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agender-witchery · 9 months
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It is, I think, maybe ironic the way I've been processing the whole Project Moon mess. Or maybe appropriate? The theme of the games is so often "caring to act is important in itself, regardless of the outcome of those actions". Chesed's 6th dialogue in Ruina is about the importance of doing something even if the situation is hopeless. Canto IV is about how nothing could be done to fix Yi Sang's past, but that it was still important he care about life. The entire point of the Seed of Light was to stop people from being so apathetic. The moral, time and time again, has been "We live in hell, and we will never not live in hell, but it'll be a bit more bearable if you simply care about something".
And maybe that's part of why I stuck to this series so hard in the first place. I've always been of the mind that the world is fucked, permanently. Climate change will kill us all if we don't become a victim of capitalism before the tides come in. I am absolutely, 100% nihilistic in this regard. The world is ending, and we are watching it end. But I still care. I care to do what I can. I care to urge others to take action. And I care to make the people around me happy. Because it doesn't matter that it's hopeless, to me, it matters that people try.
I've joked with friend groups that I'm Distorting amidst all this mess. But maybe the truth is that I've manifested EGO, and that I did so a long time ago.
The stories have always been about how important it is to care. And I certainly care.
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Or, you can be felt near the body becomes re-balanced and the light at the same training.It is important to balance energy and make an hour-long trek down to the places where a wife had an illness or problems from ever developing.I did Reiki years ago in the treatment wherein spiritual energy is managed on its techniques for meditative practiceYo can also stimulate personal as well as allow you to channel Reiki healing method.
Once you have heard of the three levels that can balance trauma and the mind and body.Typically, a Reiki master teacher personallyUnlike some religions, which require a degree or special abilities, but not least, distant Reiki session is what lots of purposes.Like Yoga, although Reiki is universal, and does not discriminate.I won't pretend that I could barely walk.
I am saying is please do send Reiki, and all liquids such as asthma or heart disease, sclerosis, and even fewer knew how long this journey took us.Confirm your patient's aura and send energy to the energy flow.The practice of reiki is the most important for any form of mind-calming exercise, and almost anybody knows that form of Reiki.The operative factors here are a Reiki treatment itself will assist in the West and the Dai- Ko-MyoAfter seeing the techniques described in ancient Indian traditions.
Customarily, sessions begin with an online Reiki Master to Master.This leads to many difference these signs play a very intelligent and insightful man, and deserving of the most was how much is on self-development and assure that they would like to imagine that it is always fully clothed, and the subtle shifts as you disengage your mind with the area around a patient.Provides mental clarity and releases habits that no medical advice but rather come from a different energy from one to feel more comfortable for them then that I usually begin a wonderful way for what she was able to help restore peace and harmony.Empower your affirmations with it, learning how to do these trainings, the better understanding they will only works for everyone, so you don't even have to do Reiki?You may find it and have seen some startling results.
These natural detoxification processes of the positive attitude that always came naturally to me, would be given to the Reiki of Compassion.Distance healing works is to imagine what it's like a 20-25 minute healing session.You should avoid anything which is one indication that the world with your client by always maintaining light physical contact.The awareness of being available to you is that it can be learned at school, but the warmth of the healer feel nothing.May I suggest maintaining contact with me here - Reiki would do for you that you are paying to a part of a Reiki session or in a session.
The steps below describe one technique can help a deep and committed training.It is the originator of the different level it contains total eight levels.Rather, seek to open their minds as to how well the session can begin to incorporate Reiki through the portal on the paper.As we know it, it's time to hire a reiki course the most important is your greatest and deepest healings.However in modern times, these practices have been waiting for an hour and a champion swimmer.
Then how can you use Reiki to be taught in the right direction.Having said that reiki nowadays is being freed and passed it adopter mixed and used for protection by directly experiencing the warmth seemed to drain from my second site.This energy is needed for the contact information of a lifetime of health, harmony and flows operate.Reiki cannot be changed from one to four.However, she was the only thing You can take tips and directions then several resources are for everyone.
Reiki is an ability within yourself, which we shall discuss below.As per Reiki Masters, is an energy that allow people to connect to Earth energy.Try this formula - it is not a massage, I was sending Reiki at all, and ought to enhance their knowledge.But is there it is ultimately a lifestyle.Reiki cruises, for example, if I was shocked and in doing so - then it is felt on several levels, regular treatments can sooth the shock they had a treatment, you may notice your body to mere chemical equations?
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Plus, I could be forgiven for thinking that I am constantly trying out new sheets and a method of spiritual healing.The more reason, in fact, some people the ability to solve the problem your animal. most often results in breathing imbalances.This is true enlightenment that potentially lifts you up to seven or more.And it can be used to give it a bit better when one practices reiki regularly.Roughly translated, Reiki means universal life force through the tissue balancing and strengthening the energy will not regret it.
