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chaoticspacefam · 3 years

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OC Music Meme

I was tagged by @raven-of-domain-kwaad , thank you! :D I shall tag (no pressure as always, only if you want to!): @mercurypilgrim , @mimabeann, @rainofaugustsith , @thelastenvoyyy , @a-master-procrastinator and anyone else who wants to do this one, yes, I promise I mean you!

Yaaay another music meme, I LOVE these, as any of my long-term followers/mutuals probably know :P Oh no, Raven what have you done! 🤣🤣

List one or more songs that relate to the following

*drags Rai and her three consecutive playlists full of songs in here and plops her down proudly* Now I’m not joking when I say combined her three playlists would run for ~10 hrs if I played them all back-to-back. Sooooo for that reason I will be trying to restrict myself to 3-4 songs per “question”, except for the last one which is annotated with an explanation there, ANYWAYS!

reminds you of them most:

Down To The Bottom - Dorothy :: This is a very new one to her playlist (discovered a few days ago), but it still vibes so well with Saarai’s attitude to love, and her need to have some sort of emotional closeness to other people, to love and be loved, or else she just doesn’t function quite right

Up The Wolves - The Mountain Goats :: This was one of Rai’s first EVER theme songs that made it onto her list as I gave the Ahaszaai the backstory that led to them becoming main characters, so it feels only right that I include it here. To me it perfectly sums up her character progression, from a frightened young woman with a lot of skeletons in her closet and no willingness to be a commander of anything or confidence that she could, to a strong and dedicated leader willing to do whatever it takes to protect the people she works with, and make sure that the person who once took it from her family will suffer the righteous justice he deserves for his actions. Oddly enough, Saarai never goes back to take over the Sith Empire as D’leah planned (in Subterfugeverse anyways), they do eventually “come home” and build something of their own with the other members of the Alliance <3

Bruno Is Orange - Hop Along :: This song is very important too. It makes me feel a lot of things and as I developed more of Saarai’s backstory and began tying everything together, it became an essential part of her backstory. This is 100% a “Saarai Song” in my brain (and I’ve had the script for that meme planned out for over a year, I’ll get to it soon :3), summing up the chaos and her own feelings on what happened with Tsâhis (and her mother and sister’s reactions to finding out about what happened, and Ty, the baby which resulted from that clusterfuck of a relationship)

Someone New - Hozier :: Kinda supplements “Down To The Bottom”, Saarai was a character who puzzled me sexuality-wise for a long time, she has a lot to unpack and a lot of nuances in her attractions, and for a long time (because it is the default for modern media) I tried to shove her in the monogamy box, except...that doesn’t work for Saarai LMAO. I remembered this song existed one day (I think it came up on Youtube shuffle or something) and it was the lightbulb that went on in my head that finally clicked and told me she was actually polyam as well (though ironically I forgot to actually put it in her playlist until @darth-bagel reminded me it existed again a few months ago LOL).

reminds another character of them:

All The Pretty Girls - KALEO :: (Sash - Zephyrverse AU) This one had a few options too, but I think this is the best song that Sash would associate with Saarai. Their relationship was slow burn, although there was near-immediate attraction there, Sash struggled with self-doubt and her own insecurities for a long time, firmly believing that Saarai would get bored of waiting for her to be “ready” to take things further and explore other options (she didn’t. They’ve been married something like 20+, nearing 30 years now, you’re stuck with her sweetie <3)

The Last of the Real Ones - Fall Out Boy :: (Lana - Subterfugeverse) “I know this whole damn city thinks it needs you, but not as much as I do.” Lana wasn’t looking for Saarai when she found her, but Lana wouldn’t have it any other way. Though Lana is a big pillar of support for Saarai, and Saarai in turn is the social “glue” that holds the Alliance together, what many people don’t realise is that the feeling is mutual and Lana relies upon her just as much. Saarai’s dependable, and trustworthy, even if sometimes she makes Lana want to roll her eyes into the ceiling because of her antics, she wouldn’t want to change her for anything, it’s that part of Saarai that she secretly loves the most because it reminds Lana that it’s okay to unwind and have fun or be silly every once in a while, especially with the people you love.

