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zelkam · 2 years

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— rainbow rowell, carry on

#cqledit #Lan Wangji #Wei Wuxian #wangxian #The Untamed #mdzs #myedit #hi for the love of god hello I made something and it's been a while #September has been a Hell Month science-wise and it's still not over #but I finally have a weekend to chill #also this is the first time I've made a thing on my new laptop and god to set up everything again?? hell.#I'm still not sure about the playback speed bc I didn't remember my prev screencapping setting so yeh lmao #but anyway - wangxian and the feeling of being doomed from the start?? making me go nuts #(though I haven't read the book that this quote is from)

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chanstopher · 8 months

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guys my birthday is in a few days i’m soooo pumped 😭

#this weekend can’t come fast enough #i’ve been so damn busy but this weekend i’m gonna just chill #and do stuff that makes me happy 🥹#sorry i’ve been mia life is insane #i’m trying to book a tattoo that i haven’t even finished designing 💀#and my brother has been on my ass about hanging out #cause our birthdays are so close and we never see each other #(it’s his birthday today 🖤)#and he’s so fucking excited i’m gonna finally watch one piece he’s been so obnoxious about it for years #anyway i know i have a bunch of asks i will try to come on tomorrow and get through them #i hate being so mia but i love that you guys still care 🥹🖤🩶🤍

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schalotte · 3 days

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i did my reading but at what cost

#i'm fine and chilling actually i'm just worried about having to use the weekend to finalize the god damn MA application 💀#i've been procrastinating the motivation letter for like a week . oh and actually #also very pressing is needing to figure out my fucking thesisss like just settling on a topic for now so i can approach potential advisors.#ah well. in good news i got all my modules credited finally and my american studies transcript is looking soo sexy

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violetsareblue-selfships · 7 days

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good morning!! <3

#eee so i finished the bartending event yesterday #so idk if i'll immediately start the other event today #or give it a day and start tomorrow #i really should sit down and start farming for some of the five stars i got...#acheron... blade... ruan mei #like it's a shame i haven't built them yet lol #also should pull for aventurine; see what happens lol #anyways #i finally have tags for the l+ds boys so!!#i'll add them today/tomorrow idk #i do have a fic to post for yelan's birthday today so that's fun too~#anyways~#it's the weekend; should be a pretty chill day #as such i hope today/tonight is also calm/kind to you #morning rambles

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byanyan · 2 months

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crazy how much better talking to someone can make u feel

#was actually having a terrible night but finally opening up to my mom helped sm #idk sometimes I forget how much genuinely straight up talking can help afkgskg #.........ok actually alcohol helped but like. that's bc it took me drinking to build up the courage to talk #which is a me issue more than anything but ahfkgkshsgj #yeah. idk. sorry I'm still sucking at keeping up w things buttttttttt #I'm kinda a dumbass for hoping I might get anything done tonight lmaoooooo #I need to get better at accepting my own limitations I think #........anyway. sorry for still not doing stuff I'll get back to things eventually but rn I need to be chill with what I can & can't manage #u know? if I need to take the weekend to properly fucking FINALLY let my brain relax I will #and if I'm chill enough to vibe w writing while I'm relaxing?? that's great!!!!#but I'm not gonna pressure myself I'm all vibes for the next few days bc that's what I fuckin need #that said.... I do love y'all 💜💜 ty for ur patience bc I need it so badly rn #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.

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stormte · 7 months

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Not even 2 weeks into the final term and I’ve already been on the verge of a breakdown over all the shit I got on my plate

#storms rambles #I’ve currently got to write a dnd campaign for next weekend because I haven’t done anything in 2 weeks #I’ve got a mask I want to finish before Halloween so I can wear it #I’ve got studying to do for history maths and science #whilst also needing to complete some more stuff for pottery and forensics (which involves pages of annotations and writing a 2-5 min script #which I know no one else in my group will fucking write #I decided to start a rewrite of a story I’m planning on putting on ao3 #I have several art projects in the works #and I need to find down time to chill out with friends and family and enjoy my hobbies #bro I’m 2 weeks into the final term of school tf #what am I gonna do in 10-12 💀💀

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petxina · 5 months

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this has been the most week already and it's only Thursday

#meeting a friend this afternoon but it will b chill i guess #then i'll be spending the weekend with another friend #also i need to take my migraine shot at some point before going away lest i forget #and then next monday i have neurologist appt (fockin finally) at ass in the morning..

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orangekingfisher · 2 years

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i have so many thoughts about rpbg he's floating in my head constantly like a blorbo

#snuf you were so right #rat poison beer guy saga #<- hi snuf btw!!#anyway so we went to brescia this weekend #i did bolzano -> trento and then we got on the flixbus for brescia #was an okay trip my seat was broken but we listened to chiamamifaro and ptn #the b&b was so nice too we chilled there yesterday #being lovebirds etc yeah fluttered emoji eyes emoji whatever #and then he got SO HYPED because brescia has a METRO SYSTEM #<- trevigiani scoprono la metro ig #the gig was fun we were SO tired at the end #and then we finally slept on a bed that was big enough for the two of us incredible am i right #(ngl i kinda missed hugging him all night but hey. at least i could move around ykwim)#brescia is a cool city i would never have guessed #and now i miss him. ueueueueue where's my wet cat of a sardo riccio con gli occhiali #<- si ho vinto alla lotteria raga

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buck-yyyy · 1 year

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i think i maybe fucked up a relationship.

