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rieadiary · 5 months

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GET DOWN | l.jn

bottom!jeno x top!reader

summary ; wherein you were sure that your boyfriend was going to be on time this christmas but he wasn’t, and had a pay a price

warnings ; pegging, subby jeno, begging, strap-ons, toxic families

a/n ; MERRY CHRISTMAS!! my lovelies i’m feeling sm better and i wanted to put this out today because i went on a break for my health, decided to do a bottom male fic bc WHY NOT? edit: okay so this did not come out on christmas SORRY, I had writers block and I wanna apologize about that… hope you guys still enjoy this since it won on the poll!

You finished the icing on the cake as your sister and your mother walked over to you, concerned frowns on your face, “christmas dinner is almost starting and.. jeno’s not here?” Your sister questioned slightly and you sighed, a smile still present on your face, “he said he was on his way” you tried not to grit your teeth as they were only asking in concern.

“This is why I don’t make promises with your father, he never keeps them” your mother tried to joke but it only pissed you off further.

Your sister laughed as the three of you walked over to the table, “but dads here, guess that’s just your boyfriend” now both of them were laughing, spewing slick comments every now and then.

The dinner went just as you assumed, spiteful. Everyone chatted amongst themselves and recalled memories of when they were children and lived together. You even tried to butt in the conversations until your family brought up that you couldn’t keep a man and you always glued your mouth shut, whilst jeno not being here only made their jokes keep coming.

You couldn’t stomach your food and the gifting process wasn’t any better, your eldest brother thought it was funny to by you a strap on since he claimed, “you’ll be needing that since your boyfriend isn’t here for Christmas”

It annoyed you how none of your family considered your feelings, they always joked about how they assumed jeno was catfishing you or was never real and it hurt your feelings but expressing your hurt by crying or yelling would only make it worse.

The dinner ended and everyone went home, nothing but silence now filling your home. You were going to make Jeno practically beg in tears for the embarrassment you were feeling.

You heard the door unlock and the jeno slipped in your home, a big gift in hand and a dressed exceptionally nicely though it was for nothing.

“Baby, I’m so sorry I’m lat— where’s everyone?” He asked looking around and turning on the kitchen lights. You eyed him angrily, sipping on your hot chocolate silently.

“Baby,” jeno sat the gift down, “there was traffic you know I would’ve gotten here earlier if—”

“If what jeno?” You argued, setting your mug down “the jokes, the laughter, the embarrassment, and all because of traffic?” You stated in anger, watching jeno bat his eyes at you in confusion. “What? They made fun of you? Baby you know I live three hours away, I even tried waking up early, I’m sorry”

“That’s how my family is, they make fun of my pain. You’d know that if you showed up to our dinners”

Jeno sheared off his jacket, sitting down near you setting a kiss on your cheek. “I know I’m late like this all the time by there’s nothing more I can do.. baby please, I’m truly sorry” you stared in jeno’s eyes, he was obviously sorry for being late and you understood that he did indeed live three long, far hours away.

“I’m sorry they made fun again, I really wish I could’ve gotten here earlier. Maybe next time I’ll spend the night?”

The idea sparked a light inside of you, that was the perfect idea. That way, he’d already be here and neither one of you had to worry about traffic or embarrassment, though the embarrassment was only a you thing.

“Really? You’d stay with me?” You sat up with a smile, jeno nodded, “of course, I love you and I’d do anything to make you happy”

You hugged him after his affirmative words, pulling back for a quick moment “well, I’d still need something to prove that you’re sorry” you say crossing your arms, glaring at him again.

Jeno frowned, giving you the gift. “I bought you a gift!” He said and you shook your head, “I was supposed to open that awhile ago, I need something else”

“You want head?” Jeno offered, and the offer was tempting but you eyed the strap-on and another tempting idea popped into your mind.

“Nah, I got something else”

“You want to what?” Jeno asked in wide eyes, his mouth ajar.

“I want you to be my little slut, I want you to do whatever I say”

Jeno blinked, leaning back in the couch in contemplation. “Will that really make you feel better cause I could just make you cu—”

“Nope, I want you to beg for me, that will make me feel so much better” you edged closer to jeno, running your hands through his hair, “and you can’t touch me”

“Baby, where is all this coming from?” He asked feeling nervous about the idea, being out of control was not her forte. He liked seeing you beg under him, being rough but gentle in the right places. It wasn’t that he didn’t trust you, it’s just he didn’t know what exactly was going to happen next.

“Don’t know. Just wanted to try being dominant for once, try new things you know?”

No. Jeno did not know, but for you he considered trying just for you.

Jeno was laid out on the bed and seeing his nerves being frantic made you feel great, a feeling you’ve never felt before.

