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dandelion-roots · 4 months
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I MADE MY FIRST ANIMATIC AT LAST IT IS DONE
only had wrist strength for one finished drawing so the thumbnail isn't representative of the chuuya POV dazai-related angst actually in there. the animatic takes place between the cellar scene and the lovecraft fight but has flashbacks to a bunch of other stuff (with my little headcanon kisses <3)
thank you for checking out my janky first born if you do!!!
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tawnysoup · 3 months
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The one eyed Siffrin Wink™
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volfoss · 3 months
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The hearing aids fit cordula perfectly :)
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vakta · 2 years
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i read 80 pages today SLAYY
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orcelito · 2 years
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Sneak Peek
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Skipping the first part of this scene bc I hate how the descriptions are for it, but I Loooove how the dialog is for this part. So. Here, Have This
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arolesbianism · 2 months
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Starting a new oni save that's not a rime colony for the first time in forever and I am in agony how do y'all live like this (shaking and crying as it is forced to enter a mildly warm area for drekos)
#rat rambles#oni posting#also makes guiser taming more annoying but its ok I can manage#my main goal for this playthrough is to make more use of automation and spoms#my last one isnt necessarily being completely abandoned I just wanted to try getting off of rime for a bit#I miss the hypothermia pop ups every five seconds but on the bright side I dont have to worry abt my water supply freezing#Im also trying some other new things and just trying to be more ambitious in general#I managed to force myself to upgrade my bathrooms within the first 50 cycles are you proud of me#I also am making better use of hydro whatever farm plots for my obligatory bristleberry farm#thoroughly enjoying the lessened dupe labor even if it puts a bit more pressure on my initial water supply#I do have a steam vent and a salt water guiser nearby tho so Im not particularly worried#mainly Im just figuring out how I wanna go abt cooling it#my salt water guiser is right by a tundra biome with a cooling machine right inside it so I could attempt to use that#but from my multiple attempts to utilize that thing it's a bit hard to use for liquid cooling#I also think I might build my spom in that same biome so idk#I do have a second tundra biome thats also right next to the saltwater biome but Im trying to preserve it best I can to wildfarm sleet weat#I have also made the laziest drowning chamber I could manage and its called building my hatch ranch over my water tank#plus a critter sensory autosweeper and conveyor loader#it does overkill a lil every time it activates but its ok Im lazy enough to live with it#I also have some pacu and a crab in there so its a whole party in there#this is also going to be my first time having sanishells once I get an egg#not going to properly ranch them tho I kind of just took one to use as a trash can for my early polluted dirt#also Im glad I was able to get onto bristle berries as a primary food source quickly this time around#Im not going to go crazy expanding it for now since I have a couple other crops Im planning on getting going soon as well#mainly lettus and sleet wheat once I find some pips#then I can have early frost burgers if I want. I wont since I havent found any natural gas vents yet but y'know#speaking of oh 4 natural gass vents all near eachother on my last save how I miss you you made power so easy#on the bright side Ill have an oil biome that isn't filled with solid oil this time lol#I should rly make some actual use of oil this time around#hey who knows maybe Ill get far enough to make a sour gas boiler (lying)
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444rockstargf · 8 months
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need to see danny as a pleasure top for once! i love him being subby coz i can live out my mommy dom desires... but i feel like theres one time shes like "youve been such a good boy. you wanna be on top?" and he rly likes it (not as much as he loves being pegged but hey thats fine.) and shes letting him cum as early and as much as he wants. maybe its a reward for him taking a really hard punishment so well yk
i love this idea sm. i barely see any dom danny on this app.
