#but shes so fucking cool and doesnt make that like. a Thing (shes not even a self described christian so like. ? but okay <3)
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#i feel worse WHY DOES SHE HAVE TONED MUSCLES UGHHH#also my confidence has gone down a tiny bit bc why is she hanging out w all these cool ppl#how is this girl simultaneously a lawyer and also has her social life on max like give me a break#thered a photo of her walking around in heaven either before closing or after opening shes sooo#HOWEVER. i just had a call w her yesterday that made me realise my idea of romance is more romantic than her idea of romance#but also that she doesnt want to do smth super romancey on a 3rd date which according to my friends is fair but according to my heart#it is not. like why are u on a date if u dont wanna do anything romancey at that point just hang out w friends#odd of her to say that too considering our first two dated were quite romantic . anyway#yo this cafe is playing persian music nice. anyway yh#also she makes being middle eastern so gay yk the goodbye fake cheek kiss thing we do . where u like . kiss the air on the sides of the#persons face when ur saying goodbye. ygwim . yeah she doesnt do the fake air kisses she gives u two tender kisses like . anyway#i discussed the stuff she does w my friend and like why r her words so aloof and her actions so...not . and my friends reaction was#basically this is fuckboy behaviour. apparently he used to do that to girls ?? like tell them he rly liked them#and be all charming and romantic even tho he rly wasnt invested at all and he mostly wanted to hook up. like ok#im gonna kill myself then. why would u stroke my hair w my head on ur LAP THEN. WHAT IF SHE TURNS AROUND AND IS LIKE#oops it was nothing#....ill kms actually. no i womt. but anyway#also got added to the gc w the other lecturers givjng talks on the 6th so its getting more real#my friend was like did u do the script yet :))) . almost died shes so scary i love her . but . fuck two exams . crush. talk. ucl cambrdige#three conferences aaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAA im so anxious i dont even feel anything atp#......I HAVE NO MONEY!!! TO TOP IT OFF#my crush and i are both iranian (aka born w extremely expensive taste woven into our genes) but i wanna like#treat her w the entire 2 quid in my bank account ig ♡♡♡#crushposting
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last post ended up deleting my tags so im continuing them here
#but.#even after all the time i had aparti still went back at 16#i traveled across the country just to see her again#and it fucking sucked#she ripped that wound right back open#which . felt so weird because she WANTED me to come#she made all the plans#honestly the train trip there was nice#i got to experience a lot of cool things#but the second i got there. it was . one of the worst times of my life#just nonstop#and now ive finally been away for awhile again#but i still miss her#& i dont know why#but it also doesnt help the only gf i have ever had did the same type of thing LMAO//.... i .. i just cannot win#maybe it's just my roll#say all these nice things n then immediately flip#she would make me hang out w her friends n talk me up n then. cheat on me with them with me there#& then get upset when i cried or tried to break up w her LMAO...#like. she wasnt poly or anything she was actually against it#but the worst part is how openly & loudly she'd love me right before it. so now i never know who is telling the truth. i never feel safe#but anyway. again. i stayed#over n over again id try to break up w her but then i loved her & so when she got upset n threaten to kms id flip n stay#n she'd do it again#until eventually she broke up w me n left me so fuckd up im not gonna lie JHVAJH#she still tried to stay friends after that n i tried#but then i started sobbing mid card game & it was very embarrassing top 10 worst things i have done#but i just. all i want is to be a good person. i want to be someone good & loving but i feel like im such a jealous monster#even if i dont let myself show it n try to ignore it bc i dont want to hurt anyone or be this awful it;s still here. just. permeating.#what if i feel too much what if ill never know when someone is genuine what if im just an evil obsessive freak n everyone i love hates me
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Every day I mourn the fact that none of my family and friends give a single shit abt oni lore, I don't wanna keep repeating shit I've already said before on here but every now and then I just remember the horrors™ and nearly explode not being able to scream abt it again
