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#bro howd i go from that to literally shaking and being scared of moving and making my bed creak
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#idk if this counts as a vent tw ๐ญ๐ญโ
#cos it isnt exactly ???
#but talk of lik3 idk past stuff ig
#idk its just its so weird thinking back on when police would come to my house nearly every week ๐ญ๐ญ
#like my brothet hasnt been violent or threatened violence in ages and im rlly proud of him for that yk
#like i hate him but i get how hard it can be restraining ur anger and im glad hes gotten better
#but damn that was an odd time ๐ญ๐ญโ
#i was like... so numb during a lot of those times asw
#idk cos there was an incident maybe a month ago? and it wasnt even /that/ bad but i was literally up in my room full body shaking
#and idk how i dealt with it when i was younger
#i was so chill about it
#like '๐๐ the police are here again better hide in my room so they dont ask me questions' kinda vibe
#bro howd i go from that to literally shaking and being scared of moving and making my bed creak
#like ๐ญ๐ญ i wasnt even in any danger
#(and the recent incident was after like months and months of nothing too bad)
#(and i get it ppl regress sometimes and that shouldn't reflect negatively on their progress)
#but sishskshks
#and god its so tired being hypervigillent godamn
#like sittinf upstairs with my phone anxiously listening to see if hed be violent and if id have to call the police
#its so draining
#rlly dont know how past me did it
#props to them fr ๐๐๐
#oop a couple tws i need to add
#tw violence mention
#idk if i need to add anything else actually pls tell me if i do
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