Shut Up And Dance - WALK THE MOON :: (Koth - Subterfugeverse) Koth’s relationship with Saarai took a lot longer to develop into something openly romantic because Saarai had a lot of stuff to work through before she could accept her own feelings for him, but the cantina party at the end of KOTFE was the moment that Koth realised she was comfortable with him, because it’s the first time she really opened up to him, the first time she asked him to do anything together, and the first time she didn’t flinch or jump away from him when he touched her.

reminds you of a relationship of theirs, doesn’t have to be romantic, can be paternal, friendly etc.: I’m taking that as an invitiation to do a song for each of the main ones of any kind and that means this one has like six songs because...Saarai has a lot of influencial relationships in her character arc, I’m sorry (but not really) :’)

Broken Crown - Mumford & Sons :: Saarai & D’leah (Familial, It’s Complicated). This one is probably gonna be the “controversial” song of this post but you know what I’m gonna do it anyway. Saarai and D’leah have a very complicated relationship, because on the one hand Saarai does love her mother very much in spite of the horrible things she said and did, and on the other...the last thing that she wants is to turn out like her. And sometimes, sometimes you gotta call your mom out on her toxic shit. Hey Brother - Aviici :: Saarai & Ni’kasi (Familial Love). “What if I lose it all? Oh sister, I will help you out. Oh, if the sky comes falling down, for you...there’s nothing in this world I wouldn’t do.” The “brother” part does not apply to the twins, gender-wise, but the essence of this song is undoubtedly Saarai & Ni’kasi’s relationship. When Saarai thought she had no-one else, Ni’kasi was there to pick up the pieces and get her back onto her feet. They’re ride or die till the very end, wherever Saarai leads, she knows Ni’kasi will follow her.

Son of A Gun - Lord Huron :: Saarai & Tsâhis (Romantic ”Love”, though I’mma be very clear here that he was a manipulative abusive asshole, but Saarai loved him so...quotation marks. Y’get it yeah? Good.) “Well she fell in love with that son of a gun, but he was not the man that she took him for.” This line in particular sums it up. Saarai was young, naive and a perfect target for someone like Tsâhis to take advantage of because she didn’t know any better and believed him when he said he “loved her”, only for him to pull the rug out from under her feet later on. (he got his tho, don’t worry 😈)

Youth - Glass Animals :: Saarai & Tyûk (Maternal Love). This is the closest I can find to a song that sums up their relationship, I have a lot of thoughts about it but there are very few songs (that I’ve found) that touch upon the essence of Saarai & Ty’s relationship. D’leah chose to blame Ty for his father’s actions, Saarai chose the opposite. She chose to love him in spite of what his father had done to her, and to make sure he grew up feeling safe, loved, and learnt to be better than that.

Curses - The Crane Wives :: Saarai/Sash (Romantic Love) Both Saarai and Sash have had difficult pasts, with a lot of emotional trauma, and they both had hurdles they had to overcome in order for their relationship to truly work and stay healthy. But with each others’ support, they’ve managed it and are all the closer for it. If you asked either of them where “home” was, they’d say the other’s name.

Sorry I Stole Your Girlfriend - Stereo Skyline :: Saarai/Lana/Koth (Romantic Love). Okay, I really really wanted to pick a more serious song from their playlist for them, BUT....this song is the song that started this ship in my brain so here we are. LMAO Originally, this popped into my brain as an idea of Saarai’s response to Koth’s attempt at getting between them in that scene of KOTFE on the Gravestone. Koth and Saarai’s moral compasses are very similar and I wanted them to sit down and have a proper, healthy discussion about their feelings instead of becoming enemies and sort of agreeing not to hold a grudge against each other, though I didn’t expect for that piece to get away from me and for Saarai to end up developing feelings for Koth too, I can’t say I’m unhappy with it. I love them and I will fight anyone who tells me I can’t make them an OT3, I can, I will, and I have. >:) (Healthy Polyam Good, Love Triangles Are Fucking Stupid (tm). No I am not taking criticism on this lmao) Though Saarai & Koth’s relationship isn’t sexual in any way, they love each other just as much as they love Lana, just express it differently. So even though the snideness of this song doesn’t really apply to them, I kept it in their playlist and it also became their ship name because it was too good to pass up, though “Stole” is in inverted commas as it’s definitely more of an inside joke between the three of them than actually seriously accusing them of stealing each others’ girlfriend. 🤣 (as always, Saarai & Koth thinks it’s hilarious, Lana rolls her eyes at the stupid pun but also secretly thinks it’s funny as hell)