#rat rambles#oni posting#just everytime I think abt olivia's 1500 cycle onwards logs I want to start biting things#shes soooo fucked up and tragic and she doesnt get any closure and she never will and I LOVE it#I fucking love her so much she rewired my brain so hard shes like one of The blorbos of all time#damn you klei you rly know how to make characters that destroy me beyond repair (hi carter twins)#I still find it fun imagining olivia and jackie interacting with the dont starve cast even if they wouldn't like most of them#I have lightly changed my mind on one dynamic tho#I still think that jackie would be stressed out by all the kiddos and would at least dislike them. but.#I do think she could end up kind of getting along with walter#like look at me. she was probably just like him as a kid. she would hate him for it but they could also talk for hours.#hed start sharing fun facts abt his bug collection and jackie would start lecturing him abt ants or whatever and hed think shes so cool#I think olivia still wouldn't like him tho but that's purely because hed probably stress her out#same with the rest of the kiddos I think if you put webber in the room with the two of them theyd both have a breakdown#not because hes a spider solely because hes a little boy who probably just asked them if he can have icecream#and wendy and abby would just be a situation of them not knowing how to talk to kids let alone depressed kids#oh and theyd probably also be stressed out by wurt for basic they dont know how to deal with kids reasons#rly the two would just hang out with wickerbottom and no one else if they could help it#except wanda they'd bother her non stop to the point shed start avoiding them lol#you see Im sure plenty of the cast wouldnt like olivia and jackie either because of just how much they wouldn't take magic as an answer#not that theyd be like no that cant be real cause thatd be magic theyd more likely start sciencing out the mechanics of all the magic stuff#in practical terms while also refusing to call it magic#and worst of all knowing them theyd probably get results because fuck man they brute forced their way into time travel (sort of) so why not#so itd just be maxwell being soooo pissed as the two somehow manage to replicate his spells without the codex#dont let them meet wagstaff then itd rly be jover
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Hi Nina! I know we can't know too much about the side characters, but are there any crumbs you can tell us about?
oooh!!! honestly i love all the rm side characters -- and by that i mean like...75% of the characters in south park because for some reason i decided to put like all of them in rm, which is such a nightmare smh.
but hmmmmm....okay. so there's a kyle-centric side plot i really like in rm that shows up pretty soon ( that's why i'm not that worried about talking about it ) that is basically sort of kyle's legally blonde / righteously readhead moment where kyle's crimina laur professor AKA mr. motherfucking mackey, Babey! puts out this batshit insane, hard ass, ball-busting, literally Impossible To Pass midterm from hell, mmkay? and the 4 students that score the highest on the exam get to work with him on a pro-bono real life case out there in the world.
& the students that score the highest, better known as Jersey's Lawyer Core Four, ( yes, theyre a ragtag group of misfits, no they do not work well together/like each other v much at first ) are as follows:
kyle broflovski, heidi turner, tolkien black...
...and clyde donovan LKSHDSSKDHSD
( more on the sillies below...theyre jst Concepts atm but here! <3 )
now, back to clyde who....Sigh....
...everyone assumes got chosen because clyde's father essentially runs the university and his mother was a Crazy Talented Lawyer Lady who became the world's youngest supreme court justice before she passed -- i want to say clyde either indirectly caused/was present when she died and his father never forgave him/resented him for it...
but uhhhhh actually he just filled in the scantron in the shape of a Dinosaur and scored ONE POINT HIGHER THAN KYLE....do u know how MAD kyle was??? ohhhmg he was like yOU MUSTVE CHEATED YOU DONT DESERVE TO BE HERE U FUCKEN HALFWIT kyle is about to strangle clyde during the entire fanfiction smh i love the lawyer side plot so much hes like constantly running from kyle oof
but yeah thats clyde...he is the Big Man on Campus. hes kind of frat boy obnoxious like id call him a himbo but hes a chad tbh...HES GOT A GOOD HEART THO!!! he Means Well hes just suuuch a fkn disaster.
also i talk about him in a different ask ( someone asked me abt lesbian bebe! <3 ) but clyde has been in 'love' with bebe like his whole life and the running gag is he keeps trying to ask her out and has struck out Every Single Time its so funny help i luv him hes so LAME like clyde pls stop flexing she doesnt Want u!! shdjksd HE CRIES A LOT...clyde & ravenstan collab when oh my god...which tbh i do not think clyde likes cd but he respects their ability to pick up girls smh...
