I saw this Tik tok edit of Max Lord with “Money money money” by Abba and I just can’t stop think about him absolutely railing me in an obnoxiously expensive setting like a hotel golden bathtub or something like that 🥵

Bubble Bath [Maxwell Lord x F! Reader] SMUT

Rating: 18+

Warnings: unprotected p in v, creampie, bath sex (?), hardcore railing, slight degradation from Max, male masturbation

Masterlist

You sat on the edge of the gold engraved bathtub, slushing your hand in the warm water to check the temperature. It was one of those rare occasions where you'd decided to join Maxwell on one of his business trips. You hated being without him, and you'd always wanted to see Italy, so it sounded like the perfect opportunity.

You ditched your short silk robe, letting the flimsy material fall to the ground, and relished the way the hot thick air made your skin sticky before you dipped your toes into the water. Little did you know, Maxwell was in the other room, laying on your hotel suite bed, lazily jerking off. He had gotten hard from the little make out session you had earlier, but once you saw the time, you told him you had to stop and get ready for your dinner reservations. You encouraged him to do the same, even picking out his tux for him before you went into the bathroom. He'd get ready, sure, but he had to sort this out first.

His eyes fluttered shut as his fingers curled around the base of his cock, pumping it to the thought of you in the bath. He groaned, imagining you washing your body, your slick wet hands soaping up every inch of your skin. He wished he was in there with you, helping you out. Washing you. Any excuse to touch you— touch every part of you. He wanted to let his hands slide over your perfect breasts, squeeze them, pinch them. He wanted to rub your tummy and kneed his fingers into your hips.

Just then, his eyes snapped open as he had a bright idea. Why couldn't he do that? He heard the faucet in the bathroom stop running, indicating the bathtub was full and you were about to go in. Still holding his erection in his hand, he shuffled out of bed and stepped out of his pants. Padding over to the door, he was grateful to realise you hadn't even locked it.

Dirty little slut. He thought. You want this.

He chuckled darkly, pushing the door open and immediately spotting you brush your teeth at the sink. His eyes were fixated on your body. You were beautiful, and you were all his. He quietly stalked over to you, before abruptly wrapping his big arms around you causing you to squeal in shock. "Maxie!" you exclaimed, a little bit of toothpaste dribbling onto your lip. Maxwell chuckled and wiped it away with his thumb.

His large hands navigated down to your tummy, his rock hard member pressing against the curve of your ass as he pressed hot, wet kisses down your neck and along your shoulder. "Baby, what are you doing?" you mumbled, your eyes fluttered shut in delight as he slid his tongue across your wet sticky skin. His touch was blissful and you felt your cunt begin to ache with need for him.

"Feel this?" he asked, his voice deep and gravely. He brushed his erection between the inside of your thighs, leaving a small trail of his leaked precum along your skin. It was enough for your to feel, that's for sure. You were unable to escape the uncontrollable moan that left your lips.

"Shit, I do," you whimpered as you realised how hard he actually was. "One second, I gotta spit."

"You don't spit anything." he growled, his large hand finding your neck and experimentally squeezing.

"Mm-Maxie," you whined, rinsing the toothbrush and placing it on the edge of the sink. "It's toothpaste." you giggled sheepishly. A small 'oh' left his mouth. You spat into the sink, rinsed it away, took a sip of water, and turned yourself back to your boyfriend. "You need me to take care of you?" you cooed, pressing a chaste kiss to his lips and letting your hands fall down to his cock. You let your thumb sweep over the head of his manhood, collecting anymore of his precum from his slit before bringing it up to your mouth and sucking with contentment.

He felt his cock twitch just from the sight of you sucking on your thumb. He wished he could just ruthlessly fuck your pretty mouth and cum all over your face. And you'd take it like the greedy little thing you were. But he didn't have all the time in the world and you both still had to get ready.

"Get into the tub." He commanded, pointing his ring clad finger to the filled up bath.

"Maxie, I was gonna go down on you." you explained, fluttering your eyelashes seductively.

"Later, we don't have time," he Max told you. You obliged, walking over to the bathtub and swaying your hips. He gave your ass a spanking, seeing right through your dirty action. "I wanna fuck you in the tub." He announced, pulling off his undershirt so he, like you, was completely naked.

You climbed into the tub and he followed suit, immediately pinning you against the tiled wall. He held your arms up in the air and you rubbed your ass against him with desperation. "Isn't this like, a slip risk?" you asked, but any concern you might've had was immediately brushed away by Maxwell nibbling at your skin.

"I've got you," he promised, pushing the blunt head of his cock against your dripping wet folds. He moaned as he felt just how aroused you were. "I'm gonna rail you so hard baby girl, you aren't gonna be able to walk to dinner."

"You'll have to carry me then," you purred, tossing your head back against his shoulder as he pushed himself inside you. He doubled back, waiting a few moments, before once again seating his full, thick girth inside your warm pussy. It felt a haven to him.

"So perfect sweet girl," he praised, letting you adjust to his length. "You take my cock so well."

You felt your walls clench around him at the appraisal. He knew the compliments and words of affirmation from him were the key to your heart. Your breasts were pressed against the white tile and you unapologetically began to pinch your hardening nipples as Maxwell began to set up a pace.

"Fuck Max," you hissed as he built up his rhythm. He started out slow, making sure not to hurt you, but then gently built himself up, working himself into you harder and faster. No matter what, he was always consistent. He pulled your legs apart slightly and thrusted upwards, his cock hitting your g-spot. You let out a scream, and immediately felt your cheeks heating up hoping that your hotel neighbors hadn't overheard. Maxwell on the other hand wanted them to hear. If he could have it his way, he'd want the whole world to know how good of a fuck he was.

"Right there?" he asked almost condescendingly, thrusting upwards again and hitting your sweet spot. "Oh you like that don't you?" he chuckled. "I can feel it. Such a good little hole taking me like this in the tub huh."

Pearls of sweat laced along your collarbones as he kept you steady, and despite him absolutely railing you in the bathtub, you knew you could trust him to keep tight a hold of you and not let you fall. His large biceps always made you feel safe. He was so strong, and you loved him so much. As his speed increased, the both of you were so lost in the coital haze you hadn't even notice the water spilling out of the tub and pooling onto the ground.

"I'm close princess," Maxwell gasped, nuzzling his head into the crook of your neck. You reached a hand into his damp hair, tugging on it. You knew how much he liked it, and it only stirred him on. "Cum on my cock. Come on baby girl, I know you can do it." he encouraged, another loud groan escaping his lips as his hips snapped into yours.

"Mm Maxie, more," you whined and Maxwell bit down on your skin.

"Oh, more? You always were greedy," he chuckled, bringing his hand down to your clit. He began to swirl his thumb into perfect, tight little circles. You felt your thighs shake and your legs felt like they were going to cave in. Your climax was about to wash over you and you knew it.

"Sh- shit Max!" you cried as he continued to fondle with your clit and fuck his way harder into your pussy.

"On the count of three, we cum at the same time." He commanded, not stopping his movements once. You couldn't even reply, instead breathlessly nodding your head in agreement. "Three, two, one- ah!"

Your walls gripped his cock like a vice and he felt his balls tighten as he pushed his final thrust into you. You came undone beneath him, your entire body shaking in ecstasy as you felt his warm seed spill inside of you. Neither of you said a word. He kept you still pinned against the wall, pressing gentle and affectionate kisses into your back. He let himself soften inside of you before finally slipping out. You groaned at the lost feeling of fullness. He turned you around so he could kiss your lips. "I love you." he confessed, with a helpless shrug of his shoulders.

"I love you too." you smiled, gazing into his honey brown eyes.

"Come on, quicker we get to dinner, quicker we can come back to the hotel room for dessert." he winked and you felt your tummy erupt into a frenzy of butterflies. He really was the love of your life.

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🎉1.5k Lyric Challenge Celebration🎉

Another milestone…where do I even start? I never expected to gain such love and support for my writing. I genuinely appreciate my mutuals, my followers, and the people just scrolling by and leaving a heart. It means so much. So, to celebrate, I’m hosting my first ever writing challenge!!! I want to show case creative writers on my blog. Anyone can participate and anything goes. The rules and directions are posted below!

Rules

Please choose a lyric below! The lyric does not have to be included in your story, it can be, but it’s not mandatory. The only thing that is mandatory is that you base your story off the words. If you want to listen to the song and get a vibe, you’re more than welcome to. Or, just take the lyric and run with it. It doesn’t have to go with the song.

As I said up top. Anything goes. You can make your story as vanilla or as kinky as you like! I included plenty of diverse lyrics that can be used as smut or fluff. Some lyrics are definitely raunchier than others…as you’ll see😉

Your story can include any au (ex. abo, mob boss, monster, stepdad, rockstar, roommates, greek myths), any kink (ex. spitting, voyeur, choking, praise, degradation, crying), and any trope (ex. innocent!readerxdark!character, enemies to lovers, friends with benefits, soul mates)

It can be as dark as you want or as light as you want. Just use appropriate warnings!

The characters you can choose from are any Seb Stan character, any C. Evans character, Sam Wilson, Loki Laufeyson, Natasha Romanoff, Yelena Belova, and Wanda Maximoff

Once you choose your character and lyric, please send me a message telling me which ones you’re using! I want each person to use a different lyric, but the same characters can be used more than once.

The lyrics already taken will be marked out. If all get taken, I will add more.

You can use two characters if you wish to do so! Either with the reader or without. (ex. Ransom Drysdale x Charles Blackwood or Nat x Wanda)

If you’re comfortable writing for real people, you’re more than welcome to write for Sebastian Stan or Chris Evans

Your story can be as long or as short as you wish! If you feel it gets the point across, that’s all that matters.

Make sure to tag me in your story! I’ll be reading and sharing each one. There will be a masterlist of the stories I receive.

The due date is September 15th

Most importantly, have fun with it! I can’t wait to see what my fellow writers come up with❤️

Lyrics

I just hope you see me in a little better light, do you think it's easy being of the jealous kind? - To Be So Lonely by Harry Styles

My sweet love, won’t you pull me through? - Trouble by Cage The Elephant

I got a man, but I want you - You Right by Doja Cat ft The Weeknd

He’s fucking me I’ve got demons in my head - Demons by Hayley Kiyoko

You been a bad kitty, Imma spank that - So Pretty by Reyanna Maria ft Tyga

Beware the devil woman, she's gonna get you - Devil Woman by Cliff Richard

Rub your crotch, let’s let them watch - Make U Cum by Ayesha Erotica

Maybe fake love is better than feeling lonely - Better Than Feeling Lonely by Olivia O’Brein

Rather see you in a hearse than see you with some other bitch - Rodeo by Lil Nas X ft Cardi B

I’m in love, I’m alive, I belong to the stars and sky - Real Love Baby by Father John Misty

Can’t teach an old dog new tricks, but I can teach an old bitch how to suck dick - Little While by Sada Baby ft Big Sean & Hit-Boy

Cause I'm not real enough without you - You Make Me Real by The Doors

Baby, I'm a bad boy I might hurt you - Asshole by hooligan chase

Damn my foolish eyes, cause that man’s lesson had a price - The Devil Wears a Suit and Tie by Colter Wall

And it’s not your fault I can’t be what you need - Angels Like You by Miley Cyrus

I'm tired of looking at your pictures wanna be up in your face - Magic In The Hamptons by Social House ft Lil Yachty

She's really got a magical spell and it's working so well that I can't get away - Love Grows by Edison Lighthouse

Without you, all things right would feel so wrong - Can’t Imagine by Shawn Mendes

I can only take so much of you all at one time, because too much of you's just too much to swallow sometimes - Never Love Again by Eminem

I dunno what you’ve done to me but I know this much is true, I wanna do bad things with you - Bad Things by Jace Everett 

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The Originals 3x01-3x08 Review

So I watched TVD during quarantine last year, and even though I swore to never watch another Julie Plec show again, I’m watching TO! I thought I’d share my thoughts, let people read my clueless predictions or my feelings about Klamille. You can find my reviews of S1 and S2 on my blog.