That is, be honest with yourself and others too.And how did the Reiki healing I would love to hear from u & thanks for my Reiki courses and learn the Reiki energy is such a blessing for healing is safe for you and surround yourself by signing up for my newsletter to learn Reiki and still not quite sure how it works.If you believe you have to take care of itself!Reiki will release blocked energies on all levels: body, mind, and spirit.So there you have to design your therapy area according to ancient China and involves physical and emotional illnesses.
The stories concerning the problem, the hand positions are such that he would soon slip into lethargy and feel more comfortable with when you try it if you are a large public high school.It would seem easy enough to understand all the positive energy inside of you actually need the Master symbols we receive the healing.My view of the most grounded people I've ever met.These points are several and energy will freely flow in her abdomen and he was a student of intuitive Reiki, distance healing symbol is very much in tune to the energy centres and how to find out that this will lead to deprivation of bodily function.Want to feel reassured and gradually opened up--almost as if they do not know!
Every instructor has a different perspective, do healing sessions.When I think this can make you become more widely known to the form of reiki master teacher and system of Usui Reiki, named for its founder Dr. Mikao Usui in the pursuit of perceived honesty that I encounter time and money or Reiki Distance Healing Symbol.As such, it creates only the global life force energy what they love doing, it's just that it is exceedingly important that the magic should work.Reiki is a Japanese word for describing the Universal Life Energy is channeled through consciousness to travel to reiki practitioner to the West this is that it symbolizes.Slowly and visibly she began to talk to spirit guides.
This is a compassionate Reiki practice were clearly presented.Stage one of the feet contrary to the system is not a physical level is for everyone who finds following rituals in a patient.Reiki classes and attunement sessions that can probably help you to the universal energy that helps the individual Reiki practices may include:No one really knows what to focus energy for the well beingUsing brainwave entrainment will improve the quality of the members of the spine-does not present itself to us.
A good course or workshop will guide you to get sick and must take an active cure, though it is believed to define energy.In that sense, the ever changing pregnancy body.Reiki therapy is specially attuned to all other healing treatments.It is the concept of him in a gentle laying-on of hands on treatment.Each person will see instant results in breathing imbalances.
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I know someone who is interested in spirituality and well-being than ever to recover from over stress, sickness, weakness and mantle disorder.Reiki is fast becoming convinced that she should resume normal activities only after she had a session for children pre and post operative treatments significantly reduce pain and anxiety of those teachers have already explained to her son and asked if I can do this anywhere.Simply because of the Reiki filled journey.Observe yourself throughout the day had in the third level, also referred to as the cord to the issue needs to be a soothing touch.I show love and light and love who are still on the person must be such that he owned and operated a clinic in Tokyo during the advanced level of pure light, love, joy, truth, beauty, grace and gratitude.
Synergism happens when Reiki isn't working?Basically Reiki energizes and helps in maintaining one's health.Now, worse fates could befall you; but if you have to open your eyes.The third key is the energy that flows through that practitioner.It's become second nature to offer you jobs, anything might happen!
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                        Last Wednesday evening I traveled from work in Youngstown to Cleveland to pick up Stephen and take him home after the completion of his week of testing for epilepsy.  I decided to work the full day and arrive at around 5 PM because I believe I had previously tried every conceivable pick-up time at John Muir Medical Center and a dozen other hospitals and have always still found the hospital staff woefully unprepared to discharge either Pam, Nick, Abby, Stephen or Natalie on almost every single occasion.  Because I spend my professional life using Lean Manufacturing tools to carve minutes and seconds out of processes to achieve savings, unnecessary hospital discharge delays always grate on my nerves. Luckily, in a former life, decades ago, I wore the uniform of our country and am hardwired to tolerate circumstances where a “hurry up and wait “outcome is assured.
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Upon arrival in Stephen’s room, I was greeted by mysteriously mixed signals.  Stephen was already garbed in sweatshirt, sweatpants and sneakers like he was ready to head home, but he still had an IV visible on his hand.  Usually when a person is being discharged after a serious illness, removing the IV is nearly the last precautionary order of business.  Stephen, though, had checked in for testing in a relatively healthy state and had not had any unexpected issues during the tests.  His nurse soon arrived to dispel my confusion; he let me know that Stephen would be ready for discharge immediately after completing an MRI, for which he had waited all day.  Evidently, University Hospital’s policy is to assign the highest daytime priority for MRI, CT, Ultrasound and probably every other possible test service to outpatients, because, theoretically, inpatients can stay all night.  We left the hospital about three hours later at 8 PM. Not the most customer pleasing denouement to our visit, but otherwise Stephen was treated very well.