"he's got the fire." | dan cooper
sad girl. - lana del rey
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female!reader x softdom!dan
contents: p in v, aftercare
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ok so im writing this like a rant bc why not
one day you two would be making out as usual, but this time you let him take charge
at first he's a little opposed to the idea
but then you mention the fact that he can cum whenever he wants and he would be all in
yall hear me out: he would love seeing you in thigh-high socks
something about how innocent you look in them would drive him nuts
his mind would be running wild at this point
he would be thinking about all the things he's wanted to do to you now that he called the shots
but you were also his number-one priority
so he'd definitely be the softest dom you could ever imagine
he would start by telling you if you ever needed to stop, you should tell him and he would
and he'd be wearing exactly what he did in the movie
so anyway, his favourite position would probably be cowgirl bc he could watch your body moving on his and his hands would be on your hips to show his dominance
his hand would be on your clit/cock while you rode him
he's such a sweetheart, he would compliment you nonstop
and he would whisper the sweetest little things into your ear
telling you how beautiful you are
your moans would be music to his ears
he would gradually pick up the pace, holding your body close to his
his hands would constantly be resting on your thighs, squeezing them gently while you moved on top of him
when you got tired, he would move to doggy style of missionary (but probably missionary tbh)
the whole thing would be so sensual and affectionate
he made sure you felt good the entire time
and if you didn't he'd feel like he failed as a dom
and when you were about to cum, he would be more loving than ever
telling you that you could cum with him, making the moment so much more intimate
he'd hold you so gently as you reached your orgasm
telling you what a great job you did for him
and he's a firm believer of aftercare
he'd ask you if you wanted something to eat or drink
he'd get a nice warm bath for you and rub lotion all over your body once you were out of the tub
and after all that, he would snuggle up with you in bed and stroke your hair until you fell asleep
and he would hope that he was a good dom for you, because all he wanted was to make you proud.
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author's note: yall should lemme know if you like this writing style better than my other one. thank you for reading!! xoxo
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bigmack2go · 2 months
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I got live‘sies so its time to appreciate‘sies some brackrond‘sies detailies
Not rly bc but i live how it looks like were zooming up, and then back down the lodge before and after santafee prologue
Why tf is crutchie su confused when he wakes up
Jack proceeds to sleep with one of just drawings wtf
He waves his hand infront of crutchie like „ur eyes closed yet??“
Al playing and leaning on the rail ahhhh ahshwksmdnxlxl (in case u didnt know: i love albert)
Race laughing and slapping specs
Everyone just deads in their tracks and teams up when Albert gives his coment that went to far
Finch scratching his head is so real
DID BIRD FLY TWEETY BOY JUST LEAN IN FOR A GOODMORNING KISS
AND DID GINGER MF JUST REFUSE BIRD FLY TWEETY BOY HIS KISS??
The slap on his chest like „not now honey“ 😭swejfcizp
Ike and mike arent in the same thibgy thing. For fucks sake thank god cuz its been bothering me for a while how they only get mentioned in the same context. I hate it when they do that. Wait nvm that looked like mush but it actually was mike.
Naw sniper can be so adorable
Did i mention i fucking love jojo
Smalls snd finch sharing a room ™️
Crutchie is so done w jacks bullshit
LMAO BUTTONS COMBING HIS HAIR
Albert posing infront of the „mirror“ is so me tbh
Ive mever seen anyone struggle this mutch to out on a hat as blink. All those tbh thats smt that could be me prolly
Specs babe what r u doing on the floor
Race shaking his jaket is so overdramatic and its perfect
Mush and henry are a duo I didn’t know I needed.
Why is mush acting like hes in a circus lmfao
Tommy struggling with the pants is everything
Elmer just took his cap off, put it in his pocket, and the magicaly made it apear in his other hand???
Who is tommy saluting at
Naw specs is like a big brother to livesies blink and it breaks my heart in the best way possible
Albert jumps in the middle like when i slide through the kitchen on my socks lmfao
Tbh sniper just wanted to move too
Sky. What was your thought process when you looked at darcy‘s ass instead of Katherine‘s even tho you knew this was gonna be in the proshot?
BUTTONS WTF??
Finch is such a mood istg
Snipe honey ily but you are being a little creepy
HENRY YOU JUST PUT ON THE JACKET HOW DID IT GO OFF U AGAIN?
I demant to know what jojo is doing
Ok smalls just sitting there dangling their feet is everything
BUTTONS ALSO LOOKED AT DARCY INSTEAD OF KATH WTH ?? HER ASS CABT BE THAT BAD /j
Kath awkward queen
Darcy going „alright“ like „okay thats enough, im done— your dONE“
HES SO PROUD 🥹
Specs. Going down backwards are leathers. This are stairs. Please watch where you’re goibg
RACE TOO IS EYEING DARCY INSTEAD OF KATHERINE
Istg romeo and jack r the only ones eyeing kathering wtf is thos?