#swtor #star wars: the old republic #swtor OCs #tagged meme #OC music meme #swtor oc: saarai ahaszaai #sith pureblood #the outlander #LS! eternal empress #subterfugeverse #ot3: sorry i ''stole'' your girlfriend #saarai/lana/koth #saarai x tsâhis #zephyrverse au #saarai/sash #the ahaszaai twins #the sith twins #yes i have written down a lot of stuff regarding the ot3's relationship and how it developed etc #one day i will throw them out into the world when i feel like they're ready #but they're not ready yet so sorry y'all you gotta wait #but trust me when i say this is very elaborately planned out #LMAO #[banging pots and pans] they're. poly. and. in. love. fucking. deal. with. it. or. leave #my ships my rules #complicated mother daughter relationships are complicated #projection? i don't know her #no sir #tw: manipulation #tw: abusive relationship

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akane171 · 2 years

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..If there were dogs around, I'm pretty sure I'd rather touch THEM than the GRASS😂🙈

I kinda doubt it, but hey, just means they're probably having the time of their lives in real life together😉😊

...If we're in a cottage away from humanity and I don't have any other obligations, I'd easily read a few hundred fanfics a day...😅 Downloading enough for a week would be very hard 😅🙈 And what if I miss updates??😱😱😭😭

The Kangaroos are perfectly fine, don't be like that! And lol, did you draw that yourself? That's so cool 😂😂😂

Yo, I'm just writing them down before I forget it, feel free to check them out whenever you want🤷🏻‍♀️😂 Oh, btw, got another few:

-"Follow you" by Bring me the Horizon -"Die for you" by Starset

-"I found" by Amber Run

-"I see you" by Leona Lewis

-oh, and not exactly a song-song but the One Piece Opening "One Day" is very fitting for Karamel too 🙈

Both sounds good 🤔😂 Just like Karamel too, Mon being the outer space stray puppy and Kara being like a cat in being very "I want you-I want you not" 😉😉😂😂

Awwww 😍😍😍 HappyGoLucky!Mon and Grumpy!Dragon 😍😍😍 I didn't know I needed this till you brought it up, but I dooooo😍😭😍😭😍😭😍😭

🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️🙈

You guess?😂😂

Ohhhh, you're really hyping me now, I'M SO EXCITED!😍😍 And lol, I hate her anyway, I doubt I can hate her anymore than I already do😅🙈 But uff, now you have me really worried for Mon-Mon again🙈🙈🙈😭 But, aww, we get a flashback?😱😍😍

Ohhh, Viking AND magical?!?! Are you trying to kill me with AWESOMENESS?!?😱😱😱😍😍😍😍😍 (I've been thinking about Viking versions of them all day thanks to you and holy crap, how badass would ShieldMaiden!Kara (kinda like Lagartha from Vikings?) be?!😍😍 I kinda wanna even draw that now😂😂)

Uhmm... Uhm... *Innocently brushes of some non-existent dirt and whistles a random tune* ...I...might have been too busy to do more than think about stuff?🙈😅 I'm still undecided on how in-depth to make "Vergissmeinnicht" 🤷🏻‍♀️😅🙈 Not sure I wanna force myself to rewatch every episode of Season 3, sooo...🙈🙈 I might also be procrastinating a bit?🙈🙈🙈

Yeah, surviving is tiring enough 😉😂

XXX

well, touching grass would be dangerous then, you know, poops.