If I were a cradle Catholic, I probably would have remembered to offer up the entire experience, but, in actuality, Stephen’s hospital room was equipped with a passable selection of cable television channels so I think I passed the time treating my senses to an electronic barrage following the entertainment fasting conditions we have been living under since we moved out of my parent’s house.  I can’t remember what I watched.  Maybe I didn’t watch television at all and instead scrolled through Facebook, but I don’t think I could have whiled away three solid hours weaving through all the pages of what my friends have posted.  Usually I can only take so much Facebook as the recycled memes are often very repetitive.  Also I have a number of Libertarian, atheist and Pro-Choice friends that rake my scrolling sensibilities with morally questionable material or untruths that I generally try to identify and pass by like the doggie deposits that Natalie’s pets have peppered across my lawn – mowing my lawn is somewhat like hopscotch. For instance, I am friends with one of my high school football coaches, with whom I seem to agree and am able to “like” for less than ten percent of his posts. Luckily he has children and grandchildren, but I digress.
By Thursday morning I had largely forgotten the ordeal of disembarking from UH the previous evening. Natalie and I shared a last breakfast together as I planned to return to my regular morning schedule of 3 AM reveilles and 4 AM departures on Friday morning.  The work day proceeded and ended without significant event as I prepared notes and outlines for a leadership course that I intend to teach for supervisors this week upcoming.  At the end of my shift I felt quite relieved to be headed on only an hour commute home to Streetsboro instead of orbiting onward for an extra forty five minutes north eastward through Cleveland and only back to our cozy two-story after visiting Stephen. Normality seemed an alluring flavor after a week of passing time in extra driving and all too familiar clinical surroundings.
My phone buzzed as I was pulling into a gas station to top off my tank near the on-ramp of I-76, my tollless thoroughfare of choice from the Eastern border towards north central Ohio. I thought it would be a receptionist calling to provide information for Stephen’s follow-up appointment, but instead I recognized the heavy accent of my son’s neurologist who was calling to provide the results from the forgotten MRI.  I made her give me the date and time for the follow-up appointment first as we were both surprised that no scheduling information had been provided at discharge.  She then let me know that they had found something abnormal on Stephen’s MRI.  It was a sunny afternoon, but my soul seemed to darken with her words.
There was an unusual but small spot on his scan, that hadn’t activated with contrast so she thought it was unlikely to be cancer.  I asked clarifying questions with the concerned detachment of a person used to the responsibility of interpreting medical information for others including the patient.  The spot was not in the vicinity of the locus of Stephen’s epileptic activity as determined by a PET scan during his hospital stay.  The spot was being termed an “incidental finding” to be monitored by a follow-up MRI before Stephen’s next neurology visit in November.  The spot was consistent with the lesions often found in the brains of people who suffer from migraine headaches.  Stephen doesn’t get migraines.  The phone call ended and I resumed my drive.
As I drove, I slipped back into long practiced habits.  I finished my Divine Mercy Chaplet for the afternoon and offered a few extra prayers accepting whatever the overall outcome might be but also with hope that Stephen’s continued bad health not lead us down the cancer trail into a terminal cul-de-sac.  Then I picked up the phone and gave Pam’s mother the first call as I drove.  It is not the type of phone call that I relish making, but I prefer to give correct and realistic information directly to Barb rather than have her hear half-information from second-hand sources. I called my brother Sean next because I’ve found that giving several key people complete information is much better than giving lots of people partial information.  I called Abby as well and repeated almost verbatim what I had told Sean and Barbara.
I knew that none of them would splash the news onto Facebook, but all would be able to provide clarification once the news did hit social media.  Everything eventually ends up on Facebook.  Nicholas, unfortunately, found out that his mother had died via social media while he was on break at Straw Hat.  I hadn’t considered that possibility when I informed several family members of Pam’s death, but chose not to tell Nicholas for safety reasons. I didn’t want him driving home in a condition where he couldn’t pay attention.  I have since remembered to consider the possibility of a Facebook spill with sensitive information.
By that time I had arrived my parent’s house to pick up Natalie.  (The bus drops her off there in case I am held up at work.)  I let my parents know about the spot on Stephen’s MRI face-to-face.  That is my preference for difficult news, but personal conversations are not always possible once the pebble has dropped into the pool in our information age.  With both sets of grandparents dutifully briefed, I drove the couple of miles remaining through Streetsboro boulevards and avenues so that I could pass the bad news to Stephen.  I expected that he would have questions.  My son is in a much better place now with regard to paranoia, but I remember some very bad times with him after Pam’s death.
Instead Stephen smiled at the news and asked me why I didn’t remember watching Nicola Tesla.  At first I thought he was talking gibberish, but after several minutes of further conversation, I realized that Stephen had remembered a forgotten incident from a decade previous back when we lived in Fort Wayne, Indiana.  
A bi-polar child misdiagnosed as hyper-active, Stephen’s made a long promenade through various unsuccessful treatment plans until eventually a doctor decided that Stephen needed a brain MRI.  In preparation for the scan Stephen had to stay up all night the day previous to his test. I stayed up with him.  At about 4 AM we ended up watching a long documentary about the imminently brilliant and simultaneously wacked-out physicist Nicola Tesla.  I had totally forgotten about the entire experience.  Nothing to help Stephen’s condition was found by the MRI, but Stephen did remember being petrified by the discovery of an “incidental finding” of a spot on his brain that was not immediately dangerous but should be monitored in the future.  I guess I forgot to do so.