( also note: clydes a bicon but he does Not kno that yet...pray 4 him )
AND i actually think hes a REALLY GOOD lawyer!!! he has his moms passion and innate ability! but hes a disorganized mess and no one thinks that the can do it so he psyches himself out a lot...but hes gonna Shock Us All! HES A SLOW BURN OKAY!!! I BELIEVE IN YOU CLYDESDALE ) hes also craigs super best friend...no1 gets it. theyre brothers/soul bonded. like they are a truly iconique duo, tbh.
so uhhhh heidi works at grounded with kyle!!! i dont have her fleshed out but obvi she is our environmental law erin brockovich crunchy granola queen. her hair goes down to her ass...always smoking that grass...she is pagan, very good friends with tweek ( witchy legends ), she wears a lot of big funky statement jewelry, v sweet, v shy, but is at every single campus protest, lesbian but uh...cant talk to girls...
particularly one girl...with cool dyed red hair and a really cool sternum tattoo...who bartends at the lesbian bar and sometimes plays really kick ass indie rock music/is currently tryin to make it big like crimson dawn...possibly half peruvian and cousins w/craig. anyways! heidi is very lovely and kyle actually likes her very much because she lowkey reminds him of stan and marjorine combined into one person so he is very scary older brother overprotective of her bc shes his baby gay law student little sister and a strong breeze will blow her over....smh.
and finally, tolkien black is in a similar boat as kyle where there was a lot of pressure for him to fall into a certain profession but i think that tolkiens dad in the rm verse was like a very famous director and his mom was also involved in acting/film industry ( i think he may actually know raven/co. bc his dad helped direct their music vids ). tldr; tolkiens family is v affluent, indulgent and Rich Rich. like richer than fkn god like i think he was delivered on a yacht tbh. That RICH.
and tolkien was supposed to just fall into that role of acting...but has no interest in following in his parents footsteps/using them to make a name for himself or pretending to be someone hes not for that matter ( and just to pay homage to the show, i might have it so he changed his name from token to tolkien bc token was vapid ) and wanted to become a lawyer bc hes passionate abt pro-bono cases, specifically public defending/helping people who don't have help.
he has a very generous and gorgeous soul, the inside matches the outside tbh...him and kyle dress the best ( heidi is very light, airy, flowy shirts & long skirts, clyde is sloppy frat boy outfits/backwards hat/reps his fraternity [ hes president ], tolkien is kind of chill, casual, understated ( he also has dreads hes so fine ) not flashy but sort of effortlessly put together and kyle is giving crazy dead 1920s evil dark academia tired classics professor realness...hes so hot pls i luv him DREAM TEAM...NIGHTMARE FROM HELL TEAM IF U WILL!!! )
clyde and tolkien also clash and argue a lot in rm/hate each other p much. which uh, in my fanfiction, is v interesting...thats all imma say.
but yeah!!!!! jersey justice lgbt lawyer law student odd squad rise!!!!!
-uncle nina, who can quote legally blonde from memory
p.s. im gonna say clyde and kyle are sp native and heidi and tolkien are not from sp...to keep things interesting...anyways! i hope you enjoyed my weird info dump. these are...my kids...my babies, omg.