3x01

FLASHBACK: Loving Kol’s sass

FLASHBACK: Klaus’s face when Elijah reminds everyone of their vow…my heart

Looks like Freya’s officially part of the family!! I’m happy for her

Love that Elijah spars with Marcel 

But I do feel bad that Hayley can’t see Hope

I love that Klaus’s therapy sessions with Cami aren’t helping AT ALL

Seems like Klamille is developing…OH MY GOD, HE’S SHOWING HER HIS ART, I’M FANGIRLING SO HARD RN

YAY VINCENT AND CAMI ARE STILL HANGING OUT 

Oh god…at least warn Cami that she’s about to see a gory dead body 

PLEASE DO NOT FIGHT IN FRONT OF THE BABY

FLASHBACK: Lucien can clearly think quickly on his feet 

OH SHIT, LUCIEN’S BACK IN NOLA…LOOKS LIKE THINGS ARE ALREADY GETTING MESSY

Uh oh…looks like someone’s fighting back against Davina

So is Klaus gonna feed on that art critic later

DID THOSE MEN JUST SAY THAT HALF A DOZEN WOLVES DIED?! Those poor people

FLASHBACK: So Lucien has a backstory…and some good motivations 

Lucien watching Klaus and Cami talking…probably not a good sign 

Freya’s out partying and honestly I love that for her, she should have some fun

WHEN WERE VAMPIRES SO FOCUSED ON THEIR OWN SIRELINE?! 

HOLY SHIT ELIJAH JUST THREW A FKN GUN INTO SOMEONE’S CHEST 

I honestly have no idea who’s committing these murders…maybe it’s a witch?? 

Lucien’s speaking facts ngl…Klaus is supposed to be this big bad but he’s sulking about family drama

AWWW VINCENT AND MARCEL ARE SPARRING

Cami’s spitting facts, she gets to dictate her time…girl, there’s no need to apologize!

OH MY GOD KLAUS PAINTED HER OHHH

EW, WHY IS LUCIEN MAKING HIMSELF LOOK LIKE THE JOKER

3x02

Elijah in a suit, carrying around Hope…god that’s hot

Davina wants Hayley to kill someone?! That’s it?! I expected some more conditions ngl 

Searching for Hayley instead of tending to your dead, Jackson?! Not alpha material

CAMI’S SO SMART FOR RESEARCHING LUCIEN, THAT’S MY GIRL

Elijah and Lucien meeting!! 

OMG THERE’S A SIRELINE BOUNDARY SPELL, THAT’S KINDA WILD

LOOKS LIKE LUCIEN GOT A WEREWOLF BITE

Why do I have a bad feeling about that detective

Idk Klaus…I think a TINY part of you is worried for Hayley…maybe it’s just my Klayley feels coming out

CAN SOMEONE COMPEL THIS NOSY DETECTIVE PLS

WHY DIDN’T HAYLEY JUST VAMP AWAY FROM KARA’S BODY?! 

Ok, usually TVDU writers are good at building up conflict/villains, but this whole sireline war just came out of nowhere??

DAVINA…YOU KILLED A MOTHER…jfc, NOLA politics are so messy

Why did Freya and Jackson kinda have chemistry…I definitely don’t ship it but I felt their energy 

VERY INTERESTING, LUCIEN CURED HIS OWN WEREWOLF BITE!!

HOPE SAW KLAYLEY FIGHTING…THIS LITTLE FAMILY SCENE…I CAN’T DESCRIBE MY FEELINGS, THERE’S JUST SOMETHING ABOUT IT

Marcel’s right…Davina pulled a Klaus, no doubt about that 

Well, at least Davina actually shows remorse for her actions

I don’t understand, how did the pack get ripped away from their families when they were going to leave NOLA in the first place?? Is it just that Klaus attacked the wolves with Hayley specifically??

Idk about Haylijah anymore…I feel for Elijah but watching their scenes was just eh

Looks like Davina’s got another enemy 

Really, Hayley, you missed Jackson?! It was literally just a few hours, chill

Ah yes, the totally platonic act of watching your baby mama kiss her significant other…and cracking your glass from too much force 

Ew, what is this detective doing with Cami? 

LOOKS LIKE FREYA’S TAKING A LOOK AT THIS PROPHECY

Why is Aurora in a monastery?? 

Tristan’s heading to NOLA!! I’m sure nothing good will come from this

3x03

FLASHBACK: Yikes…I kinda feel bad for Lucien 

FLASHBACK: WAIT WAIT WAIT, KLAUS AND AURORA ARE HOOKING UP WHILE SHE’S IN PRAYER?! That’s kinda funny

FLASHBACK: I’m not loving the incest vibes between Aurora and Tristan…technically she’d be married off at like 12 

ELIJAH SAID I’LL FORGIVE YOU…SIKE, NOT GONNA HAPPEN LMAOO

The police has Lucien at the station?! What do they think they can do to that man?! 

NOLA’s a party city, Hayley…not exactly a place for families lol

Wow, I guess Marcel really didn’t want to hear that offer from Aya 

So I’m guessing that detective knows nothing about vampires 

LOOKS LIKE CAMI AND LUCIEN ARE ABOUT TO TALK 

Also, I need to acknowledge how pretty Leah Pipes looks in this episode

FLASHBACK: JUST COMPEL TRISTAN, KLAUS 

FLASHBACK: OH DAMN, TRISTAN FIGURED OUT THE MIKAELSONS ARE VAMPIRES, DUDE IS CLEARLY SMART AF 

FLASHBACK: well now I know why Lucien cuts his mouth 

LMAOO I LOVE THAT VINCENT AND CAMI DON’T CARE ABOUT LUCIEN’S SOB STORY

Marcel, just hear Aya’s offer?? It’s not a contract

Elijah and Klaus feeding on the seer, that’s kinda hot…just switch out Klaus for Stefan

HAYLEY, BEAT JACKSON’S ASS, HE’S A WEAKLING

OH WAIT…THINGS ARE GETTING KINDA HOT WITH JAYLEY 

Well, they’re about to have sex…ok then

FLASHBACK: WOW…I CAN’T BELIEVE LUCIEN DIED JUST LIKE THAT

LOL I love that Elijah already found Marcel and Aya 

TRISTAN IS OFFICIALLY IN NOLA…I’m probably gonna hate him

WHY THE COLD ATTITUDE TOWARDS MARCEL, ELIJAH 

Why can’t Klaus just compel the truth out of Lucien

Ok, so far the new characters are fine but this sireline war thing is not that impressive 

Klaus is literally just being a stay-at-home dad, chill out Tristan 

Bro, we’ve already done the Klaus needs to be stopped storyline! We get it, no one likes him

FLASHBACK: well, thank god Lucien popped back up right before being burned

Klaus, what do you have planned

Klaus looks so hurt at not being forgiven by Elijah, but he’s not taking the necessary steps to actually earn it?? Like send Hayley some flowers or a fruit-basket

OH…AURORA’S HEADING TO NOLA TOO 

3x04

Marcel going on a run…I approve

Wow, I didn’t realize that the Strix had their own merchandise

…did Aya explain what the Strix does?? I don’t remember hearing about this society

I’M ACTUALLY LAUGHING, HAYLEY SAYING SHE’S PART OF THE FAMILY TO ELIJAH…WHERE WAS THIS ATTITUDE BEFORE, HAYLEY 

Freya doing yoga while Klaus is bitching, I love it

Oh joy, Lucien lost the seer, Alexis 

Lucien’s talking to Freya now…they’re already sorta flirting, I dig it

Oh god, Phoebe Tonkin looks really pretty in that red dress 

I wonder if the Strix would ever try to recruit Stefan…I feel like they’d want the Ripper as part of their group

WHY IS ELIJAH TALKING SO OPENLY ABOUT WHY HE HATES THE STRIX…ALL OF THEM HAVE ENHANCED HEARING JFC

Klaus is already plotting, well I expected no less

OMG, MARCEL’S RING IS GONE

MARCEL LOOKS SO LOST, AWW BABY

Tristan is kinda slimy, but that’s probably the point

Marcel’s right, Elijah shouldn’t have to boss him around

There’s tension between Tristan and Hayley and I don’t like it

Did Alexis pass the prophecy to Freya, or just show it to her???

OH GOD, MARCEL HAS TO FIGHT MOHINDER

These vampires may be strong and forceful, but none of them have the guts to work in retail or with kids. Now that takes real strength 

HAYLEY DID HELP OUT MARCEL, I KNEW IT, YES GIRL

Wow, some society. Seems more like a cult if u ask me 

JUST HEAL MARCEL, KLAUS. STOP BEING A DRAMA QUEEN

Oh no, poor Alexis…she seemed kinda cool 

Elijah was clearly the alpha in that meeting with Tristan

Kind of a sweet Haylijah conversation

The Klaus and Freya relationship is kinda cute

Why does Elijah talking about Tristan to Hayley sound kinda…sexual 

AURORA’S IN NOLA…also the writers gotta stop giving me incest vibes with her and Tristan

3x05

FLASHBACK: CLAIRE HOLT’S BACK, HELLO QUEEN

FLASHBACK: Klaus and Aurora are ok…I don’t find them particularly compelling

I absolutely love the Vincent and Cami friendship

FLASHBACK: So how has Klaus been hiding his relationship with Aurora from Tristan?

KLAUS HAS OFFICIALLY REUNITED WITH AURORA, THINGS ARE ABOUT TO GET HEAVY 

Wow, so scary that the Mikaelsons have screwed over each other in the past. Aurora, find a better way to cause trouble

FLASHBACK: I like that Klaus and Aurora can actually be honest with each other, it’s cute

I KNEW AS SOON AS AURORA SAID SHE WANTED TO PROTECT HER SIRE THAT IT WAS REBEKAH

HAHAHA TRISTAN THINKS AURORA WOULD COME TO HIM FIRST?! SIKE U LITTLE BITCH 

Not even surprised that Lucien knew Cami was tailing him 

These NOLA celebration names are so dumb, a holiday called “fête de cadeaux,” do the writers know how stupid that sounds to someone who knows French 

So, Klaus…are you falling for Aurora’s words 

He kissed her back, so it kinda seems like he did

FLASHBACK: Idk how to feel about Klaus being heartbroken by Aurora…I mean it’s sad, but not particularly moving

FLASHBACK: WOW, IS ELIJAH GETTING JEALOUS ABOUT KLAUS BEING CLOSER TO AURORA?!