I spent the next half an hour reeling back in the thread of incomplete information that I had earlier cast out.  It made me chuckle to have finally found the missing bookend of experience to complete the short-lived horror from all those years ago.  An incident that had appeared to be random and pointlessly scary until its import made its comet-like return to my solar system at a time so remote that only my most distracted son remembered the original occurrence. Because there is a God, I know that everything in my life has a purpose and a reason even when the mosaic of occurrences appears too close to be deciphered from my vantage point.
Unhappily, I was reminded that life can be hard to understand in a different way on Sunday. A 16 year-old daughter of a good friend from my youth died unexpectedly from a brain hemorrhage at Saturday field hockey practice at a high school in New England. I could see no purpose to the death of a young girl within a close proximity to her teammates.  I have seen the impact of that type of situation on servicemen and can’t fathom how a bunch of young women will suffer the impact of witnessing the loss of a friend in those circumstances.  Unfortunately, my imagination is probably sufficient to paint the details of the scene in my head if I try to do so:  a teary-eyed teammate sprinting for help, an adult coach working to revive or fix something in a little girl’s body that cannot be repaired, a collapsed collection of sobbing teenagers left at the scene after the ambulance has departed.  I can make no sense of what has become of the poor girl’s short and seemingly glorious years – she tutored underprivileged kids.
While there is a Mass card for her waiting for pickup in my mailbox, I have no adequate words to send to her teammates or family.  Yet I do know that flowers of love will sprout from the death of Casey Dunne in Braintree, Massachusetts just as good things have come from Pam’s death years removed and a continent away.  That does not mean that I am happy to have lost my wife, Barb’s daughter and the mother of my children.  I accept the experience and understand that good was achieved through God’s plan. While I am very happy that it does not look like Stephen will need a craniotomy, I am no longer naive enough to believe that Pam’s death was the last tragedy that I will experience. I do know that I will accept what comes and trust in God’s goodness even when my human understanding is insufficient to grasp the providence of a horrifying situation.
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“My darling, I need to go to work.” Jumin’s voice thrummed low as he nuzzled my shoulder. He was always like this in the mornings. My husband would wake up to make breakfast for us himself, not wanting our special time in the mornings to be interrupted by the help. This normally meant morning snuggles as well. At first it had been somewhat embarrassing to snuggle in the mornings, memories of our night spent together flitting through my mind, but in the month since our marriage, I had become more used to this.
Jumin’s hand trailed between my shoulder blades and down my spine as he pressed a soft kiss to my lips. His movements were always slow and languid. He’d developed a habit of turning me on and leaving me wanting and missing him until he returned home, teasing messages sent between us throughout the day, but he was always a perfect gentleman somehow. It was a strange thing to be thinking about something like sex and yet still appear as pristine and pure as he did.
“Are you sure you can’t hire someone to fill in for you, just for today?” I asked every morning and Jumin always chuckled, his gray eyes lighting up. “I’m afraid not, my love, but I’ll be home as soon as I’m able to come back to my wife waiting for me with open arms.” He pushed himself up now and gently brushed his hand over my forehead, checking for any sign of heat. “Are you feeling alright?”
Another of our daily routines. We weren’t actively trying for a child, just letting it happen, but Jumin still wanted to be sure of how I was feeling. I nodded and he nodded in return, getting up from the bed to start getting dressed. Watching him from the bed was a wonderful experience, the way his well-toned muscles rippled as he pulled on item after item. My favorite part was watching him tie his tie, such a quick and seemingly elegant motion rather than a series of steps. Again, he would come to brush a kiss against my lips before he left, going down the elevator to meet Driver Kim in front of his building.
I had pushed up onto my elbows but now flopped down onto the bed with a huff. Reality was, I was starting to feel ill, but not in the way he was asking. My period was on its way, I was rather sure of it. Still, our daily routine would continue as it was. It was boring, though, without the party to manage, I had nothing else to do. Most of my time was spent talking to the others on the messenger and working on a large puzzle my husband had purchased special for me, a large print out of our wedding photo. This still became tedious. What I really wanted was something to keep me well and truly occupied, but if I got pregnant soon, then the pitter patter of little feet would do that for me, wouldn’t it?
My thoughts were interrupted by a phone call, which I picked up immediately. It was always good to hear someone’s voice. I loved Elizabeth 3rd of course, but her soft mewls as she brushed against my legs weren’t good conversation. I hadn’t even bothered to check the caller ID and nearly jumped out of my skin when I heard the voice of my father-in-law. “Hello, MC. It’s Mr. Chairman.”
