Even though I don't really plan on continuing the comic soon (the redraw cycle got me, RIP) I do wanna draw this special girl more, just look at her, look, my special girl my daughter my
god i might make them wear a strap and fuck myself on them. put a vibrator in them and work them up, make them watch me cum and make them beg me to let them finish
i had the honour of teaming up w my friend @naumaxia-art and we talked about predictions and trailers and i screamed a lot and they had to cut out a lot of me swearing in this lmao
so please go give them some love bc that was like half of the editing process!
I think trusting someone with yourself goes against every traumatized rule we’ve been taught.
Like it’s easy to love someone, you can do that even from afar, from your safe, dissociated corner on the ceiling. ‘I love you, but please don’t love me’, we spin into our safe little web.
But trusting means I’m saying, ‘I’m here too, and I’m trusting you won’t hurt me while I’m here with you.’ Its a conscious effort to make every single day, sometimes every minute of the day. I trust you, I trust you, I trust you…
I’m sure someone else has put this into better words, but I’m reminding myself right now that it feels really good to trust and to not isolate and not fawn with the right people, even if it takes a little time