#aghhhhhhhhhgejsd #okay so #one of my friends (and the one i had/have feelings for) is a really physically affectionate person right?#and we had just started getting close enough that i think she was finally comfortable to be like that #so when we would watch movies on her couch she'd be laying on me #or she'd kiss the top of my forehead #or hold my hand #etc etc #but on halloween we were chilling playing warhammer right? and i was going to visit family the following weekend and wasn't looking forward #to it #and i made a comment something along the lines of 'blegh i don't want to go visit my family and blah blah blah and have people that i don't #want touching me automatically ASSUMING that it's okay to touch me'#and her face just DROPPED and she immediately was like 'oh my god i'm so sorry sometimes i forget that other people aren't okay with #being touched i'm so so sorry if you want me to stop or you're ever uncomfortable with it just please tell me-'#and to be clear: i do not mind if she touches me!! i am incredibly touch starved!! i crave physical contact but i'm afraid to initiate it!!#and so i go 'oh my god no no no that's not at all what i mean i meant that i don't want family members touching me i promise i don't mind #when you do' and she looks really hesitant and is pretty much just like okayyyyy but you promise you really mean that and aren't just sayin #g it?#and it all seemed to be resolved but when we've been together since it's seemed like she's been really hesitant to touch me at all #and it's been so awkward since and i don't know why #i want to say something because i feel like it's my fault but i don't want to bring it up because what if it has nothing to do with that?#and i don't know how to initiate touch other than like. headbutting someone's arm which is NOT the same #and aghhhhhhh i fucked up i fucked up so bad #i love her so much she's one of my closest friends and i want her to know that i really don't mind but i feel like i'm losing her :(#i really do not know what to do #agh.#tw vent in tags #vent

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slippery-minghus · 1 year

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i think the hardest thing (only hard thing tbh) about my new job is that i'm masking a lot more than i'm used to. between that this team swings a lot more to the neurotypical side if the spectrum than my last office, and just plain getting to know new (NT) people and how to talk to them, it's kinda a lot.

i find myself feeling like i've expended a lot of energy when i don't think i did a lot, but i know i had to navigate holding up a conversation with my coworkers. and it's been a while since i've been around this many new people (and i've never quite been in the current situation of new people + aware i'm autistic + have self confidence and don't feel like everyone hates me for merely existing) and apparently my social processing delays are a bit noticeable ^_^;; like hang on a second i'm buffering.

anyway i just really want to take a nap

#i have Things Planned this weekend and monday was supposed to be my chill day to recover #but i finally got ahold of my dentist to reschedule my appt and it was either monday or may and im already like 3mo late for my cleaning soo #ah well #actuallyautistic #narrating my life

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minbinchan · 2 years

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This weekend I'll get to the requests I still got in my inbox, school was a bit tiring this week 🙈

#tomorrow i have a 9am class and in the afternoon i have a lab #its going to be a loooong day #hopefully this weekend i can chill #i want to do so many things #but studying.....#finals season is near my dudes

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victory-cookies · 15 days

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me when the sun is out and I’m not at school or work and worrying about due dates and I’m playing my little games and watching my little shows and I somehow still feel like shit: ah. maybe I am depressed

#Like during the school year I’m like ugh I’m so stressed and the weather is shit so that must be why I feel awful #but it’s genuinely a beautiful day and I slept in and have just been sort of chilling #and yet. I still feel gross #my room is a mess and I haven’t gone outside which probably isn’t helping #but like. I should feel good now! it’s a day off for me! and I have a big thing to look forward to on the weekend!#and I don’t. I just feel blegh #it’s been like this the past couple days too #Like I’ve been off! I had one shift at work and that wasn’t even bad! why do I feel like shit when I’m finally able to chill!#and the things is I know I wasn’t happier doing school! I know I’m not happier at work #it’s just when I’m doing those things at least I have a reason to be stressed and tired! now I don’t!#I don’t have an exam for nearly a week and I’m going to see one of my favourite bands in a few days #and I just started a game I’ve been wanting to play and I’m able to watch stuff I’ve been meaning to watch and I finally did some laundry!#and yet I feel like I need a nap. I don’t want to do anything other than take a nap even though I know I should probably start packing #or take a shower or do a craft or start revising for my exam next week #hhhhh anyway. my laundry’s done I guess I oughta go put my sheets back on my bed #so at least if I take a nap it won’t be on my bare mattress #vent

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thingswhatareawesome · 3 months

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i should go finish my wondrous tales journal in xiv. but i don't wanna.

#it's snowing again and i'm gonna have to go pick spouse up from work but i don't wanna drive in it more T__T #and it's gonna be fucking super cold again for the weekend #and i just want to sleep until i can finally turn the house thermostat back to 69f #bc 67f for some reason leaves me chilled 100% all the time and i'm always tired

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