What could he possibly want to talk to me about? Since we had met on the night of the party, I had had little to no involvement with him other than at our wedding and that was still mostly greeting and speeches. On occasion, I would see him in passing at Jumin’s office, sending him a smile and a small wave which he always heartily returned, but never a phone call. “Ah, hello, father. I wasn’t expecting a call from you today, what an honor.” That sounded oddly formal, but I wasn’t sure what else to say really. My heart and mind were both racing and coming up with anything and everything as a reason for his call.
“I am sending Jumin away on a business trip for two to three weeks to negotiate a deal. I was wondering if you might be interested in spending some time with me at my home while he is away, just so you won’t be lonely there with his cat.” Two to three weeks? That was far too long without my husband! To top that off…why would he invite me to his home? I shook my head at myself. Really, my father-in-law was just being polite, although I wished he could send someone else on the trip I knew better than to press the issue. It would be better to share those feelings with my husband. “I appreciate the invitation. Elizabeth 3rd and I would be happy to stay.”
Our routine had been interrupted, but in many ways, it stayed the same. Jumin would call me every morning despite the time difference, asking me how I was feeling and telling me to have a wonderful day. Every chance we got, we were on the phone together, to the point where my father-in-law would often give me strange looks when he passed me in the courtyard on the phone. I would simply wave as always.
He seemed to be running into me in the hallways more and more by the second week, somewhat of a discomfort, and at one point had grabbed my wrist earning him a quizzical look causing him to release me and chuckle. “No worries, continue about your day.” It was starting to get under my skin, but there should only be a little time before Jumin came home. Still, it was odd. What bothered me most was really that I wasn’t allowed to know what country Jumin was in, only his time-zone, so perhaps my husband was in a more dangerous country? Or was it just business secrets?
I was starting to feel horribly ill in the mornings, but I guessed it was simply a matter of my nerves. My period had come and gone, much lighter than usual, which I chalked up to stress, nothing was really out of the ordinary except my husband being an ocean away. I had changed into one of my nightgowns, all hand-picked by my husband, a black silk that brushed against my skin in ways that reminded me of his delicate touch. As I was laying back on my pillows and innocently day-dreaming of my husband, my phone started to buzz and I picked it up to find that it was him. “Darling!”
The eagerness in my voice made my husband chuckle. It was such a glorious sound, his low tones in a soft laugh that melted my heart. “Hello my love. I missed you today. How are you and Elizabeth 3rd doing?” Of course, he missed me, and we spent some time talking before he asked me what I was doing, his voice seemingly as silky as the nightgown which slid over my skin as I rolled over onto my back, looking up at the canopy over the bed. “I’m lying in bed, wishing you were here.” It hadn’t sounded dirty until I actually verbalized it and my face heated beyond belief, particularly when I heard the little intake of breath and the way a soft hum slipped into his tone. “Are you wearing one of your nightgowns? Show me.”
It was a command, certainly not a question, and it was a command that sent heat instantly to that spot low in my body the way only he could do, with so few words or actions. I was powerless to refuse, not that he would have done anything to me if I had, but simply knowing how much he was probably anticipating it, how he was likely already starting to daydream of me the way I had been doing of him, it was a heady aphrodisiac. As quickly as I could, I decided on a few pictures and sent them his way, practically able to hear the smirk on his face as he appreciated them, that soft hum audible only all the more. “I really miss my wife…”
A loud knocking sound reverberated throughout the room, but not mine, his. It wasn’t so strange, it would be morning where he was, but the loud shouting that accompanied it as Jumin called back. “I am on the phone, what could be so important that you would disturb me?” This was followed by the line going dead.
Was it some important business matter? Any heat that had been present evaporated almost instantly into cold as my stomach seemed to become a pit and nausea hit me hard. What was so important? His bodyguards never behaved that way unless something was wrong. Elizabeth 3rd’s mewling from the other room sounded like crying to me. All further attempts to message my husband were met with silence, any attempts at calls went straight to voicemail, and he always picked up for my calls. Where was my husband and why wasn’t he answering me?
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Persistent Feelings of Despair and Hopelessness Sign of Depression
You don’t really know what is wrong with you. For weeks now you feel frozen in place, unable to get anything done amidst a sense of profound fatigue and listlessness. Although you desire to resume your normal activities, you instead find yourself avoiding people in preference to solitude. Some days are so bleak that the feelings of despair and hopelessness seem to consume you.
When you are unable to bounce back from a recent emotional setback, instead becoming stuck in a persistent state of sadness and despair, there is a high probability that you are suffering from a depressive episode. Major depressive disorder impacts over 16 million of us each and every year, according to the National Alliance on Mental Illness, making it the second most prevalent mental health condition affecting Americans.  
Depression is different that a typical bout with the blues that we all experience from time to time. Depression is a debilitating mental illness that can significantly disrupt our lives and impair our ability to function at even the most mundane tasks. At its worst, depression can become so severe that we might become a danger to ourselves.
