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berryzxx 4 months
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Could you pls do a grayson hawthorne x reader angst comfort fic in which they both had a big fight about something and then he leaves but afterwards gets a call from one of her friend that she fell sick
Also love all your fics:)
Your the only one for me (part 1)
SOOO THIS TOOK A WHILE. sorry xx. also THANK YOU 馃 (a lot of requests have been made based off of this request so I'm making it into one long fic x)
Summary: You find something suspicious on Grayson's phone and confront him about it. During your argument you get seriously injured. Is it all a misunderstanding or is he just using you?
Grayson Hawthorne x reader
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It was Thanksgiving weekend. A time for family and friends. For loved ones to gather and enjoy good food and share stories and memories. At the moment Xander was explaining the story of how the two of us had paired up in a robotics competition, in which I had screwed something wrong resulting in an explosion and causing our professor to ban us from robotics club. This happened almost 3 months ago and he was still hurt about being banned from the club. He was now explaining how he was starting his own club. And apparently I was not invited.
Grayson's hand rested on my thigh, a comforting gesture and something that helped me stay calm in such a chaos of a family dinner. It wasn't exactly a "family dinner" seen as though half the people weren't even here. It was a more get together dinner with Xander, Jameson, Avery, Grayson and me. Nash was out somewhere with Libby and Max was actually trying to get a few projects done, surprisingly.
Thanksgiving was actually in 2 days time but according to Jameson "It's never too early to get together". This also meant he had probably planned something that included more than 4 people to play. I didn't mind. It gave me an excuse to forget about my deadlines for abit and spend time with Grayson.
*A few hours later*
I watched as Grayson finally came to stop in front of me in the pool, smiling up at me. I refused to go any further into the water and just let my legs dangle slightly in. Besides watching Grayson swim with his muscles on show like that was always nice to watch.
"You should join me. It's warm" He said, his height being enough for him to stand with the water coming up to his chest.
I shook my head "Who wants to voluntarily swim? It's like saying let's go on a treadmill, it's fun"
Grayson let out a laugh "It's not entirely like that sweetheart. But fine" Before I could say anything a notification popped up on Grayson's phone. It was too far back for him to get it so I grabbed it for him. Because I was nosy and my eyes immediately went to see who the notification was from, I immediately wished I could turn back time and pretend I had never seen it.
A notification from Sophie that read *I had so much fun yesterday. We should definitely do it again.馃槒*
I didn't give him the phone, instead I held it tightly in my hand and showed him his screen.
"Who is this?" I asked, trying so hard to not get angry and see reason to what was happening. Grayson's smile dropped and immediately became confused. He ran a hand through his hair
"It's just Sophie. She does the photography exhibit with me" He said after a while.
I put his phone down, although what I really wanted to do was throw it into the pool. I stood up and looked at him in disgust. I thought he'd have better morals than cheating on someone. Especially someone they had said they loved.
"Just Sophie? Is she the reason why you came home at two in the morning yesterday? Or the reason why you haven't been telling me anything whenever I ask you?"
Grayson looked up at me, still in the pool. "Sweetheart. I was at the photography exhibit, finishing things off." He had gone pale and was frozen in place.
I scoffed. He just kept thinking if he made the same excuse I would believe it "Well I'm finishing things between us SO YOU CAN GO SPEND TIME WITH SOPHIE LIKE THE LYING FUCKING CHEAT YOU ARE" I felt tears make their way down my cheek as I walked away into the darkness, half running and half stumbling because I couldn't see a thing with my tears cascading down.
Why was I crying? It was just a breakup. I was trying to justify it all but really I was crying because I didn't expect it. I was crying because I thought if things ever ended between the two of us it would be on good terms. Not him cheating. I loved him. I probably still did and that's what hurt most. When had he started seeing someone else?
Did it start just last week when we had our date? Or had it been months now and I was just too oblivious to see it all? My heart hurt so much it was unbearable. I wanted to rip it out and ignore the reality of it all.
I walked in a daze to the room me and Grayson shared and tried to get everything of mine into my bag. Luckily because I was a lazy bitch I hadn't even unpacked yet. It's like I knew this was going to happen. Putting my hair brush into my side bag and looking around the room one more time I wheeled my suitcase to the stairs.
I couldn't do it. I couldn't. Imagine, the one person who loved you thinking you aren't worthy enough. I spent so much of my time and effort into loving Grayson wholeheartedly and what did I get back? Heartbreak.
I sat down on the top most stair and let the tears flow until there were no more. The pain in my heart receding to a dull ache in my chest. I wasn't ready to see him but there he was, looking up at me with sad eyes and a regretful expression.
"Y/n. Please. Don't leave" His hair was still wet, his swimming shorts were still on and he had pulled on a shirt. I wanted to throw my suitcase down at him and have him hug me all at once. Why did he have to cheat? Was I not good enough?
I didn't feel like talking to him so instead I stood up and kept my expression blank. As if he didn't faze me at all. Before I had even touched my suitcase Grayson came running up the stairs and stopped in front of me "Please y/n. Let me explain. I love you. How could you think I'd cheat on you? Why would I? Your perfect." He explained.
I shook my head, not wanting to look him in the eyes. If I did I might start crying again "I saw the message. Don't lie to me" I pulled on my suitcase. He gently grabbed my arm, not letting me move any further. His touch was so soft and warm. I used to love it. He brought me so much comfort. But now I hated it. He had probably kissed and hugged Sophie just like he did me. I wasn't anyone special to him. I don't know why I thought I was.