#HLKDHLKSHD#IDK#my medication kicked in so im being unhinged#but yes one of my fav rm side plots is the lawyer subplot#where mr mackey takes weird rag tag lawyer core four w him on a case and they have to work together and its such a mess#no one...really likes clyde...bc hes a dumbass ( i luv clyde ) bc he doesnt want to do any work he wants 2 party ( i get it )#heidi is trying to like him even tho he keeps hitting on her smh shes like clyde...i am sapphic and hes like what country is that#like everyone likes heidi bc shes the best but she is a little spacey sometimes and doesnt want to step on toes#kyle and tolkien actually respect each other a lot in rm THEYRE JUST FRIENDS OK!!! they also have radically different lawyer styles#tolkien is very cordial diplomatic but charasmatic and kyle is very calculating and frightening and incendiary#they are both like i dont fuck w the way u do ur thing...but ur a cool person u dress nicely ur strong and u fight for what u believe in#heidi and tolkien are like lets find a peaceful solution and clyde and kyle are like burn it all to the ground baby!!!#i do think clyde is the best lawyer out of every1...its just that no one has ever believed in him & hes never tried hard before#IM DONE NOW I GOT EXCITED#im gonna make the side characters pinterest sections soon so u can see them but i hope this makes sense a lil? I LOVE THEM
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#my thing is always gonna be this#how are you upset with me because im trying to have a boundary???#how are you upset with ME that YOURE ALWAYS OVERSTEPPING MY BOUNDARIES#like yes i babysitter im a babysitter but you cant expect me to babysit just cause you need a babysitter!?? like what??!#“oh we needed to go to another church and the kids didnt wanna go” okay?? so you just dropped them off without saying anything to me??!#you didnt even ask if i could you just assumed i would cause im home??? like i dont deserve a moment???#like im not a parent#i dont have any kids and i definitely dont fucking plan on it so why tf do i feel like a single mother in my day to day??#why do i never have any free time to myself why is my free time volunteered to making sure children are supervised??!#“well since you decided this im just gonna come get the kids” yeah im within my fucking right so why are you phrasing it like im wrong#god ive never been this frustrated that im fucking crying like can i have some fuckinf breathing space AWAY from other ppls kids#blymi rants#update:: my sister did in fact come and get them#and told the kids “yall cant stay home cause auntie doesnt feel like watching yall”#definitely feels like shes putting the blame on me cool cool cool#just peachy.#love that for me lets make it MY fault whatever#god i really cannot catch a fucking break#and trust and believe im gonna have to hear some stupid ass better than thou speech about how i need to help out my sister#“because shes a student a mother AND working” as if any of those choices are my fucking concern yep wonderful#especially for a sister. that while i love her. feels entitled to peoples help because shes “going through so much”#and now i cant even fucking relax or draw or write because im so fucking pissed#which is why i wanted the afternoon to myself ANYWAYS so no matter what the fucking days a goddamn bust for me regardless
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mlp nextgen dynamic currently in my brain is that trixie and starlight are divorcebians who keep getting back together even though starlight is clearly pining for sunburst and trixie is just projecting her unresolved gay crush on twilight onto starlight and doesn't realize it yet. unfortunately they have a kid.
this is very much up to change though because i don't know what starlight is doing in my personal au at all
#side note i dont like how starlight gets treated in some nextgens but im also liiiiike....... i mean. i wouldnt make her a great mom either-#so i have no clue what to do with her sjdlkfjdslfjsdf i might not even put her with trixie. my thing is tho i want trixie to have a kid#she would have a kid named show stopper and be like ''this is my kid show stopper applaud for them right fucking now or die''#and starlight is kindaaaa my best candidate for that but i also dont like the ship between them in canon#but also im changing starlight somehow in this au so she wouldnt do some of the more terrible things like sell her caravan#because im bringing back sunset in season 5 and shes gonna be the 7th character so where does that leave starlight#im so torn on starlight as a character because i dont want to be like ''she sucks bc she doesnt immediately become awesome''#cause i like that shes still kinda toxic in season 6 i like that she fucks up and regresses sometimes i like redemptions that arent linear#its why i like discord in theory before he gets fucked up after season 4#wait maybe i can make her discord's apprentice or something... would that be cool. would that be weird. is that anything#wait what if discord and starlight are divorced in this au
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why are gifts so fucking difficult oh my godd. starting to look for anniversary gifts for my partner cause weve got about two months to go, and i swear to god anytime theres a holiday where we have to give gifts i panic.