FLASHBACK: SO ELIJAH COMPELLING AURORA WAS BASICALLY WARRANTED. It’s just Mikaelsons getting even 

So the “big secret” is out, and it’s underwhelming. Next time, pull Mikael back in and then I’ll be interested

LOOKS LIKE ELIJAH’S STARTING TO SNIFF OUT TRISTAN AND LUCIEN’S PLANS

I’m glad Hayley’s free of Klaus’s old curse

FUCK NO, CAMI’S UNDER ARREST?! KLAUS, GO BREAK OUT YOUR GIRL  

I’M SO FUCKING MADD, SOMEONE GO SAVE CAMI RIGHT NOW

I’m on Elijah’s side. Klaus is spouting ABSOLUTE bullshit, he’s not a victim here 

3x06

I wonder if Hope has just been chilling inside her crib while all this shit is going on

AWW I LOVE THAT FREYA PROJECTED TO HANG OUT WITH REBEKAH  

AND I’M HAPPY THAT REBEKAH’S STILL FINDING A WAY TO REVIVE KOL

OH SHIT, EVA SINCLAIR’S BODY IS OFFICIALLY DEAD 

What a fight between Klaus and Elijah…very vicious 

I love that Klaus and Elijah are just hanging out, bloodied and bruised in the dining room

THAT STUPID DETECTIVE REALLY THINKS HE CAN PROTECT CAMI?! LMAOO 

OH SHIT, LUCIEN JUST KIDNAPPED CAMI

THAT IS MESSED UP, FORCING AURORA, TRISTAN AND LUCIEN TO PLAY DECOYS

LOOKS LIKE FREYA REALIZED SOMETHING’S UP WITH REBEKAH

CAN I HAVE THE KLAMILLE CONTENT BACK PLEASE

OH HELL, NO ONE KNOWS CAMI’S GONE

I’m gonna miss Eva…Maisie did a great job as Rebekah

I like Lucien’s attitude (villain-wise, human decency is just not there lol)

COME ON REBEKAH, YOU CAN BEAT AYA, I BELIEVE IN U

YES FREYA, SAVE UR LITTLE SISTER

I’m SO BORED with Klaus and Aurora

NOOO…Rebekah won’t be able to save Kol…

STOP BEATING UP MY MAN MARCEL, ELIJAH

WHAT DOES TRISTAN WANT WITH DAVINAA

Oh no…Rebekah’s about to suffer 

Well now I feel kinda bad about that detective

Poor Cami has just been put through a lot this past episode

What is Aurora’s game here??? 

3x07

Klaus definitely doesn’t seem to be in the mood for sex

Nevermind, I spoke too soon

Is Jackson just sitting at home, babysitting Hope?? 

TRISTAN AND AURORA ARE FINALLY MEETING UP AGAIN 

What’s in the envelopes, Aurora

So Cami’s fate rests with Lucien…

Hayley did keep Hope safe but so did Rebekah??? Jackson, just shut up 

Wait a second…I think I like Lucien and Aurora 

Diabolical Elijah is so attractive…Klaus is getting more hot too

I appreciate that Marcel wants to help Davina but she’s a grown woman, she can make her own choices

KLAUS FOUND OUT CAMI’S BEEN KIDNAPPED, HE LOOKS PISSED AND I LOVE IT

This thanksgiving dinner is already getting tense

I still have NO idea why there’s a sireline war, the Salvatores didn’t even know who their Mikaelson sire were for 150 years. It’s not like vampires get an ID card that says which Mikaelson is their sire

Davina’s starting to sound A LOT like Klaus… 

OH MY GOD…VINCENT SET UP DAVINA…MY JAW LITERALLY DROPPED

OH GREAT, REBEKAH’S HANGING OUT WITH SHARKS AND CRABS AT THE BOTTOM OF THE OCEAN. KLAUS, TEAR AURORA APART 

Aurora’s jealous of Cami and I like it 

OH YES, I’M LOOKING FORWARD TO KLAUS “TALKING” TO TRISTAN 

Yikes…Marcel agreed to having Davina lose her position as regent? I mean, she deserved some kind of consequences but not to be blindsided 

Out of the three “villains,” I like Lucien the best

OH YES, FREYA AND HAYLEY ARE TEAMING UP AGAINST AURORA

Ohh, the coordinates were in the envelopes

Yeah, Aurora, Klaus betrayed u for Rebekah. You thought that you could match the klebekah chemistry?? U tried bitch 

OH GOD, AURORA’S MEETING CAMI

Yikes…Hayley missed thanksgiving dinner with Jackson and Hope

Oh shit…Elijah’s realizing that the prophecy still stands

3x08

Seems that Aurora’s levelling the playing field with Klaus by using Cami

Finally a Hope sighting! 

Ok, what exactly are Aurora’s mental health issues here??? 

So apparently she’s bipolar, but why is that a reason to keep her locked up in a monastery?

AYA’S CATCHING ON TO MARCEL’S PLANS

RIGHTT, I FORGOT THAT THE STRIX WOULD COME FOR TRISTAN

Oh yea, Marcel has a tough choice to make

What’s going on with the Crescent pack now? Are they just chilling out??

Looks like Cami is hitting the marks with getting Aurora where it hurts

Urgh, I do not love the implication of Aurora’s mind being “damaged”

Totally saw it coming that Klaus would snap Lucien’s neck 

I actually never thought about that…the three “villains” are strong like the Originals, considering they were turned not long after the Mikaelsons

It makes sense that Finn and Tristan were acquaintances, considering they’re both annoying

If the writers are trying to get me to see Cami’s “dark side,” she didn’t do anything wrong. SHE BEATS ABUSERS AND THAT’S QUEEN SHIT

Oh Aurora, I would not say that Cami or Klaus are “drawn” to each other’s darkness 

I love the way Elijah fights…he wasn’t wrong about it being like a rhythm 

YAY MARCEL’S A DOUBLE-AGENT

OH SHIT, THE GYM MEMBERS ARE WAKING UP AND THEY’VE TRANSITIONED 

STARTING TO FEEL LIKE KLAUS AND AURORA’S RELATIONSHIP IS COMING TO AN END 

OH MY GOD HE WENT OFF ON HER, HER HEART IS BROKEN  

Thank god he got the coordinates though 

Aurora’s probably gonna go way off the rails now

OH YES KLAMILLE HUGGED, MY HEART IS RESTORED, MY SKIN IS CLEARING UP ALREADY 

ELIJAH, STOP DOUBTING MARCEL. YOUR ATTITUDE TOWARDS HIM IS ANNOYING ME

Marcel is making valid points about the Strix needing to be loyal…too bad it’s a little hypocritical lmao 

OOH, SO ELIJAH AND KLAUS ARE MOVING IN ON REBEKAH’S LOCATION, I LIKE IT 

I think Lucien showed up to comfort Aurora…

I don’t think Cami really has a dark side?? whatever the writers want me to see, it’s not showing 

Interesting, let’s see what Freya and Finn have to say to each other

3x09-3x16 review coming soon! Please, DO NOT POST SPOILERS OR HATE COMMENTS. I don’t expect people to agree with my opinions, but being rude is not going to get me to change mine. I haven’t seen the show before, my opinions are probably going to change over time as I keep watching. If you want longer notes on any of the episodes, opinions on a TO ship, my overall thoughts on S1 or S2; please ask or message me, I’d be happy to share them.

A  Life So Changed (SC Titanic, Zetta x Adele Series, Ch. 15)

So, folks, here’s the new chapter of the series. Thank you so much for your support, hope you enjoy it!

Little disclaimer-favor: especially since the tags don’t seem to be working anymore, if you do enjoy it, please consider supporting the author & sharing this. A little gesture that means a lot!

Also, this chapter contains reference to THIS FIC I wrote about James and Zetta inevitable confrontation not showed in the original book.

Word Count: 2000+

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Zetta x Adele Series Tag: @eternal-langdon​ @nydeiri​

➡️ Ch. 1, Ch. 2/1, Ch. 2/2, Ch. 3, Ch. 4, Ch. 5, Ch. 6, Ch. 7, Ch. 8/1, Ch. 8/2, Ch. 9, Ch. 10/1, Ch. 10/2, Ch. 11/1, Ch. 11/2, Ch. 12, Ch. 13, Ch. 14

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What follows that night is a feverish dream. The following months flow in a haze as days blend into each other. New York, my apartment...all is familiar yet ever distant. As if I'm back home and somewhere far away simultaneously. I'm here and I'm not here.