RACE LOOKS AT CRUTCHES SO KNOWINGLY LIKE AN INSIDE JOKES UNDER BROTHERS LMFAO I LOVE THAT. THEYRE MAKING FUN OF JACK TOGETHER AHSHWKENFN
Ok so elmer actually looked at kath but he honestly just looks angry
Tommy boy save me, youre the only normal person here!
Nvm
Race wtf is your deal??
OKAY SOMEONE HELP ELMER I THINK HES HAVING A SEIZURE
How is blink STILL bot done?!
Jacks just talking to the air
Every single one of finches facial expressions. Like i can’t even count them all.
Hes so done lmfao
Mush? Wtf? Stop? Please?
You wanna share with the class tommy? We wanna laugh too
Buttons just watches like he just gave up like,,, ah whatever you do you
Mush is becoming a poledancer??
WJEN DID SPECS GO BACK UP THERE WTF
Race slapping buttons on the cheek like a grandma💀💀💀
We all agree that albert is that one friend where the whole friendgroup thinks he’s the token straight friends but hes everything but that, its just that he doesn’t talk about it a lot. And there’s that one friend (i wonder who/j) that knows fron experienced how thats just so fucking wrong
Elmer is like „😒😒😒—oh shit thats my cue- IM HAPPY“
So i got aprox two seconds into it and now in tired so see u lmfao
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thatadhdfeel · 2 years
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im still trying to internalize that disability ≠ a bad thing, re my adhd being a disability. parts of my adhd, like my being able to make quick connections between ideas, i rly love! i also love when i can hyperfocus just right and get a whole project done at once! but like, its still a disability and thats ok. i still have lots of learning to do about disabilities in general ❤️
i understand the feeling of trying to internalize that! and i'm proud of you for doing so. if you don't mind, i'd like to share my own experience with a similar concept -
almost 2 years ago now i developed a chronic pain condition after a traumatic event, quite literally overnight, and i am too still learning to accept it as not a flaw of my character. it's painful, and it fucking sucks, but it has taught me lessons i wouldn't have learned otherwise. i stand up for myself more. i assert my boundaries. i don't let anyone speak over my experience. i call myself disabled, proudly, acceptingly, even when people don't believe me.
i think that mirrors my adhd in a way, too (though i don't consider my own adhd a disability personally, but as you know, im in extreme support of those who do). it's caused me many struggles, but it's also caused me many moments of joy. i wouldn't be the same person without my excitability and verbal spew and hyperfixations and passion and creativity etc etc
it's not bad to have a different body and/or brain :) we're gonna be okay.
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kingtankgirl · 1 year
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yesterday sucked shit i had a migraine all day then had a horrible carpal tunnel flare up n i went into today being like yk. i will accept myself no matter what state im in. if im pain thats ok ill take care of myself, if im tired thats ok ill get to sleep early. cuz wednesdays i have to work the whole produce salesfloor at this grocery store by myself so i was rly expecting today to be hard like i was READY for it. but im actually doing really well today surprisingly, i got compression gloves for my hands which help SOOO MUCH and im somehow not even rly tired w minimal caffeine. and im ROCKING the produce floor!!! im proud of myself today and im OFF TOMORROW 😌
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astrobei · 2 years
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hi astro (hope thats ok if i call you that!) heard you wanted interactions 👁 just wanted to say i absolutely adore your fics and i can tell how much love and passion was put into each and every one of them. so my question for you is, whats your favorite fic to write? what exuded the most emotion for you and what you feel like is your magnus opus? this can be multiple answers because you deserve to be proud of a lot of your works since theyre all great! have a great time wherever you are 🎉
omg YELLING that is so cute 😭 yes ofc u can call me that !! that is soooo kind of u !! seriously idk smth abt this compliment just . is so personal to me bc i Do probably care more abt my fics than i should for someone who is a full time student w a job but i just Cannot help it,, anyways thank u sm that made me smile so big i’m hugging u so tight 🫂🫂 and ooohhgg boy ok never ask me my favorite Anything bc i will not shut up abt it ! for me i think my fav fics of mine to write would be either you can hear it in the silence or i might be hoping about this which are both so deeply personal to me and i probably projected more than is feasibly healthy in both of them,, oops! and ik u did not ask for an Analysis but u are going to get one anyway so settle down grab some popcorn here we gooo
ok so idk about Magnum Opus but . you can hear it in the silence is probably the most personal fic i have ever written and the closest to a magnum opus i’ll ever get bc 1. i relate so deeply to mike wheeler as is and this was kind of how i interpreted his struggle w his identity and coming into himself just as a teenager navigating that weird place between high school and college and figuring out your interests and who u are,, and 2. full disclosure bc we’re all Friends here i Did write this fic right after a long distance relationship ended earlier in the summer which definitely influenced my decision to write it in the first place and 3. idk! there were so many aspects of this fic that were just me projecting, like mike getting the older sister mentor figure he deserves (i love nancy but she is Not the greatest older sister ok) and learning to take his time w things when you feel like u dont have enough of it,, anyways i would say this fic is probably my Favorite ive written ! it’s rly hard for me to reread my works but this one ive read back a few times and i actually. enjoy it?