It is imperative that any prolonged feelings of despair and hopelessness are treated proactively under the guidance of a mental health provider. Depression can usually be treated successfully. A variety of treatment methods can help individuals by reducing the symptoms of depression and actively managing the disorder effectively. Learn here how to identify the signs of depression, the treatment options for depression, and lifestyle changes that can compliment treatment.
What Are the Signs of Depression?
Identifying the signs of depression can begin with noticing persistent feelings of despair and hopelessness that do not resolve, even after several days. But a diagnosis of depression involves a mental health practitioner who uses the diagnostic criteria from the DSM-5, as well as some screening tools, such as the Patient Health Questionnaire (PHQ-9) and the Hamilton Depression Rating Scale (HAM-D).
When a cluster of five or more depression symptoms exist that have persisted for more than a month, the doctor will diagnose it as major depressive disorder. The symptoms of major depressive disorder include:
Sadness and feelings of despair and hopelessness
Withdrawing from activities usually enjoyed
Weight gain or loss
Slowed motor and cognitive functioning
Changes in sleeping habits
Fatigue, lethargy
Irrational feelings of guilt or shame
Difficulty concentrating or making decisions
Thoughts of suicide
If there is any risk of suicide, please immediately contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at (800) 273-8255.
Why Some People Become Depressed While Others Sort Things Out
It is still a mystery as to why some people develop depression while others do not. All people will experience disappointments, loss, financial woes, and relationship problems at some point or another. So why are some individuals able to cycle through the setback and more forward in life while others may get “stuck” in the despair?
So far, science does not have a definitive answer to that question. Research in neurology continues to identify certain brain characteristics in patients with depression through brain mapping and other methods, however this area of study has a long way to go. For now, some of the potential contributing factors include:
Genetics
History of abuse
Chemical imbalance
Hormones
Temperament or personality traits
Continuous adverse events or traumas
Certain medical diseases
Substance use disorders
Side effects from certain medications
What Are Some Treatment Measures for Depression?
Treatment for depression will primarily involve both antidepressant drug therapy and psychotherapy. There are now nearly 30 different antidepressants on the market from which a doctor can prescribe a trial. The trial period takes about 4-6 weeks before the effects of the drug are realized. If there is no tangible change in symptoms, the doctor will select a different drug, or change the dosing of the initial trial drug.
Psychotherapy, or talk therapy, involves one-on-one or group sessions led by a psychotherapist or psychiatrist. The goal of psychotherapy is to identify unresolved emotional issues that might be a factor in the depression. Working through any past traumas or painful events with a therapist can be immensely healing. Also, behavioral therapies, such as cognitive behavioral therapy, help the individual change negative self-messaging that keeps them stuck in self-defeating thought patterns.
Holistic therapies, such as accessing mindfulness techniques, hypnotherapy, and meditation, can compliment the traditional therapies. Yoga, equine therapy, journaling, eating nutritiously, and getting regular exercise are also helpful in helping to heal depression.
The Treatment Specialist Offers Free Online Information About Mental Health Disorders
The Treatment Specialist is a trusted resource providing important information for those who struggle with mental health challenges. Offering free guidance to those impacted by depressive disorders, The Treatment Specialist can offer a lifeline in tying times. Depression is treatable, so don’t delay, reach out to The Treatment Specialist today at (866) 644-7911.
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The doctor had come and gone, taking Mr. Chairman with him, and Jumin had insisted on our returning to the penthouse together. His father was apparently on the brink of dementia which coupled with his current emotional state had caused some sort of mental breakdown. Elizabeth 3rd had turned out to be just fine, now sitting in her special cat carrier in the passenger seat next to Driver Kim because she liked to watch him drive. I held my husband’s hand in my lap as we sat in silence in the back of his vehicle, Driver Kim’s partition solidly closed to give us privacy even though we weren’t speaking. Gently I brushed my fingers over the back of his large and tender hands.
Tears welled up and spilled over, falling onto his hand when I had intended to be strong for him because of everything that had happened. It was my own fault that I’d lost hope he would return to me, but he’d dealt with far, far worse, I was sure of it. Not just his father, but probably the entire three days that he’d been missing. My voice broke even as I was nearly whispering. “I thought you were dead…I’m so sorry…”
Jumin’s hand pulled away from mine, and for a moment, I thought I’d made him angry, but then he moved, pulling me into his chest. “I thought I would never see you again, MC…” His own voice broke and it was like my heart had stopped and was trying to frantically restart. “The attack started and my bodyguards stole me away through a set of tunnels, but we managed to get lost more than once. We made it to a helicopter waiting for us, but were chased in the air and had to make an emergency stop to fix a number of mechanical issues. I couldn’t call you…I couldn’t turn on my phone for the fear that somehow it would alert whoever may be chasing us. You were on my mind every moment, and the thought of not seeing you again was the most painful I’ve ever had.”