its so difficult cause in theory i know what she likes but i dont feel like we spend enough time around each other to know what style of things she likes yknow? ill send her stuff occasionally that i like and i feel like she has a really good grasp on the things i enjoy cause i have such a distinct style. for her though like i know for a fact that she doesnt dress in the way she wants to, but if she was given the chance i dont know what she would choose to wear. like what she wears now is different than what she would wear if she had the choice to redo and choose her own wardrobe (her words). so like. i always freak out when buying jewelry and stuff like that cause i dont know if its a thing that she would like or not based on how weird that situation is right now.
#for valentines she got me a little gold necklace with two small pendants that have our initials stamped on them :((( its so fucking cute l#and i wanna do something like that for her!! but not the same thing yknow?#one of my ideas was a little gold locket with us inside or maybe the eye portrait situation cause that would be cool#but do i think thats cool for me or do i think its cool for her? i have no idea#my other idea was getting a replacement ring of the rings we got a few years ago#they were small bands thay had the other persons birth flower on them (got those before we even started dating lmaoooo)#and hers doesnt fit anymore#or another idea was that i found this little crochet pattern for a small crochet cat with a knitted sweater#and i was thinkin i could make crochet cat versions of her and i with little sweaters to match!! so that would be really cute i think#or like. if i started now i could crochet a blanket cause she really loves cozy things but like#our anniversary is in june and also shes really picky with textures so i might not do that even though i wanna#do you see my problem here#its a clusterfuck honestly#thats why im starting the search so early#my last idea was to make her a custom crosstitch pattern of her favorite ancient art (its a goat tattoo)#to put it simply she really loves history and i think she would enjoy that#anyway. i am freaking the fuck out ❤️
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My favorite part of being into stuff is that i bring things to my sister and we like things together so a lot of content i like i send to her, so she has a lot of in jokes from here in her hands bc i send jokes and things from my mutuals to her.
#i just sent her a fanfic recommendation for zutara thats going to kick her pussy in and its sooooo freeing and nice#shes spent her whole life being the good responsible kid for everyone#and ive been the youngest who didnt have to do it so i was a weird kid and she was a cool kid and my brother was funny and thats#like where we lie#but she was cool bc she made the choices to do those things she did as part of her ide tity and bc she felt like she needed to be that#and now shes just an adult taking care of herself and i come over sooo much and bring her things she likes and can enjoy#and relate to her and deliver so many things that are unabashedly cringe but now she doesnt have to be what she wss before#so now she just openly enjoys things#its craaaazy to me that being a kid really does suck that much and that being an afult and just liking things bc you like them is so much#easier now#like if someone makes fun of me as an adult im like 🤨🤨🤨 what the fuck are you even saying dude#like we were sooooo humiliated by so many things as kids that there was no reason to be embarrassed about....#thank god were adults now#anyways ive spoken to my sister at length about aizawa and ryuji
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maw why are these troll accounts linked through my ex best friends STILL following me
#im highly convinced at this stage she was the one that made the fake accounts#the gas thing is is that she was mainly an online friend and had she kept in touch with me at the time she wouldve known i was in the#studio in college preparing for my assignment for the semester so i dont fail like there were specific requirements we had to get done for#that week... and you think i would have that time to make fake accounts if anything itd be you and your online friends#emphasis on online because you could hardly make friends or even get a job here so you got one back home#the saddest thing is that the memes can be funny but its just what they represent in this whole situation that sours it completely#dont get me started on her friend she is honestly so polarising even from an outsider's perspective#ugh it doesnt annoy me anymore as it did because at the end of the day it has nothing to do with me but the fact that theyre STILL going on#about it makes me think that her and her online buddies have nothing else to do apart from being with themselves constantly#i had that life but no way did i want to live that way in my 20s 💀#i fucked up before that incident but isnt it convenient when we hardly spoke for a month just for the ~fake account~ to appear to stop#being friends like as awful as it sounds but itd actually be a lot easier just to say you dont want to be friends#instead of dragging outsiders into it like you do best#the saddest