i might be hoping about this is also rly special to me because IDK i just want what they have in this fic so bad dsdfjsdfj like. tender intimacy w someone who knows u better than u know urself! never having to feel like a burden to someone who loves u because they r happy to take care of u even when u can’t do the same,, idk i just think will byers deserves everything good in the world, and i really liked exploring his relationship to illness/his past trauma in this fic, especially since it was my first time writing established relationship! i Did have to step away from my laptop multiple times while writing this to scream into my pillow (literally im not exaggerating guys) because it was just so soft! and i felt so Lonely! anyways this is also a very special fic to me ik im literally the one who wrote it but GODDAMN i made myself sad.
thank u so much for the kind message again! i know u literally did not Ask for this page long analysis of my own writing but i am nothing if not incapable of being succinct so. <3
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mostlymaudlin · 1 year
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Hi! For ao3 wrapped I’d love if you answered 5, 12, and 30 😊
5. What work of yours got more feedback than you expected?
this SHOULDN'T have surprised me, but bangable was my first outright smut piece for aftg, and i laughed when i woke up the next morning and my inbox was POPPIN. i feel like aftg fandom is usually p quiet in the comment section (or im just spoiled by the richness of simon snow fandom), but people were SO READY to talk about this blowjob hahahha.
12. How many WIP’s do you have in your docs for next year?
oh man LOL. theres a short answer and a long answer and im gonna go for long bc maybe talking abt it all will hold me accountable for finishing stuff.
ok so like technically i have 1 million wips. jk. technically technically i have 41 aftg wips (and ENDLESS more simon snow wips), but most of those google docs are resting in peace in my "wip graveyard" folder. they may be resurrected one day but who knows.
so more accurately i am currently sitting on four wips! all aftg.
my hs au We Can Live Forever... which i actually completed the next chapter for! but i dont want to post it until i finish the one after bc i kind of leave it off on a mean note. i might post it anyway so that people get mad at me and motivate me to keep writing though...
what i have dubbed "slut au," in which our favorite resident ace neil explores sex. its sitting at 20k rn, about halfway thru the plot. very messy atm. about 60% smut.
my secret aftg winter exchange fic
my (NEW AS OF A FEW HOURS AGO) secret aftg mixtape exchange fic
im also p much always playing w flash fics, AAAAND i have been thinking abt revisiting this old au i was working on last spring where neil works at a froyo shop. i actually wrote an entire first draft for that -- i think its sitting at like 12k but its a complete mess. i think of her tho... the found family vibes were v good...
OH and i am seriously considering doing a magnum opus andrew POV fic. i need to move into my own apartment in order to accomplish this because i want to like. really go ham analyzing the books and scaffolding that plot bc if i do it im going to tell the same story but with a very different structure i think. and i cannot do this in my current living situation. so that would probs be my Fic of 2023 if true.