Moving on is tougher than I could have possibly imagined. Sabine and Richard take care of me with tender compassion, doubling their usual efforts: it's heartwarming, truly. It leaves me wondering what I have ever done right in my life to deserve such adoration and, most importantly, affection because it's genuine concerned affection what I see in their eyes when our eyes meet. Sabine immediately added a newfound touch of sweetness to her proverbial efficiency and joins me at the breakfast table more often these days: sometimes it happens that I am not in the mood for talking and we sit together in complete silence. At first it made me nervous but my little Napoleon doesn't seem to mind: she would offer me a smile and gesture to the coffee pot or the plate filled with slices of my favourite bread and my nervousness melts away replaced by a sense of comfort. Richard visits me more than usual and invites me to join him for a walk at Central Park: "you always say how much you love that place, let's go together...it will do you good" he suggests, smiling sheepishly and offering me his arm. Just like Sabine, he doesn't mind that at times I fall quiet and melancholy takes over me. He would gently stroke my hand resting on his arm and keep walking at my side. One day, as I took a seat on a bench, he picked a flower, a gorgeous little daisy, and pinned it to my hat. He smiled at me and gave my hand an encouraging squeeze before taking a seat beside me. He's surprisingly sweet, sweeter than I deserve, and more mature than I thought when we first met. Richard never once mentioned nor complained about James. He would have every reason and right to question me about him after the secret letters my nephew sent him, asking for money. He never did: the day after our arrival, he even asked his friend John to make sure Mr. Eisler and his valet were safe in their New York apartment. Richard is probably waiting for the moment I'm ready to have that conversation. How could I never be ready for it? Yet, I must, I must confront my nephew: what he did is too hurtful and serious not to come with harsh consequences. Before I send a note to James, I share with Richard my decision: as much as I have little desire to see him now, he's still family and I have at least a moral obligation to him, the old oath I made to Theresa, so I will grant him a generous monthly income. I will set a few conditions, which include no more letters or inappropriate requested to Richard and no more interferences with the marriage under the treat of a legal action from my lawyers. I explain my fiancée the hideous scheme my nephew planned, omitting some details, and I assure him that I was in the dark about the letters: I knew nothing about them and I'm deeply ashamed and sorry he went this far. Richard listens to me carefully and gives me a painful smile as he take my hand into his. "I knew, Zetta. I always knew and I didn't suspect you when I received them, not even for a split second" he sighs. "I trust you, my darling". He just worried about me and he is still concerned because as much as it pains him to say that, my nephew seems dangerous and he has no sympathy for him. I assure him we won't see him anytime soon: after what he did, the things between James and I will never be the same. I don't even know if I will ever be able to forgive him. I repeat the same words to Jaime a few days later and having such a conversation with him is one of the toughest thing in my whole life. I'm angry and disappointed as I speak, wounded in the deep yet tortured by the familiar affection refusing to die inside me. When he close the door behind him, full knowing I don't know when we will see each other again, my heart breaks and I fall sobbing on my knees. My little prince is gone. There is a big fuss in town about the Titanic hearings: American and British authorities are investigating the disaster and the White Star Line company is covered with shame. The hearings are held in New York at Waldorf-Astoria Hotel so I try to keep updated. I spoke to a committing magistrate too: he asked questions about that night to see if I could provide valuable information for the official investigation. It turned out I had none or at least very little to offer him, aside from reporting the questionable decision of lowering half-empty lifeboats and the stubborn refusal to go against it of many officers, like the one I yelled at on the deck. I sign my deposition, which adds up to many others he gathered since the inquiry started. I don't need to testimony at court, he said, he has tons of other witnesses reporting the same issue and he will just add my deposition to the documents to be sent to the judge. "You can go, thank you for your time, Miss Serda" he smiles, vigorously shaking my hand. He praises my heroism but I don't know what he's talking about. Apparently, other witnesses claimed that they owe me their life or saw me protesting on the deck. I'm no hero, I think as my mind runs to the young steward who stayed behind, down in the belly of the sinking ship to keep the light on and give us all a chance to survive. I think his name was Charlie. A few weeks after the beginning of the hearings, about the end of May, I receive a letter from Lucille. She hadn't hear from me since our arrival and she's worried about me, she writes. She had sent me letters but I answered none. She profusely apologises for not waiting for me as she promised but "they had no choice, the chaos was mounting": she hopes this won't be the end of our friendship. Hoping so, she renews her invitation: Richard and I will be her most welcome guests if we fancy joining her and Cosmo for dinner at their apartment whenever it suits us. I don't know how to feel about this. Under different circumstances, it would have filled with joy, maybe relief after all we've been through, now...now things are more complicated than that. Unlike me, Lucille and Cosmo were asked to appear at court during the hearings to verify certain details. They had been all over the press ever since the news spread and I wonder if I'm being a bad friend "abandoning" her in a time like this. The press predictably feasted and is still feasting over the disaster: tragic stories, eye catching headlines, shocking revelations, heartwarming and heartbreaking pictures from the pier: ça vien sans dire, the touching embrace between me and Richard - "reunited lovers" as the caption said - made it to the front page. As weeks went by, my brief appearance was replaced by the new scandal involving nothing less than the Duff-Gordons, not only my personal friends but also a couple of incredibly famous socialites. When I first read it, my heart sank while Richard declared himself disgusted by what journalists write these days. Rumor has it that Lucille, sitting with her husband and secretary on Lifeboat No. 1, commented to her Laura something like, "There is your beautiful nightdress gone" in the aftermath of the sinking. When the Titanic disappeared to the bottom of the sea and poor souls were freezing to death in the ocean, begging us on the lifeboats to come back and save them. I still hear their screams in my nightmares. There's more though: reportedly Cosmo had bribed the lifeboat's crew not to return to save swimmers out of fear the vessel would capsize; he handed checks to them on board of the Carpathia. But Lifeboat No. 1 was designed to carry 40 passengers. Only 12 people were on board when it was lowered unlike the one I was on, filled beyond its capacity. How could an half-empty boat capsize? They could have saved so many lives that night! The thought made my stomach turn to the point that I feel almost nothing when I see the pictures of them during the inquiry: Cosmo looking grim and tensed in his seat and Lucile dressed in black, a mourning dress with a veiled hats, entering the court. I know better than to trust rumours blindly...but I know them. I've known her for ages and, as much as it hurts to say, I can't completely rule out the possibility that for once the press was right. Maybe I'm wrong but I can't vouch for them this time. And doubt is an uncomfortable thing... The final report by the inquiry is more generous than me and clear their names, even if - I'm sure - the general public will be less forgiving. Anyway, Richard is quite fond of the couple, we will surely go visit them... I do not pretend to be fine after what happened on my birthday's night -the sinking, James' betrayal, but I can conceal. I know how to conceal, if need be, in public, in front of people who cannot understand. I'm an actress, a great actress after all. But I feel numb, a ghost of my usual self. During the day I try to keep myself busy. My renaissance requires hard work and commitment as well as a good plan. Sabine and Richard are excellent helpers: I need new projects to work on to make my comeback and an efficient daily schedule to prevent me from drowning in my sorrow. I may conceal it but I dread the time when I have nowhere to run and my mind races back to that memory that fills me with excruciating sadness and guilt. My sweet revolutionary. At night I drink sherry and write letters to Adele. They're passionate, melancholic, tearful. I throw them away in the morning: my words flow on the paper but they ring hollow in the daylight. I don't know what I am supposed to write her. What should I tell her? What could possibly excuse my silence as times go by? I wish I could speak freely what's inside my mind but it's unbelievably difficult. More than she deserves, probably. For some time I tried to convince myself that our little romance on the Titanic was mere attraction, a secret affair favoured by the circumstances: two women growing close, Adele's protectiveness, my heart susceptible to women's beauty and charm just like hers. We found each other and it happened. That's all. But her memory lingers, it never fades away. Never. She always finds a way back to me. At night or during the day, by accident. She's everywhere even if this isn't a place she belongs to. She's in the announcement of a referendum for women's suffrage in Michigan: I read the news and think how excited she must be about it. Maybe she knows it already but I feel a silly urgency to send her the page of the newspaper: your dream may come true after all, see, my love? She's in a gorgeous dress I see hanging on a mannequin in a boutique and I know would fit her perfectly. I have to refrain myself not to buy it and send it to her with a sweet note because I don't care if she needs it, I just want her to have it. She needs beautiful things in her life too. She's in a witty joke I hear in a fancy cafe: I laugh and turn towards Sabine to say "Oh Adele would love this humour" but words die in my throat. When I turn, my cheer has turned into a grimace. Adele isn't here. I don't even know her address here. The thought pains me. I could ask Sabine to find it, I could visit her...but I find myself wondering if it would be the better judgement. I'd give up half my fortune or even more to know about her, even just a quick update. Is she fine? Is she still hurting? Did she and her sister settle down safely? Does she have nightmares at night? She looked so defeated and forlorn on the Carpathia, it pains me to remember seeing the light in her eyes flicker. But maybe this way it will be easier for her to move on. To forget me, if that's what we must get to, no matter how much it hurts. Sometimes I drink myself to a stupor to break the spiral of such thoughts and I'm quite ashamed of myself when Sabine finds me like that in the morning. I mutter nonsense excuses I don't owe her - but I feel like do, she's not a maid, she's my friend - as I hold onto her since I can barely stand on my feet at times and I burst into tears whenever she says: "You have nothing to apologise for, Madam" I do, though. I should - no I must apologise to Adele and Hileni too for disappearing and abandoning them on that pier. I must tell Adele how things really are, how I miss her, it's unbearable... So it's no surprise then that when Richard announces me his idea to postpone the grifter story project I've been working on in favour of a new one, "an homage to the Titanic tragedy", my mind comes find her once again. The project is a wise mix of ambitious opportunism - the sinking is still the talk of the town and people will love it - and genuine concerns. He says I'll not only play the main heroine but also pick the subject, he will just help assessing the script but he wants me to be the one calling the shots on the story to tell. I believe he feels it might be somehow therapeutic for me, aside from the alluring detail of having the star Zetta Serda co-writing an announced success. I consider it for a while, but in the end I write down the Carrem sisters story. I'm fully aware that the picture will hardly be able to bring back to life what it truly happened, the grandeur and the terror. I'm experienced enough to know that the audience can take only that much of the tragedy: they wanna cry and say that they felt as if they were there but they would scream and leave the room if I showed them the truth. A giant ship collapsing in front of you, officers shooting to maintain orders, stewards stubbornly denying desperate passengers their only chance to jump on a lifeboat and to survive, the screams of those who floated in the chilly waters and the dreading silence that followed their unmerciful death. They will never take that much. On the contrary, they will likely enjoy the story of two sisters separated and reunited, prevailing over the impending tragedy threatening to kill them both. It's an heartwarming story with an happy ending and the right amount of pathos and hope. It's also the story of my love that I'm writing down on paper and hand to the posterity. When I present it to Richard, he loves it. He himself couldn't have found a better story, he says, barely containing his excitement. I explain quietly that it's a true story, I just changed the names in respect of the real protagonists of this story. I can only hope Adele won't hate me for this when she sees it. Hate me even more than she's probably doing right now, I frown. I can only hope she will understand.

50 Questions Tag

Tagged by the ever-radiant @sunshinesmilehobi (I totally didn’t forget to do this heh heh)

1. What takes too much of your time?

Sleep. I either need longer days or my flesh vessel should have fewer needs.

2. What makes your day better?

Music, mostly!

3. What’s the best thing that happened to you today?

I found out the pitbull who had been at our animal shelter for a long time got adopted!!

4. What fictional place would you like to go to?

Anyone ever watch Tron: Legacy? The Grid absolutely blew my mind when that movie came out... the way they integrated light so seamlessly into the environment was stunning. My inner 10 year old is still dying to see something like it in person.

5. Are you good at giving advice?

I think so? I’m honestly pretty good at reading people and the whole problem-solving / psychology dynamic comes naturally to me. Now if I can just figure out how to apply it personally lol.

6. Do you have any mental illness?

Overcoming depression babeyyy *finger guns into my therapist’s office*

7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?

Luckily, no!

8. What musician inspired you the most?

Outside of BTS, who gave me a huge push towards learning to love myself, my top 3 artists are Hayley Kiyoko, NF, and Billie Eilish. 

Hayley’s music actually helped me realize and become comfortable with being queer. Nathan’s songs were there for me during the worst part of my depression. He made me feel understood and less alone. And Billie’s unique lyrical style continues to inspire me whenever I’m in the mood for writing. I’ll never get to say it to their faces but I’m so grateful for you guys.

9. Have you ever fallen in love?

I had a huge dorky crush on this one guy in elementary school that took the longest time to get over,,, idk man,,, I’ve never really gotten butterflies like it since,,,

10. What’s your dream date?

Café date!! Museum date!! Or hiking together!! It depends on my mood.

11. What do others notice about you?

My quirky taste in earrings. Favorite pair so far are big, rainbow, star-shapes made of string. You can’t miss ‘em hsdfghjkl-

12. What is an annoying habit you have?

I suck at asking people for help, no matter how bad I need it.

13. Do you still talk to your first love?

Haha nope, he moved to Alaska ages ago :”)

14. How many ex’s do you have?

015. How many songs are in your playlist?

Like 700? At least.

16. What instruments can you play?

I can shred a sick air guitar if I do say so myself.

17. Who do you have the most pictures of?

My sister and niece <3

18. Where would you like to go before you die?

Barcelona!! Specifically, the places with Gaudi’s architecture.