And I was right, lol, but at least they had a wonderful day together xD

Well, you would read and the write, and download the updates once per week. Sounds good.

Sure, you say that, but that ghost that is hovering around you says something different ==' nah, pleaseeeeeeeeeeee, downloaded, my and my drawning skills

Ok, so the songs. I forgot to mention that my karamel songs work for me in two categories: 1) I feel like I want to write a fic for that song and 2)make a fan vid with karamel clips in my head while the songs is playing

"Love Story" by Taylor Swift - well, I cannot make myself interact with her music, even if it's for fics or AMVs, sorry xD one exception, Safe and Sound!

"Just a Dream" by Nelly - wow, hip hop with actual music? O.o nice in general, just... angsty?

Wings" by Birdy - nostalgic? Works for me

"Flashlight" by Jessie J -nice.

Hold on" by Chord Overstreet, - yeah, i see that TT

"Stand by You" by Rachel Platten - didn't expect gospel choir xD

"Never let me Go by Florence+the Maschine,- hmn, youtube says I already see the vid, so probably LW sent me this as a karamel song too xD

"Arcade" by Duncan Lorence, - did you just… send me naked dude? XDDD I didn;t see this coming too, lol. But a ncie song

"Lovely" by Billie Ellish, I think this is teh first time I was listening to Ellish and well, nice violin at the beginning?

"Carry You" and "War of Hearts" by Ruelle - ooooh, nice, and I already have some km ideas circling in my head

Zella Day "East of Eden" and "Compass" (hypnotic I already know, I think I have seen a fan vid for my other fave ship) - cool, she has an unique voice

"Infinity" by James Young - song for a Mxy ep? XD

-"The Night We Met" by Lord Huron - depressing xD but fitting, unfortuntelly

"Northern Downpour" by Panic!At the Disco - I think this is the first time I listen to their song too xD nice

"Atlantis" by Seafret - i was too distracted by the… awesome vid to focus on connection with karamel, sorry xD but… just wanted to point out that onec again this song is ANGSTY - i see a pattern, mate =='

"Shattered" by Trading Yesterday - angst…. again?

-"Die for you" by Starset - nice, i can see putting it into some angsty karamel fan vid… oh look, angst again!

"I found" by Amber Run - reminds me a little of RHODES and Your Soul, so yep

-"I see you" by Leona Lewis - I think I know her Bleeding Love? and ohh, song from avatar.

Yeah, that's Kara.

MAYBE I will write it. I need some big dramas for the background noise and so far I don't have them figured out, so.. And firstly I need to finish other projects =='

Well, I was thinking about Mon-El bieng The Watcher Of The Dead, some dude who helps the souls go to afterlife, someone who is bascially feared, becasue you know, DEATH, BODIES and a crow who listens to him. As for Kara, she stays with her cousins in different village that is attacked by Mon's people and accidentally she is defeated by him (she loses concious and wakes up as his slave - you know, smiliar in Vikings era, just for a year). And she is pissed off, because she is shield maiden and a cool warrior and now she needs to take care of his house that is remoted and some crazy grandpa (loves to walks naked with a chicken on his shoulder). But well, Mon is in danger, someone wants to kill him, big drama, she saves his ass but then he takes her back to her family and... i have of course a km ending aka once per year the people can get married, but for a shield maiden, she can marry a guy who defeats her in a fight and... things happen.

Let me say - MHM =='

As for Definitely... holy crap it seems I will need another chapter, kill me TT

Ok, so more songs for you.

Memories by Within Temptation (yes, i love them)

Through The Ghost by Shinedown

Roses and Carnival of Rust by Poets of the fall

Breathe by off Verona

Un break my heart by Toni Braxton (because ANGSTTTT)

Kiri by Monoral

Love me again by John Newman (as a perfect song for them when they meet AND STAY together again)

Energize me by After Forever.

Chasing Twisters by Delta Rae (EP version)

That's for now, more incoming (evil laugh)

If you celebrate it, Happy Easter Friend! :) If not, happy weekend ;D

#anons #my fam

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