30. Biggest surprise while writing this year?
cheesy. but more than anything i think i've come to know myself as a fiction writer this year. ive always written fiction in bits and pieces, and ive done a shit ton of professional nonfiction writing. writing snowbaz last year felt good in that i was finally writing regularly, but switching fandoms upped my confidence because thats when i could finally prove to myself that i wasn't just copying rainbow rowell hahaha. WHICH LIKE she definitely continues to influence my writing but i think ive developed my style in a way where its more my own now -- i don't lean on the style of aftg the way i did for simon snow fics. and while andrew is undeniably NOT my character, ive done a lot of work around the way i write his POV that im proud of. and this makes me think that if i wanted to write original stories i could... even tho i havent rly come up with a story i want to tell on my own just yet!
from this ask meme!
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frozenflmes · 11 months
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Hey there! Hope you’ve had a nice one. Got any stories you’ve been dying to tell but haven’t had an excuse to?
@yewwantstobattle
i could talk abt that time w the klink, but idk if a maybe almost dying things what ppl want 2 hear abt. ummmm
ok so i did some shadowing w drayden 4 a while before i got 2 this point in the process 2 b a gym leader. n that was complicated bc hes a dragon specialist n ive got dracophobia, but i also kinda have 2 b able 2 handle it at least enough 2 b around dragons a lil bit wo panicking. n also theres a lot more 2 gym leader duties than just battling n thats what most of the shadowing was 4 but im getting distracted.
it was kinda late n the gym was closed. n this was rite around new trainer season, so drayden was going through some paperwork 2 make sure everyone got registered properly.
there was suddenly this rly loud crashing sound from the back of the gym. drayden got up n took off his glasses, n he said i could come w him 2 figure out what happened.
we found the problem p quick. an audino thatd wandered in earlier had gotten stuck in a part of the gym puzzle n was thrashing around trying 2 free itself. it was clearly panicking, n it wasnt a situation where itd b safe 2 just approach it.
drayden n i started talking abt how 2 calm it down, in that kinda way where ur talking 2 the pokémon in a reassuring voice while ur actually trying 2 figure out what 2 do. his pokémon were tired out from the long day of work, so he couldnt send anyone in 2 help. but i had crystal n it was doing fine, so we agreed having it try was probably the best idea.
i had crystal use acid armor before it approached 2 protect it, but it turned out it didnt even need 2. it just floated up n gently wrapped its chains around the audino n made a noise that seemed 2 calm it down rly quickly. n with that help, it was rly easy 2 get audino unstuck n get it over 2 the pokémon center 4 treatment.
id always known crystal was gentle n stuff but before that i hadnt realized how far that went n how reassuring it could b 2 a pokémon that terrified. n obvs drayden was proud of her 2 ^v^
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 OK QUICK DISCLAIMER OF “THIS ISNT SUPPOSED TO BE “OH EVIL CREEPY PHINEAS AND FERB” OR “OH HAHAAHAHAH GONNA RUIN PNF FOR U” THIS IS “IM VERY HYPERFIXATED AND IF U WATCH LIKE A WALKTHROUGH AND ALSO WATCH THE SHOW EVERYONE MUSIC VIDEO THIS GAME WAS JUST BEGGING FOR A PNF AU” ANYWAYS IVE TRIGGER TAGGED EVERYTHING I CAN THINK OF IM RLY SRY IF THIS RUINS SOMEONES DAY OR SOMETHING CAUSE IK PNF IS A KIDS SHOW AND I WENT A LIL OVERBOARD WITH THE BLOOD IK BUT IT WORKS WITHIN THE AU BC LINDA(DAISY) AND LAWRENCE(NICK NACK) ACTUALLY GET USED AND ALICE IS. SIGNIFICANTLY MORE PROACTIVE IN HER OWN WAY COMPARED TO MORTIMER
BUT LIKE. IM SO PROUD OF THIS U GUYS HAVE NO CLUE IG I NEED TO DRAW HORROR MORE OR SOMETHING
ALSO FOR THE OTHER UN-DRAWN CHARACTERS: ANTONY IS IRVING AND OWEN IS MYSTERY.