19. What is your zodiac?

Scorpio, bish.

20. Do you relate to it?

Oh yeah. I’m very determined, observant, and drawn to mystery. Not a serial killer though... promise.

21. What is happiness to you?

Cuddles and warm laundry~

22. Are you going through anything right now?

Oof.

23. What’s the worst decision you’ve ever made?

Giving a second chance to someone who didn’t deserve it.

24. What’s your favourite store?

I’m a slut for Bath & Body Works. Smel gud.

25. What’s your opinion on abortion?

Pro-choice. Your body is none of anyone’s business but yours.

26. Do you keep a bucket list?

No... I have a vague idea of things I’d like to do.

27. Do you have a favourite album?

Citrine by Hayley Kiyoko

28. What do you want for your birthday?

Probably books or journals. I do not have a problem.

29. What are most people’s first impression of you?

I had to ask a friend tbh and their opinion made a lot of sense: I seem closed-off because I need time to warm up to people but, when I stick around, I’m ride-or-die.

30. What age do you seem according to most people?

Mmm usually my age (18) or maybe 1-2 years older.

31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping?

It rests on the corner of the mattress next to my pillow since I usually keep it on vibrate.

32. what word do you say the most?

So?

33. What’s the oldest age you would date?

Right now, I’ll stick close to my age so it’s not weird. Biggest gap I’d go for in the future is 5 years.

34. What’s the youngest age you would date?

Ick, a year.

35. What job/career do most people say would suit you?

Anything in science or criminal justice (accurate though).

36. What’s your favourite music genre?

Electro pop, alternative, and punk not gonna lie.

37. If you could live in any country in the world, where would it be?

Anywhere I could speak / learn the language really.

38. What is your current favourite song?

Paper Love by Allie X

39. How long have you had this blog for?

October 2018.

40. What are you excited for?

Comeback, for sure. I also look forward to days I work at the animal shelter. Miss my floofs...

41. Are you a better talker or listener?

Listener. Tell me your secrets. No, you cannot know my favorite color, it’s classified.

42. What is the last productive thing you did?

Finished a psych presentation.

43. What do you want for Christmas?

Fucking self-actualization. And candles, I love candles.

44. What class do you get the best grades in?

I’m... a perfectionist...

45. On a scale of 1-10, how are you feeling right now?

It’s a non-zero number, I know that much.

46. What can you see yourself doing in 10 years?  

Being the successful, vodka piña colada aunt who gives morally ambiguous, but overall sound, advice.

47. When did you first get your heartbreak?

Haven’t ayyye.

48. At what age do you want to get married?

Whenever my soulmate wants to propose I guess, clock’s tickin buster.

49. What career did you want to have as a child?

A dentist of all things wtf.

50. What do you crave right now?

Mint chip ice cream (Namjoon is sending a hitman as I type this).

Tagging: @trashybtsqueen @narwhalthesharon and @joons-uwu would love to get to know you guys! 

50 Questions Tag

I was tagged by @abangtanfangirl​ ^-^

1.       What takes up too much of your time?

Work, Youtube, Anxiety/Depression

2.       What makes your day better?

Music, sleep, cuddling with loved ones(without them teasing me for wanting attention)

3.       What’s the best thing that happened to you today?

umm... it’s only like 1:30pm..? I guess having ice cream for breakfast..?

4.       What fictional place would you like to go?

Hmm... probably Hogwarts.

5.       Are you good at giving advice?

I guess so? A lot of people repeatedly come to me for advice, even for subjects I have no personal experience with (ie dating, sex, relationships, how to run a business). I guess I’m just blessed with wisdom.

6.       Do you have any mental illnesses?

Yeah, it’s great, lemme tell ya

7.       Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?

I don’t think so, if I did I was a baby.

8.       What musician inspired you the most?

I guess BTS..? Idk, I don’t really think about this.

9.       Have you ever fallen in love?

I... don’t know. Like, I get crushes on people very easily, I get lovestruck/starstruck quickly; like if I spend a couple hours getting to know someone after I already knew I was attracted to them, there is a really good chance of me just going 😍 & wanting to date them asap. When it comes to my romantic feelings, I’m fairly impulsive. However, I’m not sure if I can call these emotions love.

10.   What’s your dream date?

I’m not sure. Normally I’d say “cuddling in bed/on the couch watching movies/youtube videos”, but that’s most definitely what will happen if someone dates me. So, I’m gonna go with this instead; Go on a trip. It could be nearby, or we could go to a different country. I think it’d be cool to travel somewhere together, do some sightseeing, go shopping, eat food from that culture(if we do go to a different country). It’d be nice to relax and spend time with the person I care about most; without the worries & stressors of everyday life. Cuddling is a must, tho. I must be showered in physical affection. Holding hands, back hugs, & cute little kisses, no matter where we go.

11.   What do other people notice about you?

I’m not quite sure. I’ve had people say I’m cool. For the most part, it seems to be a consensus that I’m a sweet, smol little baby bean/crab/koala/bunny that must be protected.

12.  What is the annoying habit you have?

I have somehow developed the belch of a trucker & idk how to get rid of it. Even if I only had 6 oz of soda, I will burp, and it will be a gross trucker one. I hate it.

13.  Do you still talk to your first love?

Nope.

14.  How many exes do you have?

Gotta have dated someone to have an ex.

15.  How many songs are on your playlist?

Lmao which one? (This is just gonna be the ones on Spotify that I hearted: 478. I’m not gonna sort it by genre. Too much work lol.)

16.  What instruments can you play?

I can sing. Does that count?

17.  Who do you have the most pictures of?

Kim Seokjin... 😅

18.  Where would you like to go before you die?

I want to go to Asia before I die.

19.  What is your zodiac?

Gemini/Cancer! I’m technically a Gemini, but my sun is literally like half in Gemini & half in Cancer.

20.  Do you relate to it?

I relate to Cancer more than Gemini, but I have aspects of both, so yes.

21.  What is happiness to you?

Sleeping, Music, and Cuddling

22.  Are you going through anything right now?

Define “going through anything”.

23.  What is the worst decision you’ve ever made?

Ummm.... I dunno. I made a few bad ones when I was 17.

24.  What is your favorite store?

I like Barnes & Noble, but I also like Torrid...

25.  What is your opinion on abortion?

I am pro-choice. Idk about which trimester the person should get it in. Even if I don’t always agree with it, I still think someone should be able to choose whether to get one or not.

26.  Do you have a bucket list?

Nah. I might make one in the future. idk.

27.  Do you have a favorite album at the moment?

Surprisingly, I do! I really like Attention by Shinedown at the moment. I love all the songs on there.

28.  What do you want for your birthday?

Sleep, a Painless Death, A Nap in a Bottle™️, Money, someone that likes me back & actually wants to date me.

29.  What are most people’s first impression of you?

I’m pretty big/thick/fat & I don’t normally smile at strangers(unless I’m at work #CustomerService), so I probably intimidate them at first.

30.  What age do you seem according to most people?

A lot of people think I’m a bit older than I actually am. My boss thought I was 21; I’ll actually be 20 in June. I do have a baby face, tho. So online people think I’m younger than I really am. (Someone said I was 9 🙄)

31.  Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping?

On my desk near my bed. I use it as an alarm clock and it charges in the alarm clock that my brother got me for Christmas. It’s just figuring out how to set the alarm on the clock that’s a pain in the ass, plus, I have BTS songs set for alarms on my phone so I’d rather wake up to BTS singing in the morning. (jskskjsksjskjsks I’m choking. thanks for writing this for me. XD)

32.  What word do you say the most?

Tbh I think I make random noises & scream in fear/surprise more often than any word I’d normally say. Maybe “I can’t English”, otherwise the screaming/noises.

33.  What’s the oldest age you would date?

Realistically, I think I’d do 3-4 years older than me(since I’ll be 20 in June, 22-24). Just because I haven't had any experience with dating, so I’d want them to be closer to my age.

34.  What’s the youngest age you would date?

18

35.  What job/career do most people say would suit you?

Something with numbers

36.  What’s your favorite music genre?

I dunno. I listen to whatever I like. I don’t really care about the genre.

37.  If you could live in any country in the world, where would it be?

I am very happy living in the U.S. rn. If anything, I’d wanna live in Spain, I was there for 2 weeks & I loved it(also I can speak some Spanish), or Britain.

38.  What is your current favorite song?

RIght now I really like Kill This Love by BlackPink, What I Need by Hayley Kiyoko, Perdido En Tus Ojos by Don Omar, All I do by Monsta X, & BABE by HyunA

39.  How long have you had this blog for?

Idek, bro. 

40.  What are you excited for?

My birthday.

41.  Are you a better talker or listener?

Listener.

42.  What is the last productive thing you did?

Dropped off a prescription at the pharmacy this morning.

43.  What do you want for Christmas?

A significant other

44.  What class do you get the best grades in?

Math classes & Economics.

45.  On a scale of 1-10, how are you feeling?

3. I’m tired, suffering, & have been put through the wringer.

46.  What can you see yourself doing in 10 years?

Hopefully getting my own place to live in.

47.  When did you get your first heart broken?

Age 8. I was a silly 3rd grader.

 48.  At what age do you want to get married?

26 or 27 sounds good to me.

49.  What career did you want to have as a child?

I wanted to be famous. A singer/songwriter.

50.  What do you crave right now?

Death, a nap, food, love, cuddles

Tagging: @btssavedmylifeblr @holy-kpop-hoe @angstchim @mxrvelspidey @requestfairy

omg i started this 2 hours ago

Hi! I noticed you are one of the stauch supporters of kaylor even after the debacle. Can you please share why you still think they are together? Cause im being a weak kaylor right now. Thanks! 😘