thing is that she was actually quite fake even before she went down a permanent online rabbit hole#and i was aware of it but because i was emotionally vulnerable at the time i never cut her off since i really wanted friends to talk to#play that cool girl alty idgaf attitude all you like but it doesn't change the fact that you're superficial no matter how much you mask it#ugh im hormonal and i cant sleep but at the same time its nice to be able to freely bc not as many people use tumblr anymore#i block those accounts not because im offended or im precious about my image but they do spam and its annoying af so i dont want that tbh#having pictures with a school friend whilst under the same breath making jokes of their dead brother is not a good look 😬#i did fucked up things as a result of coping with trauma and alienation as a teenager but this is actually low?#im sorry but it does it screams fake and im pretty sure that the fake treatment was given to me when we first became friends#fake people rarely ever change#i have to get ready for work in an hour this was unexpected#might vent later because i feel like i can do anything on this godforsaken website#the shocking thing to them is that they nothing on me if anything the 'proof' she showed me almost exposed her and her crowd#i have deleted my fb account but i still have the screenshots somewhere
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What's funny is that given the chance to go to like anime cons, I will GLADLY jump on the opportunity (as long as it's one day), but god forbid a friend spontaneously wants to go catch a movie
And at cons (when I used to go) I'm very extroverted and like a golden retriever I wanna meet and befriend EVERYBODY! but I wont go to family partys or work friends get togethers
#my thing is that if it's strangers ill never see again (or likely will never see again) im free to unmask and be ME so i act#genuinely and let myself live but i hesitate telling my extended family ANYTHING or do anything genuine (by that i mean#genuinely ME. im not like backhanded complimenting them sgdgdgg i only do that to Ryan bc i hate him and he wont#take the fucking hint) like i dont want them to know im bi even though 2 of my cousins are lesbians and one is married to a woman#(one if not both of them might be trans though but no ones come out) and like only my mom knows ab me being nonbinary (which she#doesnt really GET but thats okay shes like um as long as youre happy) and it's not even like theres any relatives left that would give me#shit if i came out but still... and like i struggle even letting them know how disabled i am despite us all having chronic illnesses#anyway id be mortified to see someone i know at a con not bc im embarrassed but bc i dont want them to know ME ME#my uncle did think my link cosplay that i made when i was 13 was really cool though sgdgdgd#one time [relative coworker] was telling our coworker ab Bean and how i make him outfits and i was standing there mortified sgdgdggdgd#Truly the mortifying ordeal of being known#marquilla
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#my grandma yet again blurted out something i rather bring up when im comfortable or when its actually relevant#'oh theyre part yaqui' and immediately im like...oh no why#and rosie her friend just looked so elated#and said 'you gotta get that money'#idk how she couldnt catch how uncomfortable i was because i couldnt hide it#grandma why u do this i tell you not to#she did this with being vegan and being trans#i dont want to talk about these things unless i know im comfortable or its relevant#its personal! im embarasses! im uncomfortable!#and then when i accept it and go to actually talk about how i feel and my connections and yknow#talk from the heart#then she gets distracted. rosie my grandmas friend does. and interupts me#and its like cool so that whole situation was juat to make me uncomfortable. and now im going to be thinking about it#happened when me being trans was brought up and me being aroace#interrupted. dont get to explain or anything#but fucking just 'get that money' made me so mad. and she was so in her own little world#i couldn't cover up how uncomfortable i was and she didnt even notice.#GOD she is insufferable sometimes. and the shit she said about homeless ppl#rosie not my grandma my grandma is fine just. likes bringing me up i guess#but i just have to sit there and nod and like i dont want to pretend like it doesnt bother me but i also dont want to say something#honestly it also just makes me sad. like#when i try to talk about oh im learning this or im contributing this or whatever even unrelated#like just in general i get interupted. that really doesnt help my complex about not being listened to lol!#anyway food was good but experience sucked#im still mad about the money thing idek why i was shocked. thats totally a rosie thing to think#and then she even tried to argue with me that I could enroll like. no i think i know#my dad can my cousin can my other cousin is. i cant. and even if i could its not just an easy decision#ans especially not based in fucking money. AUGH. glad she offered me pot like yes i need to chill#let me look at the fucking raccoon#her dog is super cute tho.