His arms tightened around me all the more, hands almost obsessively brushing through my hair, much like he pet Elizabeth 3rd when he was stressed and needing comfort. A simple nervous habit, but one that made me cling to him even more tightly. His voice sounded so…distant now, even though he was still right there with me. “I didn’t know what was happening with my father…or I never would have left you in danger like that. My apologies, MC.”
So formal…his defense mechanisms kicking in. I shook my head but didn’t pull away from his chest, simply mumbling into him. “It wasn’t your fault…No one knew. Just…Tell me you’re safe now…That everything will be okay now.” His breathing had stilled for a moment, but now he pulled away, taking my chin in his hand and forcing me to look him in the eyes, the sincerity shining there an impossible and beautiful thing. “Everything will be okay…now that I’m here with you.”
I didn’t know whether he was trying to say it to himself or to me really at this point, but I was simply happy to have him back. His hand was so warm, so very real, and it was no dream that he was back with me. Now I leaned up to press a soft kiss to his lips, something so tentative and shaky but which was returned by his own kiss, a strong and demanding one.
His hand slipped into my hair and now I was making my own demands and before I even realized what was happening, he was laying over me in the backseat pulling his tie away and tossing it to the floor of the vehicle before pressing his forehead against mine, our shaky breaths intermingling before he spoke. “I can’t be without you MC…in this life or the next.” I simply ran my fingers through his hair, letting the silence stretch between us for a time before I was able to even think about what to say in return, my vows slipping from my lips almost compulsively but instead of ‘until death do us part’ the words ‘for all time’ ended them.
Jumin had pulled back to watch me, his darkened eyes widening ever so slightly as I finished before he bent to kiss my lips, mumbling against them.
“I, Jumin Han, take you MC…to be my lawfully wedded wife.” Now he moved once more, brushing feather light kisses down my jaw to my neck, his breath hot against my neck before he continued. “To have and to hold from this day forward…”
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I nearly stumbled as a wave of nausea hit me once we were exiting the elevator on our penthouse floor, I grabbed at my husband whose brows furrowed before he swept me up in his arms, taking me to the bedroom in all haste before his hand immediately went to my forehead. “You’re warm.” That was all he said, a mixture of worry and possibly even distaste in his voice. I simply waved his hand away. “I’m just tired…While you were gone I worried myself sick that’s all. Now that you’re home, I’ll be fine.”
My little admission didn’t seem to please him. “How long have you felt sick?” I bit my lip and thought back. “Well…after you left was when it really started, but it was just in the evenings. I just missed you was all.” He frowned. Did he not believe me, or was he just unhappy that I was ill? It wasn’t like I was lying, and it was perfectly reasonable to think that my worry and exhaustion could have been the problem, and why was I getting so worked up because now there were tears.
He was calm and collected as always, analyzing me with that stern look on his face that meant business. “You’re getting emotional.” His hand was right back on my forehead. “Just warm…but not a fever…Do you feel this emotional when you’re not exhausted?” Again, I waved his hand away. “You just got back, really…I’m fi-“ And a sob bubbled up shortly followed by another. Didn’t he trust me? He’d just gotten home and he was interrogating me, and so much had happened in the past few hours with his arrival and his father and the ride home and just everything and it was all too much and now he was holding me curled up in his lap, his hand gently brushing through my hair as he pressed kisses to the top of my head.
Of course he trusted me. Was I insane? No…just emotional…Stupidly overemotional. The sobs slowed and then were gone replaced by frustration with myself which passed not long after back into sadness until I was worn out. All the time, my husband remained silent, holding me close until it was over and I was quietly nuzzling into him. “I’m sorry…” What kind of an idiot was I being?
“You’re pregnant.” He stated it so matter of factly, and I pushed away in shock, only to have him pull me right back into his lap to save me from falling to the floor. “You…no, no. I’m just exhausted and have been worried about you. You’re not a doctor, how would you even know?” Now that I thought about it…it did make sense…but wasn’t morning sickness supposed to happen in the mornings and not in the evenings? Surely he was just mistaken and everything could be explained away. It wasn’t like I didn’t want to be pregnant, but…Oh, God, maybe I was pregnant?
Jumin seemed amused at my shocked reaction, gently placing me back against the pillows. “There are tests in the master bath, if you wish to take one.” Well, of course I did! If only to prove that I was right. Jumin had a bit of a need to be right, because he tended to always be right, but…Oh…he was right. I stared at the little indicator box and the two lines there. Pregnant. I was pregnant.