TECHNICALLY THIS AU TAKES PLACE OVER A FEW MONTHS INSTEAD OF THE MULTIPLE DECADES OF HELLO PUPPETS CANON. BOTH BC THE FLYNN-FLETCHERS KNOW HOW TO GET SHIT DONE AND BC I DIDNT WANT ANYONE I DIDNT HAVE TO HAVE DIE(SRY MYSTERY) DIE.
LONG STORY SHORT, ODDLY SIMILAR TO CANON, MYSTERY ENDED UP CASTING A(VERY NORMAL DEMONICALLY INFESTED) SPELL TO BRING ALICE(JUST A RLY INTRICATE AND FREAKY PUPPET IN THIS AU) TO LIFE, WHICH TURNED INTO ALICE KNOCKING HIM OUT, ESCAPING TO THE STUDIO, MAKING FUCKED UP PUPPETS OF MOST OF THE FLYNN-FLETCHER FAMILY(THE BOYS, LINDA AND LAWRENCE) AND THEIR SOULS BEING FORCED INTO SAID PUPPETS. LINDA AND LAWRENCE FALL TO THE DEMON PRETTY EASILY(LOSING THEIR MEMORIES IN THE PROCESS), BUT PHINEAS AND FERB ARE HARDER TO CONTROL. SO THE DEMON GOES “FUCK IT” AND FORCES PERRY AND CANDACES SOULS OUT OF THEIR BODIES AS WELL. UNSURPRISINGLY, THIS LEADS TO PHINEAS AND FERB PANICKING, QUICKLY MAKING VERY NOT GREAT PUPPETS OF PERRY AND CANDACE, AND WILLINGLY GIVING INTO THE DEMON AS THEIR SIDE OF AN AGREEMENT TO SAVE THEIR LIVES BY PUTTING THEM INTO PUPPETS AS WELL. CANDACES MIGHT BE MESSY, AND SLIGHTLY IMMUNE TO THE DEMONS NORMAL POSSESSION(ALTHOUGH STILL MOST OF THE MEMORY WIPING), BUT HERS IS STABLE. PERRYS ON THE OTHER HAND, WAS NOT BUILT FOR THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A HUMAN AND ANIMAL SOUL, AND HAD TO BE EDITED SEVERELY, EVENTUALLY ENDING WITH PHINEAS AND FERB SEWING THEIR HOSTS INTO PERRY TO KEEP HIM ALIVE AND STABLE. BASICALLY 90% OF THE SHOW CAST ENDS UP GETTING KIDNAPPED BUT, AS SHOWN IN THE COMIC, THEY’RE KEPT IN ODD HALF-CONSCIOUS HOST STASIS WHILE THEY MOSTLY USE OTHER RANDOM PEOPLE AS HOSTS INSTEAD. EVENTUALLY, DEMON POSSESSION OR NOT(AND THE DEMON FORCING ALMOST EVERYONE INTO DISDAIN FOR HER), CANDY FINDS THE WORKING TV. AND THATS WHEN THE MEMORIES START COMING BACK. FIRST FOR HER, THEN OVER THE COURSE OF CANON, EVERYONE.
THATS AROUND WHERE THE GAME ITSELF STARTS, WHICH IM PLANNING TO HOPEFULLY MAKE A LOT OF COMICS FOR BUT WE’LL SEE
@pyxehastoomanyinterests @official-crucified-mortimer
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92jinnie · 2 years
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OK HI LUVIE HRU
🧸 anon here!!
ily and ur blog sm but u already know that :) basically i wanted to share my void journey w u for motivation and also to get ur advice!!
so i’ve been working on my void concept for the past 3 days, affirming nonstop ‘i always get into the void no matter what’ and ‘i always manifest in 3 days or less’, and i want to get into the void tonight. my plan is to do the wake back to bed method, so i’ll wake up tonight at around 3am and then lay down, breathe a bit to clear my mind and then start to affirm until i get in. i did this last night but it was like 5am and cars were passing and it distracted me and after a while i got bored & couldn’t be bothered to continue, im fine with it, i keep affirming that i always successfully enter and focus on living in the end !!
anyways, for tonight i’m really determined! i’m going to keep affirming no matter what, i usually get frustrated when i affirm for a long time and nothing happens but i don’t want to let that get to me tonight, i’ll affirm for as long as i want to until i get in, i WILL get in right? as long as i affirm, i will get in no matter what, right? PLS I RLY WANNA GO
also, something that happened to me yesterday was that i was aware of my breathing & controlling it a bit while i was affirming, does that matter? like is that going to stop me from detaching from my 3d or is it ok to consciously breathe while i affirm for the void?