You crawled on top of him and jeno reached for you but you stopped him, glancing at him. “I’m sorry just— just please be gentle” he pleaded, retreating his arms back to the side of him.

“Don’t worry Jen” you placed a kiss on his lips, “I won’t hurt you, just relax” you reassured with a small smile, Jeno avoided your eyes and you bent down to kiss jeno, the kiss slow and loving, as your hands wandered down his body.

You moved down his body with kisses as he fidgeted, his hands threatening to touch you. You eyed his cock, pre-cum leaking from just you kissing his body, leaving marks was just enough to make him feel good.

“On your stomach” you ordered and jeno hesitated at first, moving onto his stomach nonetheless. “Cmon’ arch up for me” you wanted to chuckle but this wasn’t a funny moment for him, as he immediately did as told you found yourself pulling his cheeks apart, a smirk on your face as you immediately stuck your tongue inside him,

“Baby wait- oh my—” jeno moaned feeling your tongue inside him, his fingers gripping the sheet as pleasure struck inside him. You slowed your tongue down as per jeno’s request, moaning against his hole.

Jeno found himself hiding his noises by hissing and letting out small groans, his eyes closed tightly.

As you worked your tongue inside of him jeno sang praises towards you, groans that slowly mixed into moans quickly but he tried to hide them, suppress them by biting his lips.

“Baby- please, if you keep doing that I-I’ll cum” jeno pleaded in need, and you pulled away from him smirking sinisterly. You fixed yourself as you grabbed lube, spilling up your ‘cock’ as excitement sparked in you knowing this experience was purely under your control.

“Jen, you wanna be on your stomach or back?” You asked sweetly and jeno pulled his head out of the pillow, surprised that you were starting now, that this was happening now. “What? No waiting?” He breathed, his eyes watery from shutting them tightly.

“Waiting for what? You don’t exactly wait when it’s me”

“Baby i— what if it hurts?”

You titled your head at his concern, “want me to finger you? Will that help you feel better?”

“No” he shook his head, “just- slow, do it slow” he said turning on his back to face you. You nodded squirting lube on the strap on again, this time a little less. You aligned yourself with his hole and stuck it in, biting your lip when jeno made a noise of pain and pleasure.

“You okay? Want me to stop?”

Jeno shook his head no. Grabbing at the sheets again. “Move..” he approved softly, his voice weak and soft. You pushed yourself further inside of him and jeno finally let himself go as a loud moan erupt out of his mouth, his back already arching.

“Hmm? Speak to me baby, want me to stop?”

“Move baby please just move..” jeno whimpered out, bucking up accidentally when you followed his requests, filling him up all the way. You slowly started thrusting inside of him, holding his thighs tightly. Jeno’s moans quickly filled the room, his moans slowly becoming more needy and high pitched, “f-faster baby please, I need more” he begged and you smirked, speeding up rather harshly.

This whole idea had been in your mind for years now. The two of you had been in a relationship for three years now and jeno always dominated the relationship most of the time. From the way he pounded you mercifully every time y’all had sex to soft moments like him making you breakfast and buying you promise rings,

But seeing him moan so needy, begging for more and itching to grab at you made something awake inside of you. You wanted to see him like this again, you wanted to make him all messy from his cum like the good boy he was.

“Baby i—” jeno panted, tilting his head up to look at you inside of him, “baby i-i I’m cumming, I’m fu- I’m cumming please, let me please” he begged as a single tear streamed down his face, other tears pooling at his eyes.

“Cum jen, cum all over yourself, make a mess baby” you whispered to jeno who fell back on the bed with a painful moan, tugging on the sheets so roughly they tugged off the bed, as cum spiraled out of his cock onto his stomach he let out loud moans, spewing incoherent words as his climax finish.

For moment after he had finished and you pulled out it was silent, nothing but the sounds of his breathing and the sheets falling off the other sides of the bed. Jeno picked his head up to look at you and felt dizzy, overstimulated by the new experience. “I’m sorry, I can’t- I don’t have any energy” he squeezed out,

You eyed him softly, pondering what he meant. “Hm? What do you mean?” You questioned as he opened his eyes again, staring blissfully at the ceiling, “I can’t please you, I’m too tired” he further explained and you almost laughed at the statement, unsure why he would even think of returning the favor.

“Jen,” you pulled the strap-on off, walking over to him “today was only to punish you, trust me you pleased me enough by seeing you like that”

“Are you sure? We can wait like thirty minutes and I’ll—”

“No. End of discussion, now cmon, I’m gonna start you a bath” you protested as jeno nodded trying to get up but stumbling.

xoxo, riea!

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