#but ! imagine this! when i put on my soundproof headphones ans spent like 30 minutes vaccuuming the stairs and not being. pressured | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

stuck-in-the-ghost-zone · 1 year

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having one (1) moment of rest after. gestures vaguely to All Of Today and i really am just that last pic. sprawled out on hotel bed fucking freezing bc its cold in here headphones turned up real loud listenint to smfsd for what must be the 20th time today

#trying not to decompressjon cry because my family is here lmao we r all packed awkwardly into a single hotel room #aughhhghghhj #sorry im oversharinf but ljke. moving fucking sucks btw i hate it so much i get SO anxious not knowing where all of my stuff is #+ i feel like im forgetting things + im getting stress daydreams of one of us either.#a) crashing on the highway and losing everything or b) the back of the uhaul coming undone and all of my stuff spilling across the road #<< i get this literallt every time i moce this is notbing new but like thay doesnt make it suck any less #anyway. oversharing. idk. i wanna play minecrsft but my laptop is in the car >:|#aaughhhhhhh head in fucking hanfs. anyway new fall out boy huh #whats ur favorite song. mine is so much for stardust AND hold me like a grudge #it has not been 24 hours and i have already gotten shit for Showing Symptoms of . whatever tf is in my brain lmao #got real fuckin uh. panic stress angry snf had to walk away from my apt and my parents were sooo annoyed w me lol #but ! imagine this! when i put on my soundproof headphones ans spent like 30 minutes vaccuuming the stairs and not being. pressured #i was suddently. feeling so much better. huh. imagine that #walking arou d all day like i feel like i am going to explode. my mom bejng like what the fuck does that even mean.#digging fingernails into the palsm of my hands and shaking my fists like GIRL I DONT KNOW EITHER I JUST AM #eating my hoodie strings n pulling my fucking hair out its FINE #im FINE this is fine. im going 2 watch new stampede episode in the car tomorrow and nobody can fucking stop.me

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