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#but I've tried to remind myself it's not the faith itself it's the institution that jaded me so badly
pearl-kite
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Before I go to bed
#kite rambles
#religion has been so awkward since That Talk
#for those not in the know my mom found out i identify as nonreligious and queer by reading a confidential medical document
#led to the Most Fun Talk Ever in which she was most upset by me thinking i was agnostic
#and i think it evaporated every shred of religiosity in me to the point that hearing other people express their faith almost made me angry?
#and not just xtianity like any kind of spirituality or religion
#and it was fuckin WEIRD because I'd have this reflexive revulsion but would consciously be like “hey that's a bad reaction cool it”
#like a knee-jerk how can you believe that
#but I've tried to remind myself it's not the faith itself it's the institution that jaded me so badly
#and the more I've done that the more i almost miss it? while at the same time still having that knee-jerk ew praying reaction
#and it's weird and i don't like it and I'm tired it's almost midnight and i forgot where i was going with this
#but i guess i just feel lost
#i should just shut up now. I'm going to sleep. i might delete this in the morning idk
#but i fought with my swipe too much to just not post it sorry folks
#there are probably tons of fantastic typos i didn't even spot have fun sussing out meaning between those
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