Gritting my teeth together I yanked my arm away "don't touch me"
As soon as the words left me I looked up at him, breaking my vow of not looking into his grey eyes. I felt bad. I felt bad for hurting him even though he was the one cheating on me. His arm slowly dropped back to his side, his lips parting in surprise at my harsh words.
"Please, sweetheart. I-" His voice broke. I couldn't stand here any longer. Swallowing the pain and tears I lifted the suitcase, underestimating it's heaviness. Without warning the suitcase tipped forward, pushing me off the landing, my weight propelling me forward to crash and roll down the flight of stairs, banging my head and every limb in my body on the way. I couldn't feel anything. My vision had gone black and I didn't even know if my eyes were open or not. I couldn't tell where I was. I could only feel the discomfort of the position I was in. My breathing was sharp and heavy as if I couldn't get in enough oxygen. My brain felt as if it had been hammered and my back felt like it was being crushed under a heavy weight. I wanted to sit up. I wanted to breathe properly again.
Part 2
(NOT PROOF READ SO DON'T COME FOR ME. Love y'all x)
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berryzxx 1 month
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Your actually super boring. I used to like your blog but now you barely post and honestly I think your a shit writer. Have a god awful day
.....that wasn't very nice
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berryzxx 2 months
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Once you get this, you have to say five things you like about yourself, publicly. Then you have to send this to ten of your favourite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool~)馃寛馃寛
publicly makes it sound like a speech馃槶
My personality
My hair
I'd say I'm pretty friendly
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BADMINTON. I AM A BEAST AT BADMINTON. unmatched skills fr
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berryzxx 23 days
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look here @fell-in-luvs @lanterns-and-daydreams and @thelov3lybookworm
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berryzxx 2 months
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if you get this, answer with three random facts about yourself and send it to the last seven blogs in your notifs! anon or not, doesn鈥檛 matter, let鈥檚 get to know the person behind the blog <3 馃挏馃挏
this took way too long to think of 馃槶
My favourite piece of jewellery is rings or bracelets
I change favourite colours like every 2 weeks (currently it's dark green)
I love mint chocolate chip ice cream
tagging cause im a lazy bitch: @bodybetters @lorcandidlucienwill @the-red-archer @heirofs1ytherin @theeslutintheroom @slightlyobsessedwslytherins @doremimosasol @thelov3lybookworm @riddlesb1tch @pizzaapeteer @thatdammchickennugget @finalgirllx
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berryzxx 21 days
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Get attacked!! 鉁煂圫END THIS TO OTHER BLOGGERS YOU THINK ARE WONDERFUL. KEEP THE GAME GOING馃寛
THANK YOU LOVELY 馃挄馃挄
tagging bloggers who are wonderful: @thehighladywrites @artists-ally @fell-in-luvs @cupidojenphrodite @lanterns-and-daydreams @fieldofdaisiies @thatdammchickennugget @finalgirllx @thelov3lybookworm
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berryzxx 1 month
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hi berry!! i hope you鈥檙e doing well <33
I WILL BE IN 2 MONTHS ONCE MY EXAMS ARE OVER 馃槶馃槶 (i'm fine im just dramatic)
HOW ARE YOUU??
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berryzxx 21 days
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Get attacked!! 鉁煂圫END THIS TO OTHER BLOGGERS YOU THINK ARE WONDERFUL. KEEP THE GAME GOING馃寛
hey edna
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(edna?????)
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berryzxx 24 days
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....damn
I KNOW WHAT U ARE
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U RIGHT THERE. I FEAR FOR MY INTESTINES EVERY DAY
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berryzxx 1 month
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ew anon hate
i will anon hate the anon hate
the grammar sucks, maybe you should really listen to those grammarly ads instead of skipping them huh anon? alright
kdsjghiszughizugu GRAMMARLY ADS. omds 馃槶馃槶馃槶
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berryzxx 2 months
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Hi when are you posting part 2 of the grayson x reader fic?
Your the only one for me part 2
posted!
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berryzxx 7 hours
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HI BERRY YOU'RE AWESOME AND ID LOVE TO TALK MORE <3
-nolan (sillygaygoose)
YOU'RE AWESOME TOOOO
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berryzxx 3 months
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Hii pookie
How're you doing?
heyy pookkiee
i'm goood, trying to read like 3 books at oncee, how are youu? how's ur day been?
also super excited for the 1 week holidays i have cause i'm so done with exams
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berryzxx 4 months
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You know I love Eris but I鈥檓 curious about who Enzo Berkshire is.馃槀
BASICALLY HE IS I'M PRETTY SURE a fan made character from a fic that someone wrote (i'm pretty sure i'm telling u the wrong stuff but oh well)
and he's a slytherin part of the group that includes Draco Malfoy, Matheo Riddle, Theo Nott, Blaise Zabini. He's also apparently Draco's cousin? Idk but i just roll with it.
A lot of people have i guess "casted" him as Louis Partridge who is like pretty hot.... and so that's why I love Eris and Enzo :)
(That was a super bad explanation someone in the comments PLEASE feel free to further explain)
@halucynator ur help would be appreciated in explaining this xx
(also my tumblrs still not back to normal soo if anyone see's this and I haven't replied I am not ignoring u x)
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berryzxx 2 months
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Your blog would taste like a box of livers with the blood still warm <3
i mean if it were your liver then they'd be delicious right?馃槒
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berryzxx 2 months
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BERRRRYYYYY HOW U DOIN
GIRLL I AM DOING VERY VERY GOOD!! I'm going out with my friends today and then to my cousins tommorow so extremely happy. HOW ABOUT YOUUU?? How was ur week?
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