One thing about canto VI is like. I see so many people predicting it'll be about Fighting Evil Wife or Breaking Codependent Toxic Relationship and I just kinda think that would suck? If the major theme isn't grief AND love and the way both are seen as like Kinda Weird/inappropriate in the setting of the city. Then I'll be very sad.
premise: that peeta was also kind of faking it in the first games and fell in love with katniss over the books he was just a more brilliant actor than she ever was
I'm sorry I'm so sorry John Darnorniellerierlille, I am a lover of lyricists and bitches who know how to write words to a melody and rip my heart out and stomp on it but GOD BLESS your singing voice physically hurts me and when I am going to make it through this year if it kills me, it's Shearwater announcing it
I wish I could say that I stopped going to church originally because of the racism, or the slut shaming, or the toxic community, or the hypocracy, or the ablism, or a question of faith, or any of the other valid and legit reasons to ditch church.
In truth, I just REALLY hated the music. And most church services are 50% "praise and worship" and singing 20+ year old "contemporary" bland pop. I would have stayed longer for only a sermon, rather than spending over an hour pretending to "feel the spirit" at the worst concert every week.
It's about the grief of a parent. About losing someone who isn't gone. About regrets and failures and trying to be better for this kid you love so much and none of it mattering. It's about leaving the nest. It's about cycles and love and hurt and family. It's about regretting all the things you'll never get to do with him again. It's about holding his hand and saying sorry and trying to comfort him even though he's furious. It's about holding onto that old timey bed time story you read him. It's asking if he wants to keep his racecar bed. It's about humming a tune. It's about grief.
He doesn't consider himself human. He is a machine. A tool. A weapon. A clone.
Not a person. Never a person.
But lately his master doesn't treat him as such. And it actually makes him feel more valued, not less. Which he wasn't expecting.
See?, now he is even referring to himself as a "he" in his own head.
Will he now start craving food for the pleasure, not the energy?
Will he desire affection and physical contact?
Will he crave sleep and rest, outside of recovery, just as part of a routine?
Maybe he already does, and that's why soft surfaces feel so good againt his skin after a long day following orders left and right. Why the water running down towards the drain, or down his throat, is so refreshing. Why a full stomach makes him feel full of energy and content even when it hasn't been digested yet.
Why his master's praises leave him feeling like dying is worth it.
TOP 5 SONGS DAVID OGDEN STIERS COULD HAVE WON A TONY AWARD FOR IN THE GOOD TIMELINE WHERE HE BECAME A BIG SUPERSTAR BROADWAY ACTOR AND SINGER LIKE HE DESERVED
Music of the Night from Phantom. Obviously.
Stars from Les Mis. Sadly he never got the chance to play Javert in a stage production and was forced to play him on a sitcom for six years instead. Think of what we could have had!
Not The Boy Next Door from The Boy From Oz / I Am What I Am from La Cage aux Folles. Sorry I couldn’t choose a single gay anthem song so he gets to perform both. As a treat. On an unrelated note I am crying now
Edelweiss from The Sound of Music. Many casting directors don’t know this but it’s actually animal abuse not to allow a DOS to inhabit his proper ecological niche (repressed sexual tension filled ballroom dancing while wearing a fancy little outfit).
Aquarius/Let The Sunshine In from Hair. You! Gay hippie! Aren’t you tired of being typecast as a wealthy conservative stuffed shirt asshole. Don’t you just want to go ape shit.
In The Dark Of The Night from Anastasia. Also belongs to a separate list entitled Top 10 Animated Movies They Should Have Given Him A Role In Instead Of P*cah*ntas. The way he would have killed this………. Would’ve had a little accent all ready to go………. Wailing lamenting mourning etc.
OH! WELL I NEVER! WAS THERE EVER! A CAT SO CLEVER AS MAGICAL! MISTER! MISTOFFELEES! HIS MANNER IS VAGUE AND ALOOF! YOU WOULD THINK THERE WAS NOBODY SHYER! BUT HIS VOICE HAS BEEN HEARD ON THE ROOF! WHEN HE WAS CURLED UP BY THE FIIIIIIIRE—
i've been listening to Park Sang Hoon's full cover of With My Heart too often bc i just put the My Dearest soundtrack playlist on Spotify to play before i attempt to resume ep 10 and Kai (musical actor, EXO-Ls ily but this is not for you) started singing and i was like hmmm. it's missing something
IN A BIT I'M GONNA PLAY WITH A FRIEND BUT IF MY INSOMNIA DOESN'T LET ME SLEEP I WILL TRY TO MAKE A POST ABOUT HARUKA BEING SERVANT OF EVIL AND MUU BEING DAUGHTER OF EVIL BECAUSE GUYS THOSE SONGS FIT THEM SO SO SO SO SO MUCH