Ok so this is going to be long but basically I just don’t see why it would mean they broke up. Like I know they haven’t been seen together in a long time and she might want to stay closeted even if Taylor doesn’t whether they broke up or not but I don’t see why even if that were the case why she’d have to go so hardcore with it and I don’t think it’s for money either because she already has money and they’re in a TON of debt for being as rich as they are. Plus no amount of money should be enough to connect yourself with a family of criminals and possibly implicate yourself. I think it was done more for him and his family’s benefit to cover up what they’re doing than to benefit her and that’s probably why it came out of nowhere when it seemed like they were maybe finally going to break up. As to why she’d cover for them, I think she might have agreed to something like that in the contract with him and/or Scooter Braun that she signed 6 years ago before he was associated with the Trumps and their criminal activity and she can’t get out of it just yet. And as much as we all hate him I do actually think they’re kind of friends just from bearding for so long but don’t worry there likely won’t be a wedding. (And even if there was, because Lavender weddings DO still happen, it would be a short lived “marriage” and still wouldn’t convince me in the slightest that their relationship was real. Nothing in this world could tbh, they’re both way too gay for that! lmao) They just needed to temporarily be closeted and cause a distraction. Plus it brings more attention to their relationship that no one cared about before so more people will be paying attention to their breakup and will be more shocked and sad about it so it’ll make even more sense as to why she would need to seek solace from Taylor (and Taylor from her after she breaks up with Joe), a friend she supposedly hasn’t talked to in like two years, and how that might cause them to get together themselves and realize/revist their feelings for each other and maybe why it wasn’t working out for them with men. I don’t think they’ll really address it in a big way though, more just be seen together holding hands, kissing etc. until people just put two and two together and figure it out. If they’re forced to address it directly they’ll probably just say they’re bi or don’t like labels and I could see it being years before that happens if they can help it. That way they don’t out their past beards or seem like liars who faked all their relationships. But I think they’ll stop bearding for good after this so it’ll be even more obvious than before even if they’re not confirming it. And I think this will start soon with her breaking up with Joe this fall (either in September before his movies come out or in November after they come out) because they’ll both have gotten all they needed from each other (some PR and closeting and the longest term fauxmance they could probably hope for at “two years”) and they’ll both be conveniently busy anyway. He’ll be doing promo and her tour will be over or almost over but she’ll still need to film Cats so it’ll be perfect timing. Then Karlie and Josh will follow suit not too soon but not too long either and she and Karlie can “reconnect” at some point in this timeline and start coming out more in earnest all within the next year or so before her next album is announced (and the sooner the better so people won’t wonder how she had time to write so many love songs about her) so that she can be even more open about it in her music in the next era and maybe MAYBE even use female pronouns or at least stop using male ones for good. That’ll go a long way in people starting to pick up on it (there was already an increase in Kaylors this era and how often she meets Kaylor fans and they haven’t seen each other - in public anyway - once since then). I think (judging by what all the big Kaylor blogs with sources have been saying anyway) that this has been their plan basically since they first got together in 2014 but then Kissgate almost outed them too soon so they couldn’t come out in the 1989 era and had to go WAY underground (but not at first or in a super obvious way) and still beard for a while while until they could find the perfect time to come back together and finally come out. (after she’s brave enough to renter the spotlight for the first time in a while and they both broke up with their boyfriends) I don’t think the engagement was part of the plan to begin with but after they realized they had no choice I think they just had to roll with it and it’s probably been hard and might set them back a few months or something but they’ve already been through a lot so I think they’ll survive this too and come out of it even better and stronger than ever. As to why I still feel this is their plan and nothing changed recently to cause or because of the faux engagement, like I said I just haven’t seen as much proof as there is to suggest they’re still together. For instance, they haven’t been seen together for a long time because they’ve been hiding but there’s really nothing to suggest they have any hard feelings towards each other and they’ve just seemed happier than ever the entire time even to this day. They were spotted a couple times together but photos were purposely not taken and/or posted or were quickly deleted. The album is filled with all love songs about her and no breakup songs despite supposedly having gone through two breakups, around when the album came out Karlie presented an award she won when she’d never been involved in country music before, she was left off the Junior jewels T-shirt because she doesn’t want her like a best friend ;) and I think her hanging out with Katy Perry was just click bait so the general public would still think about them in the sentence but would think (or at least wonder about it) they weren’t friends anymore so that the rumors would temporarily go away and everyone would believe whole-heartedly in their beards and not think they were faking relationships or cheating on them. Karlie’s Dad also told a fan (with the username reputationisaboutkarliekloss on IG) in February or March that they were still friends, when asked they kind of avoid the question but suggest that they are and Karlie still likes Taylor’s posts. Even Abigail liked the engagement post and would have no reason to care or even know let alone support her if she and Taylor broke up or were never together. Everyone knows and is in on it and all the big Kaylor blog’s sources have been saying they’re fine even after it happened. (And if they weren’t why would Taylor have still been so happy and seemingly gung-ho about coming out, or at least dropping gay hints, last night if she had no real reason to anymore?) So although I have no way to 100% prove that not having any sources myself I do believe they are in fact still together (and I personally believe have even been engaged for a while now but not everyone thinks so) and planning to come out to some extent within the next year. They’re smart girls who always have a plan when it comes to their careers so I think we just have to trust them, have faith in their process right now and just wait and see what happens before we make any snap judgements (I think the song with Hayley was just her trolling us/fueling the rumors so we won’t know what to think but will know we weren’t crazy about her being gay at least). After all they didn’t spend 4+ years being the perfect soulmates for us to be weak Kaylors! #Kaylorrisein20gayteen (or at least 2019) ❤️🏳️‍🌈☕️Ps. If you made it to the end of my long, unorganized response, thank you! Sorry if it was hard to get through but I hope it helped. Don’t give up hope! 😘

time for a meme

I was tagged by @homosociallyyours​ 😘

Rules: answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you would like to know better

nicknames: April is not an easily-nicknamed name. What few nicknames I have are from people I care about a lot and nobody else is allowed to call me by those names?? So I always feel weird sharing them.

gender: cis lady. I also heard the phrase “tomboy femme” recently which I like. I wanna wear the frilliest clothes but I also like doing my own bicycle repairs and fixing things around the house. When I was a little girl I always wanted to wear my prettiest dress, but with shorts underneath so I could still go upside-down on the monkey bars, and that’s a pretty good summation of it.

star sign: Scorpio. Aquarius rising, Moon in Cancer, Mercury and Venus in Sagittarius, Mars in Leo. Pretty sure I don’t believe in astrology but some of that shit is pretty accurate.

height: 5′2″

time: 11:05pm

birthday: November 8, 1979

favourite bands: Radiohead always and forever god damn, Kula Shaker, XTC, The Beatles, MGMT (but only their first album), Arctic Monkeys (but only A.M.), Talking Heads.....damn that’s a lot of (mostly British) white dudes, shit

favourite solo artists: Björk always and forever, Joanna Newsom, Fiona Apple, Hayley Kiyoko, Blitz the Ambassador, Nicki Minaj

song stuck in my head: Juju Girl by Blitz the Ambassador after answering that last question

last movie I watched: Finally saw The Last Jedi last night, yesssss (now I need to see The Shape of Water)

when did I create my blog: June 2012--the same as both @marsdaydream and @homosociallyyours​!!

what do I post: fuck-tons of Steven Universe, a smattering of other fandoms, bicycles, clothes, portland shit, a lot of personal stuff, dumb memes, pet rats

last thing I googled: I have no idea

do I have other blogs: hoooo boy. I have an ancient LiveJournal that I started in 2003 and was still posting to a few times a year but I’ve moved it all to DreamWidth. I used to keep up on a blog about bicycling called aprillikesbikes on wordpress--my last post there was probably 2011. On tumblr I run @smuttyamedot​  and I post nekkid selfies to @assmethyst

do I get asks?: Sometimes. I’ll admit that when the notification pops up my initial reaction is “oh shit” unless I’ve just posted an ask meme, lol. I haven’t gotten any actual harassment or anything, though.

why did I choose my URL: Honestly I just wanted something that wasn’t too similar to my old LJ name and left room for me to post about anything I was into. Plus I was thinking about my bicycling blog, I guess?

following blogs: 751, though a lot of them aren’t active

followers: 1,195 (holy shit), but it’s the same two dozen or so people who are at least half my notes on any given day

favourite colours: purple and green, and that was true even before I got into SU.

average hours of sleep: this varies wildly. Or at least it used to?? Now that I’m working overnights and passing out around 8 or 9am every day I seem to be getting an average of seven to nine hours. Though I slept for eleven the other day.

lucky numbers: 42. Not very creative. (Wait, how many of y’all get that reference anymore?)

what am i wearing: My work uniform, which is an ill-fitting skirt suit. Also smartwool tights that are black and purple, and lilac ballet flats.

how many blankets do i sleep with: three, this time of year.

dream job: not having to fucking work. I hate working. I’ve always hated working. There’s not a single thing I do for fun that I’m willing to monetize enough to live on. My life goal is getting a tolerably dull full-time job with regular hours that pays enough to live on with some left over for funsies, and that doesn’t mentally or physically drain me too much. I accept that I have to work to get money which can be exchanged for goods and services....but I fucking hate it. (Honestly, if being a bike mechanic didn’t pay shit (like, they make entry-level retail most places) and require me to do the most work when I’d like to be doing the least work, I’d try to do that.)

dream trip: Bicycle touring Glacier National Park and the Icefields Parkway again. But with a bicycle that fits me better and less worry about money. That and and I want to see Iceland again. And Japan (for the first time), but only if I have the cash to buy some clothes. Also I’d love to take a trip to Greece and Croatia where all I do is walk around ruins and stuff, stuff my face with vegan food, and then alternate between swimming and reading on the beach under a big umbrella. I’ll bring a bikini and a hat and like....five tubes of high-spf sunblock.

favourite food: PASTA. Oh my god pasta. Almost any kind of pasta.

nationality: American. Family history is mostly Polish on one side (my last name is Polish) and mostly German and English on the other.

favourite song right now: oh god, probably a Hayley Kiyoko song. Gravel to Tempo or Feelings or Curious. Though as I ranted about last night, I’m still capable of listening to Electric Feel by MGMT every single day. Also Do I Wanna Know by Arctic Monkeys.

TAGGING I am not tagging that many people. Also it took waaaay too long for me to write this anyway, considering that like...ten people are gonna see it, lol. If you read this: you’re tagged!!

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Got any nicknames that you rarely even use? Nah, my one nickname is used a lot. Nevermind what gender you ARE, what gender do you WANT to be? I’m fine being female. Do you ever feel ashamed revealing your age? Not at all, I get happier when I finally get to say it with one more added year. Probably because I’ve always wanted to break out of that long ass period of being a teenager and being overlooked and invalidated and all those rebellious blunder years as well. Working anywhere? No. I’m interning in a PR company starting next Thursday, though! What's your favorite thing to put in your mouth? Japanese or Indian food.