OK I THINK THATS IT BAE I RLY WANT TO COME BACK TO U TOMORROW WITH MY SUCCESS STORY also pls gimme no bs reply like any harsh truth i need to hear pls tell me
that’s all, sorry for the long message and thank u sm in advance !! 🤍
- 🧸
Hi lovee im doing very well and hope you are doing well toooo and omg aye??? Keep up with this energy I'm very proud of the fact that you did not give up you are doing amazing and YES YES YOU ARE GOING TO GET IN THE VOID TODAY BECAUSE LOOK AT YOU BBY?? your intentions are literally so powerful I know we are seeing that success story of yours veryyyy soon thank you for this it was very motivating ilyyy 🫶🏻💗
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slowjamastan · 1 year
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your mind….. but fr theyve been alive for a combined 2000+ years who fuckin knows if they're brothers… and like if you wanna define it as being derived from one common ancestor(mama scandia) then you could say that fra.nce, s.pain, ro.mania, portu.gal, and the ital.ies are all brothers too. imho since europe is an incestuous cesspool, how they act towards each other is more important than any debatable genetic relationships(if they have genetics the same way humans do???). like yeah ger.many prus.sia austr.ia switzerl.and and liec.htenstein are all """related""" but lutz n gil and lili n vasch are distinctly siblings where gil n rod or lutz n lili are not. idk its all very strange BUT my point is to say they don't have a brotherly relationship i guess???
(you know exactly who this is but im sending it anon bc i dont wanna be accused of inc.est shipping)
hiiiiii bestie im finally d*nn*r posting are u proud of me <3
>if they have genetics the same way humans do
now im not saying the ic*land DNA strips are meant to be taken literally, but i think its fun to take them at face value. it helps that i know fuck all about genetics so i throw on "magical realism" seasoning to cover the fact it makes no sense and call it a day
tldr i personally dont think it has much to do with a common "nation ancestor" but more like the relationships between the original breakoff tribes that would go on to become distinct groups. and the sooner they became distinct groups, the more closely related the Guys would be... or something.
see ive always loved the idea that roaming hunter-gatherer groups each had their own guardian spirit Fella and as the groups collaborated and settled into agriculture, one Guy would become dominant and the others would fade/die/age normally. survival of the strongest cultural identity. so in my mind, to be first-degree related "brothers" it would go like, a group broke off of My Group and immediately You appeared. for example with (mostly)n*rwegian settled ic*land. (and the strip is about ic*land going "idk im pretty sure i was there before your people got there" and getting btfo) you know what i mean? & it would be statistically unlikely for that brother to survive with you for 1500 years so what nor and den have is special. ofc assuming they mean "brother" literally and not as an honorary title which im always split about for like every chr. like calling a family friend "uncle" or yk...adoption. its all ambiguous but thats ok, its vibes
but all this is also why i like ancient r0me being a "grandpa" rather than a father. implying there was a generation between that wasn't strong enough and got absorbed. ooooooh
>you could say that fra.nce, s.pain, ro.mania, portu.gal, and the ital.ies are all brothers too
to me they are, just a further removed. i couldn't tell you how far but i know it in my heart. we're all children of jesus or whatever its fine
>BUT my point is to say they don't have a brotherly relationship
HARD disagree i think scand!navia has very brotherly vibes but again yeah its ambiguous so idc, im not the type to ship-war or nitpick. but in my ideal vision they all annoy each other on purpose for eternity and none of them rly understand the others but they know each other better than anyone else and thats what matters. familial n5 is my favorite h*talia dynamic ever but i settle for ships bc im starved for content
>how they act towards each other is more important than any debatable genetic relationships
and even how they act/feel about each other is all canonically ambiguous :( we live in a cursed fucking fandom. "europe is an incestuous cesspool" yes and they're all my little hapsburgian freaks. Send Post
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