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i think “I cried a lot last night” should be a perfectly acceptable excuse to stay home from work
#im crabby as hell today. woke up on the wrong side of the cage#its fucking hot in here and i pulled something in my neck and im all damp from the humidity and from getting fucking SPLASHED#by high tide and also now im gonna have to spend like 3 hours total today in ubers. also my cousin wont stop riding me about making friends#i find it incredibly annoying that ppl will insist on u doing something solely to look or seem normal. its doubly#irritating bc she doesnt even like HER friends. so now theres an expectation 4 me to make friends i genuinely enjoy#and have things in common with but if i had the same expectation for her she’d be pissed. everybody acts like theyre cool with you being#different until you actually want different things and act in different ways. if i was unhappy that would be one thing#but her insistence on me making friends makes me more unhappy than not really having any!#also to be clear i didnt cry from life things i cried over mr rogers
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#some tag rambles bc im having a bunch of loz thoughts to hey why not do a short lived tag ramble#starting with the bad i have thought more on how i feel totk fucked up its characters and its like. yeah any arcs that are there are bad#zeldas is dogshit all of the sages are just. VERY tell no show and it really doesnt matter and otherwise idk#nothing wrong with a static character but imo with a static character you then have to show more of them#reveal some things. also doesnt really happen. the main speaking cast are also kinda weak in relation to link#they dont really work off of him very well bc hes… not treated like a character. hes just some virtuous everyman in the story#so theres no actual chemistry between him or the other characters bc he isnt treated a character so like. he has almost no chemistry#its all mostly one sided and none of the sages but zelda have any real chemistry with other major characters either#and the major characters zelda has chemistry with barely matter so fuck it. like when ppl talk abt like. loz stories#and ppl talk abt how yeah they arent the best but totk is rlly bad. i dont feel like any other loz stories are baaaaad#not in the same way. but they dont feel as egregiously fumbled. imo its bc of the characters most of them time#ofc story can be strong enough and im not discounting stuff like mm and oots themes and atmosphere and stuff#it seeeems to me the most popular non zelda sage is tulin? but mostly bc hes a sweet kid and thats fine and all but there doesnt seem to#be much else to him hes otherwise kinda unremarkable bc he just doesnt do much else and seems to exists mostly to serve gameplay and plot#botw did it better bc the champions actively had a dynamic and a relationship with link they arent the deepest but they have more substance#botw zelda is arguably the strongest character in botw with a unique personality and genuine relationship to link even if we just see it#in the memories and seeing her warm up to link is cool but imp they fumble it in the ending of her arc and how it kinda contradicts stuff#and in totk they doubled the fuck down on her unlocking her powers for reasons related to link and decided ig shed figure she needs to be#links forever bestie and hypeman and she kinda just revolves around him in a really superficial way and this is the negative extreme#of a character being bolstered by being connected to link. but anyways in loz its the characters that tend to be the strongest points#and the characters with a clear dynamic and relationship to link shine the most. think groose ghirahim ravio midna fi marin linebeck sheik#the list could go on but the characters who get a chance to shine by interacting with the Player Character are the ones who stick out#and ofc they get more screen time but they cant avoid that character development or general character fleshing out bc they are in some way#tied to link and in a sort of way link himself is more fleshed out through how those other characters react to him if that makes sense#i think loz is at its best when a good bit of emphasis and effort is placed on characters and character relationships#and when thise relationships and character are written well ofc this fucking matters too#anyways thats why ph is one of the best we love our character heavy black sheep them ds characters carry so hard and so fucking well mwah