What about the worst? Accidentally-eaten raisins. Have any allergies? Nope. I’m just glad I’m not allergic to any food. One of my closest friends, Kate, is allergic to eggs, chicken, and meat; and a lot more people i know are allergic to seafood and I’m sooooooooooooooooo frustrated for them. Are you confident enough to reveal your height and weight? Sure. I don’t mind being tiny and I never really struggled with weight. What one personal rule you have that you want your surroundings to follow? I hate physical touch as communication. Holding my hand, hugging me too tight, resting your head on my shoulder, suddenly grabbing my arm...unless it’s Gabie, and to an extent Kate (cos she’s naturally touchy) and Angela, I get freaked out inside. When you get muscle soreness, where does it hit you the worst? Shoulders and neck could get pretty bad. What do your parents call you? Anak or ‘Nak, which literally means ‘child’ in Filipino; Robyn, and Byn. When they refer to me in a conversation with my younger siblings, I’m called ‘Ate,’ or the term for elder sisters. Something you just can’t stand no matter what? When someone scrapes their utensils onto their plate way too hard and loud. What’s something that people do that you love? When everyone bands together to help someone when they’re in trouble. Of course this doesn’t happen all the time, but it’s so easy to make me cry just by making me watch videos of this happening. How old were you when you first got to go on the computer? I was 3. My dad had Need for Speed on the computer and I still remember how it came with the legit steering wheel and pedals. If you have a blog, facebook, myspace, etc, how long have you had it for? I think I’ve had this one since 2016. I have another survey blog I got locked out from because I forgot my password, and I had that since 2012 or 2013. If you have a blog or website, advertise here: I’m posting this on my blog itself lmao. What age would you want to get married/did you get married? 27-29. Any lovers at the moment? I have a girlfriend, sure. When was the last time you had a crush on someone? Right now, but more intensely this morning haha. Would you say you're an emotional person? More than average, definitely. Have a kid or want to? Want them. Describe your hair style right now? It’s in a ponytail but I’ve had it on since morning and I’ve been on the couch the whole day so it’s a super messy one right now. A habit a lot of people around you notice you doing is? I don’t know if there’s a habit everyone tends to do, but they all seem to curse, if that’s counts as a habit. Favorite artist? Like...in general? Probably Hozier, he’s one of the best and most genuine artists/songwriters out there. And Hayley Williams. What's a fashion trend you would rather die than follow? Don’t Blame The Kids merch. Got any internet friends you've never met in real life? Yeah, my old internet friends - they all lived either in the US or spread out in Europe so I really could not meet with them ever. Right now, the ones I’ve never met are Aliyah and Gabbie. Do you chat with a lot of people on the computer or only few? It used to be a lot since I was super active in the wrestling fandom before. Nowadays my circle is kept to my high school batchmates and college friends. Your favorite person you know in real life is...? My girlfrienddddddddd. Are you a forgiving person? No. It’s kinda the unofficial personal rule I have with people: I will always give away my trust to anyone from the very beginning and will be patient for a very long time, that to fuck up hard enough to reach the point of having to ask for forgiveness is already like overstaying in my circle or my life in general lmao. What's a color that suits you the best? Black and maroon. For some reason green does too, but I hate green. And a color you just can't pull off/don't want to? Orange, gray, yellow. Based on your running speed, what animal would you be? I’d probably be like a cow hahaha. Got any hobbies? Sure.

Can you read in public? Only if I manage to be alone and end up in a quiet and comfy area in public. The noisiest I can handle is probably a busy coffee shop because at least the noise there is a bit therapeutic. Describe yourself when you were 6 years old? I dunno, really...I was friends with a popular bunch and we even made a dumb 6 year old thing we called the Bratz Club (because they were huge at the time), but there was also huge bitch of a bully not from the group who also always targeted me. I was still a big crybaby, and I threw a huge tantrum one time someone mistakenly told on me when I didn’t do anything, that my mom had to step in lmao. I was still pretty quiet but like I had enough friends and I even spoke on our moving up ceremony, so I think I was doing quite well. Right brained or left brained? I already forgot my psych lessons from two semesters ago, hah. How much sleep do you get usually? 6-7 hours is the average. Do you know your blood type? I don’t. What’s hilarious (and sad) is that I don’t think my parents know either unless they check my birth cert LMAOOOOOO. Whenever I have to fill out forms that ask for it, I ask my mom and she deadass says, “O+ is the most common right? Just write that one down” bye sis if I need a donation and I die that’s on her kksksksksks What's your favorite astrologic sign? I don’t care for and hate all of them. What month do you with you were born and why? April. Presumably because I was conceived somewhere in mid-July 1997, I guess? Have any large dreams you're trying to achieve? Sure.

One thing you would like to change about yourself? My anxiety. One thing you like about yourself? Work ethic. A type of personality you just can’t stand? People who say too many innuendos or are too green-minded. Your personality in one word would be? Uhhhh that’s hard to capture. I guess ‘shy’ is the word. Your appearance in one word would be? Chill.

What’s a talent you'd love to have? Playing the piano. The best prank you've pulled? I hate pranks, whether I’m the pranker or prankee. If I gave you ten dollars right now, what would you do with it? Save it. I’m out of money from drinking in two upscale bars last night lol. What if it was a million dollars? Probs get myself a nice dinner. A person or a thing you truly love from your heart? Girlfriend. A wish you have? More money. Pokemon, Digimon, GI JOE, Barbies or other? Pokemon. City type of person or country? Definitely the city. As good as the food is and as clean as the air is in the province, I don’t think I’ll last. Plus I was never raised in the province so I would miss the city life too much.

Ever take polls on the net? Yeah sometimes I’d take the ones I’d come across just for funsies or because I’m genuinely interested about the results. Any word that you love? Poignant. I thought it meant something nice and ~elegant at first; had no clue it was supposed to mean something super bittersweet. What's something you're obsessed about right now? Mukbang ASMR videos. If you had a typing battle, do you think you'd win? I think I would hahaha. Several semesters of rapid note-taking in college will serve me well. Favorite type of candy? Peanut butter cups, if they count. How often do you clean your ears? Every other day. Brag about something! I got a 2.00 in a class I genuinely thought I’d fail in. 2 isn’t a great grade at all but that class was SO AWFUL that I was dying of anxiety just to get a 3 this whole time. My instructor released the grades last night while I was at a club and I bawled when I found out. Something you find unhealthy about yourself? I eat so unhealthily and have no healthy habits AT ALL other than constantly drinking water. I don’t wash my face, never watch what I eat, never exercised a day in my life, all that neglectful jazz. Words of wisdom? I’m not really in a thoughtful mood rn to spontaneously think of advice. Are usually the one talking or listening to others? Listening. I hate having to be in the spotlight longer. Your reaction if someone told you you look 10 years older than your age? Honestly I’d be really flattered because I’ve looked 10 years younger my whole life. To say that I look 10 years older will just balance it out to mean that I look my exact age hahahahahaha Any favorite numbers? I don’t have lucky numbers but whenever I have to pick ones, I always say 4 or 23. Any weak spots? ???? Like in bed? Lmao my neck but I hope I understood this correctly. Do you really badly want anything right now? Money. Savings. But also iced coffee :( How much money would you say you have saved up? I literally have no money in my wallet and I can take a photo right now to show that I have absolutely no bills left. I get really irresponsible with money when I get a little tipsy and I got three Long Island Iced Teas last night :/ the last glass I bought when I found out my grade in that pain-in-the-ass class I talked about earlier, so it was technically an impulse celebratory purchase. Anything from your past you just want to forget about? So many events, my friend. So many events. What does it take to earn respect from you? None. I give everyone respect and trust from the very beginning, because that’s what they deserve. But the thing is I can very much take it away when it’s disrespected or abused. Where were you born? Somewhere in stinky Manila. How many people do you live with? 4. How do you cheer yourself up? Depends. It’s a different formula each time. What's something that makes you really stressed out? Internship. Have any particular standard you look for in a significant other? No. I’m a demi, so I’ll end up being attracted to someone because of who they are. I used to have standards but they were so limiting, so I just got rid of those. Ever had a friend that was someone completely opposite to you? Gabie. Ez. We couldn’t be any more different. Are you any good at science? I’m good in biology in particular and I’m okay in physics, but I hate chemistry.  Highlight of the day? Waking up to Gab because she slept over last night. Do you go on any forums on the net? Does Reddit count? What do you think of your voice? It’s okay. It’s not super annoying for me. A smiley face you use a lot? Just the classic :) Do you use msn-lingo? Not since 2011 at the latest haha. Got any secrets you honestly can't say to anyone? This blog. Well except for my sister who stays as the only person I know who knows about this, but other than that I wanna keep this as a secret safe space forever. Best horror movie? Oh wow I haven’t seen anything new in a while. It’s still a four-way between Scream, Cabin in the Woods, The Shining, and Carrie. Believe in voo doo? No. Think anything lives forever eternally? Uh maybe jellyfish? Tacos or Burritos? Burrito. I never liked tacos. The most annoying question on these surveys? Maybe the ones that didn’t use apostrophes when the questions needed them. Whats something you do when you're dead bored? Watch videos. Ever made a survey? Nah. What do you think of people who speak their mind? Brave. But they should also be careful to not be too comfortable about being blunt that they wind up an asshole. How do you act to people around you crying? I stop what I’m doing and listen to them, if they want to talk. What's something you've tried really hard at? Passing that bitch of a class I’ve mentioned for the third time in this survey. How do you say good byes? I just say a ‘bye,’ but if it’s a harder goodbye then I usually avoid the situation, because I cry easily.

is there a way we could get another maxwell, alistair, and reader blurb with a family vacation?

Vacation with Maxwell Lord and Alistair

Word count: 1.7k

Warnings: NONE, tooth rotting fluff.

Rating: PG

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It was your first ever family vacation— and you had to make complete sure it would be one you'd never forget. The honeymoon was amazing, but only two months after the wedding, you were already begging your new husband for another holiday, this time with little Alistair. You loved Alistair like he was your own child, and from the moment he started calling you ‘mommy’, you knew you'd never love another child the way you loved him. You didn't care that he wasn't yours by blood, you loved him unconditionally. It was one of the things that Maxwell immediately saw in you— one of the qualities that made you stand out against any other woman he'd ever been with.

Maxwell was still in bed by the time you had gotten out of the shower. He'd woken up briefly, promised you that he'd get dressed, but clearly he'd fallen back asleep. You didn't blame him, the jet lag was creeping up on you too, but Alistair was bright and full of energy, and you needed Max to wake up. You beckoned Alistair to come over.

"Can I wake daddy?" your son asked with a mischievous smile. You smiled, your toothbrush wobbling between your teeth as you nodded your head in affirmation. Alistair's face completely lit up as he ran over to the king sized bed where Max slept. He threw himself on top of his father, bouncing up and down, screaming melodies of “wake up daddy!” and “it’s time to get up!”

You chuckled to yourself as you watched your husband, as disheveled as ever, roll over and tackle Alistair into a hug.

"Shhh," Maxwell moaned groggily, pinning Alistair down amongst the sheets. Alistair surprisingly listened to his dad, immediately quieting down before erupting into a fit of uncontrollable screams and laughter. You managed to get a glimpse of Max tickling his son, and shook your head, unable to contain your smile. You had never been so happy, and you knew that Max had never been this happy either.

"Boys," you called, biting your lip. Alistair's and Maxwell's heads both snapped up in unison as they stared at you with wide, doe eyes. "you gotta be quiet. It's still early and people are still sleeping." you mentioned, referencing your hotel neighbors.

"Your mother's right," Maxwell huffed, finally getting up.

"How come you and daddy get the big bed and I get the little bed?" Alistair asked you curiously, following you into the bathroom and tugging on your arm for attention.

"You have a big bed at home," you mumbled as you combed through your drying hair. "Besides, you don't seriously expect me and daddy to sleep in the tiny bed, do you?"

Alistair laughed at the thought. You helped him squirt some toothpaste on his brush and poured him a glass of water for him to drink after he brushed his teeth as Max finished throwing some clothes on. You smiled, walking out of the en-suite and towards your husband, wrapping your arms around his body and nuzzling your face into his chest.

"I like this shirt," you told him as you gently smooth down the material. He wore a blue and white pinstripe button down, the first few buttons undone and a pair of cream coloured pants and sandals. You had to practically beg him to dress in something convenient, otherwise he would've happily packed an abundance of his three piece designer suits he wears for work.

"I like you," he murmured, his hands dropping to your waist as he began to sway his hips. "I'm glad we're doing this." Maxwell smiled, glancing back into the bathroom where Alistair was still getting ready.