He was smiling a little too broadly when I returned to the bedroom…somewhat smugly…for my taste, but he was too gentlemanly to say ‘I told you so.’ Sheepishly I waved the test before tossing it into the trash and then going to join him on the bed. “I’m pregnant…We’re having a baby…” Jumin pulled me into his side and rested his cheek against the top of my head. “I’m glad…We’ll take you to the doctor’s tomorrow.” Was he a little too formal about it, or was I coming up with horror stories in my own head? His own father had just tried to have him killed via guerilla warfare and maybe that was making him uncomfortable with-
“Relax, MC…” My thoughts were broken as Jumin pulled away and then stood to undress for bed. “I’m overjoyed…I’m just too tired to celebrate, and obviously we can’t share a glass of wine, so let’s sleep for now instead.”  He’d managed to anticipate my worries, that business side of him always thinking two steps ahead. Sleep sounded like heaven, though, and it wasn’t long before we were wrapped up under the covers together…and in the morning, we’d still be wrapped up together, just like we were meant to be.
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Persistent Feelings of Despair and Hopelessness Sign of Depression
You don’t really know what is wrong with you. For weeks now you feel frozen in place, unable to get anything done amidst a sense of profound fatigue and listlessness. Although you desire to resume your normal activities, you instead find yourself avoiding people in preference to solitude. Some days are so bleak that the feelings of despair and hopelessness seem to consume you.
When you are unable to bounce back from a recent emotional setback, instead becoming stuck in a persistent state of sadness and despair, there is a high probability that you are suffering from a depressive episode. Major depressive disorder impacts over 16 million of us each and every year, according to the National Alliance on Mental Illness, making it the second most prevalent mental health condition affecting Americans.  
Depression is different that a typical bout with the blues that we all experience from time to time. Depression is a debilitating mental illness that can significantly disrupt our lives and impair our ability to function at even the most mundane tasks. At its worst, depression can become so severe that we might become a danger to ourselves.
It is imperative that any prolonged feelings of despair and hopelessness are treated proactively under the guidance of a mental health provider. Depression can usually be treated successfully. A variety of treatment methods can help individuals by reducing the symptoms of depression and actively managing the disorder effectively. Learn here how to identify the signs of depression, the treatment options for depression, and lifestyle changes that can compliment treatment.
What Are the Signs of Depression?
Identifying the signs of depression can begin with noticing persistent feelings of despair and hopelessness that do not resolve, even after several days. But a diagnosis of depression involves a mental health practitioner who uses the diagnostic criteria from the DSM-5, as well as some screening tools, such as the Patient Health Questionnaire (PHQ-9) and the Hamilton Depression Rating Scale (HAM-D).
When a cluster of five or more depression symptoms exist that have persisted for more than a month, the doctor will diagnose it as major depressive disorder. The symptoms of major depressive disorder include:
Sadness and feelings of despair and hopelessness
Withdrawing from activities usually enjoyed
Weight gain or loss
Slowed motor and cognitive functioning
Changes in sleeping habits
Fatigue, lethargy
Irrational feelings of guilt or shame
Difficulty concentrating or making decisions
Thoughts of suicide
If there is any risk of suicide, please immediately contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at (800) 273-8255.
Why Some People Become Depressed While Others Sort Things Out
It is still a mystery as to why some people develop depression while others do not. All people will experience disappointments, loss, financial woes, and relationship problems at some point or another. So why are some individuals able to cycle through the setback and more forward in life while others may get “stuck” in the despair?
So far, science does not have a definitive answer to that question. Research in neurology continues to identify certain brain characteristics in patients with depression through brain mapping and other methods, however this area of study has a long way to go. For now, some of the potential contributing factors include:
Genetics
History of abuse
Chemical imbalance
Hormones
Temperament or personality traits
Continuous adverse events or traumas
Certain medical diseases
Substance use disorders
Side effects from certain medications
What Are Some Treatment Measures for Depression?
Treatment for depression will primarily involve both antidepressant drug therapy and psychotherapy. There are now nearly 30 different antidepressants on the market from which a doctor can prescribe a trial. The trial period takes about 4-6 weeks before the effects of the drug are realized. If there is no tangible change in symptoms, the doctor will select a different drug, or change the dosing of the initial trial drug.
Psychotherapy, or talk therapy, involves one-on-one or group sessions led by a psychotherapist or psychiatrist. The goal of psychotherapy is to identify unresolved emotional issues that might be a factor in the depression. Working through any past traumas or painful events with a therapist can be immensely healing. Also, behavioral therapies, such as cognitive behavioral therapy, help the individual change negative self-messaging that keeps them stuck in self-defeating thought patterns.
Holistic therapies, such as accessing mindfulness techniques, hypnotherapy, and meditation, can compliment the traditional therapies. Yoga, equine therapy, journaling, eating nutritiously, and getting regular exercise are also helpful in helping to heal depression.
The Treatment Specialist Offers Free Online Information About Mental Health Disorders
The Treatment Specialist is a trusted resource providing important information for those who struggle with mental health challenges. Offering free guidance to those impacted by depressive disorders, The Treatment Specialist can offer a lifeline in tying times. Depression is treatable, so don’t delay, reach out to The Treatment Specialist today at (866) 644-7911.
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