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im normal no one look at me
#i will not be jealous that hes chatting with everyone and hasnt acknowledged any of my rp responses#yeah no its cool that hes responding to our friends art but has made no indication hes even looked in our server#no for sure for real yeah#i ignored my studying in order to make sure i had it all written before he woke up but he doesnt know that so why is it even a factor#in my thinking#and like. okay. im definitely just reading too much into it#but. 'hes never had a favorite person' followed by things he didnt used to struggle with but does now#which makes it feel like he DOES have a favorite person#and i know for a fact its not me and like yeah thats FINE but it still stings#even though i am almost positive thats not what she meant#wauhhh SAVE ME NICK FROM THE COUNSELING CENTER#SAVE MEEEEEEE#didnt even go to class today#i was up so fucking late i couldnt force myself out of bed and to that awful fucking room in time for class
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i finished the great believers and i have a lot of thoughts on it but i can put them into words very well right now but . whatever . alsoim like abt to die i need to go to bed
#zyz#i just...i feel like rebecca makkai couldve done so much more with fiona....19 yr old girl whos only friends are her dead gay brothers dyin#gay friends should be SUCH a great and interesting character...her relationship w yale was so good but instead her only reaal commentary o#anything shes doing is her focusing on this weird ass estranged relationship she has with her daughter ? which i didnt like any of that#but she couldve made it cool....like fiona literally lost almost every single person she was close to and then had a baby immediately after#that couldve been such a cool thing to explore but instead its like . ohhh fiona cheated on her husband and her daughter just completely#Fucking hates her .#i feel like yale and fionas relationship shouldve been so much more explored too....but it was good for what it was...but mannnn fiona when#julian comes back....makkai lets put sum effort into this one ...fiona just freaks out at dinner for a couple minutes . it shouldve been sm#more...making me mad to think abt....also literally how did julian not fucking find fiona . richard found him in the NINETIES ? and julian#just SAYS he looks for her??? wtaf . and fiona just doesnt even care that much that julian is NOT dead and just . okay i needto stop im wor#ing myself up over a book that wasnt that big a deal to me . i really liked yales ending and it was an okay read . ok . ok.
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Why did you have to read Ben Carson's book to get access to the twilight books? What was stopping you from just getting the twilight books? I'm confused and curious
BKGDJWVIVE oh my god i just saw this sorry. my mom made me read the ben carson book before she was willing to buy me the last 2 books while i was in middle school. it was dumb but in retrospect its so ridiculous its funny.
#asks#theswootasticalstargirl#i think it was like? some dumb shit about it being educational? idk it really Wasnt and most importantly that was The Only Time#that she did that#i think she was just like worried that the last 2 were going to he too mature for me or smth? it was fine#similar energy to the time i wanted to read the house of night series and she was gonna read them before me to make sure they were okay#but she cant read without falling asleep and couldnt make ut past the first couple pages so she just gave up and let me buy and read#well not all of them but a good chunk for awhile before i got bored w them and stopped#ALSO i think it was cos. i think he operated on [redacted] someone we knew#so it felt more personal to her i guess? than just a rando surgeon#and ill say this it seems like he was very good at the brain surgery. wish he Only Stuck to The Brain Surgery#wish he understood that just because hes good at one very technical and difficult thing does not mean he is#going to be a political genius or even super smart about a lot of things#bro u used up a lot of ur brainspace for brain surgery knowledge and thats very cool and all but i need you to recognize#it doesnt make you qualified to have opinions about gay ppl Please for the love of fuck stop sharing your unhinged opinions sir#thanks for saving [redacted]s life and all but im not voting for you sorry.
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