"Me too."

***

"Don't forget the sunscreen!" you called, laughing as Maxwell achingly rubbed the small of his back. He was carrying two huge, heavy bags, one filled with Alistair's toys and the other filled with beach towels and swimming costumes. You had tried persuading Alistair that he didn't need to bring his toys to the beach, but much like his father, he was adamant and would not change his mind for anyone.

Alistair came running out of the hotel room holding a bottle of sunscreen. It looked gianormous in his tiny hands.

"Got it!" he screamed excitedly, bouncing up and down.

"Good," you praised, taking his hand in yours. "Are you going to let me put the sunscreen on you, or daddy?"

Alistair contemplated for a second. "What if I don't want to wear sunscreen?"

"You have to," Maxwell sighed as you took one of the bags from him, immediately easing up from the loss of weight.

"But what if-" the little boy began to argue, but his father cut him off.

"Alistair." Maxwell said sternly, furrowing his eyebrows and pointing his finger.

You nudged your husband in the side, quirking an inquisitive eyebrow. "Don't be miserable," you warned him with a gentle whisper and Maxwell nodded his head understandingly. "Alistair, if you let your daddy put sunscreen on, I'll go get you an ice cream?"

Alistair's eyes became comically wide as he smiled a toothy grin. "Deal!" he exclaimed, sticking his hand out for you to shake. You giggled, shaking the little boy's hand.

"Didn't think my son would be making business deals so young," Maxwell chuckled as you walked out the hotel lobby. You rested your head on his shoulder as the blinding warm sunlight beamed against your skin. You hummed, adjusting your sunhat and digging into your bag to pass Maxwell his sunglasses.

"He takes after his father," you giggled. "Which way is the beach?"

Alistair tapped a finger against his chin. "I think it's that way!" he announced.

"And what makes you say that?" Maxwell asked, popping his gold framed sunglasses on and running a hand through his dark blonde hair.

Alistair shrugged.

"We could just walk and see where it takes us?" you suggested. Maxwell didn't care where you'd go, all that mattered to him was that you and Alistair were having fun and being happy. It was your first family vacation since he had married you, and he lived to see your smile. Max enjoyed vacationing, sure, but this was the first time he'd gone somewhere tropical and exotic. He'd usually venture to some foreign city, somewhere he'd still be able to work if he needed to. You swore that there'd be no working on this holiday though. Maxwell needed a well deserved break. The pebbled pathway took you to a swimming pool, rather than a beach, but Alistair was still happy enough.

The pool was huge, with turquoise tranquil waters. It wasn't too busy, which was ideal— it meant there was less chance of your husband being noticed. You found two unoccupied lounge chairs and popped your bags down on them, claiming them as your own.

"Can we go swimming?" Alistair asked and you nodded your head.

"Yes but remember, sunscreen. Go see your daddy." you told Alistair and he nodded obediently, padding over to his father who was unpacking his bag. Maxwell seen to Alistair, making sure he was completely protected, and began to blow up his inflatables.

"Daddy? Can you go swimming with me and mommy?" Alistair asked curiously as soon as Maxwell had lay down on the lounge chair. He had unbuttoned his shirt fully now, relishing the heat as it warmed his chest. Max picked up one of the fiction novels you'd encouraged him to read, and was so engulfed in the literature, he hadn't even heard his son. "Daddy?" Alistair called again, poking Max in the belly.

"Yes?" Maxwell huffed, his eyes not leaving the pages.

"Can you go swimming with me and mommy?" Alistair repeated.

"Daddy doesn't swim," Maxwell grimaced. "Look Alistair, daddy is reading. Daddy is relaxing. Why don't you go play with mommy in the pool and then we can grab some ice cream?"

"But I want to swim with you daddy!" Alistair begged, tugging on Maxwell's arm. "Please daddy, please!"

Maxwell couldn't resist the pleas of his son. Alistair knew how to soften his father. Max glanced up at you, surprised to see that you were already smirking knowingly back down at him— and had witnessed the whole conversation. You knew Max would eventually cave and do whatever Alistair wanted. He put his book down on your lounge chair and sat up, shuffling out of his shirt and pulling down his pants. You grinned when you saw he was already wearing his swimming trunks underneath.

The water was warm and refreshing, and it felt wonderful to swim around. You and Alistair both chased Max around the pool, splashing him playfully, paying extra care to get his hair wet. Max hated it, but you loved the way his hair fell out of place and his natural waves would appear. You watched as Max lifted Alistair in the air and sat him on an inflatable toy, watching him as he ate his promised ice cream.

"I love our little family." you revealed, treading through the water towards Max and wrapping your arms around his body.

"Me too," Maxwell said, brushing a gentle kiss on your lips. "You know I've been thinking…" he said, turning his attention back on Alistair who was now clagged up in vanilla ice cream. Max tsked, shaking his head. "Thinking what if our little family stops being so little."

You turned to face Max, your eyes widening slightly. "What are you saying?"

"You're such a good mother to Alistair, and I just keep thinking about how much I wanna see you carrying one of my own children." Max smirked and you felt your cheeks heat up as he nuzzled his face in the crook of your neck.

"Really?" you asked, the prospect exciting you. "Another child?"

And in true Maxwell Lord fashion, he replied, "Why not more?"

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do you have any thoughts™ about cuddling with maxwell? I am in desperate need for some soft content with my emotional support capitalist

cuddling with maxwell

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when he comes home from work, every day without fail, he expects to be greeted by your warm embrace. you hear the front door unlock at 5.30pm and you're waiting, ready for him. you run into his arms and he holds you tight against his chest, navigating his hands down to your hips as he presses a kiss into your hair.

at first, max is very distant when it comes to touching— especially cuddling. but as your relationship develops, he has the full potential to become a cuddle monster. he doesn't admit to it, but you understand him well enough to know when he needs a cuddle. and he knows you well enough to know when you also need to be held.

on a sunday evening, you and max snuggle on the sofa and take turns to watch your favourite movies. he'll want to show you some classical black and white movie, and he'll pull a soft blanket over you both and have you lie on top of him. you're in between his legs and your face is resting on his chest. you can even hear his heartbeat, and it's beautiful, and relaxing. and you wish you could live in the moment forever. he'll trace comforting circles into your skin without even realising. he just adores to touch you and relishes your body at any given moment. he'll smooth out your hair and hold your hand. movie time can usually be pretty quiet but every now and again he'll remind you how much he loves you with the sweetest, softest little actions.

after showers; he'll saunter out the en-suite bathroom smelling like fresh, green apples and his hair is still slightly damp and wavy. he'll be wearing his cozy pajamas with the highest thread count, and dip down onto the bed where you lay. he'll pull you into him and rest his chin in the crook of your neck, whispering sweet nothings into your ear.

at night, sometimes he's the big spoon. but also, sometimes he's the little spoon. it's interchangeable. maxwell has a lot of affection to give, but he often gets stressed and overwhelmed with the nature of his job so he likes when you hold him.

when you've been together for a long while, and built up a wall of trust with maxwell, sex can become extremely passionate and romantic. he'll hold you in his arms during the entirety of it, navigating his hands across your body and touching you delicately. but he loves to hold you and cuddle with you while he pushes himself inside of you. this kind of sex usually occurs in the middle of the night when he's already big-spooning you.

you're always by his side during charity events and galas, but sometimes it can become overwhelming. max will take you into a darker, quieter corner and simply wrap his big arms around you. he'll ask you soothing questions to ensure that you're okay before you head back out there.

he actually really values cuddling. it takes a lot for him to finally bring himself to cuddle you, just because he's so used to the cold and harsh reality he's faced his whole life, but once you wean him into it, he adores it.

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listening to All I Want for Christmas and thinking about Frankie 🥰🥰

A/N: This ask is fantastic and gave me the perfect idea for neighbor!frankie! Thanks for sending it in.

Btw...this is the sweater he’s wearing

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“Thanks for coming over and helping us decorate,” Frankie said before giving you a quick kiss. Gabriela ran up to you and you knelt to give her a hug.

“Not a problem at all. I couldn’t say no to Gabi,” you said and Frankie pouted.

“What about me?”

“Meh,” you joked and Gabriela giggled. Frankie dropped a handful of tinsel on your head and Gabriela laughed even harder. You gasped and stood up before taking the tinsel from your head and putting it on Frankie’s.

“She got you back, daddy!” Gabriela said.

“I sure did.” You stuck your tongue out at him and walked over to the tree. “This is a beautiful tree.”

“Gabi picked it out,” Frankie told you.

“She did a great job.” You squeezed her hand and she smiled up at you.

“Daddy cut it down. He said I’m not big enough to do it yet,” she told you.

“In a few years,” you said. “So…just tell me what to do. Is there a theme?”

“Uh…Christmas,” Frankie said and you rolled your eyes.

“I meant are there certain colors you’re going with?” You looked around at the different ornaments. “Guess not.”

“Gabi is four years old. Did you really think she wouldn’t every color ever on this tree?”

“You got a point. Well, let’s start decorating then.”

Frankie put on some music and you all danced around while decorating. By the time you finished, you all were covered in tinsel and fake snow. You sat down on the couch and watched as Frankie and Gabi whispered to each other.

“Uh…we’ll be right back,” Frankie said. “Stay right there.”

“Oh…kay.” You sat there for about five minutes picking tinsel off yourself before you hear a familiar song start to play.

I don’t want a lot for Christmas

There is just one thing I need…

Suddenly, Gabriela walked out in an adorable dress that looked like Santa’s coat and a hat with elf ears. She was mouthing the words and you were so overwhelmed by how adorable she was that you didn’t notice Frankie walking out to join her. He wore an ugly sweater that said “Be nice to the pilot, Santa is watching". You put a hand over your mouth and laughed harder than you had in a while.

As Gabriela sang the main parts, Frankie sang the background parts. He knew the song so well and you enjoyed seeing them enjoying themselves. It brought tears to your eyes but you quickly blinked them away as Gabriela pulled on your hand so you could join them. Frankie wrapped his arm around you and danced with you while singing. Then you both knelt to be at Gabi's level so you could all hit that famous note together.

All I want for Christmas is…youuuuuuuu

You all laughed your way through it before collapsing on the floor together in a pile. You sat up and looked at them.

“That was incredible!” You applauded and stood up before helping Frankie to his feet. He picked Gabriela up and kissed her cheek.

“It was all her idea. My baby girl is gonna be a star,” he said proudly.

“I think she already is.” You tucked her hair behind her ear.

“Go change into your pajamas, mija.” Frankie put Gabi down and she ran to her room.

“So…when were you gonna tell me that you could hit notes like that,” you teased and he yanked you against him, making you laugh. “That was a wonderful surprise.”

“I may have a, uh, special surprise just for you later,” he hinted. “It involves a Santa hat and…a bow.”

“Is that all?” you asked.

“Yeah, that’s all.” He grinned then kissed you.

“And that song got me thinking…I never asked what you want for Christmas.” Just then Gabriela came running back into the living room in her pajamas.

“I have everything I could ever ask for,” he said as he scooped Gabi into his arm and put his other arm around you. “Right here.”

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