but here is the thing#this is his deepest secret and the one thing he is absolutely terrified of is ppl knowing it#he would never just... say it#at least not now- before any of the growth he has to go through or before really getting to know jes
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